He was not able to close his eyes...whenever he close his eyes he just found himself crying for her....all the past events tht try to harm her came in front of his eyes...each n every moment coming in his mind ...saudamini trying to kill her,heeramandi scene.. fire in her school too people throwing stones at her....he was restless...he can feel tht pain she goes through....so much happen in past few months...fire incident in her school lead him to understand about his own feeling...how much she mean to him...whts her place in his life...how much he care about her...how much he love her....
Love...
Ofcourse he love her...but this love was different...he knows his limit...there is a boundary tht he will not cross....he knows she needs to understand alot... she needs to learn alot before they start their new journey as husband wife...n its gonna be a long journey...but he can wait after all he love her n deep inside he knows tht his little wife love him too but she don't understand whts going on ...he knows his wife fall for him too but he never want to rush things with her...for him first priority is her study...he want to her succeed in every stage of life n he gonna help her in tht with whatever cost....
He knows he have some boundaries tht he can't cross n can't allow her too cross but he was feeling restless...he want to see her....he knows his limit but tht doesn't mean he can't show his affection towards her..
He want too see her face...all this past incident make him mad...make him lose his mind...he always want to be with her...he don't want to make her suffer again....he want to be close to her...in day time he always make himself free so he can spent time with her.. can listen her nonstop talk...he likes d way she talk..d way she makes faces d way she care n d way she put her bindi tht too making his eyes mirror...he manage his work in day time but this night....he have to stay away from her...its not her ...she is not stopping him but he himself don't want ...he is not able to make her understand whts relation of husband wife is...n he don't want tht type of relation too...he knows his wife is too young for tht kind of thing ....
He was craving for her presence..he want to see her face...her smile...her presence is enough to make his mind calm...her presence is enough for his inner peace.
Ani:anirudh itna kya soch raha he...dekh aa use..konsa dur he tujse..andar ek Darwaje ki to duri he aur vo b khula he....aur tum uske pass ja to sakte ho na.... pass jane ka mtlb ye thodi na he ki tumhara aur uske bich kuch ho ...ye jaruri to nai...ek maryada me rahke b to uske pass raha ja sakta he....jo maryada jo rekha hamare bich he use ye anirudh Roy chaudhari kabhi nai langhega...is pyar ko maryada me rahkar b to nibhaya ja sakta he na....jao anirudh apni patni ke pass jao...
Ani finally got courage n he went to her room..
There she was sleeping on floor...not exactly sleeping..she too trying hard to sleep...she was rolling from one side to another side it made ani chuckle...
She looked at him with ...it was soo unusual ..he never came in her room in night...he always sleep outside of room...
Bondita:kuch chahie kya patibabu?
Ani(with all his courage): kya me tumhare sath yaha so sakta hu?
Bondita was in shock.. its not she was not happy hearing this..she was...but she ask thousand of time to stay with her...but he never accepted tht...n today himself asking for tht...it was totally surprised for her....
She smile at him n make place for him...but didn't utter a word...(don't know why but she remain silent n its not her usual self)
Ani sleep besides her....there was awkward silence...its not they were not happy...they were...Infact their heartbeats increased rapidly with eachothers presence...they were happy...they were smiling ...happiness can be seen in their eyes....
For anirudh he was happy in seeing her ...happy with her presence...he was happy being beside his wife whom he loves alot n can do anything for her...he was happy with d thought tht now he don't have to wait for all night for her one glimpse...his soul mate is beside him n its more thn enough for him ...he can sleep peacefully now which is miles away from long time
For bondita its different kind of happiness...she doesn't understand much but she is happy in staying with her patibabu...she want to make her patibabu happy n as per other peoples advices staying with him make him happy...she don't know how tht can make him happy....but this was d last thing according to her which is left out in making her patibabu happy...now thts happening too...she is happy tht she make her patibabu happy...she was happy with her own thoughts...
Another reason for bondita to be happy is she can talk to him whenever she want ...n nowadays her patibabu's presence gives her joy,she was happy before tht too but this happiness was different this feeling was different....she want to talk to him nonstop ...she was on cloud nine finding her patibabu besides her....but today was not tht day...
They look at eachother..
Bondita: patibabu
Anirudh: bondita
He hold her hand slowly n with d feeling of eachothers presence they both drift to sleep...as its been long they sleep this much peacefully ......they sleep with smile on face...holding eachothers hand.
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