To the new IPK addict.. tell her we all say hello hi bye bye.. what the.. and hai re nandkisore.. hope she enjoys herself lots and lots..EDIT - Look what I found - https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/107002121 ..P.S - How much have I spoke in the last half year..☺️
hi faiqa,your delve into the meaning and symbols absorbing as usual. what yo say is true, this is the next level of relationship reached, no need to be in the same space to feel each other, be each others.enjoyed all that you read in the pearls, their crucial nature in this story, they are the one symbol that is sufficient and complete in itself.the nani ji explaining the nature of her beloved grandson, while i really liked jayshree t doing nani here. somehow the story was not told well i felt... the whole peetal ka bartan thing felt redundant, a bit overdone. had we had a track where he does hurt himself when he realises let's say, maybe... khushi's past was indeed mingled with his and she faced great loss thanks to his family, then might have had relevance. this thread was lost as story moved.but i did like that sense of premonition settling in at this point and khushi slowly becoming lover, and the woman who will not give up...liked your parameswari reference... a clear change in khushi's persona is being hinted at... a growing up of sorts.thanks, i have yet to read your 251. 😕
Originally posted by: MehreenB
FaiqaRise of Inamorata👏 Excellent choice of word.A woman in love and to be lovedThe PEARL section is really compelling, I think these pure elements actually run around them all the time.These are the symbol of the purity of their love , essence of the wind circling around them all the time.Loved the Permashwari concept and Babli in the closet , really nice concept and observation.I am off bit annoyed with Naniji's story because I didn't see any link after that , why the pot talk or chicken thing.Kind a strange a bit and off track to me but Naniji did give her support when she needed the most.Nice take
Arshi, loved the theme inamorata and its explanation.
My most fav part is your interpretation of her dream. Brilliantly put .. indeed a maze and her guilty and pain leading her into riddles.. all the things that had inadvertently bound them more and more..pearls, mannat ki chabi and the payal...making her feel his absence around even more.. he is so close yet so far .. the classic mirage effect of a dream.. greatly put in symbolically here ..
With you about the symbolic implicit of naniji's story to Khushi. actually his description as a child was never consistent, one time he would be this naughty regular teenage boy who would glue his cousin to bed (perhaps the description that would sit well in genera for an young boy) and then he would be this obsessive brother entering claustrophobic container or son squashing roses for thorns, is a bit disturbing. But at this juncture becos of the symbolic significance it felt OK..
Great edits , the blue shades of the night time ones are beautiful..
thanks Faiqa..
Episode 254 - 255
Few random thoughts about the episodes. Mostly am writing for the sake of the lovely flashback sequences that are shown..
As everyone waited sleepily without actually worrying that the son of the house had not called, Khushi's cell phone vibrates. The message read that Arnavji has reached safely. A normal person would be pacified after this, but the woman's instinct knows way better. And she is proven correct in worrying as we are shown the phone at the other end in unknown hands of a strange man.
Unbelievable they are! How cum they were sleeping peacefully without confirming the news of his arriaval in a foregn country! Especially Anjali for whom Arnav even can die. But look at Khushi, how worried she was. It's called true love what only Khushi has for Arnav.
Payal manages to complete one actual dialogue before Nani shoos her off to bed. The next scene was quite sweet. Khushi lay with her head resting on naniji. Naniji remembering chote as a kid was ok , but I prefer Aakash's memory of being glued during a summer vacation. The slightly startled rueful look and hidden smile from the elder cousin brother as he heard Aakash speak had my imagination go into overdrive. What kind of a kid would chote have been?
Chottey must not was a regular kid for sure.
Khushi doesn't need another person's memories. She has her own recollection of the man who is now her husband. Who even in his absence is troubling her immensely. Causing her to miss him immensely. A familiar soft long drawn out.. hey hey.. I close my eyes and let those memories take over me as well..
She was hopelessly trapped in the crumbling ruins of the building. No one could hear her except devi maiya. As her tear filled eyes came into focus the very man who presumably had sent her to have this close call with death was frantically trying to save her. Grabbed her arm and pulled her along with him with every right. As everything around them collapsed a love story before my eyes continued to solidify.
She stood in the rain in tears again this time. All she wanted was to go home to celebrate jiji's bday. The man responsible for the tears had come in the nick of time and saved her. Had her safe in his arms as he held her close as raindrops fell in full force. She shivered and he roughly thrust his jacket to her. She stood drenched, her slender fingers clutching the piece of fabric that he had been wearing seconds before.
They were in an SUV this time like many other times. This time he was mad with worry about her. Moments ago he had been mad with jealousy, but as the glass of the bangle cut her wrist drawing out blood, Arnav Singh Raiza forgot everything else except the beautiful girl in pain sitting in in his car's front seat. Dammit use kuch ho jata toh!
They had declared they would not see each other's face again. Would stay away. So then why was he was there on the footsteps of the mandir? Concentrating with single threaded focus on wrapping a bandage on her bleeding ring finger.. Intent on the task..Not looking at her.. Still angry, most probably not even sure why he was there in the first place.
The same fingers desperately clinging on to the same hand. He forcibly wretched his hand away. Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada had been unable to stop him from leaving. Tear stricken she had followed him but his resolute steps took him further from her reach as he strode away.
She misses him. A lot. Sapne mein bhi rabba ve.. We have that all the time.. Welcome to the love struck club Khushi..😆
But she is lucky that was having rabba vey in real too. Not like us, who only can dream of rabba vey.
Which brings me to Shyam. Strange that he claims to love Khushi , but I think now he does not even like her. Can't stand her. Earlier it was definitely not a pure emotion, but there was some feeling that her presence evoked in him. Now he is quite rude to her, heartless to her plight. Not affected by her in any way. He concetrates on the money. Claiming her as his own plaything perhaps is the only reason she still holds value for him. Also he might want to teach saale saab a lesson. These are his only motivation from what I can see. When we started off there was a certain emotion he felt for this beautiful girl , but know he can only see himself. And nothing past his own self. A sick deranged man. And Abhaas looks also a bit different from how we first saw him.
Obviously Shyam didn't love Khushi. It was his lust, not love. How he put her tied on the road was insane. no one can do such heinous thing with a person whom he loves. he was extremely covetous. But I agree with you what you said about his earlier character. Specially when they first met, It seemed he genuinely fell in love with Khushi.
There is a London conference which has all Indians. And Arnavji is not there.😆
Sugar Free jilebis. I promise when I was writing that in my first and only OS, till now, I had no idea Khushi had done this on the show. Must have been in memory subconsciously after that first watch. But I did skip a lot of these episodes so maybe I thought of that all by myself.
Another deluge of memories hits her as she rushes into her room. Not in control. Not aware of anything. Not sensible. Not responsible. Not strong. Just in love.
i was deeply hurt for Khushi, but also enjoying the khushi who was madly in love with Arnav. Sanaya was brilliant throughout.
The laad governor lay vulnerable slumped across the kitchen wall asking for sweets. Sweet that were forbidden to him. Sweets that she loved to eat. She held a jilebi tentatively as he trustingly open his mouth to take a bite. Still to weak to open his eyes.
That was one of the scene what I find sensuous. The first feed from Khushi was like their first kiss. How he was eating Khushi's jalebi, felt like he was kissing her lips.
A sadness transcending the frame.. As tears transcend those eyes.. rabba ve.. rabba ve.. She doesn't know why she is in this forlorn state.. Why she is making her favourite jilebis for the man who has left her crying.
A familiar long forgotten song plays as a clear soft earnest voice wonders out loud..
The first time she met this arrogant stranger he locked her up.. Crossed all boundaries of proprietary as he invaded her personal space.. Stood impossibly close.. Steely eyed unmoved by her tears and words.. Till the inertness gave way to scary anger.. Pulled her close and tore her dori.. Pristine pearls rocketed off the hard floor..
Placed money in the hands of the new girl in the big city. His derogatory remarks only succeeded in challenging her further. As Khushi lashed out at ASR the first time he actually tried to help her, he tried hard to control her. Instead lost all semblance of control himself. Saved her from a speeding car as he left her to soak in the rain. Repeatedly completely breaking boundaries. Hate with every fibre of their being. Resist and be unable to resist however hard they tried. Find herself in his arms. Find herself hating him yet unable to stay away.
They were star crossed lovers in true sense.
Finally the memory of a ceremony that irreversibly altered their lives.. A marriage.. Another memory of being proclaimed his wife for the world to see as he carried her in his arms across the temple.. Twirled her, dipped her, touched her, danced with her.. Inflamed her with unbidden feelings..
Did not bother to accuse her. Instead carried out the sentence.. She was a characterless girl out to destroy his di's happiness.. And nothing she said or did would convince him otherwise.. He will not be stopped by her.. He will not listen to her..
What Khushi says from her heart I think I heard for the very first time. In our thread everyone often quotes this soliloquy. It is lovely. This discovery and acceptance of a strange new indescribable feeling. It started off with hatred. That was clear cut, defined. Then came all that could not be put into words. Could not be categorized and neatly classified. There was attraction, concern, excitement, longing, happiness, laughter, togetherness, belonging. And whatever sensible reason there might be to not have any hopes her heart still dared to hope. When there is a feeling with no name, nothing that can truly explain everything going inside you. When it could hurt you yet you want it. Yet you don't want it to leave you. When you miss someone so much that in his absence you talk to the winds.
You beautifully translated the most significant dialogue of Khushi.
And really if you could scientifically, logically give reasons for why one person falls in love with a another person I would like to believe that kind of love leaves something to want for. Love is when you have a million reasons and yet they are insufficient to capture all that you feel and sometimes you can't remember a single reason why you feel the way you feel and yet that is all that you feel.👏👏
Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha
EPISODE 252-253
Rise of Inamorata...
I had to go see the meaning of this word.. what a beautiful choice of word Faiqa!
..."agar aap aise chale jayengey tou hum saans hi nahin..."[I won't be able to breath in your absence]...Arnav who was trapped in this all along is stunned seeing his Khushi in the same vortex but he couldn't handle it again as always and left her but their connection has reached to the next level.The level of intensity where he was since from the beginning is reaching to her core after him cupping her face and pleading to free him from all the burden he's been carrying since that dreadful night screaming in his deep love ,"Khushi mujhe batana Zaroori nahin samjha"[U didn't feel the NEED to tell me] ...finding out the truth of his pain and being that reason ,finding out that he is the Shaitan in her Rajkumar's visage to jolt her up from her slumber, an emergence of an inamorata has taken that shape, a shape of DURGA Ma, who fights for her loved ones by remaining alert to vanquish all eyes who even think to pry on em...Khushi ,Buaji's "Titliya" is transforming into "Parmeshwari"...
Just like Arnav , he is going to be "NandKishore" as Buaji said welcoming Arnav as a damad in GH "Nandkishore aye gaye..."...
Pause here: Babli is being locked by herself in the closet ...Beautiful as Khushi's childish acts and fantasy is getting locked here and an inamorata has been emerged behind that dark closet as Naniji said"Kahan chupna hai aur Kahan nahi"...as she will be facing reality...from now on She will be having some one always in her ways...tum har kaan akaile nahin kar sakti ...is ending here also.
Connection of hearts happened the day she landed in his arms yet confession occurred with awareness on Holi but Khushi was totally in inebriated form to accept that as compared to Arnav. Diwali night she surrendered to her love first time and then got crushed in between those gripping feelings . She had let her emotions get under the blanket of hibernation even after the realization of her true feelings for him especially after the terrace night. She got shattered in this delusional ocean of Love as Arnav's attitude and actions had changed her perception for him as her trust over him did shake it's walls. But Khushi was totally unaware of Arnav's feelings and the motives behind these acts . The realization is seeping in that the man who she thought of a Rakshus without feelings is the man who really loved her and now hated her for that reason. She was responsible for this Hate and misunderstanding in between them and knows how much he is in pain because of her..." aur humari wajha se aapka Dukh aur badh raha hai...[your pain is increasing because of me]...and that is ripping her inside out as a guilt... "ek baar humari baat sun lete to...jaana zaruri tha kya..." [what could go wrong if he heard me once , it was necessary to go right now]...She indeed is floating in the ocean of deep guilt and Love.
very insightful thought that because of his love for her Arnav ended up trying to hate her. and she realised that which is why though she was hurt by his behavior she wanted to make things better.
The rise of inamorata takes charge of keeping her knotted Love to be strong , by making Arnav aware of her intensions..."jab bandh liya hai tou" ...and declaring evil who is real owner of her HEART and rejecting his filthy intentions at the Airport delivering him real message"Arnav is may be out of sight but not out of mind or heart" but totally ignored the evil is one step ahead...Shyam has reached to the will but totally unaware of that this will has no meaning without keeping Arnav alive...Excellent CVs.👏 oh I did not know these details about the will.
Small but very effective scenes , Anjali and Khushi's bond like two sisters which will be stronger than ever this period.Love the way she put her head in her lap, feeling him through his Di, through his part...his mehsoos... He accused her off destrying this Di's marriage while she is searching for him in the very same person...Second... A wife's natural instinct and her focal point is always her husband in his absence and that is absolutely done beautifully ,Quiet, empty , forlon room like her life without him... Very sweetly written. I was touched by this scene. Like you said how sweet is she that she is trying to find solace in the lap of the same di he thought she does not care about.
PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Her seeing room empty was draining for her , just like he had his world empty when she wasn't talking to him and staying away from him.Today she is seeing him on recliner where he always used to close his day after enveloping her peaceful vision in his eyes.She remembers how they both fought for it to sleep.
Bali night, her Manglasutre was entangled in his shirt ,a dori , a Dhaga, which she never wanted but meant everything to her since then.She holds on to it in her clutch as instinctively , in her 6th sense every wife does when she feels her husband is in danger.At the same time she so wanted him to let her cry by holding him but he left without giving her a solace...she so wanted him to be there with her by her side.She remembers how he was sleeping holding her hand , she sleeps in pain clenching her fist till he calls her out...Khushi!!!
Her subconscious is reeling the moments of their connection in such a way that her guilt is taking over her conscious . She never knew of Arnav's collection of their connective objects and the reason of their captivity .That is coming to her now but her remorse is pulling her towards this maze strongly that she is losing her balance of mind but again their connection of hearts is shifting to soul connection .They are reaching to next level where their frame of reference doesn't need their presence any more and they can feel each other's distress and trouble from miles...She some how is feeling his distress and he is feeling hers and that's why he is calling her over and over and not letting her disappear in this DARK maze of guilt and vortex of despair. He is awakening her Love.
She had given him the mannat chaabi and left him but her blood meaning her heart brought him back to her , the Payal she left for him unintentionally yet his heart found the connection but he put on her to accept this connection , and the pearls which are scattered on the floor under her feet meaning she was misunderstanding the purity of his Heart and Love just like he was doing by throwing em away once.
These Pearls are emotions of all colors which they share with each other inside the ocean of their hearts.These are their deep wishes which they have for each other more than the depth of an ocean.These are the pains which they share by destiny and bring uproar of this ocean in their lives when they feel it.These are the eyes through which they acknowledge each other and dignify each other .These Pearls are the stars which are the reasons of their existence in this world and far from the distance smiling at them at their pure but delusional hearts.These are the desires which are longing ,yearning ,and embarking in their hearts and making them agitated to be with each other.These Pearls are the purity of love for each other which is so precious and flawless among them regardless of the presence of evil and darkness around em. These pearls today are screaming at her to accept all this just like once these were screaming at Arnav to accept her purity . These were floating around and being thrown but now Khushi is collecting em and Arnav will put em in one Dori...one chain...one thread.The beauty is Khushi never knew these were in his possession but today these are putting her in the ocean of guilt deeper than ever but at the same time bringing her his true feelings for her at the surface
Pondering connected dots:He threw these pearls in Episode 55 [I did in detail there] and today those are back right where these belong...just need him to string em.
Today in her dream she visualized how their "heart got connected together"... First pearls as this arrogant broke her abyss and entered her soul but she was bruised , Second, Mannat ki chaabi which unlocked their hearts by the forces of divinity and the Payal which Arnav put on her to make her HIS and above all " made promised to protect her" (as silver Payal has always symbolized keeping away the negative forces)as I explained in Maha 57 .
So collectively, Khushi in her dream is getting lost in this maze with fear of losing him along with the the guilt of hurting him which is pulling her in the riddles but this also meant to connect Arnav's soul to her ..Arnav will help her to come out of this riddle and she will find her love , her Arnavji...and He will protect her and their relation from every evil . That loop is closed today which started from Epi 1st but the next loop of putting scattered pearls in one thread still needs time but Khushi will see a second sequence which shows her deepest desire for all of these pearls in one thread and Arnav will fulfill her dream.
Thinkable POINTS with Symbolisms:
Naniji also helped broken Khushi to understand Arnav and his painful world. She told her everything which can make her understand better as compared to Anjali... "Aur chup gaye ek bade se pateele ke bartan maan aur atak gaye, phir bartan ko kaatna pada" -[Brass symbolizes judgment upon adulterer , but also reprsents self repentance and self judgment ] as he will connect the dots to repent "mujhe aur khuch nahin chaiye Khushi..."[ I don't need anything else Khushi...] is his next destination.
Khushi's worries over Naniji's statement..."phir to Arnav ji ko bhi chot aayi hogi" [Arnav must be hurt too]...Yes in this whole repentance process he will suffer, he will take all "Chot" which he inflicted on Khushi...Naniji's "woh Chotey hain,chotey...chot ki khaatir nahi,murga banne ki khaatir roye "[ He is Chote, he cried for being chicken not for getting hurt] ...[Chicken , according to African beliefs ...guides souls and according to Chinese Zodiac a decision maker and Sharp while it also wards off evil and Lust]...Yes if Khushi will reveal this serpent , Arnav will decide to cut him off.
Naniji's next words are golden for Khushi to tie this whole thing up..."galti unki rahi...hamre chotey hai na agar woh kisi se pyaar kare hain aur unke liye kuch nahi kar sake to khudi kohi sazaa dene lagat hain...aise hi hain hamaare chotey"[ chote punishes himself if he is at fault and can't do anything for the person he loves the most]These words are tying up with Anjali's words,"Chote sab kuch baant sakte hai par apna dukh nahin..."[He can share everything but his sorrows and pain]
Khushi's fear, worries and his decision of going London now is going to hurt him but as Naani says "aise hi hain Chote"...[that's how he is] - if he realizes,that it is his mistake and if he sees he can't help the person he loves the most (Di ke laadley...murga khud hi ban gaye)... then he punishes himself , as for Anjali's sake he did punish himself that dreadful night and has to live with serpent. Now his soul has a burden as he has suspected and hurt Khushi so for this realization ,he'll punish himself...
Pondering connected dots:Buaji explained Arnav the "Chillies" Khushi's virtues and today Naniji did the same for Arnav to Khushi .
The sequence of fbs reel in front of her with true and honest picture of Arnav's actions "aur aap jo humain bachane keh liye khud ko chot de rahe thay..."[u were hurting yourself for saving me all along]...when , Guest House night he realized his mistake ,Rain night by giving her coat he made initiative to correct his actions of making her suffer, wounded wrist scene ...realization of her pain which in return hurting him all along ,the bandage scene ,action towards correcting his mistakes by healing her wound and the last one, leaving the hands at the airport shows the guilt has shifted the anger and hate as he is leaving with the knowledge of his wrong actions of hurting and crushing Khushi...
Beautiful edit
that's why..."Khushi mein ne tumhain hurt kya ...mein khud ko khabi maaf nahin kar paoonga" ..[Khushi I hurt you and I can't forgive myself ever for that]...He can't forgive himself what he inflicted upon her all this time and then he will emerge as a true protector of her dreams...The protective connection of heart to soul has completed and locked today and now it's the time to just embrace it and that will complete it's coarse during Telepathy.
Symbolism and connection: 3 pm, 8 hrs flight, 8+3=11 as 11 possesses the power of intuition which will be shown through Khushi's fears and acts for her Arnavji... wow you always show such nice numerology connections
episode 254well, this man got introduced here, so it can't be all bad, can it.
was he asr's wicked uncle's ballistically wicked son?
was he a forgotten scion of the malik khandan come to assert his right?
was he a business rival who wanted to kaput asr before ar took over his whole empire... i mean look at the profile, the "stance" of head, and isn't that a brown suit he wears. oh h only one man has copyright in perpetuity over suits of that shade, doesn't he know? maybe it's a fierce battle for the right to own and master that very thing... the brown suit.
this man was too dashing to be just an anybody. maybe he was aman's cool dude younger bro taking revenge on his hapless and sleep deprived elder bro's inconsiderate boss so aman could take over ar.
i mean, who was he?haha, did you have a crush on Rocky like some pagal larkiyas of IF? I remember some girls like him a lot and missed him when his part was over. I saw Rocky in QH some days ago. He played goon there also. You know I screamed out in joy to see the goon. i told my mom, mom look he is rocky. Gosh i miss every single person from IPK.
and who was masala mama, while we are at this? was he a secret messenger for some mega boss called mother?good thought.and babli, with that definite nick nack air, was she an infiltrator from the dark side too? she kept the evil eye twitching eviler music embellished enemy aware of her brusque not mushy cousin's cousin's whereabouts and shenanigans.
i mean who were all these people? must be the writers had understood the need for a deep dark fascinating conspiracy against asr and ar and these were the stalwarts of that twist, dhamakedaar twist, in the tail and tale...
surely that black scorpion in the sangeet sequence was a maha hint of this maha twist.😆and look look now nani ji is telling the pining khushi that her chhotey hides in brass containers to punish himself if those he loves get chastised. huh? okay, i will not lie, when i heard this the first time, i was irritated but intrigued, was this a major lead, a hint hint, at something to come.😆😆
hmm... episode 254. very tired and uninspired day at the production house, maybe the going away of powerhouse actor had winded them and suddenly in the midst of highly notched up shyam melodrama and khushi to the rescue strategy, an honest and forlorn sigh from the show... where are you, arnav ji. how will 20 minutes sell without you. wardrobe, yes yes make that mistake and give that suit to that fellow, at least we'll get to see something that reminds of nasty arrogance...
sat through it hoping to see a dear face, and just because i do have a lot of regard and fondness for nani, khushi and the others... no, not nick nack and extremely nonmasala uncle. but yeah, that profile could have led the story to more exotic vistas... such a "washte". bhelcomes, rocky... how you kept us inventing dreaming believing.
for rocky and the real thriller, a song... and a dance. and if memory has not completely disappeared, in this particular gana a little mistaken identity too.[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhqyTD1zU9w&index=1&list=PLNDSHEDjg3UGy39CwTTiMVRdvK12p3Ioz[/YOUTUBE]credit: uploader
Aww Indi, you are frustrated. Wait he will be shown, don't worry. Am I repeating his word? 😆 But nobody could replace him. IPK is life less without him. When Rocky was first shown some of us scared in anticipation if they replaced ASR with this guy. I never went gaga over Rocky. theek thaak larka, not bad. but as ASR's shoes! No way. CVs are not so fool. I ignored masala mama's part. you know sometimes the PH needs to put some extra characters just to fill some gaps.have some comments above.
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