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Part 57
While Siddhant was happy on seeing excited Roli...
Roli: i am fine pappa...
Roli: what can be done pappa... i deserve this for the mistake i have done...
Roli: Pappa.. we think & wish so many in our life.. while we get only things which we really deserve..
Roli: No pappa... Love is not something which one can get by compeltion or recommendation..
Siddhant heard all these conversation very well...
Siddhant cant afford to see her in tears...
Being science student.. i was unable to deny that...
Started staying inside my room avoiding you...
I can understand.. how it will be and told you to stay as usual...
Now we are back like a boss & trainee we used to be earlier...
When i see you in the garden...
When you come to my room...
When i come to your room...
I cant say completely yes...
I tried to disturb you to make you realise your love over me...
I got success.. you did realised.. but you are firm in your decision too...
So you started avoiding me...
It was giving more pain to me...
So i made you feel how it will be by staying myself inside the room...
Thank God.. though you didn't forget & forgive me...
Roli & Siddhant started talking normally like earlier they used to before using the time machine...
Siddhant felt much relaxed than the tension he was facing by holding himself from her...
Instead this feeling of just a boss & trainee was much better for him...
Roli was happy on seeing relaxed Siddhant...
While Siddhant was happy on seeing excited Roli...
Roli got call from Jamanlal when they were in the garden...
Roli: pappa...
She answered the call and started talking to him...
Jamanlal: Roli.. how are you...
Roli: i am fine pappa...
Jamanlal: So whats happening.. is his anger reduced...
Roli: Pappa.. we are mere boss & trainee now pappa.. nothing more than that...
Jamanlal: What is this Roli.. what you said & what is happening...
Roli: what can be done pappa... i deserve this for the mistake i have done...
Jamanlal: But Roli.. your future...
Roli: Pappa.. we think & wish so many in our life.. while we get only things which we really deserve..
Jamanlal: Roli.. are you alright...
Roli: yes pappa...
Roli got tears by now on her eyes...
Jamanlal: Shall i come & talk to him...
Roli: No pappa... Love is not something which one can get by compeltion or recommendation..
Jamanlal: Roli..
Roli: Dont worry pappa.. i am happy only... nothing to worry.. i will come after finishing my project...
She disconnected the line and wipe the tears which was rolling on her cheeks...
Siddhant heard all these conversation very well...
The words... i deserve this... hurt him a lot...
Moreover the tears...
Siddhant cant afford to see her in tears...
Siddhant started getting confused on what is happening...
Siddhant was thinking...
Roli i was not interested to take you inside this house after what you did with me...
But you entered with a valid reason of completing your project...
Being science student.. i was unable to deny that...
You started disturbing my mind everytime...
I got fear that i may lose my control any moment...
Started staying inside my room avoiding you...
But when you decided to stay inside the room...
I can understand.. how it will be and told you to stay as usual...
Now we are back like a boss & trainee we used to be earlier...
But do you think i am not getting disturbed when seeing you...
No Roli.. when i see you cooking...
When i see you in the garden...
When you come to my room...
When i come to your room...
Everywhere it reminds the romances we shared in present & future...
Do you even know how difficult i am handling this...
I am now neither able to avoid you.. nor accept you...
If i think whether i am still angry on you for what i did...
I cant say completely yes...
But in the meantime.. i am unable to say no too...
Wish we come out this soon...
In the meantime.. Roli was thinking...
Siddhant.. i came here with full confident that i can get place on your heart...
You will forgive & forget what happened between us...
I tried to disturb you to make you realise your love over me...
I got success.. you did realised.. but you are firm in your decision too...
So you started avoiding me...
I cant see you like a bird in the cage..
It was giving more pain to me...
So i made you feel how it will be by staying myself inside the room...
And you finally realised and accepted me to stay as usual...
Thank God.. though you didn't forget & forgive me...
You started behaving like earlier & at least we are in talking terms...
I dont want to spoil this by trying to be your lover disturbing you...
I am happy with what i am getting from you...
Good atleast you accepted me as trainee completely though not as lover...
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