I know , this journey is very painful , but still want to re-read to make amendments with our aching hearts .
Memories --
@Branka --
Just wanted to share something... I always thought I can deal with a pain of losing someone I love, (and I love Prats as a member of my family...I will never used a past tence when I'll write about my love for her)...I lost many people I love, so I just let the tears run free, and wash all the sadness away...and they are running this days like a river...but I do not know how to deal with all this anger that I feel, that urge to break something, prefferably on RRS's head...I never hated anybody in my life, I dislike few...but never had such a strong emotion of hate and anger in myself...And now I do.. Any advice?
Spent morning on Twitter and posted some Tweets with messages from all of us to Prats...wrote the way we all feel ...added some of my old siggies and collages...Than I did few new ones with a caption that I never, in my worst nightmares, thought I'll write on her pictures...and than I came to IF, and first thing I saw was the article about RRS hospitalization due depression π² The man was munching potato chips few nights ago, typing msgs on his phone after he brought Prats lifeless body there in hospital...was he depressed than...Prats was not feeling well for months, some said she was depressed...was she hospitalized??? Was he looking for help for his GF...I mean, my BP went rocket high, so I commented there...I know...who care what I wrote...but I felt better...here is what I wrote...
This is the worst actor I ever saw, and far more the horrible, rotten human being. He is responsible for Prats death, hope he'll rotten in hell...How convinient to develop depression over night...only on friday evening, as he took Prats lifeless body to hospital, he was spoted eating chips and writing msgs on his phone, so depressed he was...A man who beated a girl half of his size, made a hell out of her life is trying to escape a punishment which he deserve. I hope Prats will get her justice...if not, there is someone up above who see it all, and I am sure that RRS will pay for every tear that Prats shed...She was such a kind person, caring and gentle...She never done harm to anybody in all of her life, and even to those who harmed her and hurt her she used to forgive so easily...She never deserved to be treated like this rotten leach treated her...I hope police will do a proper investigation...there are so much evidence that she was beaten and illtreated...Justice for Pratyusha!!!!
And to answer everybody's question, how the parents are feeling now, you can bet that they are blaming themselves for this...they will blame themselves the rest of their life, for not being there for her when she needed them, for not calling/visiting more often, listen more carefully, check that bas***d better...listen more to her friends...They will live their imitation of life in which all the bright colors will disappear, wishing that they did all that what they failed to do...Wishing that they died with her...I am blaming them too, but I am feeling also so sad for them...
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