Originally posted by: rysohini
Picked up my pen after ages to write, chappale zarur milenge, but Havaianas hi phekiyega, usse kumm mein settle nehi karna mujhe
I have said this before, during the infamous Ani-J BH Balcony encounter, before Anishi PDA started and I say this again, constructive criticism can do a whale of difference and help a person improve! In the same breath, negative feedback provided in all ways negative, can fail to bring the point home and spell doom
That, that exactly is what happened and will unfortunately drive the course of this narrative henceforth
Jhanak - I would completely get her, if she REJECTED Ani with reasons linked to her own self.
Just like Ani chose to stand up for what he believed was his truth and fought for his dignity, albeit with wrong choice of words n actions, coz my Identity n Dignity is my first love and greater than my love for you!
Every individual has a right to this!
J could have chosen her dignity and self respect and told Ani straight up, that I get that you love me but 1.You chose to mis trust me and thought I could jalao Arshi didi. 2. You chose to mistrust me and thought I was in BH to avenge you with my baby rant 3.And worse still you chose to CA me, with your worst kind of assumptions
And for these reasons, I reject you! That, would have been actually choosing "herself" , "her self-respect" and being empowered, if that is what Leena wants this character to be!
Instead, she utters a sh*tload of verbal diarrhea and then sugar coats it with her love for her Mahanta - Aapko Arshi didi ke sath khush rehna hi hoga ! Oh well, she does not love her Arshi didi, her past actions are proof !
Like J said to Ani, Agar aap mere pass aa bhi gaye, phir aap baad mein unlogo ke pass wapas chalein jayenge , I want to say to J, agar aap dono kabhi ek ho bhi gaye , phir bhi aap pe kabhi bhi Mata chaadne jaisa Mahaanta chaadh jayegi, aur aap Ani ko chhod ke chali jaogi !
Truth be told - Pyar mein Makkari, Beimaani, Dhokebaazi nehi chalta - step 1 is OWN up and be imaandar towards the fact that you "love" him J ! Be honest fgs!
J ke liye ek kalma aarz hai :-
Main aapke bina jee nehi sakti, lekin mere nyaye zindegi mein aapka wajood nehi chahiye
Main aapse pyar beshumar karti hu, lekin mere nyaye zindegi mein aapka wajood nehi chahiye
Main chahti hu ki aap mujhe sindoor ka haq de, patni ka darja de, lekin mere zindegi mein aapka wajood nehi chahiye
There are hypocrits and then there is J
Since I have signed up for RuNak, I have to admit that I have seen Ani trying to build RuNak up and I have seen J trying her utmost best to break RuNak up !
She is the sleeping partner, who will sit with a tub of pop corn in hand, waiting for Ani to do all the heavy-lifting while the image conscious J who is in love with her home-wrecker tag, stays on a moral high ground , with mere toh kuchh galti nehi hai aur aap hi aaye the mere pass , maine toh nehi bulaya tha, main toh yeh nehi chaha tha !
And then her "Main humesha sachh bolti hu" and "Main kabhi jhooth nehi bolti" simply cracks me up
Oh Boy was I so proud of her when I saw her inform Ani about her illness - first time laga, she took a step towards building RuNak ! And then the confession while sedated, ufff ! Just when I started having hopes, that I can trust J with RuNak, Devi ji ne meri bhram hi tod di!
Chalo koi na, as long as she sticks to her lambi lambi dawe and starts calling Ani "Jijaji" perhaps ! Qki "Pati" shabd toh kya zeher lagti hai uske muh se !
Maine apne "pati" ko gift wrap karke bhej di parayi aurat ke pass, doesn't sound right na ! Kamse kam maine apne "jijaji" ko bhej di mere "didi" ke pass, does some justice to my ears!
I hope she stops with her "googly" eyes for Ani and feels genuinely happy to see Anishi together, with out a spec of jealousy!
And qki J has pre-decided that Ani must stay happy with Arshi, if Ani honors her request and starts living a happily married life with Arshi, hope J can happily nanny Anishi babies. Selective Mahanta ayi hai na zorr se, aa dekhe zara kisme kitna hai dumm!
J can choose to remain alone or be with AK, it's her decision but I hope she remains true and honest with whatever she chooses and stop the penduluming and "do nao pe pao" - "Kabhi Jija, Kabhi Pati" !
As for Ani, the living corpse that he has been reduced to, may be will teach him to be a lot less selfless, and give him the life lesson that goodness has no value in today's world !
He can choose to be alone or with Arshi. But I hope , just this one time, he fights for himself and tells Arshi that he does not love Arshi any more.
Just for his own sake, NOT for any one else! Then guitar and camera in hand, he can speed off to some Never Never Land, away from this maddening crowd, that don't deserve him!
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