Originally posted by: rysohini
I did not watch the epi yet, but this is my take on Ani's psyche -
It could well be , I will remain true and honest to this one relationship and I have chosen this one, out of the two for the following reasons -
1. Arshi has gone through a lot, faced an unimaginable level of mis-fortune and I will not do anything, that disturbs her emotionally one bit!
Yes, I have emotionally cheated her all along but that was coz 'dil hai ke maanta nehi' - not anymore, dil has no say whatsoever, dimaag reigns supreme from now on!
The deepest truth though remains - that I love J!
2. My family adores Arshi and she is the best bahu and the best gift I can give to my family ! So there you go, lemme gift-wrap her and present her to my family!
3.J has faced the worst kind of treatment from my family, for days and days and most times, I have not been able to be of much help to her, in this regard! She wanted to go away from my house and finally she mustered the courage to move out ! So no matter how much I love her, I will NOT be the shackles for her feet aymore! This has always been an ek-tarfa pyar from my end and I will not let my love cause her even a tad-bit of pain , anymore!
4.As long as I am assured she is breathing, safe and happy, that is all I want for her ! Ani is a protector and an enabler.....lover comes much later !
5.If I let my family know, I consider Arshi to be my wife, at least the shaadi nonsense would stop ! Let me tell them that ! What happens to me from now on, is irrelevant for me ! Mr.Quickfixer maybe thinks, I might feel suffocated, cornered, stifled in this relationship might fall sick coz of it, but that would be for me to deal with, as and when it comes!
Truth be told, he cannot gauge how he is really going to feel, around Arshi ! Worst still, if he has programmed his brain, he might force himself to believe that he is happy with her and continue the act, life long, as in his mind ,it would be his way of repenting and being fair to Arshi, after the fate she has faced due to Ani bringing J to their lives and causing the upheaval that it has, which he is constantly reminded about by his family!
In short, he has closed the J chapter and hidden it in some deep crevices of his heart, he is not going to let that get exposed, for J's well-being and he will from now on follow the path of zimmedari!
"Mujhe pata hai mera dil kiske liye dhadakta hai aur mera responsibility kaun hai"
Probably BH will learn it the hard way, for letting Arshi and Shirshti enter BH and for treating Ani as their prodigal child!
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