PART I
The whole Kampalya is glowing as Amaravati nagar in heaven.The lights I see everywhere are competing with the stars and moon.This night is the most important and unforgettable night for all the citizens of Kampalya. Everywhere I could see decorations,flowers,golds,diamonds,ornaments etc.All these made this night as a day.I cannot tolerate this luminosity. All the marriage rituals had been over. All who had gathered for the marriage started dispersing.
Drupad Maharaj was very happy that he handed his precious daughter into the hands of pandavas..I am standing here in one corner and watching this peculiar marriage silently .Panchali the princess of Kampalya is an extraordinary girl..She is born out of fire.Since her birth was extraordinary she can do everything which is extra ordinary.Besides,She was so kind to me.We developed a good bonding within a short period.but now I hate her.yes I hate her to the core.The reason for my hatred is not because she decided to marry five.
Well!! I couldnot stand here anymore.I turned back and started running to my chamber.Am I running..no..my mind is running but my legs...Oh My God!! what happened to me..suddenly I feel a kind of weakness..I am trying my level best to go to my chamber as soon as possible.On the way
"Uruvi!! where are u going"?
Matha Kunthi is asking me.My mother is also standing beside her.Right from the day one, that is the day we reached Kampalya from Pukeya I see both of them together always.
"Nothing matha ! going to my chamber"
I answered rapidly and I started walking without waiting for any other reply.Here I come to my room.it is very clean and I see all the beautiful decoration but these decorations are irritating me.I am tearing all the glittering patterns madly.I am turning off all the lights.Yes! I want this darkness.I need this darkness for my peace of mind but agitated mind never get peace.My heart is also hollow and empty like this darkness.
I slowly close my eyes.Suddenly his face flashed into my eyes.my eyes couldnot tolerate his radiance.why..why I see his face whenever I close my eyes..why his memories are surrounding me?? no I should not think of him..I am trying to get rid of his memories but..but..no I cannot forget him. In fact his memories are drilling my heart
How can I forget the most handsome face?how can I ignore that most powerful eyes?how can I forget that divine smile?how can i get rid that most majestic..outstanding..unique Angaraj from my memory.No he is in my heart.How can I forget this swayamvar?how can I forget that majestic..courageous..Angaraj to take part in this contest? how can I forget the unexpected words from Drupad kumari?How can I forget that eyes which reflected the great insult..grieve..anger..frustration.. agony..anxiety..Nooo!!!!
What is this Am I crying!! yes I am crying like a baby now..but why..why should I cry for him.why his pain is killing me??how come this Drupad kumari rejected such a great person and selected a Brahmin..Oh!!..he is not a brahmin..he is Kumar Arjun..my mother was shocked to hear this but Iam not..but why I am so bothering about Angaraj..Am I...Am I...llloving him!!!!! LOVE!!! the word is doing something inside me..I am seeing my face in the mirror..see I am smiling..Yes I love him..but is this a sympathy love??
nooo! refused my heart suddenly. when I saw him first in the swayamvar sabha..I was choked by a feeling .Something said me "yes!! he is ..he is the man..my man"
but...but..but..again I am feeling the darkness in my heart.My friend said me that he is married and his wife is from his caste.Oh!! something is squeezing my heart..I don't know how long I sat...now I can see the rays of the sun..again it resembles my man..yes I came to a decision I love him and I want him..My love is pure so it deserves it.
My mother is entering the chamber
"Uruvi!! get ready soon..we are travelling to hastinapur along with panchali..Kunthi invited us"
The word Hastinapur stops me.suddenly I feel that all happiness in the world came under my feet.My mother is saying something but nothing enters my ears..wait!!! wait!!! what my mother said now"Arjuna"
" what you said now mother"
" where were you Uruvi!!I said that we have decided to fix your marriage as soon as possible"
Marriage...
"with whom" I asked with a fear voice..though the answer is expected one..My mother looked at me strangely and said
"Kumar Arjun of course"she stared at me for few seconds..and she left..I give nil reaction..
No not now..I am not ready for any arguments now.Let me go to hastinapur first..I am travelling to Hastinapur taking all my love in my heart..a few days before I was a princess without any worries but now ..now..I cannot see my future..my life boat started It's journey..I don't know whether my boat will reach the destination or will sink in the middle?? "Hey! Matha Gowri!! everything in human's life is designed by you..so this journey is also designed by you..I trust you matha Gowri"
To be continued
Please ignore the spelling mistakes,punctuation and grammatical mistakes
Edited by dhivyakrish31 - 10 years ago
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