Originally posted by: asmitamohanty
LOVE HURTS.....๐๐
Love is definitely not as simple as it sounds. It is a beautiful feeling as long as it is untouched by emotions that can push you to act in a manner that is hurtful to your loved one. Add external factors, and it gets all the more difficult to hold on to the purity of that feeling.
Today' s episode is not leaving my skin...so much pain was there that my heart is still aching...
After a very very emotional bidai of Appu di...when Jhanak received Aditya's call..and Aniruddh noticed it....From That moment only my heart started thumping.... because of the possible train wreck.....then what I witnessed is storm of emotions, heartbreak, complains...pains... An eclipse which is gradually eating up the beautiful connection that both Aniruddh and Jhanak had made with their love, their compatibility and we were so proud of it. it was heart wrenching to see two people so much in love getting trapped so cruelly and just getting caught in a cobweb to finally suffocate. heart and mind both getting numb with turn of events....
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone elseโ
There is nothing more painful than to watch the person you love so deeply, in turn falling in love with someone else right in front you. There are some who lock themselves up and give in to the feeling of having lost, and there are others who refuse to give in to the feeling of utter helplessness and do everything in their power to win back their love.....but what to do when you can't do anything, when all you can feel is suffocation, when your love becomes an invisible chain........ Aniruddh and Jhanak are going through the same....
Aniruddh, had never fallen out of love with Jhanak,vice versa. No matter how much he had pretended to, the truth was, he had never forgotten his past. He still madly loves her, so much so that all his ego, self respect and resolve has been shattered to pieces in the wake of love knocking back at his door...The man whom we had seen on the day Jhanak had come with revelation , and the Aniruddh Bose I saw today are two different people...That Aniruddh took it as a attack on his dignity,his self-respect...but this Aniruddh wants to be proven wrong...He repeatedly brought the topic of Aditya Kapoor and her living with her .and kept instigating her..and expected her to shout back shattering all his myths.... This Aniruddh would be the happiest if he is proven wrong....
What brought this change!!Living under the same roof with Jhanak, no amount of hatred could blind him to her simplicity, her honesty, her goodness of heart, and most importantly her unconditional love and devotion for him and the one whom he loves, just by being herself, was enough to tear away the image falsely and forcibly imbedded in his mind. And that is the way it should have been....
I am sure within few days he wouldn't even need proof of her truthfulness... But maybe it will be too late...
" Tum ne kya Kiya Jhanak....jeena chod diya....Nahi"....yes...why wasn't I visible to you..? How could you move on when I am still standing here .....
So deep was his hurt that he just couldn't stop himself the moment he started venting..." I hate you Jhanak".....He himself got surprised and shocked with the demonic intensity of emotions he displayed....
As if amazed at the fact that how can it hurt so much....how can this woman who tries to trap him makes him feel this way...like a loser....How is he expecting to be proven wrong by this same woman who he has 1000 reasons to hate to.....
But Jhanak didn't say anything to clear it...chose to display silent strength...
But Silence is arguably the most fatal weapon that could be used in any relationship,specially in one which is already witnessing trouble....And this silence is suffocating him more...
The dream of happy loving family that he had seen from the beginning of his life is getting shattered......and he is witnessing it helplessly......
The smile....he displayed as if mocking himself for being so stupid in love....
And Jhanak is standing there looking at this man who made her see a beautiful dream for herself..and this same man is shattering it all....The child which is a symbol of love...and love only is not getting the due respect from its father...and this deep hurt she felt when he is still considering Arshi better than her.....
Two innocent heart is getting shattered....
"The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever."...
But she spoke....when she spoke....she displayed her hurt, her disappointment, her complains.....Such was the intensity of her shattered heart that it shook him from his core....the tear drops from her eyes were stabbing his chest....
She left.... leaving him there....
His piercing silence, coupled with arched eyebrows, clenched jaw and that little tear in the corner of the eye- said it all. It was just now that he was beginning to recover from his insecurities, disbelief,shock and started feeling deep deep deep inside that Jhanak is faultless! In some dark unvisited corner of his heart, there he had found a voice that she can never betray him, or anyone for that matter. He again started smiling looking at her but then THIS......
Jhanak said...some poignant word saying she would forgive him...bcz that's how her love is.....but God will never .....
But the point here is...once the truth would be out..... Forget about God or Jhanak...how would this man be able to forgive himself....how will he be able to bear that he refused to abandon his biggeest responsibility.....the guilt he is gonna carry is feeling like a burden on my chest....
These two people are going to go through so much pain...tears , heartbreak that none of the two beautiful people deserve.....
They deserve to find their happiness.... their beautiful happy family that both of them dreamt from the beginning of their life but never got.....
Uff what an emotional rollercoaster....
Wowwwww...its such a beautiful beautiful read asmita...you just took me to another wave of emotions i felt after watching today's heartbreaking episode..every emotion you expressed resonated with runak..i hv never witnessed a love story on itv which is so tragic yet so enchanting that no matter how much we try we can never move on from them.
the only thing i wish n pray that the baby is safe..and our runak can realise the dream of their happy family one day..these two beautiful souls deserver every bit of happiness in the world..esp after suffering so much..
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