Next day ---- After breakfast
"3
weeks?", said Khushi with surprised shock when Arnav told her he had plan for 3
week long honeymoon.
"Yeah,
but it can be extended", said Arnav with a smile as he held her hands, "You
know we have a fashion show in Italy in 1st week of November, so I
thought we can attend that too".
"But
3 weeks are too long Arnavji and you don't want to take Arush, he won't stay
that long without me", said Khushi as she pull her hands away.
"I
didn't say we won't take him for the whole 3 weeks, just the first week, I want
to spend first few days only with you, then we can come back here and take him
with us", said Arnav as he held her shoulders.
"No
Arnavji, it is not fair. Why can't we take him with us?", said Khushi.
Arnav
pressed his lips in annoyance, "Because it's our honeymoon Khushi, I just want
few days alone with you, I want your whole attention. Is it too much to ask?".
Khushi
bit her lips thinking, 3 weeks honeymoon, away from home and upon that Arush
won't be with them for the 1st week. She remembers how Arush got
fever when they went to Paris and how he was missing his mama. Then her
mother's words rang in her ears, how she is a Raizada bahu now and she has to
think of the family and society too. Nani's friend Asha was planning for a
satsang this Saturday and especially requested her to attend and she agreed. And
then there were other invites from Arnav's associates of dinners. What will
they all say if she was away from home for 3 weeks or may be more?
"Khushi,
why are you thinking so much about it? Its just 3 weeks, believe me ... the time
will pass so quick that we won't even know it", said Arnav.
"Arnavji,
why 3 weeks? Why can't we go for a week only? You know People usually go for
just few days or a week for honeymoon", said Khushi averting her eyes, "What
will others say? That we are enjoying away from home and don't care about
family. Anjali Di went for a week only and I have some duties towards the house".
"What?",
said Arnav confuse and irritated, "from where family come in all of this?".
Khushi
close her eyes for a second and then grabs his arm, "Arnavji please try to
understand. We just got married and it won't look good if we go away for a
month and leave Arush behind. I don't want others to remark that we don't care
about Arush or that I am neglecting my duties towards this family and house".
"Seriously
Khushi?", said Arnav as he jerk her hand away, "You think about others what
they will say or think, what about me? What about what I want?", his tone got
louder.
"Shshh
Arush is sleeping", said Khushi looking towards the crib where Arush was
sleeping. He had woken twice in the night, that's why he was still sleeping and
Khushi didn't want him to wake up, because then he will get cranky.
"Arnavji
I am not denying to go with you, I am just saying we should reduce the days to
a week only", said Khushi as she try to hold him but Arnav move a step back.
"No.
I want to go for 3 weeks or may be month and we will take Arush with us after
few days and I don't care what people say", said Arnav in anger.
"Arnavji,
why are you not understanding it ... I don't ...", Khushi was saying when Arnav cut
her.
"Khushi
you are not understanding it ... I have been patient since the wedding date is
fixed. I wanted to marry you quick but Nani fixed the date of 2 months later,
and in between we couldn't spend time properly and I respected our elders'
wishes. I wanted a short & simple wedding but Di wanted to do it her way
and I respected her wishes, I have done all the rituals and rasams. Hell I even
went to Luckhnow because your Dadi wanted to do the Shagun rasam, so I
respected her wishes as well", said Arnav waving his hand in air, "I have done
everything what our elders wanted and now I want to spend few days with you
alone, away from home, away from everyone, so what is wrong in that?", his tone
angry and eyes intense.
"There
is nothing wrong Arnavji, I am just saying that we should go just for a week.
Karva chauth is coming and then there is Diwali. There is so much to do and
expected from us and if we are away, it won't look good. We can go for extended
holiday later", said Khushi in nervous tone.
"You
know what, just forget it", said Arnav as he picked his coat from the recliner,
"We won't go anywhere ok. You stay here, do your duties and don't worry about
me", with that Arnav storm out of him room
"Arnavji
please ... listen", said Khushi as she follow him down the stairs but Arnav was
so angry that he didn't want to talk anymore, worried that he will say
something which will hurt her. So he didn't stop and went straight to the front
door and out.
Khushi
stood in the hallway, chewing her lower lip in worry. Anjali, who was in the
kitchen instructing Hari Prakash about lunch, came out of kitchen hearing
Khushi's voice calling Arnav and saw him storming out without listening to
Khushi.
"What
happened Khushi? Is Chottey angry?" asked Anjali coming near Khushi.
"Just
a little angry, don't worry Di I will take care of it", said Khushi giving a
smile to Anjali and move away from there. Luckily no one else was around to
witness this. She went up the stair to see if Arush was awake.
Throughout
the day she tried calling Arnav and also sends him messages. He didn't pick her
calls but replied once that he is busy and will talk later. Khushi didn't had
any choice other than to wait, because she knew if she went to his office, it
will would be futile because they won't be able to talk without disturbance and
she didn't want to disturb his work.
In
Evening her family came, Naniji had invited them for dinner, to spend some time
together before they go back to Mumbai. It was difficult for her to pretend to
be happy when in real her heart was sad and it became more difficult for her
when Arnav came back from office and didn't greeted her with his usual hug or
forehead kiss, just a polite hello and then he went upstairs to freshen up.
Anjali
notice the tension between Khushi and Arnav but didn't ask either of them nor
said anything regarding it. But she could guess that it was Arnav who was angry
and Khushi was trying to gain his attention. Although they were pretending that
nothing was wrong, but Anjali and Rahul noticed. They share glances together,
Anjali wanted to talk to Arnav but Rahul stopped her and told her to let Arnav & Khushi solve it themselves and they should not interfere until it is necessary.
After
dinner Arnav excuse himself of being tired and taken two steps away from dining
area when Buaji stopped him and invited him to have lunch or dinner at her
house on Sunday. Giving a serious look
to Khushi, Arnav said, "Of course Buaji, besides we don't have any plans for
the weekend so we will be there, right Khushi?".
Khushi
forced a smile and told Buaji that they will be there. Arnav went towards the
stairs without any backward glance making Khushi annoyed.
It
was around midnight when her family left and she got free from Kitchen. She
went upstairs to be disappointed again because Arnav was fast asleep. She was
hoping to talk to him, may be spend some intimate time with him because Arush
was already slept and was in Anjali's room.
She
huffed and puffed as she get ready for bed, she checked in-case Arnav was
pretending to be assleep but he was not. He was really sleeping.
She had a hard
time sleeping as it was the first time after their marriage that Arnav was not
holding her.
Next Day -------- Around 8 am
Khushi's
sleep broke hearing shuffling noise ... she opens her eyes and lifted herself on
elbows ... seeing Arnav putting his clothes in the suit-case she sit upright.
"Arnavji?",
she got down from bed, "what are you doing?"
"What
does it seem I am doing?", said Arnav as he adjust the clothes in and zip up
the suit-case.
"Arnavji, please don't be upset with me", said
Khushi grabbing his wrist, "it hurts me to see you like this".
Arnav
pressed his lips giving an angry look to Khushi, "And it hurts me when you
think of everyone else but us".
"Arnavji
it's not like that, don't you know how much I love you", said Khushi in
emotional tone.
Arnav
closes his eyes for a second and then move a step closer to her, "Khushi I am
not upset ok, not anymore".
"Really?
You are not saying just to make me happy?", asked Khushi un-sure.
"Yes
really, I am not upset ok", said Arnav as he pats her hand, "I have to get
ready".
"Where
are you going?", asked Khushi eyeing the suit-case.
"I
am going to London", said Arnav.
"London?",
said Khushi shocked, "But you said we are not going anywhere?"
"Yes
we are not going anywhere, only I am going to London. I have a meeting and few
things to work on regarding new AR branch", said Arnav as he move towards the
washroom but Khushi stopped him.
"Why
didn't you tell me about it before?", asked Khushi.
"I
had to go there anyway so I thought we will go together, I will do my work and
spend time with you because I didn't want to go alone but I guess now I am",
said Arnav with a shrug.
"Then
I will go with you na", said Khushi instantly.
"For
3 weeks?", said Arnav and Khushi bit her lip.
"Just
like I thought, it's no use of your coming with me for 2 days. After my work we
don't get much time to spend together, so it's better that you stay here with
Arush and family.", said Arnav and then went to washroom to get ready.
Khushi
sit on the bed dejected. At one side is her husband and on other are
her duties towards her new family and household. She doesn't want to disappoint
anyone but guess she already did. How she is going to live without Arnav for 2
days? Their life was just started and now this separation, her heart thudded
thinking of not seeing Arnav in the morning, not being cuddled and kissed by him.
Few
minutes later Arnav came out from the ward-robe area, wearing his dark brown
suit and coat in his hand. Khushi stood up and went to him, "Arnavji I will also
go with you".
Arnav looked at her anxious face and then asked, "What
about Arush?"
"We
won't take him, we will be back in 2 days anyway", said Khushi. Arnav sighed and
was about to say when Khushi cut in, "I don't care if we don't get much time to
spend there together, but I will have you with me when you get free and that is enough
for me".
"It's
not enough for me Khushi", said Arnav in serious tone.
Khushi wanted to argue
more but Arnav cut in, "Khushi just stop ok, I do not want to argue with you
anymore. I too don't like to go without you but I cannot cancel this thing. It
was decided long ago. And if you go with me now I would want to stay there for
more days, my heart would want to have you all to by myself but you won't like it and you will keep
worrying about Arush or other things and then we will argue again ... so its
better that we just leave it here. Besides I already told Aman yesterday to
cancel your ticket so we won't get one now that soon".
Khushi
looked down sadly. Arnav cups her cheek and peck her forehead, "I have to go
now. My flight will leave at 10 am. I will be back soon ok".
Khushi
instantly hug him tight, not liking this one bit but she knew Arnav was right.
Arnav
break the hug and picked his suit-case and hurried out of room. If he stay
anymore or look back at her ... he won't be able to leave and will miss his
flight.
Khushi
sit on the bed and couldn't stop the tears. She clutched the bed sheet in her
hand praying for strength to be able to spend her time without Arnav. She stood
up to go after him but stopped seeing Anjali coming inside.
"Khushi,
Chottey just told me he is going to London and ...", Anjali was saying but
stopped seeing Khushi's tears which she immediately wipe and tried to smile,
"Di he has an important meeting to attend that's why he is going. He will be
back in 2 days", she turn and started to fold the comforter.
Anjali
stopped Khushi and made her sit on the bed as she too sit down, "Tell me the
real matter".
Her
tone was soft and the concern on Anjali's face made Khushi spill the whole
matter.
"Khushi
... bacha", said Anjali lovingly as she cupped Khushi's face, "Your main problem
is you are very selfless and you try to make everyone happy ... but it is not
possible. There will be mistakes, there will be situations which will demand
you to decide your priorities and have to choose what is most important to you
and I don't think I have to say what is important to you".
Khushi
nodded her head, "Arnavji".
"See
... then don't think about others Khushi. Nani may be traditional and old
thinking but I know, to her Chottey happiness is above all and she won't object
of you going away for 3 weeks or even a month", said Anjali as she held
Khushi's hands, "My situation was different, Rahul is a doctor and he loves his
profession ... we didn't go away for weeks not because we were worried what others
will say but Rahul wanted to be here for his patients. And we are not
workaholic like your husband, we every now and then take breaks from our work
but Chottey doesn't. You know I can count on my fingers whenever Chottey took break
from work and that was only when he was so ill that he couldn't get out of bed.
Even Akash and Aman takes vacations but never Chottey. He had been working hard
for so long, he deserves this time away from everything. I had been telling him
that he needs break and now when he is planning for it, I am very happy and
upon that you are with him and I am sure Nani will be happy too. So just forget
everything and go to him, spend as much as days you two want together"
"But
Karva chauth is coming and then Diwali, we should be here for those na", said
Khushi
"So
come back for karva chauth and then go again and come back for Diwali", said
Anjali as she nudges her shoulder with Khushi's, "it's not that difficult and I
am sure Chottey won't object to that".
Khushi
shakes her head, "it would be too expensive going back and forth and ...".
Anjali
cut in, "Oh pehlease, your husband can afford it Khushi".
Khushi
opened her mouth to say but Anjali held her hand up, "No talk about expenses,
they don't matter in front my Chottey's happiness. So leave that and tell me
what other concerns you have ... oh yes Arush ... don't worry about Arush; I will
take care of him. Yes, it will be difficult to handle him but unlike last time, I
have Dhruv and Minnie to distract him now.", said Anjali, "Mami had already asked
Masi to stay here for few more days so it won't be an issue".
Khushi
hugs Anjali feeling light, "Thank you Di". Anjali pats her back, "Now go pack
your things, we have to get you to airport".
Khushi
breaks the hug, "Arnavji told me that he asked Aman to cancel my ticket. Will
we be able to get a new ticket? The flight will leave at 10 am", she looks at
the clock showing 8.40am.
"Call
Aman quick", said Anjali and Khushi picked her cell from side table and dials
Aman.
Anjali gesture to give her the phone and Khushi handed it over.
"Hello
Aman, yeah can we get a ticket for Khushi in the same flight as Arnav's?",
asked Anjali as soon the call was picked.
"Hello
Di, no we cannot get the ticket because we already have one for Khushi", said
Aman smilingly.
"Really?
But, didn't you cancel her ticket?", asked Anjali and Khushi's heart jumped.
"Nope.
ASR asked me to cancel the ticket and other accommodations yesterday but I
didn't because I know ASR was going so Khushi will eventually decide to go as well,
it was hard to believe that either one of them will stay from other at this
time", said Aman chuckling.
"Smart
haan", said Anjali.
"That
I am from the start Di", replied Aman, "Just tell Khushi to come to airport with
her passport, I will meet her there".
"Thanks Aman", said Anjali as she cut the call and
give the news to Khushi.
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Arnav
put his seat belt on and took out his cell phone to shut it off as the plane
will be taking off in few minutes. His eyes went to his screen, where he had
put Khushi and his picture, a selfie they had taken on their reception. Khushi
had her head on his chest and looking into the camera while he had his head bends
over hers and smiling.
He
sighed as he caresses Khushi's face, remembering her sad face when he had left
the house. He was so disappointed when Khushi denied for 3 week honeymoon
yesterday. He had waited so long for this time, to be away from everyone, to
spend time with Khushi, without anyone's disturbance. But she was more concern
about what people will say than what he wants and what they should be doing
together ... because it's their life; it's upon them how they should spend it.
Still,
he feel bad about making Khushi sad and know that she is hurt the way he had
ignored her and now going to London for the weekend. He is already missing her
so much; don't know how he will spend the next 2 days without her.
He
was about to dial her number when he heard a lady's thin voice.
"Excuse
me, is this seat free?", said the lady.
"No",
said Arnav in curt tone and tap on Khushi's name, his gaze fixed on nothing
particular, outside the window.
He
felt the seat dip on his left side and he turned in anger, only to be shocked,
"Khushi?".
Khushi
was sitting on his left, smiling at him, as she put on the seat belt.
"What
are doing here?", he asked stunned.
"Going
on our honeymoon with you. Or you thought I will let you go without me? You
would have got bored without me.", she wiggle her brows at him.
Arnav
look to her side and then he stood up a little looking around, "Where is
Arush?", he asked.
"At
home", said Khushi.
Arnav
sit back and look at Khushi still surprised, "And you are here?".
Khushi
nodded her head and Arnav asked, "Why?".
Khushi
took his hand in hers and look at him with love in her eyes, "Arnavji you are
more important to me than anything else. You know me, I am crazy stupid ... I
think things and get worry quickly ... its just in my nature that I don't like
when someone, specially my family and the ones I love, get upset because of me
even on little things and I try not to disappoint them, but I disappoint you.
You were thinking and planning about us and I was thinking about others. Anjali
Di made me realize that its ok to be thinking about yourself once in a while
and I realized that I too wanted this and (she put his hand on her cheek)
Arnavji you will always come first to me because you are my life and I can't
live without you even for a minute".
Arnav
squeezes her hand being overwhelmed and happy with her presence here. So lean
ahead to kiss her but just then an announcement was made that plane is taking
off.
"What
about Arush?", said Arnav.
"To be honest I feel bad leaving him behind but I know you wanted us to be alone
and like I said Arnavji, you will always come first. I just hope and pray that
he doesn't worry much about me not being with him. Di said she will take care
of him and I will skype him every now and then", said Khushi giving him an
assuring smile.
Arnav
lean ahead and place his lips on hers, Khushi put her over his chest and push
him, "What are you doing? At least think of people around us", said Khushi as
she look around the people sitting, luckily no one notice.
"Relax
no one will say anything", said Arnav as he again tried to kiss her but Khushi
put her hand over his lips, "Not here. Be patient ... you will get the sweet
reward later", she teased.
"Don't
worry, I will collect my reward fair and square", said Arnav as he moves back
but his intense eyes were fixed on her face.
Oh
he can't wait to get off this plane and claim his rewards ... which he knows will
be sweeter, even more than honey.
TO BE CONTINUED ...
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