Originally posted by: Sunsh
I have to vent out as I am feeling suffocated now like Ani. Mine would also be a long rant but I have too as I am feeling so so bad for this poor guy. I am not a good writer so please pardon my mistakes.
This is for ANI, guy who has always supported the love of his life unconditionally.
For Ani-It was Love at first sight for Jhanak and he has admitted that 'Maine jis waqt tumhe dekha usi waqt se tumhara ho gaya" inspite of being in relation with Arshi. During the Kashmir track we have seen he tried max to be with Jhanak and even exchanging their phone numbers to be in touch with her. Fortunately for him- incidents happened and he was okay to get married to Jhanak. He accepted her as his wife subconsciously though it was very strong conscious denial. On the railway station, when Jhanak ne first time sindoor mitaya tab he was affected at the milder level because at that time his mind was ruling the heart. He said -main Arshi ko mil kar batoonga phone par nahi- woh kya batana chahta thaa that he and Jhanak got married because of the circumstances and she has to support and accept that. He was in no intention there at that time to hide his marriage.
In train- they both decided will not reveal their marriage and will not talk about it on Jhanak's demand. This was the starting point of chaos in his life. Since Jhanak had lost her mother recently- he supported her wish consciously though his subconscious was saying something else.
After the pooja, jhanak wanted to throw sari and sindoor in river but Ani kept with him. He also kept the white shirt that Jhanak spoiled on dinner night with him as memories.
Poor Ani slowly and steadily was falling deeper in love with Jhanak but Jhanak always had brush off his feeling and have spoken all kind of nonsense to him in different instances where on the other hand Ani was craving for his acceptence by her. Because of no clarity from Jhanak's side Ani ne arshi ke saath relation nahi toda because of his long standing saath with her though probably he was never in love with her nahi toh usse jhanak se love at first sight nahi hota. Jhanak ke baar baar stupid rejection se hamesha usne reverse reaction dikhaya.
Because of Jhanak non acceptence- Ani started to pacify himself more giving the reason may be she loves Rahul or someone else in life. During this course he was falling madly in love with her. When jhanak rejected Rahul- Ani wanted to make himself clear if she loves someone else. He asked Jhanak 3 times that night and when he did not got the answer - he for the first time blurted out his feeling to her. He got some hint of Jhanak's affection towards him by that hug. Next morning, he remembered but jhanak pretended to be not- after that he wants jhanak to acknowledge but ladki ne phir wahi stupid accusation cycle shuru kar di. Ani ki feeling phir se hawa mein latak gayi and he did not got the proper closure.
Ani is a reserved and introvert guy. Woh apni feelings kisi ke saath share nahi karta because of the fear of rejection. Isliye usse itna waqt laga Jhanak ko apni feeling batane mein uska bhi proper closure nahi mila and got somewhat rejected by her. When in controversies, such kind of introvertr people maintain the relation but can become revengeful (Not very extreme ) to make people understand how they felt and this is what Ani will be doing from now on -it seems. He also want jhanak to go through the same emotional turmoil that he is been in so many months since he met her and got married to her words and actions.
Keval iss waqt-
PYAR NE ANI TUMHE NIKAMMA AUR BEKAR KAR DIYA
WARNA AADMI TOH TUM KAAM KE HO
My thoughts are purely for ANI. No Jhanak or Arshi in this.
Ani, Jhanak ke paas ja kar usse phir se I LOVE YOU kaho and this time seek a proper answer from her IN YES or NO.
Do not pay attention to any of her gol gol and bekaar ki baatein.
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