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EPISODE Part 238-239

Deja vu

Life is just like a running wheel and the events which are at the bottom ,out of sight for a while always comes upward right in front of your eyes.It is you who must be ready to face it.Time is a healer but it is the worst killer ever when it comes to make you face the worst of it.IPK and weddings are the sign of alarming signals as always .Anjali's wedding destroyed the innocence of Chote including her, Payesh wedding destroyed the Trust of a young Arnav and crushed the dreams of a young girl and now preeto wedding , a message of another destruction...A wedding which will bring another show down.All the events are repeating , Arnav's drinking tea on the dinning table yesterday,today flirting with Khushi are reminding me Payesh wedding...and his fall cushioning Khushi at the top of him reminded me Rangoli during Diwali.Cruel time is back with another punch just by the corner.

Time rings the bell of a wedding and Nandini enters with her fears ,pains , sacrifices and problems of a fixed marriage of a girl "Preeto" with a family which is richer than them.A nice portrayal of middle class family facing issues during a marriage of a girl. So Arnav's lesson continues .. I was glad to see he was watering the plants as he is calm and not angry snipping with scissors. I must say he has grown more hopes and relations from one plant...

I loved the reaction of Khushi and Arnav when Nandini brings the topic of two daughters are happily married .Khushi's face is shriveling slightly while Arnav gets frozen in his acts.His face is turned side ways while listening the conversation keenly.Even these are bringing haunted memories back to him but he still doesn't know the impact of these yet. By the end of this marriage ,He will understand the real importance of ""Mangalsutra" and "Sindoor" Which Khushi mentioned on the wedding night...though he believes in it strongly more than anyone... During this wedding he will learn a lot about the wedding and especially the problems of middle class associated with it and that will make him understand the real position of Garima and Buaji behind the situation for not exposing Shyam's fiasco in front of Raizadas but it will be hard for him to forgive Khushi because she didn't tell him as I said in 237, he was angry because he lashed out in front of family because for him their Privacy matters the most and whatever till now happened in between them is different than anything else and he treasures it.

I love Garima saying that, "Sab Kuch Teekh hojayega" an assurance that at the end everything will be fine...My Fav is his "Haan...mujhe koi aitraz nahi"..Babua is saying yes to marriage by himself "Ba hosho hawas" [in his senses] but has no clue for what...hehehe...Yes the Dark night of temple when he forced this marriage on her is taking new shape here...

Love morning scene for so many reasons, first I see Arnav has changed this room as his way just like Khushi did in his room.His files, laptop, AC and all for his comfort.Second Khushi sitting covered in blanket, shivering in cold , shaking the cup of tea in her hand complaining about AC and glaring at Arnav who is making fun at her but why? Why is she not leaving him alone and going outside if it is that cold.This is my grabber , if he is being comfortable in her ways and adjusting his style , She is trying to become comfortable in his ways as possible as she can but in a BRIDE style...

Love this ,Khushi sitting like a bride covered with her duppatta on her head like a veil surrounded and guarded by stars , her parents waiting for her hubby to come and meet her with full trust and their prayers and her trust and patience is being paid off here when Arnav who has his back towards the truth and purity of her, turns around and sees Khushi and starts walking slowly towards her. He comes closer ,removes the hurdle, shaking cup of tea and begins to lean closer towards her but not even once forcing himself on her and giving her all the needed space..Arnav in his flirtatious best 'Tumhaari naak laal ho gayi hai" he tells her, gently passing his finger over her nose- it is so similar to 'tumhaari gaal laal ho gayi hai'- the day she kissed him in the run-up to Payash's marriage before the heart-breaking terrace scene.

Third, Buaji and Arnav duo ,Arnav is having some real fun and jokes over his wife which brings a laughter over Buaji's face and a glare over Khushi's face.cute scene.

In RM..."Bubblia, Yeh tum kaa karat ho?..." Even Mami has beecome suspicious .Bubbly, comes from boarding school to RM every year to meet her best friend Mr. A who has found a new best friend Mrs. A. Mr. A and spends more time with her than with Bubbly - no one at that age is comfortable seeing 'their' best friend suddenly becomes someone else's best friend. to solve it there is one way... be blind towards your best friend's best friend. Cut that one out, push her out of the family frame and from friendship and be happy.The message is for Arnav to do the opposite ,don't get blind from the major problem Shyam and that's what is coming up in a wrapper shape...It also shows that Mamiji did care about Payal from her heart.

His flirty smile fades away in between the noise of the environment and people around him as he is Jijaji of the whole town now.Love this small touch as in middle class the guest and especially SIL gets respect from the whole town.

Khushi's .."Khaali bartan hai na, aawaz toh karenge hi" ...as To Khushi, Arnav is a man with no feelings inside him, to her he is empty and devoid of emotions from inside. That shows how much his acts has ruined her perception about him.But she immediately covers up her statement with a 'bartan ki baat kar rahi hoon' as he glares at her.But in reality he is not empty, but he does say and act without thinking much when it comes to relationships and feelings. It is a slight indication that in the future, he is going to be careful in relationships.

Today he is not putting his ears to listen virtues of Khushi but There will be one day, when he will see the true attributes of Khushi and that day will be the beginning of their journey for "Eternity"..."Miljhulkar kaam karenge tho kaam jhaldi hojayaega..."Another hint that during this marriage Arnav will be a big helping hand to remove hurdles...

An Astonished Arnav stands alone when Buaji comes and praises him and he figures out how Khushi has tricked him in...oh ! no no no! Oh! Yes yes yes...Buaji's Titliya has landed on your nose like a mosquito and you can't even remove her from her new position. Check mate...ASRji

This is the same spot where Buaji warned Shyam with the name of Nand Kishore for crossing Khushi's path again and today she is praising Nand Kishore for giving her Arnav as a gem in a million as her Son in Law..

Khushi comes out, warns Arnav to move but an irritated Arnav demands an explanation and refused to do so but before Khushi could respond , the sound of music makes Arnav flinches but he recovers soon from auditory nerve attack .His wife is in a mood to tease him now..."aapke kaan tou tamater ki tarah lal ho gaye hain" just like ..."aap bhi theek nahin hain"...Deja vu ...His yummilicious eyebrow sends a sensational message of his flirty mood to Khushi and why not how can he resist challenger Khushi and at the top teasing one ...Both are looking awesome here...

Khushi bounded by her impulsive nature rushes to get the flowers for the path to be decorated for Bidaii and her protector bounded by his caring nature follows her. Khushi climbs on to the ladder and tries to get the flowers but fails . Her hubby ordered her to get down immediately.My grabber is she agrees right away though with an ill grace and her dupatta clouds her eyes while descending. She again stays put over his instructions while Arnav comes to get her .

The duppatta which is symbol of their union since from the beginning.From Sheesh Mahal the color is pink...when it landed on her head by the grace of DM to be marked by her...or to wrap that pink net Duppatta to take that plum cheek under his lips to mark her his with touch and then pink net acted like a "Chaddar " to cover them under their desires away from this world to be embraced by each other and now that pink is covering his Bride's beautiful face in a veil so he can cast his right to unveil the beauty of it layered in all purity and trust just for him.

He couldn't look away from that covered beauty who was looking ethereal in this visage , so fragile and untouched...His yearning desires made him halt in his track and he slowly raises his hand to unveil her.He was frozen with racing heartbeat seeing her breathing abruptly , seeing a woman whose heart just beats for him and his for hers "tum jab bhi mere paas hoti ho to tumhare dil keh saath mere dil ki dhakan bhi tez ho jati hai..."..His presence emerges the sensual woman in her and this moment that woman wants to hide from his intense and heated gazes.DM and Krishna are playing together here, She lost her balance and and leans forward and my grabber is he leans towards her...yes he said "Haan" tum mujhe manzoor ho koi aitraz nahi...koi taqleef nahi"His bending head and spreading hands embraces her in a hug , so close that he an hear her heartbeat beating his name , taking her heavy breathing over his neck as they are just making love and mingling their souls right there.

His loquacious eyes are digging daggers of love deep in her that she is losing her breath and shyly sees here and there but in those effervescent eyes layered in questions and hankering desires and a wish to be so closed to her , to hold her for eternity.She draws the attention of those eyes to those hands which are holding her firmly.He as always doesn't force himself on her and commands her to go down and he will take care of these Marigolds...yes another "haan" ..he will arrange a wedding of her wish by holding her close to his heart...

Pink Duppatta from epi 1st till 352 their wedding day all the way when he stops her going back GH in Sheetal track is lingering around as pink is the color of sensuousness and it represents desires.[AS I did explain in my Duppatta Post]

Both begin to descend and as a final hurdle both take a tumble before meeting for Hamesha...but are showered by flower petals a sign of DM. Her head on his shoulders and her fragile visage in his safe heaven securely in his arms.He would never lose this moment ever and that's all he wants to do"hold her close to him for hamesha" Marigold shower, marriage ceremony is done in private as always in between them...Bidai is done today with his "Haan" ...and both don't want to get up.His eyes don't want to lose his bride's face at any cost today .

Pondering Connected Dots:Episode 68 [Durga this is for u as u asked me then] why I didn't do that epi 68 with the one where he is teasing her about SR because here he is saving her from fall and in epi 68 he did the same.

Time has still in this moment till the basket falls on her head.They both got up, she as usually fixing her Duppatta in her nervousness and he looks away just for a second to avoid his shyness but she reminds him the flower "phool tou" and a beautiful blushing relaxed smile spreads across his face ...and he with the feeling of doing something wrong for not getting flower for her "I know" with his husky and yummy voice.. But her smile brings a smile on his lips automatically without any extra work .Marigolds have been spread , Trust has taken a knot in between them and everything is all right in their world for now. Just when things seem to be going well we hear a loud bang and understand that the DG has knocked out ..Khushi volunteers to repair it but fails .. Arnav offers his help and succeeds

She flings over Arnav besides of his warning.She will put herself in trouble besides Arnav's protective Rekha and that brings Will's papers but Arnav will be saving her along with her as we see during kidnapping.

Khushi tries to repair it alone but is unable to repair it , she gives up and have a stain on her face , but Arnav who first watches her silently and then fixes it in no time and moves towards her who is astonished seeing her man as a victorious .Smirking Arnav touches her cheeks with complete right to wipe away the grease mark with his ASR tone and mode...with challenge in his eyes"Lagi Shart" . ... "Tum har kaam nahi kar sakti...", and walks away leaving his Khushi again puffy over his win mimicking him of "har kaam kar sakta hun" ..just love her here .Sanaya and Arnav are taking my heart away with these small yet powerful scenes...Remember...Arnav fixes the machine and also erases the stain ..in other words..Arnav will be the one who will bring order in things and will remove the stigma attached to her name...

The final scene where Khushi comes in search of Arnav and does not find him in the room , she seeks him out and finds him by her fav kalakar "Salmanji" right"baghal mein" ... it suggests that Arnav will withdraw for a while but Khushi will bring him back as we are going to see on Airport ...Fadak Padta Hai kyuonke baat aapki hai...

Bingo...Mr Spidey got the will as he said to Anjali "Aap aur humari honewali rajkumari hi toh humari puri jaaydad hain" as a confirmation...Remember key and Will have no meaning ...as will is just to engrave a jealousy and anger so he can pursue to his next move... in other words Will power of Evil vs Good and who will prevail...

EPISODE 240-Part 241

Deferred Dreams ...

"Bhoolna mat kyuonke mein yaad rakhoonga"[Don't forget it because I will remember it.Today our Mr Mechanic's words to Khushi are taking me to the first episode because he never forgets as he never did.In the first epi we encountered his past wounds given by his Chachaji and Arnav took his revenge from him to buy the Sheesh Mahal to throw him out just like he threw him and his sister out of their home.Still He was not at peace, He passed a design to build a hotel on Sheesh Mahal where Anjali's words are coming here in this picture..."tum humara ghar thod doge"?[are you going to demolish our house?] Then Arnav said -"Woh humara ghar tha di, ab nahin hai".[That was our house ,not now] Then Anjali said - "Yehi toh main tumhein kab se samjhate aayi hoon Arnav, lekin tum aaj bhi wahin khare ho, pandra saal ka Arnav apni di ko sambhalte hue andar hi andar sishak raha tha, apne aasoon apne di peh bhi zahir hone nehin diya".[I am trying to make you understand this but u are still standing at the same spot with same wounds which you don't even let your sister see] Then Arnav said - "Arnav Singh Raizada kab ka uss se aage nikal chuka hai aur apne hi dam par waqt ko badal bhi chuka hai". [ASR has crossed all to change his time]

Translation:Anjali:You will demolish this house...Arnav:that was our house di but not anymore...Anjali, this is what I have've been telling you all along but you are still standing at the same position,15 years old Arnav was crying silently by taking care of his Di and never let her see his tears also...Arnav said , ASR has come out of it and has changed the time too...

But has he changed himself, Nope, He never did forget or he will ever forget anything which has any attachment to him.

He never forget his father's behavior towards his mother, his mother's suffering, his sister's wedding attire...and that's why he can forget Khushi's words or Shyam's embrace on the terrace.Deep attachment of him over this WEDDING RELATION , which he doesn't believe according to him but his belief is way deeper than anyone.Once Anjali's marriage broke and today another one is at the brink of that state.He couldn't forget then and he can't forget now.

My grabber Amma and Buaji's concentration is solely on making their Damaad happy and comfortable, to ease his discomfort and get him to feel at home.

Love Buaji who make everyone flee for bothering her Babua...

"Main yeh Repair centre kholne ke liye thayar Hoon"Arnav has agreed to mend all the broken things with associated with their relationship in this marriage but he added two-edged sword with it "Don't won't forget because I will not "..telling her that he remember [about Shyam] regardless she has no clue... and at the same time he will not allow her to forget about their love [ when she walks away ]..

Next scene ...gift wrapper and terrace scene is back...and later he never let her walk away from him or breaking any alliance with him...tumhain paa keh rahoonga which will turn...don't leave me ever...

Pause here:Even without vest he is ASR and never forgets to make a deal with her wife without whom he can't live and above all he can't afford her discomfort when she says she will sleep on the floor"isski koi zaroorat nahin hai..."[man is already regretting making her sleep on the floor] but again she always keeps his comfort upmost at her front "ok whatever you will say" ..Khushi u never learn ur lesson dear...😛 but he really looks cute as a mechanic too.

Arnav walks away from Buaji being annoyed by her interruptions and lands in a mess. Arnav is liberally smeared in it and stands up on his feet ...Yes in his messy life all the time he stands up on his own feet always.

Buaji who tried to help gets intimidated by his anger ..Now Khushi comes to step out and meets Arnav as Khushi is the only one who can stand in front of his anger. To mellow him down and that's what happens...She comes and says, "Aapko phir se sab se milwanye"[May I introduce you to all] and she also makes him acknowledge that he has become a complete part of her home, her life in one simple sentence when she says'Ab tou Aap Poori tarah se iss Mohalle ke Hogaye hain" ...[You are a complete part of this town]...My grabber is again the community ppl step forward and suggest that Khushi should remove the mess ..Khushi cleans him with all the mess...as water is Khushi...

We have another corn child and she is "Khushi". She is fortunate because she is being taken care of by loved ones regardless of all the nagging about being orphan.In 226 I refereed to Deferred Dreams of Khushi "Raisins" and after four heartbreaks,today her deepest desire"marrying with Rajkumar " comes in front of her Rajkumar who witnessed since childhood what she dreamt of.

Today again their Grihapravesh comes in the picture... where Khushi was remembering her dreams about marriage while touching the lehenga and that day Khushi needed to live the lesson taught by Amma "Koi farak nehin padta jeevan saathi aacha hona chahiye".. to absorb the shock of her life. Khushi really got married to her Rajkumar in a rush but she still is in obscurity of the fairness of life with her or not. That night the dream of a perfect marriage was shattered but The other thing is when Garima said that you can only know your Rajkumar while spending your entire life with him."Khuch Rishte jee kar hi pata chalet hain..." and that where Khushi is standing now and she will realize this destined relationship after sometime.Sudden decisions are bitter sometimes but gives you sweeter results at the end.

A girl who is trying to find answers and the reasons to the riddle her life has become is suddenly asked to reveal the finer details of it, the pleasures of it .The multimask Khushi who has mastered the art of escaping through smiles fabricates a false story about her Marriage, revealing the finer details, not knowing that this is her yearning and wish of a dream wedding

Today her "Rajkumarwitnessed his Rajkumari's dream of being"Perfect Bride" .She described how her lehenga should be a mixture of green and red[green as for "forever"..Hamesha and red for LOVE... Earrings like chimes as ever lasted sangeet meaning happiness [charoon taraf roshini aur khushiyoon ka mahol"and veil must be over head as protective shield not for 6 months hanging sword... Everything was witnessed and heard by Arnav and couldn't meet his eyes with his soul. Both look at one another through the mirror that is giving a distorted view because truth itself has been deformed and twisted but the emotions cannot be misleading or diverted from it's focal point. Their eyes are reflecting spectrum of emotions... pain , a Loss, muted anger , rawness of wounds twhich are still open and fresh and a sadness at the way their life has turned out ...He cannot face her questionable eyes? He just cannot. He has not only shattered her dreams of perfect wedding but also he is responsible for her broken dreams of a life with her Rajkumar for eternity.He entered the GH with loads of Burden to find the answers of his confusions and today his trunk is heavier than Khushi amd all because if her trunk was loaded with lies , his is loaded with shattered innocence and PURITY which he put in dung by himself.

Here comes "mein yaad rakhoonga" Arnav listened to all these and he will fulfill all of her dreams and will prove he is Khushi's Rajkumar... His hunched and heavy shoulders are becoming heavier with the regret and pain which he had inflicted upon her. He who always said ,I don't not believe in marriage but decided to tie himself up to the girl who believed in it more than ever by crushing her dream by dragging her but still couldn't forget her Sindoor and Manglasutre which she will keepsake for the rest of her life...for her eternity...A distorted view reels in front of him.. She had squeezed her teary eyes when he announced her His "Aaj se tum meri patni ho" but shattering her delicate heart in million pieces..."Par sirf duniya keh liye and for six months..." His devastated eyes refused to leave her alone like that , he turns around as always and shares painful dark moments with her. Rabba Ve is screaming with painful "Duhai"Kyu dard hai itna tere ishq mein?

The pain might have reached their hearts but when the truth will make an entry into their hearts both will be cupping each other's face by realizing that their love has found each other for eternity.

Arnav retreats and comes to his room while painful, haunting, teary questionable, eyes and words make it difficult for him to reflect upon his own actions where his own remorse and regret are hiding meeting his eyes. His eyes retreat him for a second when Buaji breaks the barrier of his pain through a red file...an alarming sign to retreat from creating softness towards her and keep searching for answers of his own questions ... regardless he is looking at the wrong direction away from the real truth just like this file which is right in his bag but he is thinking of her as a wrong doer...LOve the way file changes from RED to GREY...Yes the mind can't accept and run from the TRUTH...

He is neither probing nor even trying to find the truth, even though it is right in front of him. All he needs to do is make an effort. Indeed Destiny is playing games with Arnav but he is responsible of this theft ,no one else... ...one side he is sparring with anger and the other second his "Paagal" and her antics fetch a smile on his face even in hate he can't resist her.

since he got married to Khushi. If first his mind sees Khushi being at fault, then the next moment his heart shows him that Khushi is completely innocent.From Sethi brothers to going to chemist with Shyam...From stolen car parts to file in the bag... Arnav is being torn between believing his mind and believing his heart as His mind is always more at command than his heart in such instances.

Destiny has some other plans for him and won't let him forget anything in his case.He is the one who write his own Destiny but can't write or change his cindering and betraying moments of life according to his own wish. He can't even vanquish this golden ,shiny piece of paper which is mocking the Great Mr ASR as the scab of his wound is out and open in the air "To Khushi with Love ,Shyam..." and he misunderstood the whole thing again. All he could connect it as her lovely possession given by Shyam... His mind went off to the terrace confrontation and again he believed what he saw. Coming to think of it, I think he is now more bothered about the lover in him than the brother in him. His possessiveness is growing. The wound reopened awakens the rage at why Khushi is not able to love him and why he cannot love her..

Just as his Heart had started to believe in Khushi, his Mind overpowers his Heart to prove that his Heart is still weak, fragile, hurting, again still vulnerable... The action of crushing the wrapping paper signified the way Arnav's heart was crushed mercilessly in a slow, heart-wrenching, painful, crumbling, and tightly clutched method . Arnav's eyes and body language is probing a wide range of spectrum of emotions today and no doubt this character ASR is alive because of Barun...hats off to him...

We are beginning to see Arnav restraining his impulses these days especially for His Khushi. As he has learned by now that his Mind is betraying him with regards to Khushi's character. He can't put his finger on it yet, but he is aware that he is mistaken about Khushi's nature. His gut feeling is churning confused thoughts in him - his Mind's 'sights' about Khushi is attacked by his Heart's 'encounters' with the true Khushi. When Khushi walks in and enquires about the reason behind his anger, he tells her to go out of the room before he can say or do anything that he may regret later.. She connects it to what happened earlier and tries to coax the matter but he drags her out holding her arm painfully which transfers through her face.

He has faced so many 'regret incidences' regarding Khushi now, that he is no longer sure whether to believe his Mind.However, pushed by Khushi to know the reason behind his anger, he is about to let her know when they are disturbed twice - first by the 'dhols' and then by 'Garimaji'. It kills Khushi thousand times seeing him in pain just because of her as she is assuming here.She doesn't know the reason by herself and that's why it was hard for her to bring smile on her face while Buaji was inquiring in the kitchen. As Arnav said earlier "I will remember and will make her remember too" " mein yaad rakhoonga" ...He can't forget pain and he won't let her forget either...

EPISODE 243-244

AR- 36 K to 40,000 Rats...

Devil's Kin

These two episodes are all about the person who is living in mansion by digging so many holes , by masking so many faces of rats but couldn't reach to his Goal...Wealth of Arnav and his Khushi . A honey tongued man , a charmer who has lust for money and honey without hopping like a bunny and wants ALL without sweating. Shyam Manohar Jha , A rat with faces of rats...like a canary betrayer, squealer, backstabber ,double crosser ,tattler etc etc etc.All the indications and signs are reflecting his sinful actions towards Anjali including his partners in crime Arnav and Khushi .Triquetra of Arnav , Khushi and Shyam in which Anjali is a rattling point and will be poisoned.Shyam's greed and lust is shaping next round which will shake the base of this RM because ground is slipping under his reign of making holes within.

He always displays multiple facets to the world. To his inner soul, he is an opportunist. To the Raizadas, he is "Self respectable", a"Khuddar" person. So Shyam on the sofa rattling and twitching in embarrassment with content waiting for the cheque , return payment for being a SIL and hubby to Anjali .But my grabber is Anjali herself comes down to relieve him with Rs.40,000 to the Credit card People ,but this act of her did show the world his real status and to Shyam,her rein over AR wealth . Hmmm...how can he not be wiggling and jiggling like a worm who wants to dig his own territorial hole within this Mansion with plenty of Oxygen .Shyam can manipulate Anjali but decision will be hers and Shyam has to obey accordingly with his poisonous sweet tongue.

Pondering Connected Dots:On Teej after Shyam's revelation as Anjali hubby , he mentioned to take Anjali to his home and Arnav said "Agar Di chahte hain toh tab tak Di ko yahan rahene dijiye".and he was in peace [I always wondered where did that info disappear after ladies drama that she should be in her own home?] ...finally got it...and here comes Khushi's words, "Saaye ki tarah mere saath hain". Of course, Shyam will be with Arnav all the time to keep an eye on Arnav's moves and for that He needs to be at RM to get his dreams come true. He cannot leave RM right now and so today when Naaniji remembered that Anjali wanted to shift to her own ,Shyam felt a hole in his baggage .So his slip and fall plan came into action.But this time his target is AR...Wealth and for that he needs Anjali in RM right next to Arnav who is the only one can repair this hole...

Shyam is a two timer but a big time loser. Now, 3+6 = 9. Meaning "Judgment".This is for Shyam's judgment as he sinned to Anjali and Khushi and he will lose both AR and K. AR is Anjali, property and wealth and Khushi is the "challenger " to all of that and that's why he will lose both the "Objects of Desire".

Shyam once said to Babuji while torturing him - "Hum Rani Shahiba ko bhi nahin chodenge aur Khushiji se bhi shaadi karenge ...akhir bhagwan ne do do haath diye hain.."[I will not leave Anjali or Khushi after all God gave me two hands]...There you go Shyam Manohar Jha, you will have none of them and that is the "Judgment".Your both hands will be empty.

The "Sinful acts" committed by all these three in this triquetra as Shyam committed the sin being two timer , a shameful act of adultery and having Greed by keeping an eye on someone else's property by betraying Anjali... Khushi committed the sin by hiding the true face of Shyam from Anjali and Arnav... Arnav committed the sin by hiding the true face of Shyam from Anjali and also kiiling Khushi's dreams. All these three have committed a sin towards Anjali. As I explained in Episode 200 the triquetra game...All these three are connected in this triangle with midpoint of Anjali .

This shot of Arnav having Apple in one hand and knife in other reminds me Apple from Garden of Edens..As knife is representing misunderstanding and apple is Pure Khushi's innocence..but He has no idea that Khushi is innocent as look at his expression looking at knife and apple... When Adam and Eve took a bite of the apple they were together and in marriage as a husband and wife if they are equal in sickness and health then they are equal in praise or in "Sinful acts". The moment Arnav will realize that Khushi is innocent his realization of his "guilt" will start and the same way the moment Khushi will realize that she was misunderstanding Arnav all along and the reason of him marrying her is just to save his Di, she will realize the "sinful act" she made with hiding the truth of Shyam.They both will regret for each other.The biggerst sinner Shyam has no realization or regret or even later he will never realize his sinful acts till he will spill the beans himself. He is selfish and only thinks of his goal, but he will be tested in his own way being away from his holes of RM. That's why all three parts are connected to one focal point Anjali for testing and restoration but Shyam will never be a part of this realization or restoration because his heart has been marked by God permanently where he doesn't see of feel anything but his GOAL.The list of his sins has no limit...

Arnav has given Shyam a chance - but he is also making him realize that if Anjali is dependent on Shyam and trusts him blindly so does Shyam needs Anjali for his survival.

Arnav has hurt Shyam in two possible ways ,direct source of money and obsessive deep desire of Khushi which he only wanted for himself and that is what is going to make Shyam attacking Arnav in all possible ways especially after Holi."Khushiji...humain aapko pane ki khawhish nahin chodni chahiye..."[I can't leave the wish having you by my side]

Today when Anjali fell and it Bothered me and this I never thought before...as Shyam saved her by putting his hand on her stomach by the pointy glass edge and all and pulling her makes me believe that if Anjali is his trump card then the baby is the ace. The baby is the reason which kept Shyam in the house in the future also till he aced it to get re-entry and who brought her Khushi...who as a challenger threw him out of RM and AR...As there is a cross on K in AR 36 K.

Loved Mami's doubtful look at Shyam today after she did not see the grease and Anjali expressed her concern over it too!Similar Akash and Payal , if one side their relationship is becoming stronger because of another rattling Shyam "Babli" in their life then other side it is warning us that when the truth of Shyam will surface up ,Akash will not forgive Payal that easily and that their relationship will be on flame just like the papers.She also said during chess game.."Mr A your queen is going to be away from you..."...

Testing faith and realizing guilt is covering Arnav's visage as Khushi's words "humari aankh main aansoo unse bilkul bhi bardasht nahin hote...Arnavji Duniya keh sabse ache pati hain..."...These words are awakening his guilt, making him ponder over his actions over this fragile heart which is beating right inside him , beating peacefully without knowing how this is making some one's world up side down...without having a glimpse of the consequences...Echo of these words is making him up in the bewilderment of this night just like that night standing in front of his windows facing his pool and stars and today he is facing the stars under the breeze of the curtains , the Dupaata , the innocence which always touches his visage to break the barrier of layers among them by mingling his thoughts with her memories"Hamesha keh liye..." and today again he is standing by realizing and pondering his extreme actions which is making a mother restless... he never thought of that, this was not a clause of his deal...A mother who he respects like his own besides can't say that to her... but her child has put that restless heart at peace by lying and a mother gave her child a blessings for Hamesha ...
with Him ..."Devi maiya tum dono ko hamesha ..." [may devi maiya keep you always ..."].who she thinks is good at heart.."dil keh bohat ache hain...and Khushi's "sab se ache pati.." is some what is bothering his peaceful heart...

A trust and faith of a mother's heart is in his hands,Which brings him back to hold a mother's blessings closely and securely in his hands,in his actions to keep her child comfort the way she wants...he is turning off the coldness of his heart by turning off AC...holds her hand as a promise for Hamesha unconsciously for holding that innocent child and his pure Love right next to his heart.His love is covering her visage by bringing peace among them.

Khushi's each word is true to it's nature...her tears, wounds,makee him restless and her smile automatically brings smile on this Grinch's face.This is the first time he is holding her hand and soon it will be his aadat...He is the lover who wants her touch and wants to touch her by any means ...either it's golgappa or,the red nose or by holding her comforting her from any fall.

Sun rises with its own unfaithful manner in one heart which is shaking in her Faith over him because of his unfaithful manners..."hum bhag na jaian iss dar se pakad ke rakha hai humain..." [He kept holding with the fear of my running away]...He wakes up startled... "khushi!" on his lips when she tries to free her hand. She looks at him with bewilderment and then his sweetening makes her worry...but the masking guards come back on duty who never allow him to let her have a peek to know,Why did he urned off the AC...but her heart who always calls her ,makes him halt and he turns as always "maine band kiya "the AC.uhhh..."unke aur humare beeech 36 ka akada"...Yes Ms K u are a hurdle for a rat to reach this AR...You are playing with fire and he is making sure "tum theek ho"...

Here comes Khushi and Arnav, the moment they will face the truth , their sin will surface up and their test will start,And who wrote the check??? "Non-other than, Anjali Jha".She is going to pay the price of all of these people.as Arnav said to Khushi,"Kyuon meri Di ko usey bhagwan banana diya" without realizing his sin as he did the same just like Adam and Eve.But Arnav's guilt and realization is taking shape already and Khushi's too seeing his side which she was misunderstanding and brought him to GH to make him uncomfortable but her plan had backfired already.Instead of making Arnav running away from her and blurting truth ,she is running away facing his content and smiling visage who is so at peace near Buaji and his auntie...Garima.Buaji is providing poison to kill rat...mother is showing the way to the truth and Garima is mending the hole...mother is mending the gap of these two as Arnav is standing right next to stars while these mothers are getting into actions.Beautiful...Arnav is giving Khushi the sweet tea...his holding hand , a promise unconsciously and consciously at the same time to hold her dreams right next to his heart ...for forever.

My grabbers were parallel scenes of GH and RM ...and interesting expressions of these two taking one as a killer and the other finding out Rats...While camera was pointing Killer and Rat with faces of Rat towards RM.

He is relaxed after reaching to his decision unconsciously and his tenderness is taking over his visage.He is caring but my grabber is Khushi is running away in her own home where she brought him to make him flee with anger...Yes she is totally have lost the FAITH and BELIEF of anything at this point after his extreme behavior...

He is a gardner...he is nurture an he will be nurturing Guptas as well as RM and above ALL ...His Khushi who will be his first and the upmost priority...

Two prongs of scissor...this time after epi 201 ,the prongs are capturing Arnav's face as well as Khushi where it represents tenderness and nurturing towards others and indeed both will start showing that .

She is a fairy doll..

"Kitne choohe hain" ...aww how cute are you asking this question in your killing look...soon you will see the actions of those faces by one and only one ...dear ...Or at least we will in your absence...a resident of RM , a filthy luster against Khushi...a kidnapper against you, a scheme planner against Anjali and other people of RM and list goes on on and on...But my question is why are you smirking over this killer meds...and asking Khushi to spread it...aww clever move ,because she is the eradicator in Shyam's case...nice

EPISODE 245-Part 246

Teri Deewani...A Giver!!!

An episode that had all the ingredients in a good proportions yet left us feeling with a sense of something amiss !!!.As I promised to be in sane so be it .One thing is very visible, all the elements were designed to bring Arnav's burst out by touching his weak point ,suicide of his mother BUT All of these elements also pointing out just to bring Extreme Love ,care and need of proximity in between them.

The episode opens to find Khushi finding various methods of suicide ,discovering a way of Killing herself but my grabber is this poor soul is still thinking of everyone else but herself.She does farewell to her fav people by hugging and calling .Poor Payal has to choose those names forher kids.

Khushi is in this state trying to give the only precious item available to her to keep her Arnavji happy...Her Life...She feels that the resident Shaitan in her Rajkumar wants her life but my grabber is why does she feel the need to give in her life for which she fought for during guest house and roared at him for that too while resigning..."Jo shaks kissi ki jaan jan bhooj kar khatre main dal sakta hai uss se hum koi Rishta nahin rakhna chahte..."[ I don't want to have any alliance with a person who put my life in danger intentionally]...

And Today she feels the Shaitan in him would disappear if she leaves her Rajkumar for somebody else by breaking the Rishta of her life...and at the top she wants to finish it with pride and dignity, making him lose this deal of her life."eik tou naak kat jayegi aur doosra hasptal ka kharcha..."...This shows how in deep Arnav is everything to her. This time, she is not thinking of other loved ones who love her the most, too.A very Big point...He is the whole world to her now, and she can do anything for him. She won't even hesitate to die for him.

On the other side, Arnav has started feeling helpless since the MU ,as the mere power of His love for Khushi always sits with him in the front seat of his SUV, which halted its journey at GH door to make him realize his mistakes over Khushi. He can't move forward in his favorite ride of Pride"main hamesha sahi hota hoon"... because of missing all the tires of his brain which is proved wrong over and over by the innocence of HEART and which only beats for HER even in his self imposed HATE...and Guilt.So the Final Terrace Stage is about to reopen with the flute of Fate bringing the horrific melody of suicide notes to shake his HEART, to drop the guilt aside, to string the Shrieking ROCK sound of TRUTH to his wife. Yes, the Divinity will bring them again under the star to break the bridge of silence and the secret of HIS calmness and coldness behind this marriage.

1-Khushi is so crashed in trusting Arnav's actions that her weird imagination considers him his Killer.Poor soul is running in her own home with discomfort while ASR is more comfortable in GH meaning Khushi knows Arnav doesn't accept half truths and he will not lose his knot till he will find the truth.

She knows her crime unconsciously and wants to justify it in her way but ASR knows the deal at his terms..and will not let you hide..Bhagne ka koi fayeda nahin...dhoond laingey..." as it is also related withsugary syrup of Jalaibis over white shirt...meaning Arnav always remained stick to his plan and mantra till clear properly...

2.Khushi saying "teen Bar kosish
kar chuke Hai means that Shyam has tried to kill Anjali three times[first time Scorpion, second by ether, third time failing breaks] and fourth will be the last as Arnav is tightening the rope within rope.

3-"chaal hai yeh sab chaal hai...ASR jaise naam toup ka ho par leke aye screwdriver"...meaning the small lie of Khushi is taking everyone's life at the blast point...that lie is a deadly weapon.A big explosive is on the way which will destroy the PURE soul in its path.

4-Kamlesh Khabri scene always appears where some hidden issue is disturbing either Khushi or Arnav.Arnav had only one...when La couldn't see first half of the clip where Khushi fell in his arms and only sees her pic with their engagement announcement .Khushi has many and this one is also showing her lack of knowledge of Arnav's true reasons and at the top it is showing how everyone is ignoring Khushi's sanka and causing trouble except one...Arnav with only two words "What The" and with anger over everyone for diverting over main issue..."Sweet death" refers SHyam and his honey tongue which is killing everyone with his sweet poison but he is getting ready for his own death.."tumhari maut tumhare haathon main likhi hai..."

5- Khushi is starving and instead of Amma , Arnav gives her milk..milk is life and She is refusing it.Though he puts it near her meaning he is her savior.He didn't force her as he wants her to accept it from her heart not by force.

6-Arnav's care towards Khushi is at the peak while hawking Khushi over her hunger to her extra craziness .He tries to express his anxiety and concern in his own way only to be rebuffed by Khushi whose loss of trust is mounting day by day...but Arnav's realization of home and house is so evident and his thirst taking love from these mothers is mounting day by day too.

Khushi's trust has been crushed that she is completely has lost the PATH..Kundali...Sach ka Khulasa.

She fell for this guy who uprooted the plant of LOVE in her and on Diwali she stepped forward for her answers,then after their broken engagement...she still wanted a solid ground...hamara hi accident huwa hota ...aapko iss se kya fadak padta hai...she didn't get answer and then he executed the plan of marriage trashing her will.After Heer Ranjha ...this was her plan to make him blurt the truth but instead of him she has become stranger in her own house...A girl who thought ,he did magic on her is now concluding that her hubby doesn't love her and will kill her and as a Giver she is choosing this drastic way to make him happy. This is the same Khushi who can't live without food , Jalaibi and above all sleep.Even later she sleeps in micro seconds during her job under LG for 24 hrs.This shows extreme damage to her Trust ,belief, and above all her innocent budding Love .

This is the same Khushi who in her dream see him as caressing her hair as Rajkumar ,today is seeing him killing her ,suffocating her.

Khushi, "the Giver" has started reflecting her hubby's virtues.The way he has made will for his loved one , she is making hers for her loved ones...Big difference .His loved one is only Anjali but Khushi has grabbed everyone in her safe and loving circle and my grabber is ANJALI is at the top of her list .This will supposed to clear his perception towards her but no this a decoy to show the Next Track through her treasured triumphs and PURE efforts to keep everyone together for the next storm.I must say After seeing this epi like literally more than 15 times and pausing unknown , re watching scenes unknown...since last 4 days ,now I can see the meaning and the next track... This is all about Anjali and her scarification regardless of everyone's effort to save her even Babliya's actions...

1-Khushi's will reflects that her top priority would always be protecting Anjali as the murabba she gives to her means nourishment to the baby and health to Anjali and till the very end Khushi did exactly what was the best for Anjali and even will take the burnt at the bridge from Arnav too for not telling everything...

2-She gives Mojari to Nani so Nani wouldn't get hurt by walking on the path of the truth about Shyam.Her pink saree meaning deep love and white majori meaning purity ...symbolizes her trust over Khushi's purity and love for Arnav...7 years old meaning marriage and pure cosmic energy including spiritual powers as Naniji is the only one who stands by Khushi in all weathers...

3-Bell to Lakshmi so that she can warn the RM inmates of any evil as animals always warn you about upcoming storm as "Mandir ki Ghanti" to evade evil and bring goodness...

4-Money to buaji as she always have trouble for paying bills because of pension issues and at the top everyone is living with her.Love Khushi and her pure heart.

5-The last but not the least , what a daughter can give to her parents in return of their boundless Love and that's what she is leaving for them.

6-She is about to close her diary when she sees the stars...and no wonder she leaves these for Arnav.These stars means a lot for them.The union of orphans under their parents brought them together...Baat Yaqeen ki hai...and Belief is missing in ASR so far so,if only he can read all of this ...as these stars will show him the way to convey his feelings and stay stronger under evil darkness .Stars also represents distance meaning they will be apart and also she is becoming third one and bigger and brighter meaning HER LOVE IS boundless for him that she wants to look at him always from distant only if she knows ,she is a bright star in his dark life already and is his life.

The parallel track of Babliya is also showing the rift in between Payesh ,so we are going to the same terrace scene where Arnav made the deal for Anjali and Khushi did for Payal and both grounds are shaking and the bridge which they tried to build in between these relations is becoming difficult to cross.Cell phone breaks from Payal meaning lack of communication is bringing MU among many.

The doubt & the pain of Khushi leaving and her concern for Arnav, when she reminds him of his diabetes & magnanimously tells him that she forgives him, "Jaye Arnav singh Raizada humne aapko maaf kar diya..."...is worth appraisable .Arnsv couldn't get what was happening with eccentric Khushi, and again his tilted lips are coming in the picture but this time there is no one who can show him the True reflection of Khushi's inner war to him.

Khushi sees kids playing Langdi tang [Hop scotch]..."Langdi taang khail keh taang adani thi..." meaning Shyam is playing games with Anjali to reach to the top...but she is the one who will be in his way to accomplish this goal ...as she is the keeper after Arnav.

Arnav even though doesn't understand her, yet the moment he finds her missing stars while pacing in their room ,he gets alert. His confused and worried gazes finds a pouch and a note after reading her Salman Khanji's picture...Yeh Ladki bilkul Paagal hai...[This girl is totally crazy] A man who is always right and don't take orders is just putting Khushi's instructions aside and open her letter and finds stars which are showing him the way to his Khushi who just left to become third star with brightness..He runs outside Without wasting time because of the fragility of the moment.He hides it from the family too.He runs as fast as he can to save his Dhakan ...his life ...His North Star ...His Bright Star...My grabber is he is holding the stars in his hands and not letting it go to bring hold his star right to his heart...

Khushi s becoming third star is indicating new child...teesra mehman...who is going to become star ...Yes this connection was used before to show us that child will be sacrificed as I told you the unborn mark of the key is the child and it was made on a soap which melts away with water and chips away with time with dryness.Not a permanent mark...

The duplicate key is Arnav , a changed Arnav and that is going to come into action.The file and key were decoy...

Pondering connected dots: He is running the very same way as he did after the ambulance...Fadak padta hai...yes it does matter.

Originally posted by: whiterose29

Again wonderful posts Faiqa! 🤗😳

The Swami drama always has me in splits! 🤣🤣 Of course it looked too much somewhere but I still enjoy watching it. 😆 "Who the hell is Swami?" 🤣🤣

THE WAY HE SAID WAS THE MOST FUNNIEST THING EVER, 🤣🤣

SHE WAS ALL ADAMANT BUT FOR A SLIP OF A SECOND HER LOVE FOR HER MAN WAS SO EVIDENT AND SHE REMOVES HIS HAIR, SO NATURAL, 👏

And that Saath Nibhana Saathiya reference was too amusing. 😆😆

LOL, BUT I HATE THAT FACT THEY WERE PROMOTING THAT SHOW, THOUGH KHUSHI'S WAY OF DELIVERING WAS AWESOME👏

Though one of my favorites is where Khushi helps Arnav in getting ready for office while telling him her schedule for the day and when he's like "I don't want to know about your meeting with any governor", Khushi replies with a grin "Hamari Governor ke saath meeting kaise ho sakti hai? Hamare Governor toh aap ho!" 😆😆

😆 SAME HERE, HE GIVES HER KILLING LOOKS AND WHAT THE EXPRESSION BUT SHE HELD THE COAT AND NEVER LEFT WITHOUT MAKING HIM WEAR, AT THIS POINT WHATEVER HE SAID SHE HAD THE OTHER EAR TO EXPEL IT OUT😆

Khushi compelling Arnav to come with her to her Mayka is just her own way of taking revenge, to annoy the crap outta him! 😆

BUT HE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING😆

Two things-

1. I loved the scene where Arnav is unloading the luggage from his car after they reach GH & he discovers that she brought along the little plant so that he doesn't miss his beloved plants. ❤️ I especially loved the way Arnav looked at her after she said it. 😳 He just can't get anyone better than her isn't it?! ❤️

NOPE, SHE IS JUST FOR HIM, MADE FOR EACH OTHER BUT THAT WAS THE SWEETEST GESTURE OF HER EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS ON HELL MISSION TO ANNOY HIM BUT STILL REMEMBERED HIS PLANT

2. Somewhere these episodes went OTT, but I'm not complaining. 😛 The noteworthy thing is that how the writers switch from one genre to another genre so smoothly yet so brilliantly. ⭐️⭐️ These episodes are amusing, hilarious, light-hearted, but soon Khushi's silly antics will lead her to the truth of the so called contract marriage... Unexpectedly she is going to learn the reason behind Arnav's hatred towards her. 🥺

Originally posted by: monicavr

Hi, I have read your posts, you are amazing writer. i agree with you 99%. I rewhatched some episodes to see your POV and I found a new things wcich I didn t notice first time..BRAVO👏, want to know if you post from episode 237??i just wait for it.i ve read manny posts about the serial on Forum, most like your post and some posts from geet.a who writes 7 years ago verry beatiful from Anarv ji POV..wait for your posts dear😊