Ranveer's unsaid feelings #13 updated episode 971 page 155 - Page 139

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He admitted his love when push came to shove. But she had to dig it out of him.

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yes he admitted his love but she only has to dig that out of him

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He sent her away for her sake? We don't understand it yet. But he will explain why he thought that.

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let us hear our Ranveer's explanation that why he is telling she was the reason for him to send her out

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Episode 952

Ishani saw Ranveer with a not understanding face. Ranveer now saw her with a calm face.

Ranveer(seeing her and shaking his head as yes): you only made me mad man that day. you only took me to the level to push you out of the house.

Ishani(again with a not understanding face): What I did?

Ranveer(seeing her): I came to you and said you to go out of the house but initially I said you to go out of the house for Maa's words only. That time I had so much pain to tell you to go out of the house. I had fear of losing you in my life. Maa was scared that something will happen to me or Baba and she said that I should not be with my wife for that words only I said you to go out of the house. That day itself I said you that Maa fell in my feet and I promised to Maa that I will send you out of the house. I even agreed to you that day that I am not trusting the astrology but I am doing it for Maa.

Ranveer now saw Ishani were his eyes were red because of crying were now Ishani too was wiping her tears. Ranveer now held her hand in his both the hands and saw her.

Ranveer(in a confessing tone): I know I don't talk against Maa but I pour all my anger on you. Not only in this problem in all the problems I have poured my anger on you only. I get anger on you , I shout at you, I talk all the rubbish that comes to my mouth to you. (held her hand well in his hand now and seeing her): you fell in my feet too and asked to take correct decision for Raagini but that time too I didn't speak for you. Till this I was seriously broken and worried for our state Ishani.

Ishani(now seeing him with tears): After that..

Ranveer(taking his hand from her hands and turned to other side and showing his back to her): Then only I said the idea to you that I will arrange a house for you and I will give money to you. I said I will visit you often. Seriously I said that to you just to keep our relationship active. May the way I said I won't tell to maa about living separately with you may be wrong but I didn't tell that idea having wrong intention in my mind Ishani. I didn't want to break our relationship keeping that in my mind only I said that plan to you. But you didn't accept that plan more than that you were asking me whether you are illegal wife to me. you asked me "why you should visit me often is that to satisfy my body needs?". (now turning to her and seeing her): How you were able to think me like that? just to satisfy my body needs will I keep you separately with me? Or do I look that cheap to you?

Ishani now seeing his face got to know what she has spoke against him in anger. She herself was able to see the hurt in Ranveer's face.

Ranveer(seeing her now with a firm face): you said I am thinking to live a shadow life with the legal wife. (wiping his face well and seeing her): Haan I was addicted to love making with you and yes whenever you said No for love making I get anger like anything. (now going near her and in a clear tone): But how you forgot to understand that my love making is the emotions I have on you? I was thinking that you are feeling my love in our love making but the way you said I am behind you for body feelings and the way you said I cannot be without love making made me to think that you have only felt s*x with me. I loved you from 6 years Ishani I was just 9 I never know what s*x mean when I saw you first. When My emotions, love has gone overboard on you only I wanted to show that as love making to you but I never thought that you would have thought my love making as that much cheap in your life.

Ishani(now seeing him tears came in her eyes): Ranveer nahi..

Ranveer(showed his hand like stop): I was addicted to your love to show that love only love making was needed to me. But it was so cheap for you know that you thought my love is just lust on you.

you said me that without love making I will become animal in future. Whenever you were not near me I have lived as animal only. There won't be smile in my face, there won't be happiness in my life, There won't be anything around me. (in a confirmed tone):Before touching you itself when you went to jail for Chiraag's murder too I lived as a animal only.

He saw her with a making up face.

Ranveer(seeing her): As you kept on telling that I am with you for love making only was hurting my male ego. I had a anger that do I look like a man who cannot control my body feelings to her. I got anger on you like did my love looked like its just for S*x to her. The way you have understood me and understood my love wrongly was only boosting my anger on that day. The way you have underestimated our love was hurting me and making me to get anger on you. From this point itself surely it was not for Maa Ishani it was for my anger only. After that what all I spoke to you like leave Raagini and go from home, the way I gave time to you till next day morning to go out of the house everything was said in anger only. When you held my coat telling that you won't leave Raagini I talked what all came in my mouth in anger only to you.

Ishani(seeing him now with what to tell face); Ranveer I didn't mean to hurt you but in anger(before she could tell the next word)

Ranveer: Haan I won't be able to control myself when you come in front of me but that is not because of love making feel its because of my love on you. When I was supposed to get engaged to Rithika my eyes didn't see her my eyes saw you only. you fainted and without to my control I came to you. When you came back from Jail too I didn't stop seeing you its out of love. I just wanted you by my side just to see you but it was out of love not for loving making. The love I showed to you in bed was pure love Ishani its not cheap thing to talk like that..

Ishani was getting to know how all she has hurt him with words. She got more tears thinking that she has hurt him so much.

Ranveer(continuing): That day night I slept in study room. Next day morning too that anger didn't go from me Ishani.(seeing her): when my anger has gone so quickly what ever fight we had at least for 2 to 5 days I will be angry on you know? you very well know about my anger know Ishani?(he was asking with his pity face)

Ishani seeing his face with a what to tell face wiped her tears and saw him.

Ranveer(seeing her face): Next day too I was in core anger on you.I held your hand and said you to go out of the house. Even when I was about to send you out too you said about me correctly only. you said me that I am doing it in anger after sometime only I will realize it. Correct only but that time the anger I had on you was changing me as a bad man I just wanted to prove you that I can be without you. I behaved bad to Nitin uncle also.To prove you wrong only with anger I send you out of the house Ishani I just wanted to prove you that I can be without you.This is the answer for your question.

Telling it he saw Ishani with a feeling worried face were Ishani too saw him with a what to react face.

Ishani(seeing him): I can understand what was your feeling that time but..(before she could the next word)

Ranveer: I didn't finish it yet Ishani..please...In that anger only I behaved bad to Shikhar also (now with a worried face): He is your friend he has so much affection on you without even thinking all those things I asked him how often you are coming to help Ishani. When you stood outside the house too I was in anger only but to boost my anger you said you feel ashamed because of marrying me. I always want you to feel happy because of marrying me. Hearing you are feeling ashamed because of marrying me again in anger only I said you to leave from the house.

Ranveer came to her and held her shoulders and now with a reddish eyes with more tears seeing her..

Ranveer: I know whatever I tell you I cannot justify my act but this was my exact feeling that day. I showed my anger to you, I was speaking rubbish to you but when you throw the Mangalsutra on my face only that stopped me from talking rubbish to you. Then only I was able to realize how worst I have turned you with my behavior. you went from here with Shikhar and Nitin Uncle. (seeing her):Honestly I am saying this the moment I turned inside the house with the Mangalsutra in my hand I was a dead man only Ishani. (he started to have tears now seeing her): I am sorry Ishani I know what ever I tell I cannot justify my act but really again my anger was my enemy. Unable to control my anger I again messed our life Ishani. Really I am sorry..Other than this I don't know what to tell you.

Ishani(seeing him with tears): you did in anger?

Ranveer(now seeing her): I just love you Ishani (now with more tears): Its not for lust..(taking his hands from her shoulders and wiping his eyes well and seeing her): From small all I want from Ishani is she should see me only, she should be with me only, I cannot bare her seeing anyone other than me. All I needed was I just want my Ishani in my life. Sometimes my love, my emotions on you goes out of control and with that out of control emotions and love only I have made love to you. Its all about my love Ishani because Meri aashiqui tumse hi..(he said it with all his emotions for her)

Ishani now hearing it with all her love for her man without able to control hugged him were Ranveer too hugged her. She closed her eyes in his hug were Ranveer felt himself calm in his wife's embrace.

Their hug was giving them some relief for the pain they had were it was Ranveer who came out of the hug and saw her now.

Ishani(now saw his face and in a calm tone):Were you happy in these 2 years?

Ranveer hearing it shook his head as no were he took his hands from her shoulders.

Ranveer: Is it possible for a man to smile without happiness? losing you how to smile? Seeing your anger I know you won't give Raagini and I didn't have energy that moment to fight with you more. So only when Maa asked about Raagini I said they have got the legal papers for Raagini to be with mother until Raagini's five years. If I try to get her they will arrest me. Then only Maa said no for it. I came back to our room this room was vacant without you Ishani. I saw the Mangalsutra that time too anger only was coming on you for telling no for the plan to stay separately with me. I was angry on you that as you said no for that plan only separation has happened in our life. I was angry on you for you getting courage to remove the managalsutra and throwing it in my face. Next day morning when I went to hall that astrologer was sitting in the sofa and talking to Maa. He said to Maa here after there is no problem for my life but I can get in a small small accidents. Maa said to him that also should not happen to my son. For that request of Maa that astrologer said I should marry a girl who does not have father and who has seen ups and downs in life. I was shocked though I had anger on you I never had intention Ishani to allow any other woman in my life.

Though there was so much anger on Ranveer for Ishani this side of his confessions was making her melt for him. The word he said regarding he is not ready to allow any other woman in his life was giving her a happiness in her heart.

Ranveer: I didn't have mind to go to office. When I came to our room too our room was giving all our memories Ishani. The things in our room was giving your thoughts only to me. When I tried to come out of the room the way Parul was calling Arjun was reminding you. The way you named him Arjun to see my jealous face was reminding me of you. Our complete house was giving your thoughts only. I went to car but when I got in the car too my eyes saw for you in the car next to me.When I went to study room too the way I thought you business was coming in my mind. Garden, terrace, kitchen, dinning table everything was giving your memories only to me.Seeing Raagini's swing and seeing her toys was giving Raagini's thoughts to me.Seeing Krish too was giving your thoughts only. I went to psychiatrist. He only gave me the tips of staying away from the feeling that is happening to me and he only said If people pressure you we should act opposite to them with silence. When I came back to home that day only Gauri's mother was here and Maa said she only told her to come just to marry me to Gauri.

Ishani(now with a calm face) : Then

Ranveer: Then my life changed completely let me tell what kind of life I lived (he saw her with a hurt face)

To be continued

Even Ishani said stuff in anger. Words spoken in anger never come out right. She was deeply hurt too. He did not see that.

His feelings came pouring out. He was hurt and angry too. But still he started the bad feelings by not supporting her with the right words.

Both made mistakes. Both said stuff in anger. But they now need to put the past behind them and move on.

Originally posted by: coderlady

Even Ishani said stuff in anger. Words spoken in anger never come out right. She was deeply hurt too. He did not see that.

Hi coderlady

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yes Ishani too said in anger only and they were angry and surely in anger words can never come correct

Ishani was hurt that day but he didn't see that

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Originally posted by: coderlady

His feelings came pouring out. He was hurt and angry too. But still he started the bad feelings by not supporting her with the right words.

Hi coderlady

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yes now his feelings came out and he is hurt and angry

he didn't support her with the right words

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Originally posted by: coderlady

Both made mistakes. Both said stuff in anger. But they now need to put the past behind them and move on.

Hi coderlady

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yes were angry and both made mistakes everything happened when they were angry on each other

there is no other way they just need to forget the past and move towards the future

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Episode 953

Ranveer(seeing her with the same hurt face):Two years was not easy for me Ishani..seriously without you my life is not easy..Maa and Gauri's Maa were ready to make me get married to Gauri. Maa came to me and asked me whether I will marry Gauri? when I asked Maa whether Gauri is okay for it Maa said to me who will tell no for a good boy like me.I got to know being good boy is not going to work out. From here I started to use the psychiatrist tricks. I started to act opposite to Maa's demands with silence. I thought If I be good only Maa, Maadhavi Bua will try to get me married to Gauri so from here I thought no one should like me.(seeing her with a calm face now):Telling to Rishab I arranged for a star room in Mansion, I arranged for a bike. I asked him to arrange for the casual dressings. I didn't like to be formal because I know you like my RV look a lot. I changed everything so that I don't get your thoughts.

Ishani(making up herself and wiping her tears and running nose and seeing him): were you able to be without getting my thoughts?

Ranveer(saw her with a painful smile): More than a wine, more than a whiskey you only can give me the best dizziness I need. Its not that easy for Ranveer to move from Ishani's thoughts.

Telling it Ranveer saw her now with a calm face were Ishani too saw his eyes were now Ranveer taking his eyes from her eyes.

Ranveer(taking a deep breath): I started to roam around bars all the time. That was our anniversary I was singing in Bar.I was in casual dressings all the time. I was not using my phone properly I used to give the phone to the bearer in the bar and when I take the phone only I used to respond to the missed calls. In 2 years I hardly came home. (counting with his hands): Almost 4 times. Even in Bar too a girl asked me what is my problem(he said like a cute boy to her):Really I didn't share our problem. I was sure this is the fight between both of us I should not share it with 3rd person..

Ishani now seeing the way he is telling it was making her fall for him were he was like a cute boy to her.

Ranveer: when I sang the song on our anniversary only Maa called me to home. That was the fourth time I was coming to home. Two years I kept our room locked I only had the key. (seeing the room with a light happy smile):This is our room (shaking his head as no): Nahi its the kingdom of my queen. I don't want anyone to use this room when she is not here...

Ishani seeing him she was able to get how much deep his love is for her.

Ranveer(seeing her): you said I stood with Gauri for getting engaged know but to escape from getting married to Gauri only I did all the bad things to me because I don't want any woman in my life other than Ishani. On that day without heart only I came for getting engaged to Gauri. what I did is wrong only but even If I have married her too I would have not lived with her Ishani trust me (now going close to her and in a confirmed tone): My life there is only place for you. Other than you this Ranveer has nothing in his life to love.

Ishani(now she too wanted to tell her hurt to him were in a calm tone): Ranveer

Ranveer(in a clear tone): I didn't finish want to talk more. After two years when I came to home Gauri said that she said okay for marriage for my mother and her mother pressure..(now giving a not minding look):I didn't like it..I said her to call me RV because when somebody called me Ranveer I was getting your thoughts only. Maa called me that day to home but my main motive to come to home was to see our room on our wedding day. I opened our room and saw our room(with a worried face): The room which had so much happiness was looking dark it was having dust everywhere. Gauri tried to come inside our room to tell that Maa is calling me I didn't allow her inside the room Ishani. I went to see maa again Maa tried to talk about the marriage with Gauri again somehow getting the business call I started to move but when I hugged Maa she asked me whether I am drinking..

Ishani saw him with a silent face now..

Ranveer(seeing her): I promised you know that I won't drink I will quite drinking..(now with a calm smile): I swear on Raagini Ishani I really didn't even drink a drop of alcohol in this 2 years.

Ishani now saw him with a what to react face were she was not able to believe it too.

Ishani(in a bit calm questioning tone):Means?

Ranveer: I know its hard to believe but I just wanted to show everyone I am drinking and roaming around the bar so only in steel whiskey bottle I had drinking water and I was drinking the water only. To make everyone get the smell I sprayed the whiskey on my dress that is it. When I hugged Maa she got the smell from my t-shirt only. But somehow I made Maa believe that I am drinking..

Ishani didn't know what to react to Ranveer now he was really having different shades in him when it comes to her case alone.

Ranveer: I just was seeing the data of the business through my phone and laptop but didn't go to office properly. Then only Rishab told me to see the news of Mohanty group of companies. you achieved highest market price, 3 times greater than RV broking. while working with mota Babuji itself I know Rishi Mohanty and his company. I was not able to believe that Mohanty group of companies broke my company. After this only I started to go to office properly. I was thinking that there should be some changes in the management of mohanty group of companies. (seeing her):Being away from me too you only made me correct and made me to sit in the seat Ishani. Then I worked for that week and the chart day too came that day to take a file from study room I came to home that time too Maa tried to talk about marrying Gauri to me but that day too you topped the chart Ishani I heard that in the news that time. Telling about my business tension that day I escaped from the marriage talks. But I was not able to accept the defeat of RV broking going down in the chart. I came to our room with heavy heart and then locked the room and left from the house. I saw Rishi sir interview that day in TV. Seeing the interview I was able to feel Rishi sir giving the credits to his employee so I guessed there is someone behind it. Next week I tries to crack the market with my own savings. That week too you topped the chart. Rishab only somehow with his resource found out that the new CEO of Mohanty group of companies is a lady. Then after you topped the chart Gauri tried to talk to me that day she kept her hand in my shoulders I turned from her and made her to take her hand from me. That day only she gave me the idea to get into the partnership with Mohanty group of companies. Then I talked to Rishi sir about having a partnership with his company.Then you came as a CEO of Mohanty group of companies..

Ishani now saw him with a silent face..

Ishani(seeing him): I didn't..(before she could tell the next word)

Ranveer(with a light smile): Nahi you rocked..really you shook me Ishani that day..I was not able to believe whether that was a dream or reality. your looks, your attitude, your designation everything was changed that day. you made me raise from the chair..I was already not able to accept the defeat in share market and that too my wife defeating me was really touching my male ego.Frankly speaking that day I didn't like it. On that day you said 60% and 40% share but I didn't get anger on that you called me RV know I didn't like it that was only making me angry.

Ishani hearing it was somewhat feeling bad of Ranveer's state.

Ranveer: I was able to get that you have learned the share market so well. I felt ashamed that day Ishani because I have said you that you are fit to be a typical wife only I even said you that you are not fit to learn business. But you proved me wrong. you came as a strong woman in front of me. Deal was needed to RV broking but..I really said okay for that partnership for you only. (seeing her confessing look): Haan I wanted you near to me at least If I tell okay for this partnership you will be with me know? thinking that and company situation I said okay for partnership. But I had anger and male ego because I was not able to accept the fact a woman that too my wife broke me in Business. I came and shouted at your family telling them that they didn't tell about Ishani being CEO of Mohanty group of companies but Baa said they never know about that. Before these things itself I met Raagini in school and I too had doubt whether it is Raagini but I just left it as doubt and she too didn't tell her name to me. Then on the same day we met again in school and from there I got to know about Raagini. They what all happened you itself know?(seeing her):In office too I behaved bad to you but it was just to grab your attention.Because of Raagini I was able to come to your house. (now in a given up tone): Haan came to see Raagini but I was not able to control myself you started to look beautiful to me. As usual I started to see you and going over board I started to see you below your neck..(now putting down his face): I asked for Raagini to be in RV mansion and when you said you cannot be without Raagini I said I will give another child to you and tried to behave bad to you.(seeing her with a what to tell face): Seriously as I started to see you again I was not able to control Ishani that is why I behaved bad to you. (taking a deep breath):I tried to touch you against your wish. I know its surely not forgivable..(seeing her in a sorry tone): Sorry(telling it he turned to other side and showed his back to her).

Ishani seeing his back she was able to get how deep his love is on her and she felt pity for him for his state. She really wanted to hug him and cry and tell what all she missed in these 2 years were she tried to go to him to hug him were that was the moment Ranveer's phone rang being in the lamp table. Ishani stopped herself and stood well were Ranveer took the phone and saw its Rishabh's call.

Ranveer(picking the call):Haan Rishab you are calling at this time?(hearing it were in a shocked face);What? okay okay let me come..(telling it he took his car key and saw Ishani): you sleep I have some work..

Ishani:Ranveer..

Ranveer: I need to go..(telling it without waiting for her answer started to move from there and opened the door and went out of the room)

Ishani had a not understanding face.

To be continued