Originally posted by: PPak
I am not sure J is 100% confident that he will come. Bcos she was doubting his love in the hotel room.
Both Ani and J know deep down they have feelings for eo and consider themselves married....J is more understanding of it as she understands Ani's triggers from experience...otherwise after all the insults of the last 2 weeks; them wont be able to still want to be with the other. J honors the accountabilty that comes with their relationship that they value. I'm waiting for Ani's realization of his hypocrisy, hopefully now that he thinks she may die; it will come out.
Arshi's face in precap looked taken aback. Its likely Ani told her he was leaving no matter what.
After Adi's words to Ani; and with Ani hearing from Adi that J's baby was Ani's; without the jealousy, he will hopefully be able to think clearly. if he still comes to Mumbai without trust in J; God only can help them. I'm hoping he apologizes for distrusting her and acknowledges her take of what happened on bhukaar night without his memory coming back.
I feel the trick with Jhanak is to understand that she was sure that he would come...yes she might say she doesn't expect him to come but she does... That's the duality of Jhanak...A Jhanak that is inside this mask of ideals.....
The thing is society always puts so many terms and conditions on woman...on how they should be,how they should live , associating words like "prestige".." dignity" with them that woman themselves actually start expecting perfection from tthemselves.I see Jhanak as a case of this...
She is a victim of ideals and impossible standards that women have for themselves..With all the sacrifice and giving up her husband,buring her emotions she tried to be someone who she was not from inside...she chained herself from all the values, principal,and probably guilt...and fear of the " homebreaker" tag....
But the thing is she is not perfect...She is the same woman who was doing"Arshi di" Jaap and was imagining him while shooting romantic ad with Aditya Kapoor..She is the same woman who kept pushing him towards Arshi yet not being able to control her sarcastic " apki Biwi" taunts when she saw them as husband and wife...She is the same woman who even after rejecting him, expecting him to take charge and stop AniShi wedding...and she is the same woman who decided and chose to give in to her desires when she saw love in his eyes...even when she had all the power to...
And I love this flawed, selfish yet beautiful Jhanak.......
... not the idealistic one..bcz I don't see her like that...
Yes... I agree that she understands Aniruddh's jealousy for Aditya..she has used it again and again in Mumbai to push him away.and deep down she knows that he loves her..but the thing is Aniruddh has always been honest with Jhanak...no matter how raw, ugly, harsh he looked or sounded but he chose to show his real self to Jhanak...Be it him being emotionally vulnerable with those tears before her leaving for Kashmir...or his hurt regarding this baby and Aditya doubt...but Jhanak hasn't....She has always said opposite of what is in her heart....
Now after putting up a performance for so long as a person who she is not, now when she is finally standing there.... owning her feelings in raw manner....being herself...she is struggling to make others specially Anirudh believe her truth....bcz she has kept this raw, jealous and selfish but real and powerful beautiful Jhanak hidden even from her own-self....she has always sighed away from asking her rights as a wife saying, " main lalchi nahi Hun"...now proudly declaring her love..... eruption like a volcano declaring him and only him as her husband...
It is difficult for Aniruddh to recognise this person......
But I sincerely hope he will....I am waiting for him to accept this Jhanak with all her truths and flawed beauty without asking for any proofs....and recognise how wrong he was in his assumptions of this woman and will be more proud of her...
Edited by asmitamohanty - 3 days ago
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