Originally posted by: -Zahra15-
This Is Not His Confession But A Sort Of Self-Realisation Before His Confession When Saba Is Sleeping After All The Crying.
I Basically Translated An Extract For Those Who Didn't Read The Novel.
If I Get Time I'll Try For The Confession As Well.
And Yea, I Forgot To Introduce Myself. 😆
I'm Zahra ^_^
Here It Is:
Saba ko yaad nahi ke use Irtiza Ghazanfar se pehle baar mohabbat kab huwi. Lekin use yaad tha. Woh 8th April thi. Shaam ka waqt tha. Jab uss ne pehle baar Saba ko dekha tha. Saath saal ki umr mein uss ne uss larki se mohabbat karna shuru kar di thi.
Uss ne Saba se shaadi ki khwaaish ka izhaar sirf Mamma ke aansuon our Daddy ki udaassion ko dekhte huwe kiya.
Lekin Saba uss shaadi ko mane ke liye tayaar nahin thi. Woh uss rishte se nafrat karti thi. Wo Saba ke uss rad-amal ki wajah dhoondne mein laga raha. Woh kam-umar aur jazbaati si larki jisse woh choti si bachi samajhta tha uss ke saath aakhir uss ka rishta kyat ha?
Uss ke bahut andar chupi thi yeh baat. Itne andar ke kabhi khood uss par mankashaf nah o saki. Saba ki aetraaf ne use hilaa diya tha. Usse jhanjhor kar rakh diya tha. Usse zindagi mein kabhi bhi kissi aurat ke aansuon se itni takleef nahi huwi thi jitni Saba ke aansuon se hoti thi. Aur uss waqt bhi so ussi takleef se guzzar raha tha. Uss waqt jab woh uss ke kandhe par sar rakh kar ro rahi thi.
Saba ne Saman ke liye nafrat se bhi kyun socha tha, woh use badduaaein kyun deti thi, woh Saman se hassad kyun karti thi uss ne ek pal ke liye bhi Saba ke khilaaf kuch nahi socha. Woh sahi thi ya ghalat, woh achi thi ya buri. Woh Saba thi. Uss ne zindagi mein joh kuch kiya, woh sab ghalat tha. Tab bhi woh uss ke liye wohi Saba thi. Woh uss ke baare mein apne sochne ka andaaz tabdeel nahin kar sakta tha.
Saba ki taraf dekhte dekhte uss ne apni aur Saman ki tassweer ko dekhna shuru kar diya tha. Yeh bedroom joh uss ne Saman ke liye bari mohabbat se sajaaya tha. Uss mein lagi apni honeymoon ke dinon ki yaadgaar tassweer use kiss qadar passand thi. Woh kuri par se ek dam hi utha tha. Aahista qadmon se chalta huwa woh ab uss tasweer ke saamne aakar khara ho gaya tha. Uss ki nigaahein Saman ke chehre par jami thi.
"Saman! Main ne na zindagi mein kal tum se jhoot bola tha aur na aaj boloon ga. Tum meri zindagi mein aane waali sab se achi larki thi. Tum kisse aur duniya ki lagti thi. Kissi pariyon ki desh ki shehxaadi, joh rasta bhool kar hum insaanon ki duniya mein aagayi thi. Saman! Aaj mujhe yeh ehteraaf kar lene do ke maine tum se tumhaari khoobiyon ki wajah se mohabbat ki thi.
Agar tum mein yeh tamaan khoobiyaan na hoti to main kabhi tumhaari mohabbat mein mubteela na hota aur Saba? Saba mere liye kya hai...?
Saba mujhe iss liye achi lagti hai kyunke woh Saba hai. Woh achi hai yaa buri. Uss mein khoobiyaan hai ya khaamiyaan, woh sahi hai ya ghalat, main phir bhi use mohabbat karta hoon. Tumhaare saath dil ka rishta tha Saman, toh Saba ke saath mera rooh ka rishta hai. Yeh Mohabbat ka kaunsa andaaz hai main nahi jaanta. Yeh ishq hai ya junoon. Yeh kya hai? Mujhe nahi maaloom."
hey zahra thank you so much🤗 i dont think translating it into emglish can give these feeling with urdu its so pure and deep❤️i read this after 4 years but still feeling its all words on my heart
Originally posted by: ...Jes...
Zahra🤗 Thank you so much❤️ u have done a huge favor on people like me who havent read the novel!😳😳
omg..its beautiful.❤️ Yes I can understand his feelings so well. Its more like Saba was his eternal love. And Saman was more like a fairy as he said, ek mohabbat hoti hai jo kisi ke khubiyon se ho aur ek ishq hota hai jo ek ki kamiyon se bhi ho!😳 I so agree here. the first love which Irtiza had for her was always above anything. and irtiza was lucky to have that love in the end. so was Saba! sab ke naseeb mein yeh nai hota .. 😳
Though I couldn't make out many udru words.. but it was so beautiful <3 <3
I liked how in the show they used ishq and mohabbat ,two different categories for Saba and Saman.😳 one is clam and patient, willing to wait,sacrifice(here I find it is Saba cause she was impulsive otherwise but was such a patient lover like Irtiza only😳😳 yes she gave that baddua and she was so innocent to hold it for so long and feel guilty. kyun ki bad dua toh hum sab hi dete hai..aur uske liye mafi tak nahi mangtey Allah se. and here we have Saba who was so pure that she couldn't take the guilt for wishing anyone's bad just for once😭) and other is more about living the moment, being happy in the moment. both forms are beautiful. but woh kehte hai na agar koyi cheez bohath intezar ke baad, ek arsa thakan ke baad mile toh uska mukaam kuch aur hi ho jata hai😳😳
I so so loved this concept. its really deep. ❤️ and yes love happens many times in life.. and each time can be equally beautiful. no need to degrade one for other.😳 but the ishq thing comes only once in a soul.. uske baad bhi mohabbat ho jati hai insaan ko, insan ka dil hota hi aisa hai. par woh jo ishq hota hai woh toh kuch khass hi hota hai..jo ki yahan Saba Irtiza ko mil geya!
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