Like she said, he needs to ask. Ask what she wants. Let her make the decision for herself.
Like she said, he needs to ask. Ask what she wants. Let her make the decision for herself.
Originally posted by: ssttuuttii
Woo hoo! I know this is a sad update but I'm so happy that Khushi told Arnav he can't keep taking all the important decisions of her life without asking her. Glad to see her strings finally being pulled from Arnav’s hands... she is no longer his puppet
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Commenting on the rest of the update... I had guessed something along these lines... so not particularly surprised. In fact, now I think Arnav is even more stupid for not having said this outright... before or after their marriage. And Khushi forgiving him so easily after reading the diary was surprising to me... but the twist afterwards made it ineffective anyway so 🤷🏻♀️.
I truly think that them living separately for a bit might help them get some perspective... and approach their relationship with a fresh mindset afterwards. But I doubt they will actually separate... waiting for the next update to know.
Love,
Stuti
P.S. Almost forgot to mention... the cover is really pretty and suits the story
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Thank you so much Stuti ❤️
Your comments always encourage me a lot
Originally posted by: .BarunSanaya.
So he was actually saving her! And what a birthday gift! A happy one turned out to be a sad one in the end....Why does Arnav have to take decisions so abruptly without having her opinions? Is he the only one in the relationship?!
A relationship works with two! Not just one person imposing decisions on the other! But he does love her ..He did what he thinks works best for her!
I think once they move out they'll be more clear of what they want from each other, their own lives!
Waiting for the next one!
I already said, Arnav is going to piss off some readers, Khushi is going to piss off some readers and both are going to piss off some readers 😂😂
Thank you so much for the feedback
Originally posted by: coderlady
Like she said, he needs to ask. Ask what she wants. Let her make the decision for herself.
Thanks a lot for the comments. I hope you are enjoying the story
Chapter 8
“Are you going to drop me?” Khushi asked as she packed her stuff.
Arnav just nodded as he continued looking at his laptop. Not working, just starring at it. His life was getting detached from him and he was letting it. He didn’t know how would he survive without her. He wanted to stop Khushi but he knew it was best she goes away. It was the best for both of them.
All of a sudden, the room was filled with the noise of the rain clattering on the huge French window in their room. Khushi avoided her packing and reached out to the window. She opened the window and held out her hand relishing the feeling of the season's first raindrops on her hand. She had always loved rain.
Arnav looked at magnificent sight mesmerised. He didn’t remember when was the last time she enjoyed rain. It felt as if she had stopped loving rain just like she had stopped loving him. Khushi rushed towards the open balcony. She spread out her arms and closed her eyes, getting wet in rain. Seeing her welcoming rain like that, Arnav felt as if she was welcoming him and his love in her life too, but he shrugged away the thought as soon as it came in his mind.
Arnav stood there appreciating the beauty of his wife through his eyes. Seeing her playing in the rain, a realization dawned upon him - the realization that he had unknowingly snatched away her innocence, her childishness, her own self. The desire that sparkled in his eyes moments ago changed to longing; the longing to be with the same old Khushi with who he initially fell in love with.
He stepped out in the rain, not minding the droplets drenching him. Khushi, who was lost in her own bliss stopped dancing realising his presence.
They stood there in moments of silence trying to read each other's minds.
Without saying anything, Arnav just held out his hand asking for a dance. Khushi looked at him unable to register what was going in his mind. As a teenager, she had fantasized about dancing with him in the rains, just like those romantic fictions.
She took his hand and both danced to an unknown rhythm of love. Their hand clasped, their eyes boring into each other's hearts.
His arms went around her waist at first and hers around his neck. Slowly her hands dropped to his waist and his rose to her shoulders, hugging her body to his adage snuggled into his chest, till they were both comfortable. They just moved their feet and let their bodies swing, enjoying the feel of each other's bodies, encased in each other's embrace.
Arnav lifted her head up, cupping her face with his palms, admiring her innocent beauty. She closed her eyes in anticipation of the moment she had always dreamt of. He kissed her forehead.
"I love you, Khushi."
He finally said what she always wanted to hear, she finally heard what he always wanted to say.
Khushi's tears mixed with raindrops as they fell down her cheeks. Arnav wiped them instantly, shaking his head, indicating her to stop crying. She leaned in his hands which were on her cheeks.
"You realise this after you decide to divorce me? When you decide to push me away from you?”
“Khushi, I…”
“Why do you always take stupid decisions, Arnav? Why can’t you at least discuss with me before that? Why didn’t you ask me if I even want to stay away from you.”
“I thought that’s what you wanted. You said that you are living a broken marriage. I don’t want you to compromise with anything, not anymore. I forced you into this loveless life so I…”
“You knew I loved you, didn’t you?” she cut him. “Still you chose to force me into marrying you.”
“I did,” he let out a shaky breathe. “But I wasn’t left with an option. I couldn’t think anything else at that time. To be honest, there wasn’t any choice left. You were running away.”
“You had a choice God dammit!” Khushi yelled. “You could have talked to me. You could have told me that I don’t have to run away. You could have told me that you were paying my father’s loans and I don’t have to marry a stranger.”
“And then?” Arnav yelled back. “What would have happened after that? You father would have taken more loans and he would have decided the same for you again. Now that you are my wife, at least he can’t… wait a minute. How did you know that I pay the money for your dad?”
To say that Arnav was shocked would be an understatement. He had tried his best to conceal this from her.
“That’s not the point,” Khushi furrowed her eyebrows. “Even if my dad could do that, you didn’t need to marry me forcefully. We could have talked it out. We could have been married happily.”
She said and reality hit Arnav. Khushi was right. He could have proposed her, he could have confessed his feelings for her. But his one impulse decision spoiled everything.
“You belonged to me Khushi, I couldn’t see you going away.”
“Really? Then why are you pushing me away from you? How could you give me divorce papers just like that? It was your decision to marry me, I can at least decide whether I want to divorce you or not, can’t I?”
“Khushi,” Arnav cupped her face. “I don’t know how you got to know about the loan thing. I don’t even want to know. I never wanted you to know about that. I don’t want you to stay with me to repay for what I did for you. I want you to accept me because you love me.”
“Arnav, even if I wasn’t aware of the reason of this marriage I wouldn’t have agreed for a divorce. I might be angry with you but I never stopped loving you. Only if you have told me yourself years back, I wouldn’t have wasted 5 years of my life being angry on you, pretending to hate you,” Khushi said as tears rolled her eyes again. “But as usual, you have taken a decision for me. I have signed the papers, you have made arrangements for me to live a better life and I’ll now have to leave you. Come on, my packing is almost done.”
He held her hand while she was going and turned her around gently.
“Will you let me take another decision for you? Will you stop if I tell you so?”
“Why don’t you try?”
Arnav pulled her into a hug and the rain kept drenching them.
“Please don’t leave me, Khushi. You are my life. I won’t be able to live if you leave me. Please don’t go!” he cried like a baby.
Unable to hold herself back, Khushi deposited herself next to his chest while his arms grabbed her back and she let her tears lose again. She opened her clenched fist and wrapped her arm around Arnav's back caressing it as slowly. After a while she tightened her grip. His touch flaring her. Arnav held her tighter.
“Say it, Khushi.”
“What?” she asked still engulfed in the hug.
“That you love me.” He said pulling back.
“I love you,” Khushi said as she pressed her lips into his.
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Update of here! Do share your feedbacks
So finally "the conversation" happened. And it's so important. So often we don't express our feelings clearly and assume for our own selves. ( Over the years I have personally also realised this)
You know it's always good to talk it out. Even if you aren't ready to hear things. But atleast things shouldn't be left unsaid. Talking it out will give you the answers you need to know and it's important.
Arnav and Khushi aren't kids or college going teens anymore!!. So why not behave like two mature young adults?! I'm glad they confessed and sorted out.
Woah! That was a pretty quick confession... or was it? Last I knew, they were married for 3 years... now Khushi is saying she has been pretending to hate him for 5 years. Was there a time skip from when Arnav handed her the divorce papers to this scene?
Either way, sometimes a moment is all you need to open the barriers and get closer. It seems Arshi have reached that point where it should only be easier going forward... now that the difficult part of their conversation is done. Are we near the end or some more twists left? On one hand, I'm looking forward to their Happily Ever After... on the other, I don't want this story to end so soon . Waiting for the next update
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Love,
Stuti
Finally the confession and at what stage.....fantastic update..
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