Here goes the next chapter...enjoy folks..
Chapter 6 - Her ignored feelings
Armaan plugged earphones of abhira's mp3 player and closed his eyes. The song which abhira was listening on loop for past few days started to play.
https://youtu.be/F_ILiMgJpVo?si=QyXdR2kFOFWcfHAl
Sabr Kiya Dard Sahe
Teri Chaukat Pe Baithe Rahe
Bhole Hum Bhole Tum
Aur Zamane Ki Sunte Gaye
Meri Tune Na Sunni Kabhi
Kyun Main Tum Ko Pukaron
Ansoon Baithe Qaid Palkon Pe
Kaise In Ko Baahaon
Ishq Kiya
Maine Haan
Main Haari Main Haari Main Haari
Music
Tune Kaha Jo Maine Kiya Woh
Ab Kya Gila Hai Tujhe
Hum Toh Hue Jogi
Tasbhi Teri Kar Hasil
Howa Kya Humay
Tooti Tasveere Kaise Jodun Main
Jhoote Daawe Kaise Toolun Main
Ishq Tha Sacha Magar Tum Bejaan The
Kaash Kabhi Tu Samjhtha Mujhe
Dheemi Dheemi Aahatein Teri
Aaj Bhi De Sadayein
Par Jo Zakham Dil Main Chupay Baithe
Kaise Inko Mitaye
Ishq Kiya
Maine Haan Main
Haari Main Haari Main Haari
Ishq Kiya
Maine Haan
Main Haari Main Haari Main Haari
Ishq Kiya..... Ishq Kiya....
A Lone tear escaped from armaan's eye as meaning of those lyrics sinked. This one song was enough for him to understand how he made abhira feel about him and their relationship in past 3 months. Also he understood that abhira was done with him and has given up. Even though he was ready to do anything and everything to mend which is broken between them but its not gonna be easy. He failed her. He broke her trust once. It was not easy but she gave him a another chance as everything was so complicated by then. He was not in love with her at first or frankly speaking he didn't realize that he is in love with her. Then when he realized everything was so messed up. It was not easy for them to get back together in real sense but still they did.
When taking sacred pheras, he promised her to keep her happy but he himself became reason for her tears. He promised to be there for her no matter what but he left her alone to deal with the mess. It was her who was single handedly holding their relationship from past 3 months, but now its his turn. He will not let any other third person or factor to come between them, be it his family , his past or something else. He will fix things permenently this time. Not only for her, but for himself too....
After one week,
Armaan was taking complete bed rest as doctor advised. Even though he was dying to see abhira but he made understand himself that he should get well first in order to take care of his silly girl. But he made sure she gets all the care she needs. Even dadisa was makinh sure that abhira get best treatmens, surprisingly. Manisha chachi, manoj chacha and chorus gang made sure that armaan is given daily update about abhira's condition, which was not improving well though. Armaan was waiting for his recovery period to get over so that he can finally meet his abhira.
In this one week, armaan got plenty of time to think about his past. He pondered over how he was brought to this house after his biological mother's sudden death. He doesn't remember much about her as he was a small child. Yet he can fairly remember her soothing voice and and gentle touch which he always looked in vidya after he was accepted by her. But he never got it in real sense but he got habitual to accept what she gave him with time. According to the narrative of kaveri and vidya, his mother was the woman who destroyed vidya-madhav's relationship. She was the one who is responsible for vidya's and rohit's sufferings, but he failed understand how. His mother was the legally wedded first wife of madhav poddar though dadi sa refused accept her as her bahu. Madhav did chose his mother but left her alone in the middle. After her death, got married to vidya giving her also a incomplete life.
Even though he stopped himself from repeating one mistake his fathet did by calling off his marriage with ruhi at last moment, didn't he do the same injustice with abhira which madhav did with his biological mother? When he came to this house, he was not accepted wholeheartedly. It was like for convenience. After rohit's birth, things got even worse. He had to work hard to earn the love and acceptance from vidya and kaveri. But he failed to realize how much toxic and unhealthy it was. He knew that love of these people is very conditional as per their convenience. He always wanted to become a writer. He loved it. It was his passion. But he was afraid to even talk about it. So, he killed his passion and become a lawyer to become worthy in dadisa's eyes. He trained to feel indebt for things which are his in real sense.
Then his abhira came into his life. The only person who accepted him for who he is. He never felt the need to prove himself in order to earn the security in this relationship. Her love for him had no conditions. That's why she was always there for him in his all ups and doens. In return, She only wanted love,respect and trust which is absolutely fair. But he failed her, again. Infact, somewhere he was silently watching when abhira was also facing the same treatment as him which was extremely unfair for her. He felt so ashamed of himself. But now enough is enough. He will make things better for abhira and himself. This time his determination is not gonna get varied by any kind pf emotional blackmailings of anyone. He will stand firm.
On the other hand, ruhi was getting more and more frustrated with vidya's obsession about her unborn child. She is restricted to do many things, specially to visit abhira at hospital which annoyed her to the core. She wanted be there for her sister but vidya was hovering over her like a shadow. She started to feel suffocated. She complainted this to rohit too. But he also brushed it away to much her annoyance saying that his mother is only worried about her and baby.
Ruhi was sitting in her room while thinking about all this. Then, suddenly she got a call from an unknown number. First she ignored it. But the caller was dialing nonstop, so she had to pick up. She answered with and annoyance filled tone, " Hello, who is this? " "What happened madam? Did you forget me that much easily? How can you forget your partner in crime?", the person from othet side saod with a mocking tone.
"Sorry, but I can't recognize you. Please clearly tell me who you are without creating puzzles.", ruhi said as her frustrating started to grow. "Oh, seemes like you don't remember me. Then should I call your husband and remind him that how you blackmailed your brother in law to come to on leaving his wedding and get married to you despite being married yourself? But your husband doesn't know about that to remind, right? But I am sure he will be pleased to know how his wife cheated on him? What do you think?", saying this he started to laugh like a maniac making ruhi shiver trying to understand whats happening.
To be continued.....
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