Originally posted by: asmitamohanty
Love heals......
The irony of pain is, that sonetimes you want to be comforted by the person who hurt you
Aniruddh was slowly being dragged into depression. He knew, felt every bit of it. Understood that the worst is near.But, he could not stop myself. Could not hold himself strong against the mysterious force pulling him into the darkness.
When he saw no light at the end of it,kept moving forward, fighting with his own demons, crying for help at the top of his voice, inside his head. Alas! Nobody could hear it....
Today he was drowning in the Darkness, that was so grave that every breath felt like a burden on him. He did not want the sun to rise for him the next day. Probably prayed, may he not wake up the next day..
Then he heard a voice...." Sirji..."
A voice that is just enough to heal him pain for a moment... suddenly for a moment breathing became easier....
And Jhanak saw the person who is her love, her entire world...the man who was epitome of strength and courage for her...was lying there soo soo weak and helpless...She ran to her side... Immediately cupped his face...kept dabbing his face...
Aniruddh was just looking at her...Is she real? Is her care or concern for me is real? Is she a dream and is just gonna disappear the moment he comes back to reality!!!
" No Jhanak no....if you don't love me,then don't show it to me...if you again have to leave then don't come near me...if this relationship is not real for you, then let it die with me forever"....
Pyar jhoootha tha jataya hi Kyun....
Aise Jana tha toh Aya hi Kyun...
Aye sitamgar tu Zara Aur Sitam kar de aa
Aja bewajah sa ye rishta khatam karde aa..
Oo bedardiya...yaar bedardiya...
Yes he tried to resist her...he tried to remind her again to think.and i found it really cute....but Jhanak was in no mood to listen....She was soo soo adamant to be there for him...and she so effortlessly becomes a mother cuddling him showering him with love whenever he becomes Ill..
Aniruddh being an abandoned and unloved child, Jhanak is no less than an angel to feel the void in his heart...The inner child in him yearns to receive the care, affection he never received when he was a child...and he found it in Jhanak...The way she kept her delicate hand on his heart as if easing the wound and pain in his heart with her touch.." "Tune chua zakhmon Ko mere...marham marham Dil pe Laga"
And the way Jhanak kept his head on her lap in the car... entire car sequence was soo soo well shot...The way both of them staring at eachother in silence yet their eyes screaming loud and expressing the longingness, pain of separation...The restlessness in Jhanak and Aniruddh trying to fight as much as he can through his pain to steal some more time with Jhanak...how like a child he was lying in her lap...
Looking at her...he was thinking...why are we here Jhanak..!!! Why the thread of relationship we shared got cut off so brutally...Do you love me? If you don't then what am I seeing in these eyes...Why do I again want to live looking into them...!
Hum Mein Jo Tha Woh Raha Kyon Nahin DilMein Tha Kuchh To Kaha Kyon Nahin
Dil Mein Tha Kuchh To Kaha Kyon Nahin
Tha Kabhi Pyaar To Insaaf Mera Kar De Aa Ya Kabhi Tha Hi Nahi Saaf Mana Kar De Aa..
Yet he knew that if this is a dream ,then he doesn't want to wake up...if she will go away after him getting up...toh she would rather die like this... keeping his head on her lap...
And Jhanak , once understood how much unfair she was,how she wronged the person who he is most important to her...down with remorse and redemption she was crying for him to wake up...again cupping his face
"Aap mujhse naraz ho jayiye ..par mujhe aise chodke mat jayiye...Mai ladai kisse karungi...man hi Mann batein kisse karungi..gaane sun ke kiske liye roungi...man hi man pyar kisse karungi..."
That's what their love is....So many hurdles, obstacles...so much circumstances that can be deadlock in any relationship..but still they are here....the pain they went through for the love they have for eachother is their greatest solace...
And Today I saw that deewani Jhanak who can do anything for her love...and his safety...She can plead,she can pray,she can go hysterical, she can shout and she can fight the whole world also...that fear of losing...and Jhanak praying to Shiv sambhu with trembling hands...uff
But now it's time to fight for their love standing with him... beside him.. Jhanak today kept saying, " aap ki Jhanak yahi hai...woh Kahi nahi jayegi .." I hope she just remembers this ...
Now after going through so much,no hurdles should separate them.....and their love will conquer....
Also special mention to Aditya...No matter how much I dislike him.. today in the time of crisis,he showed that he is much more human than Arshi didi...who is nothing but inhuman...so credit to him...and I am glad that he is now getting to witness Jhanak's pagalpan for Aniruddh as well....
And Krushal and Hiba......You lived RuNak through all the pain, longing,love, solace and fear........Dil Chu Liya.....
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