Blast from the Past Thread #8, pg 126, ep 98 - Page 76

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

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Episode 87-88:

"I don't care, jo bhi hai utta kar bahaar phek do!"

"i dont' care, whoever it is, throw them outside!"

it was too late, as always she had found her way to him with out permission. She wasn't just "jo bhi (anyone)" anymore is she?...At one time this "jo bhi" girl didn't make a difference, when she similarly barged into one of his meetings which bought everyone to their feet except him, he sat still, kept his calm...

SHE IS KHUSHI NOT JO KOI 😊 NOT GOING ANYWHERE

my how things have changed...Today everyone else sat there calmly while he was rattled up merely at her sight...GOOD POINT 👏no time wasted before he aggressively makes his way to her. One thing that has stayed the same however is Khushi's "Darti hai par Karti hai (She's scared but gets things done)" attitude. The fear on her face can be seen miles away, but she's here with a purpose: Bring the two hearts back together.

KHUSHI HAS SOME COURAGE AND SOME WHAT TRUST NO MATTER HOW ANGRY HE WILL BE BUT HE WILL HEAR HER AS HE ALWAYS DOES

She apologizes for daring to call him wrong for whatever he is doing to Lavanya and before she can finish telling him about La's plans to leave, he interrupts her

"Khushi Kumaari Gupta"

Interesting how he always makes things about Khushi where La is concerned, consistently since the day after the contract was signed, La came in thanking him for the designer bag he gifted her but he was completely drowned in Khushi, although his thoughs then were more about beating her to win the contract, the aloofness was ever present.❤️ THIS CONNECTION

I feel for La who loves Arnav unconditionally in every sense.

DON'T AGREE WITH THAT SHE LOVES HER BUT NOT UNCONDITIONALLY SHE IS WITH RICH TYCOON AND AS I SAID BEFORE SHE DOES NOT ACT AS A SMART EDUCATED PERSON AND THIS KIND OF STUPIDITY DOES NOT SETTLE WITH ME,MY MIND DOES NOT ACCEPT THAT NO MATTER WHAT HOW MUCH ASR IS GOOD BUT WHEN HE MADE IT CLEAR HE WILL NOT MARRY HER THEN WHY BOTHER.she has seen and noticed Arnav's out of character behavior with Khushi but has chosen to ignore it, not to mention his slip-of-toungue with Khushi name instead of hers. Regardless of all that, she goes running back to him the moment he shows up today because she was holding on to something with great hope as many people inn real life do, that's the beauty of her character, she's very real just unlucky in love.

THAT I CAN RELATE IN THIS SENSE ,YES SHE TRIED HER BEST AS THIS WAS ONE SIDED LOVE BUT DID ASR MAKE ANY COMMITMENT ,NO SHE BROUGHT HERSELF THAT FAR."AQALMAND KEH LIYE ISHARA KAFI HOTA HAI

ok back to the episode

..with full "haq" rights, he takes her by the hand and pulls her to his office, He seems to enjoy these tight grips on her, his attempt to keep things under control and/or maybe even his secret desire of having her comes out in the only way he knows how...anger

👏 BEAUTIFUL EDIT

"millions depend on this conference" teeth clenched, he scolds her for barging in anywhere with her nonsense "Everything that you don't say is not nonsense" She pries herself free from his hand (another words he loses the control😆), urgency in her voice,."I don't know about money, but what i came here to tell you is even more important, Lavanyaji is leaving the country...this very evening"

LOVE THE COLORATION OF THIS EDIT AMI❤️

For one second, the news shocks him, yes he would miss her, but again it was just for one second before his very cold "haan to(so?)" Sobti at his mean arrogant best here, the cold eyes, harsh look on his face...uff!

JUST EGO IS SPEAKING DEAR

This scene begging a comparison to the one in the storage room where she tells him she is leaving for Lucknow also "hamesha ke liye"...his reaction was "tum aise nahi ja sakti, khushi, khushi! KHUSHI!!!" screaming after her like she took breath of life with him and how that moment played in his head like a broken record countless times for days...even in his sleep he woke startled at the mere thought...the new of La leaving just doesn't garner that response from him. His reaction to his long time girlfriend leaving for good is incomprehensible by Khushi "To matlab? appko koi farq nahi padta? she loves you Arnav ji, and you also"

La'S DEPARTURE HAS NO MEANING FOR HIM BECAUSE HE WAS NOT DEEP INTO THIS RELATION ANS THAT STORAGE ROOM BECAUSE HE GOT MARKED BY KHUSHI'S INNOCENCE AND COURAGE IN GUEST HOUSE AND AT THE TOP HE FELT GUILTY FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE WHICH BECAME UP SIDE DOWN BY KKG

Again he cuts her off before she could finish how he felt for La, "Whatever was between us, its over...and you can get out" Khushi stood there stunned...the ever so romantic girl never heard of such fickle love that can't end with two words, she refuses to believe it now "just by saying "its over" doesn't change the relations ship that existed...this can't be true love" THAT WAS HARD FOR HER TO BELIEVE AND THAT IS MAKING HER THINK IF HE CAN'T LOVE La HOW CAN HE LOVE ANYONE ELSE

"your used to training people, now you'll teach me what love is?" he spouts back -had to laugh at this line because the answer is yes, she will teach him a thing or two about love. When the contract is coming close to the end,KHushi leaves the RM to wean herself away from him "Sab kuch aise hi khatam kar dogi?" ...then he'll be the one telling her it all just can't end with "its over"

GOOD CONNECTION👏👏👏

"Did you every even love her? no, you were lying because people who love can never do this" maybe that's why Lavanyji is leaving and it makes no different to you"

"haan nahi padta farq (It doesn't make a difference!!) By lavanya leaving, it only proves what i say is true...that two people can't stay together their whole life, they change with time and move on, Lavanya can go mujh usse koi farq nahi padta! (it doesn't make any difference to me!)" what a powerful line, again he gives her a beam into himself and his reasoning that others seldom see. The tragedy of his parents and their marriage once again comes to mind here. the "farq nahi padta" s start with a bang, bluntly being used here to compare the farq made by La's leaving Vs. Khushi's tears

YEAP THIS ONE THING COVERS HIS WHOLE LIFE

Khushi seem heartbroken, sure for La but also for herself, she had fallen for him, there has to be a part of her that want to believe this man is capable of real love. Ofcourse deep down she know he is, she's has seen that side of him despite her lack of acknowledgement of it. Khushi tells him that La was crying "she doesn't know this side of you, she prob thinks"

"nahi hai dil ASR ke seene mein, yehi kehna chahti thi na? aur accha hai ki nahi hai (ya, ASR doesn't have a heart!!! is that what you were trying to say?)" A direct response to all those names suggestive of him being a monster...he truely feels she thinks this way of him and it hurts him to no end... its like he's saying "Thats what you think about me right?"EVERY TIME JUST LIKE HER TEARS HURT HIM ,HER WORDS DO THE DAMAGE TOO

He goes on to insult her, again turning the whole thing towards Khushi accusing her of being fake and it doesn't go unnoticed by her "aap baat ko kahan se kahn le kar aaye (where are taking this conversation?)"

After justifying his insults, he yells for security ...but his harsh face quickly melts at the sight of his biggest weakness, her tears. 👏

She shows herself out, his melted eyes watch her painfully,

and as she passes by, his eyes close enduring all the pain...

She turns back for him, and he returns the look making no attempts to hide his pain...there is no way she missed that big dil(heart) in ASR's "seena"(chest).

HE DID NOT TRY BECAUSE HE COULDN'T SO HE JUST SUBMITTED IT TO HER

Coming down from his office still feeling guilty and asks DM for guidance at the sight of a plant, an idea pops into her head " the only thing that laad governor likes"...but where to get the money?

her eyes fall on her prized possession, her kangan, no second thoughts about selling it, in fact she smiles at the thought of buy plants for the man that just insulted and kicked her out of his office...

THIS IS CALLED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE NOT WHAT La HAS👏 MY POV

Arnav walks into his office to the surprise of all the plants and a note,

"ASR, mein jaanti hoon ki aap iss plant se kitna pyaar karte hai, mein bhi aapse itna hi pyaar karti hoon, I love you, I'm sorry, please mujhe rok lijiye nahin to mein pahaad se kud kar apni jaan de dungi"

hehe, that last part has Kushi Kumaar Gupta's dramabaazi written all over it..

HIS VOICE MODULATION CLEARLY SHOWS ITS KHUSHI.Akaash will thank her for it one day, but Arnav seems to believe its a genuine one from La...Maybe he was too touched by the gesture...her writing that she loves him as much as he loves those plants, those plants that he connects to his mother...maybe La gets him he thought. He did care for her and he did tell his family that if La wants to come back she will do it herself and here she has apologized. He may not know these plants and the note were from Khushi, but his whole being is only connecting him with her thoughts. Putting the note down, he leans back on his chair, eyes closed...

HE KNOWS ITS HER LETTER AND ITS HER BEHIND ALL OF THIS BUT HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW DID SHE BUY THESE. AGAIN MY POV BECAUSE WHILE HE READS LETTER HIS VOICE MODULATION AND EXPRESSIONS SAYS IT ALL

"aapne kabhi bhi unse pyaar kiya bhi tha?(Did you ever love her?)" her tear-filled voice asks him, images of khushi crying...they startle him back into opening his eyes.

Her effect on him is scaring him "kyu uski aakhon ke aansso mujhe pareshaan kar rahe hai? kyu main usse rota hua nahi dekh sakta?" only a split second between that though and his hand slamming his hand on his desk letting out some frustrations "Dammit!" his helplessness against her tears well reflected on his face...again it became about Khushi despite La's name on that letter.

At La's place, Khushi tells La "hame pura vishwaas hai ki ArnavJi aayenge, hamme yekeen hai (I have full trust that he will come, I 'm certain)"just then Khushi "vishwaas" and her "yekeen" and of course her tears pulls him in "ASR?" La asks in disbelief

a twinkling smile on both La and Khushi's face. But Its Khushi's smile that made his face glow, after all that's why he was here, does he even realize that??

HIS SMILE EMERGES FROM KHUSHI'S SMILE😊

Khushi watches La run into his arms, that big smile still intact...brought these two together again... La hugs Arnav tightly while he stands there limp for a second ..amazing music to set the dramatic scene and the camera work is magnificent. Khushi smile slowly disappears as Arnav wraps his right hand around La, then slowly the left...

THIS MAKES ME CRY ALL THE TIME😭

Khushi's face goes pale. Its happened twice before, but today this feeling digs deep inside her letting out a tear she can't control, in fact only notice by her after it rolls down her cheek, too numb to feel it she catches it in her hand and asks it a million questions..

❤️ THIS EDIT

if only the tear could talk. Utter sadness, that feeling of losing a piece of herself while standing there helpless. La still in his arms, his attention diverts to Khushi, he recognizes that look from the other two times but today he feel the magnitude as well.

AMI WHAT GOT INTO YOU TODAY hmmm VERY DEEP THINKING MY FRIEND

She looks back at his questioning face, there was nothing more to hide, she was being exposed without a clue how to stop it, she quickly makes her way out of there while Arnav watches.

HE GOT IT BUT IGNORANCE AND THE BELIEF SYSTEM IS IN THE WAY

He carried that look of hers all the way home with him, while the whole family(with the exception of Nani) takes delight ing La's return,

Arnav sneaks off to his room to be alone with her thoughts trying to make sense of that tear...or did he already know there are bigger things at play? 👏👏👏

In a parellel scene, Khushi asks DM "yeh kyu ho raha hai? hum pareshaan kyu hai? aakhir hamaare kehne pe hi to...hamme to khushi hona chahiye (What's happening to me, why am i upset? afterall i was the one that,i should be happy)" a slight smile picturing La's happiness but is wiped away at the thought his arms around her "jab woh dono saath...pata nahi hamme kya..hum pareshaan kyu hai? (When those two are together...don't know what, why am i ?)" she asked similar questions after she handed him her resignation, LOL, poor girl, his effect on her seems to only bring more confusion to her.

SHE IS CONFUSED AND HAD NO CLUE OF HIS EMERGING FEELINGS

Its La's return back at the RM but its Khushi who makes a bigger dent in his wall of ASR. Once again without realizing, he is metaphorically calling out for Khushi instead of Lavanya. He is just too engulfed in Khushi to realise his unfairness towards La. When La's purpose will be fulfilled, once again Khushi's name will slip out instead of hers, but that time he will see the pain in La's eyes and set her free. On Khushi's side, as naaive as she is about love, her feeling for him have surfaced in full force with that tear...if he was the first to fall for her and the first to feel her aura, she will be the first to hear the dhak dhaks that will only get louder and louder till they both give in.

YES THAT IS OUR FUTURE WITH THIS AJEEB JODI

Drool Corner!!!!!!

MY FAV

❤️❤️❤️

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 91!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arnav is super pissed off about the ruined model, Khushi brings the kids to apologize, he refuses to accept it. Khushi tells him that a person should always forgive a child, for a child makes a mistake without knowing what they did. (so true!!!! She is so young but yet so wise)

Anjali comes in, berates Arnav for not forgiving the children and arnav said that he will not forgive them'and Anjali said that the kids will be in her room and will not disturb him. She gets sad and arnav realizes that and stops her, Anjali removes his hand. Arnav leaves, pissed off. Anjali tells the servant to take the children so they can eat some food. The servant & the children leave. Anjali is upset, tells Khushi to go and help. Anjali leaves, but trips over a rug. Khushi runs to help Anjali, and calls out for everyone - including Arnav. Arnav almost runs towards them, but believes Khushi is making it up so goes into the bathroom instead (it is like the boy who calls wolf story)

Khushi takes Anjali to the sitting room, and gently makes her sit down. The other ladies come and help Anjali. Arnav comes and is shocked and asked why no wone called him. Nani was like khushi did call you but you did not listen'. He tries to help Anjali but Anjali refuses his help, Khushi helps her - Arnav & Khushi look at each other, surprised that the other is helping. (how cute and emotional one). Anjali gets up and walks off, Arnav asks Anjali for forgiveness, and said a person should always forgive a child, for a child makes a mistake without knowing what they did. Anjali forgives him, Arnav leaves. Anjali said that besides teaching la, khushi is also teaching arnav too'Anjali and Khushi help with the other children, giving them food.

A little while later, everyone is sitting down in the lounge, when Anjali makes a comment about the children, saying they should help out more. Arnav is quite shocked. Mami makes a few comments, eliciting laughter from the other ladies. Khushi leaves after saying goodbye. Suddenly Anjali remembers that Khushi hasn't eaten all day, and decides to send some food for her. Arnav decides he needs to talk to Khushi, so he offers to give her the food. He quickly catches up to Khushi, who is extremely confused out on why Arnav wants to talk to her. She starts stuttering, saying she didn't do anything wrong, she didn't break any vase. Arnav finally shuts her up and tells her that as she hadn't eaten anything, he's brought some food for her. Khushi & Arnav share a moment before Khushi runs out with the tiffin in her hand. Arnav looks on thinking how weird she is.

Back at the Gupta's, Khushi is staring at the food. Payal comes in and tells her that she needs to sleep. Khushi is still confused on why Arnav gave her the food. Payal asks if it's poisoned, and khushi was like no'it is just weird'and Khushi sends her away. After thinking for awhile, Khushi decides that she needs to avoid Arnav at all costs. She shouldn't hear his voice or even look at him. She walks off with a smile.

The next day Arnav is on the phone when the doorbell rings. He goes to open the door when he sees Khushi. He starts telling to give the file to la, but Khushi looks at him and sidesteps him. She tries to run off, but Arnav ends up yelling her name. Khushi stops fearfully, and Arnav asks her why she was running from him. After a minute, Khushi finds her courage and tells him off saying that she does not wish to see his face'. She walks off and Arnav wonders what's gotten into her.

At the Gupta's, Shashi calls someone to find out about a car number - seems he's still not convinced about who shyam is. But the guy on the phone said it is illegal to give out information like that' Suddenly shyam comes in with a cup of tea. Shashi accepts it, and then when shyam isn't looking, Shashi tears out the paper, determined to find out. The snake wonders what Shashi is up to.

Upstairs at RM, Lavanya is complaining about her pimple. She asks Khushi to make pakora, Khushi agrees. Lavanya then talks about how Arnav is going on a business trip - Khushi is quite excited. Lavanya is going as well, but Lavanya is worried Arnav won't pay any attention to her. Khushi tells her what to do, but after she does. Lavanya informs her that although the plan is good, nothing they come up with ever works out (finally la said something smart!!!). Lavanya leaves to go to the spa, and Khushi is left to make the pakora. Instead of making it, Khushi calls Nanital Springs Resort. What is khushi's plan????

Outside, Arnav is watering his plants when suddenly he becomes dizzy. everything becomes fuzzy. Arnav looks like he's about to faint. What is wrong with Arnav??? Will Arnav be okay??

Originally posted by: indi52

hi, horizon, arshi,

can a serial become the medium through which one can examine and check one's innermost underpinnings? 😳. yet, i seem to be doing that now. i have to say, i have a slightly different view of fate. my mother used to say at times, and life had been particularly nasty to her, that what's in one's fate, one can't change.

i don't know if you can or you can't. what i believe however is that your mind and action can and does influence your life and the course it will take. if you actively engage with whatever it is that your life is, and with full conscience plus clean intentions, untainted by greed or matlab, then, it sort of works with the outside influence/fate and things move in the right direction. doesn't mean whatever you want will happen, but what's right will happen... usually.

a caveat here. after lots of looking at things, there is that element of "randomness" though. things happen which are out of the blue. unconnected. or seemingly so. to understand their connections, perhaps much time must pass. or maybe they indeed are random. experiment abhi jaari hai. 😆.

between the greeks, shakespeare, and the aam janta in our indian lives, fate has been an interesting character all through. i don't understand its nature really. but i will say, my job is to do my work, the rest... and to know how to get that job done the right way, especially in this chaotic world, ai ai aaa. i need asr.

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

DISCLAIMER:DON'T COPY MY WORKS AND CONCEPTS WITHOUT GIVING ME CREDIT

YOU HAVE SEEN MY HUMBLE SIDE. TRUST ME YOU WON'T LIKE THE OTHER...

EPISODE 92

"Aye Kaash Ke Hum Hosh Mein Ab Aane Naa Paaye"

This song came to my mind while watching this epi and I wish these two soul mates just remain in these delusional moments until come back to real sesnses.

The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your flaws , mistakes and weaknesses and still think you' re absolutely and completely amazing . But at the same time Incertitude and delusional misunderstanding ,two things always cloud your internal voice to judge someone irrationally and that's why sometimes Heart sees what is invisible to the eye and unbelievable to the brain.[make a pic and thnx to Ami]That's what is going on in our love birds life.Arnav & Khushi[king and Queen] and Akash & Payal[Knights] with their smooth sliding moves are sailing on the waves of Devi Ma's Love despite the lingering storm of hissing danger.Divine Fate which is directing and filling their hearts and brain with budding trust and love.

[POINT to be noted Hissy Slither with Spidey legs with trappy honey tongue is no no in this epi.Wohooo]

Arnav in his Eternal heaven [pool side] in the proximity of his mother but feeling dizzy and weak as this is not giving him enough strength for upcoming storm of the life. A mother is always with him praying for him to bring him out of this vortex which is engulfing him and making him delusional about the life and dragging him in it and taking him away from the reason of living "LOVE".He has written his destiny but he is getting lost in it and whatever he has in his heart does not let it come on his face. [episode 30]His mother like Di told him that and now his Mother is going to use all of her forces along with divine powers to bring him out of this vortex so he can taste the sweetness of life and love.

In the kitchen,he went to get some jalaibis, I mean sugar but our Snaka devi with her clouded and delusional Dhak Dhak tells him to go away..

But the sight of him in delusional state snatches her heartbeat ."Sansain ruk jayengi" starts right somewhere here.Sanaya is too good here with her voice modulation .Aa ran..avji

Arnavji,"Aap theek tou hain"[are you ok?]She is relating his hallucination with Varat'so sweet'Her condition is like a fish without water. She rubs his hand and sprinkle the purity, [water] of her Love on his face .Today Khushi's unsaid and unfelt desires were making her not only confuse but also unrest.

Pause here:Today she is holding his head in her palm as he held hers in his palm in guest house.

He asks for sweetness in his life right from the sweet Khushi and she gives him the taste of her sweetness her "Jalaibi"[sweets brings togetherness].She told La once she will give her "Patti" garm garm jalaibi apne hathon se"when she will grow up"and today she did.Today their oneness has a new twist and taste in it.A twist of love and trust is getting one step ahead towards their closeness.

Today Khushi is feeling his touch , his closeness right close to her heart which is awakening her desires for him abruptly .This close proximity of him is way too much that she wants to detach it right away as its way overwhelming for her but his faint condition needs her closeness ,her "Shakar" [sugar] togetherness to move forward with his bitter life[bitterness as karela as Akash mentioned].Just beautiful.

AMAZING PONDERING POINT:Khushi always stands by Arnav even in his shaky period where he loses his trust from every one but she makes him stand on his feet with her love and trust .His shaky past will make him lose Khushi but Fate will bring her back to her as always but during terrace scene and forced marriage his broken trust will be resumed only by Khushi's love and trust.

CONNECTING DOTS: [All these are my fav] as Khushi's trust is reaching up to new level but our Yummilicious Akhroo did hold her whenever he got the chance in anger and rage.

He got fainted today by not having meds and Khushi is feeding Jalaibis but later he will be fainted because Khushi will keep him hungry all day because of her silly Swaminess.But in both cases she is the one who is taking care of him.

The most amazing part is the BG music whenever they come close together was louder than ever.Love the ASR character intact with him the moment he came to senses after splasing water "Hato" [leave me] and then he moves her away and but he stumbles which brings a wave of deep distress and fear in her "Aap theek tou hain na"[are u sure u r ok]Arnav,"I came for sugar because of my low sugar level"She asks twice with perplexity and he made her cal with a slight smile as he sees her worrisome which he can't bear.

Pause here:He never wants his Di or Khushi to worry about him.When he lied to Khushi that he was fine and doing acting his Di made him realized that he loves Khushi and does not want her to gat worry unintentionally as he did the same with her by taking the blame of broken picture.He is Yumilicious and these are the things which made me admire this character.

He leaves Khushi with desolation of her act.Even Anjali and others can see her anguish but her words are eating her alive and vanishing her sweet smile from her face and even her jalaibis can't resolve this sweet issue.

The only way she can rectifies it to say sorry to her Arnavji.He sees her with astonishment but hey what a big attainment ,she is not afraid as the last time and he is not moody either .Trust level has changedShe brought a smile on his face because of juiceee last time but this time laugh full of joy [sweets-symbol of joy and togetherness] because of "basin"[She rub basin three times on her face meaning success]mixed with Dhak Dhak and acidity.

Khushi is baffled watching her LG laughing without knowing the reason and she is not even bothered about the reason as she is adoring his laugh just like he adores her smile.Anjali couldn't believe seeing her Chote laughing like that as he laughs in years and today Mother got her prayer answered from the Divine powers for her son stepping forward towards happiness and joy.Anjali's joy has no limit either as Mother is keeping an eye on both of her kids .

Pause here:The other day after throwing juice she was telling him there is something on his cheek which La removed it and today he was doing the same.

Khushi,"hunste huwai aap bilkul bhi LG nahin lagte"[you don't look like LG while laughing]She adores his laughing and not only this is encouraging her but she will not rest here either as later many more smiles are on the way especially 'Jiji tere Jaithji dewane"Payesh Sangeet my fav

If this side sweet and murmuring steps of love are progressing so is the other side of Knights' planet.Akash foun Payal in the fruit Market and pinch hiself to come back from his hellusenation known as Payal but Fate is adamant to bring these potatoes together because of Khushi as Potato is her fav vegetable.

Symbolism and Connection: Potatoes represents fertility, abundance and regeneration of relations.Connection as Payal's belief over wedding will regenerate for Akash and as Potatoes are representing Khushi so the abundance of Love in Payesh'life will be because of Khushi ,she will be the reason these two souls will be together regardless she will go through hell for herself but she will be rescued in this process and her relation with Arnav will regenerate at different level..

100-110 rupees Payal had to pay -----100-110 represents painful condition ,distress and anguish as Payal is going through with pain because of her broken marriage

500 rupees Akash had-----500 means to put an end into agony as he will vanquish Payal's pain by marrying her

Just magnificent.!!!

Khushi,"Bayen kar chakar ,dayen ka jadka aur phir Jalaibi wala chakar'." Is busy in making confusing Fate like Jalaibis to bring ASR and La together but by going left or right nothing is going to change in the written Fate as she is coming right in this twisty vortex by herself .Today she brought Arnav from his hallucinating delusion and now she is getting ready to become the eye ,the Dhadkan of this vortex , a part of this hallucination known as "Love of Arnav" because LG is promoted as "Arnavji" for her now "nachahte huae" [unintentionally].

Symbolism and connection:Car # 2801=11, where 11 represents patience ,sensitivity, and honesty.Arnav and Khushi will show all of these virtues .Yes even Arnav Babu will show patience'.New level of trust'..Just wait and watch or vice versa

1+1=2 where 2 represents sexual tension which we will see during this Nainital trip.

MOMENT OF THE DAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7t6pm0X6jto

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7t6pm0X6jto[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

OK INDI in blue that was the motive and is still and in purple yes good intentions, honesty , without reasons all is the main coarse of life but there some where in your life you get to point where all this seems as its not working but it does not mean you leave these things aside, the thing what I am trying to say there are moments when you feel and stop to ask where the heck I am wrong and what am I doing wrong because when everything goes in the negative way you have no light.Yes as Khushi tried our best and then there is "Bhagyea" Fate you can't fight with it.Its there yes you can do whatever and leave it to God but some moments do shake your belief as He is taking test ,exam and we are doing experiments to deal with it but results are always not what you want but if the # of failure results get bigger you go insane and sometimes give up and that is the point where again HIS presence makes you get up and do what you got to do but some really lose their hopes, go insane, commit sins or suicides as this is unbearable I know this because I've been there.Words sound good but when you are right at that spot and gun is at your forehead then forget it.

@Horizon yes her belief on DM is way too strong and that's what makes her get up and do what she got to do.But Anjali has weak belief as she tried to kill her child and that was a weak and coward move.As you mention in previous post I shouldn't have regrets.I never regret my friend especially when I take step forward then "Peeche mud keh nahin dekhna" but these moments while watching show comes back then "Zakhum hare ho jate hain" that's it other wise Life made me very strong and yes as a human we all cry so do I but then I don't take forever to put myself on the track and that is life as Indi said Experiments yes life is full of em

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 93!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or Maha Episode 3!!!!!!!!!!!1

So Shyam is asking bua that is mausa ji (shashi) is at home and bua tells him that he has gone to market with payal and then he picks up the diary which he saw last time Shashi writing/hiding from him and then with pencil he highlights the next page and finds that the license plate number for a car from shantivan is written down (I wonder how people remember their license plate number) and says that mausa ji way too clever than he thought'DM please save this man'I am scared for him'

Back to Arnav's car he is talking on phone telling someone that he is coming alone and during this time khushi gains consciousness and realizes that she is in the car and she is like why does she always land in problems where laad governor is involved ' she start screaming bachaao and as asr is constantly pressing the horn( which I don't gets since he just mentioned that the road is empty because of the transportation strike). Then again he receives a call and Khushi starts screaming laad governor. Khushi thinks that she always wanted to go Nanitaal as a kid but not like this. During this time arnav hears something but thinks he is hearing things and ignores it or he is pressing the horn or hip phone rings'

Back to the GH, bua ji asks Shyam for his Kundli and after little bit of drama he gives his kundli to her' Then Payal and her parents arrive and Payal asks if Khushi has come and Shashi and Shyam passes glares to each other (another stare off if going on). Payal tells then that Khushi will get holiday of 2-3 days as ASR and La are going somewhere and on this Shyam gets happy and he casually puts his hand in the pocket with the paper that contains the license plate number'.and his driving license drops down from it (I hope shashi takes it and does nothing stupid, one can only hope). Then shyam tells bua that he will come within few minutes.

In the car Khushi is eating pakoras and she is getting irritated by ASR horns and says his horn is like him and then again she screams and he gets down the car and before opening the trunk (I do not like the word dickey) 😆 he says unbelievable and when he opens the trunk he finds Khushi eating pakoras and shouting. 🤣He said his signature "what the" and she tells him to stop saying that and tells him how she ended up being here. (his face was priceless, I don't blame him for being shocked finding someone in the trunk of your car)

In the next scene La calls servant and asks him why she cannot get water and he tells that water storage has some problem and it will get well after half hour and she is irritated and op said that he will get some water for her' and then she see rose water in the temple and she gets happy and then immediately Nani comes there and shouts at lavanya.(seriously did the girl not learn her lesson about taking thing from the mandir by now'seriously khushi is her brain/conscious)

Khushi wonders where is Lavanya and goes to the care and finds it empty and she asks if he is going alone and he says that it looks like it' and she tells him that she will go by taxi and he tells her as if all taxis are waiting for her. She says that why there is no taxi coming and ASR tells her about the strike and she asks him how she will go now and he orders her to sit in the car to which she says will he drop her and he says or whatelse (would I leave you in the middle of the street, thought I would finish his sentence) ' and he stops in the midway and both gets the flashback of the past. when he dropped her in the mid-way on a deserted street'arnav goes to the passenger side and tells her to sit'khushi being khushi goes to the trunk, grabs her hairpin and about to unlock the car'arnav was like where are you going and opens the door for her'and then Khushi sits in the car (arnav makes a face like wth is wrong with this chick)

Back to the GH again, bua and Garima are talking about the kudlis and Shashi comes there and he comes to know about everything which they were planning and he gets angry with them and also bua ji states that khushi and shyam are born on the same month'and that they are meant to be (I want to throw something at her) bua ji is like do you think I will do anything ill of khushi and I don't care about her'and shashi is a little quiet now but is still wary of shyam.

Khushi is speaking endlessly and ASR is getting irritated and then he receives the call and to which he tells that he will be late as he is stuck with some problem and he looks at her. Then he drives very fast and she gets scared and speaks nothing then he gets flashback where Khushi had told him about the speed cars scares her and he slows down the car. (How sweet)

There at RM house nani scolds La and she does not know the importance of the gangajal (idk why I said rose water earlier but it is ganga jal'my bad)' mami tries to explains but she ends up in making the situation worse and nani tells that only Khushi can make her understand but how much can she teach you'you need some common sense which you clearly do not have. Nani leaves and La wonders where is Khushi and she needs to ask for forgiveness from nani. (she needs khushi's help big time'she is useless without her)'mami said that she can teach her but la said if chamkili teaches me'and stops halfway'asking where is khushi'(la seriously has no common sense what so ever).

On the road ASR finds out that there is no petrol in the car and wonder how did that happen because he filled the car full with gas and Khushi gets the flashback of her mischief and she gets nervous.

Back to RM Payal calls RM and Akash picks the phone and tells her that she will not listen to her about the aloo and she asks for Khushi to which he answers her that she left after asking to La. There Maami bad mouths Khushi and her family but La speaks in favor of Khushi. (good thing la is on team khushi now).Akash tells payal not to worry and that she will be home soon'payal hangs up and she turns to her mom that khushi was supposed to come early and something always goes wrong when she is there'

Back on roads Arna tells Khushi that there is nearby Petrol pump and he will push the car but Khushi says that she will also push it as she is strong and she daily eats 2 kg jalebi just like that (dang girl that is over 4 pounds) but he passes his glares to her and tells her to be seated and he will push it and she agrees. After 5minute push he comes and she starts saying that she knew it he can do as he must be feeling weakness as he fainted today and he then gives his coat to her and she tells him that oh you were here for this as you must be feeling hot and he pushes the car again after glaring at her'I do love my men strong!!!!!

Shashi feels something under his feet. He picks it up and sees that it is Shyam's driver's license. He matches the date of birth in his birth certificate and sees it's different. He becomes even more suspicious. (Go Shashi!!!! Do not do anything stupid'please)

back to Khushi and Arnav where Khushi keeps saying 'Left Right Left' and asks Arnav if he's tired because he stopped. Arnav moves the car a bit and finally realizes that Khushi's thora sa aur is never coming, khushi kept saying left right left'arnav walks up to her and khushi was like just a little bit more. So he was like or a little bit more and He tells Khushi to do it (so gentle men like). Khushi says she'll do it Arnav gets in the car and Khushi pushes the car after saying he eats no sugar where will he get his strength. (are are acting like a typical husband and wife)

La asks Nani to forgive her. She tells her she won't do it from next time. Mami also supports La as always. Nani looks annoyed. She says it's ok if she's feeling bad but she won't get apology for free. She needs to do chicken kari in what Nani was stitching, NOT chicken curry. La says Khushi is gone. How will she do such difficult embroidery? Nani says that's her problem, either learn from the phone or the internet.

Meanwhile, Khushi is trying to push the car but in vain It's not even moving a milimeter. She's huffing and puffing and chanting Devi Maiyya's name when Arnav comes and stands behind her. She sees him and asks if he's here then who's driving the car?? Arnav says there's no need to drive the car since it isn't moving. Khushi asks how that is possible. She's been pushing for so long. Arnav asks her to sit on the car. they notice the flat tire of the car. (I am surprised she cannot move the car'after all she eats 2 kg of jalebis'it must be the tires fault.)

La showing Manorma her embroidery. Manorma says she only wears embroidered stuff not embroider them. La asks Manorma how Nani accepted her as she doesn't cook or embroidery. Manorma says it's not a time to ask questions but concentrate on what she has to do And La continues to wonder how she'll do the chicken kari.(I am wondering the same thing too, her son must have been stubborn and will only married la)

Arnav is telling someone over his bluetooth not to ask him stupid questions. Khushi is eating pakora and thinks he's talking to her. She says she didn't ask him any questions.. Arnav ignores her and says he needs a car fast since he's getting late. Khushi says she knows when did I deny you'. Arnav finally shows her his bluetooth and she asks him what happened in his ear?' Arnav gets irritated and she finally understands he's on phone. Then whenever Arnav is telling something to Khushi she thinks he's telling that to the person on phone called Aman and poor Aman also thinks the same. He even calls Khushi an idiot and then has to clarify to Aman that he isn't telling him. (this is the first time I think aman is introduced)'khushi is a little slow too but no la slow'more like modern slow

La calls Arnav and says sorry since she knows he's driving but she needs Khushi's number. Arnav says he isn't driving and Khushi is also with him. La gets confused as Arnav hands Khushi his Bluetooth (arnav does not seem to mind handling khushi with no ghusa or showing much of it'but with la she loses his patience). Khushi tries to fiddle with the bluetooth but drops it. Finally she picks it and talks. She tells Arnav she can't hear anything and asks for the phone. Arnav himself fixes the bluetooth on her ear And her heart starts beating fast (that lucky fool) Khushi fumbles and takes the bluetooth. La asks her how she's with ASR. Khushi tells her the whole scenario. La asks if ASR knows anything about the plan. Khushi says no. And La thanks God as ASR would've murdered them, khushi gets scared. La asks about the chickenkari. Khushi says she'll ask Payal to help her. Arnav asks if she's done. She says yes and he asks back for the bluetooth. Khushi says she needs to speak to Payal. Arnav is irritated but dials Khushi's house number. He looks at her impatiently as she explains the situation to Payal. (he has so much patience for this girl, that is a sign of love)

Payal asks her to take care and come back soon. She tells everyone about Khushi's news. She says she needs to go to the RM. Mami gets upset and says she won't let her go there and even asks about Khushi on the highway. Payal says she's not alone. She has Arnav with her. Shashi also tells bua ji to calm down. Khushi can take care of herself. Payal said that she has to go and bua ji is like YOU CANNOT GO DID YOU HEAR ME'

Arnav is saying that he hasn't gotten late on purpose. Suddenly his battery on his phone died. ArHi start asking for lift but no one gives it to them (wow the Great Arnav Singh Raizada asking for a lift). Finally Arnav starts walking. Khushi says why he is giving up. He says he is already very late. He is going to Nainital, she can come if she wants. Khushi says she doesn't want to go with him as her parents will worry. His phone battery is dead she can't even inform them and she had a phone which he broke. But then she realises that she has to go to Nainital because she has no choice. She quietly follows him in the jungle hiding behind trees. He tells her that he knows she's behind 'this tree'. Khushi comes out from her hiding and says she's not behind 'this tree' but 'that one'. (this girl is so childish'she cracks me up'you know arnav secretly loves it) .Arnav tells her she can come along with him if she wants (this is khushi how can she be quiet for long) 'this reminds me of jab we met when they are walking to their destination'

Back at Khushi's house, Payal convinces Shashi to let her go to the RM (shashi never says no to his daughters). He gives her permission and his phone and asks her to stay in touch and he'll come to pick her up in case it gets too late. Just as she leaves Shyam comes. He asks Mami where Payal is going and she shouts that no one ever listens to her so there is no use asking her anything. She goes away and so does Garima trying to manofy bua ji. Shyam looks at Shashi who is throwing him suspicious looks. ( like I said I am scared for this man)

Khushi is contantly blabbering about how la wanted to go and then talks about nanitaal and weather'and what not'and Arnav is walking and walking with a 'main kahan phans gaya' expression. Just then Khushi hears a roar and says 'Pig'. Arnav gets shocked and says 'What?' Khushi tells him she isn't talking about him but the animal. (remember she was supposed to be quiet but I am surprised about his high patience level)

They start walking again and Khushi starts speaking. She spots a mango tree and gets excited. Arnav tells her to keep quiet. Khushi says she's trying to fool the wild animals by letting them think they aren't alone(wah what logic KKG(SR). Arnav tells her to keep quiet for 5 minutes otherwise he'll cut half her salary.. He walks on and Khushi is about to saying something but she covers her mouth and walks somewhere else. Arnav tells Khushi that they will soon hit the highway. But then he realises that she is quiet. He turns around and says that he knows she is around. If she doesn't come out, he'll cut her full salary. But there is no response. He screams for her several times but in vain (you can see the fear and worry on his face for losing her) Will arnav find khushi???? Is khushi safe???

Originally posted by: indi52

what's this we hear, supriya. thanks so much.

exciting. but why a new rabba ve... ? hmm socheka padi.
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I'm scared i wish they won't use it for their other show. Coz ASR's BG music is already used in Pyaar ka dard.

Gosh it will be heart breaking if they use our Rabb-vey in other show.

But thanks supriya for sharing.

Edited by sohara - 11 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52

episode was going beautifully, all the gussa, drama action that you could ask for, balanced with taste and understanding, written with lightness and ease. episode 91, where he will use her words to get maafi, forgiveness from his sis. "chhote kabhi galati karke maafi maange toh bado ka farz banta hai ki unhe maaf kar de, kyunki... chhotey kabhi galati jaankar nahin karte," when younger people make mistakes, elders should forgive, because younger people don't make mistakes on purpose.

lovely words... and a clever way to connect two people who just don't get it, though they are utterly gotten.

the saving di scene was over, children had apologised and a gruff but mollified asr had said "theek hai, doosra ban jayga," (it's ok, another one can be made), about the model that lay shattered in his room, ruining hours of hard work and the man's mood. though he had been angry with khushi for all the game playing and hurt perhaps at her telling the kids that he's rakshas, big, tall, and human eating (strange, huh, the day after i think of hannibal lecter and anthony hopkins's performance watching barun's asr, he is called a monster that eats children... telepathy? should i pass out, hyuk), after what she'd done for his beloved di, he was touched and ready to forgive her, and everyone for all the hidden "khufiya puja" with kids every year.

Gosh Indi how cum you even compare Hannibal with my sexy boy! But if you say Anthony Hopkins, gosh what an actor. If barun gets opportunity he will also do great. I don't want to compare him with Hopkins though.

Cause it's di,so it's matter to ASR. Or moreover it's Khushi, so pharak to padta hai na.

all sat relaxing in the living room and when khushi said she had to leave, he was strangely alert, watching her, as though something on his mind, or maybe he just didn't want her to go. but then she said she had to rush or her parents would worry and left. of course, just then anjali remembered, khushi hadn't eaten anything the whole day... vrat; and she had packed a dabba, box, of food for her, which she'd forgotten to give. that's all that was needed. he jumped to his feet with a "you sit, di, i'll give it." a little hesitation on the "aa...aaap," as though he was somewhat surprised at his own reaction, finding it hard to explain it to himself or anyone else. nani was thrilled and beamed.
ASR is coming out of his shell. Sanka devi's aassar.

and with that we came to a word and a look that refuses to leave my head.


remember that "wo..."? he's holding a ridiculous little steel dabba. she has just gone into a frenzy of nonsense talk at his call, thinking he's still mad at her about the model. no the moustache... no no it wasn't her idea, it was the kids... in fact he doesn't look good with a muccha at all, no really... not that? then maybe the pot? pot? yes the one with leaves... no she didn't break it... bilkul nahi, not at all... wo hamla gamne nahi toda. in a fit of spoonerism she has just said that attack sadness didn't break, instead of that pot i didn't break. he can't take it, he raises his voice, but ever so gently, er is that even possible? there's even a thin edging of right, haq, in it.

Khushi is crazy!sach mein ajeeb.

"khushi kumari gupta... do minute... beena kuch bole, ya sune, aur hile... do minute...meri baat suno." khushi kumari gupta... two minutes... without talking or listening, (she starts to move her hands, startled and shocked needing to do something, can she also sense that his voice is firm but not mean, not angry? oh she is not used to this timbre)... or moving... two minutes... listen to what i have to say.

khushi freezes and waits, as per laad governor's instruction.

"wo... di keh rahi thi tumne subha se kuch khaya nahin... wo...kuch kha lo."

wo... so utterly beautiful this word suddenly, just an er or um in english i guess. a gently curved upward wo, a little lost and wondering wo, a frenzy creating wo.a man is feeling things he's not used to. yes, in that wo is his gratitude for her handling of his di when she needed help. for being there. for doing what needed to be done and bravely, with commitment. perhaps a little guilt in it too for not listening to her when she'd called him frantically, thinking she's upto some trick again. but more than all of that,h there's concern for her in it. not when she was with tears in her eyes, that was an involuntary response in him from the beginning. this was different, he felt an urge to care for her, he didn't want her to be hungry. he wanted to see her before she left, be the one to give her food to open that fast wit... something he didn't believe in, but she did. he wanted to be the one. at the mandir on the day of teej, he'd opened her fast by mistake, making her drink water, just to keep her from passing out. but today, he did want to be the guy to give her that dabba. something terribly caring in wanting to feed someone, isn't there. an awfully tender feeling.

beautiful incorporation with the teej .

in that wo, there was care, a little embarrassment too, he wasn't used to doing this, he wasn't used to even feeling like this, and frankly this crazy woman just made him feel helplessly protective, he had no clue why. all of that in that one little hesitant, wo, and a looking away, searching for the right tone of voice and words. delightful. for i also felt a whole surge of the feeling commonly known as love in his one syllable. pehli baar mohabbat ki hai... akhri baar mohabbat ki hai. first time have i fallen in love... last time have i fallen in love. gorgeous words of gulzar from kaminey playing on my comp, fits perfectly in with that "wo."

Laad Governor surely in love.he has been trying to deny it, but how long?

the man is asr yet he flounders a bit for the right words, not wanting to give too much yet wanting to give... asr, just a wee bit lost, but sexily, what else. that's barun sobti doing asr... can anyone else do that.

nop, that's why i signed multiple petition retain barun or end the show.


she of course was dying of "tez bhookh," gnawing hunger, just moments before. and when she'd heard his "khsuhi," she was prepared for the worst.

then he said, "wo... di keh rahi thi tumne subha se kuch khaya nahin... wo...kuch kha lo." wo... di said you haven't eaten anything since the morning, wo.. eat something. a gruff sort of tenderness, i give a damn, hume faraq padta hai, all tumbling out around the sides and edges of all those seemingly everyday words. the ocean has anger, the ocean has love. both equally intense maybe, but there's a sweetness in his love that his anger can't make you forget. once you've heard him saying that to you, how can you ever hate him? no, not possible any more. not when you've felt this tenderness. for you have seen him without his mask, as he is. just a man looking at a woman, telling her, he does indeed give a faraq.

but khushi loved him unconditionally. when he humiliated her ,manhandled her or even abused her, she just couldn't hate him. Just becoz she saw the real Arnav behind the ruthless mask of ASR.


sanaya's khushi showed all of that with her strange khushi behaviour. first a nonplussed, heart flipping baffled look, then a grab of the dabba, this time not trying to avoid their fingers from brushing against each other. now why did that steel container, plain and from the beginning of time faceless, suddenly start looking like a pair of earrings, a 10 carat marquise cut, d colour, flawless clarity diamond set in each? and then she did what had to be done. scooted. possibly before it all overwhelmed her and she fainted again. you see the dhakdhak attack had returned the moment his sentence of "wo" ended.

beautiful metaphor!👏

there was nothing for him to do but stand there, arm extended, turned to statue by this implacably bizarre behaviour. finally, his mouth opened and out came another word that really was a code word for "gah, i faraq you."yes, he said, "ajeeb hai yeh."

in that private moment between the two, rabba ve delicately tiptoed around, "wahtsup, you two" it seemed to be saying.

dhakdhak dhakdhak dhakdhak


she sits at the table thinking of him, the box open in front of her... his sweetness everywhere. di said you haven't eaten anything since the morning... eat something.

payal says are you going to just stare at this the whole night or eat? so she hasn't been able to eat... "jiji, ussne diya hai... woh woh ll...laad governor ne..." jiji, he's given it... that ll...laad gov. almost a caress on that "ll...laad governor."

"tumhe kya lagta hai... issme zahar hai?" what do you think, there's poison in it? payal pulls her leg and tells her to hurry up.

khushi has not been able to eat? really?

yeah really!

she sits there thinking of him, breathing getting faster, dhakdhak coming on, music plays a note of happiness.

slams her hand on chest, dabba (or diamond danglers, depends what ya see in it) in foreground. she has to stop that deafening beat, has to bring it under control.

"yeh hume kya ho gaya hai... humare saamne khana hai, aur hum kha bhi nahin pa rahe hain." what's happened to me... there's food in front of me but i can't eat.

asr not gussa. khushi not being able to eat. gadbad hui hai. there's gadbad, big trouble. la was picking on it maybe, she was looking hassled. but neither the small city girl nor the big city boy, for all their dil and dimaag could guess what's up. even when the dimaag boy got it, the dil girl wasn't quite there...

Dil girl is already crazy, gonna be more crazy after LG's sweet treat.

"iss... iss dhadkan ko kam karna hoga." i have to reduce the heart beat. and apparently this is achievable. all you have to do is not think of him and stay away from the man. you can do that, khushiji?

that will cure the acidity or "jo bhi bimari' whatever ailment this is.

decision taken, she flies past asr in the morning when he opens the door, ignores his call, gets called ajeeb, sets about enthusiastically to plan a way to get la and asr together on the way to nainital. a plan that will make sure they'll spend some time with each other. and ensure, says la, that asr will marry me

marry la? so why did khushi's brow pucker at that and a sad air pass over her face?

wo...

there was something fascinating in the writing of ipk. one actually felt one had seen two strangers meet, get to know each other, feel an attraction that was overwhelming, their relationship progress, and then they finally get together, intimate and essential in each other's lives. a whole relationship come into being. that was just lovely. wo... brought us another step further on the path.