That night he spent on wandering on roads and it was heavily raining... He didnt care about it. nly her words haunting in her mind. He remembers the peak of his anger at that tym but then as heard her call to Allah. He personaly felt lyk someone stoping him n pushing away where he knows she was not doing any movment..he felt cold pased down his spine.. He left her.. He was sweating due to fear .. As she left he relized if he hadnt stoped or beter say being stoped then he must had done an act which not only her but also him wl disgrace in front of himself. To himulate his pure n true love , he can never even thinks.. He remembers her words... She was asking help from Allah n His Prophet salal lahu alahy wasalam . Not pleading to me.. She hadnt take his name for single tym.. Why ? Why she only asked from Allah?
He was drenched in rain when reached home. His mother get worried... She asked him to change quickly... He was siting on couch... His mom was making him drink soup..
Hamad: mom..
Hamad mom: han beta..
Hamad: hmey kise chez k khuwish ho tou hmey kis sey mangna chahye ?
Hamad mom: tmhey kiya chahye bolo hami bolo na..
Hamad: IMAAN.. mom kiya imaan mjhy mil sakti hai. Pls mein mar jao ga uskey bina..
He hugged her sobing n left her shocked...
He slept in his mom s lap..
Next day, he had high fever.. His family was woried as he was ladla... At last after 5 days, he was better when mahpara n hammad was alone.
Mahapara: ham bhai..
Hamad: han.
Mahapara. Ap iman sy pyar kartey ho?
Hamad: mahu kiya mein us sey aik akhari baar sirf aik akhari baar mil sakta hon.
Mahpara:Bhai wo ...
Hamad: pls mahu
Hamad:Tjhy Allah ki kasam..
Mahpara:Bro pls.. ok tekh hai.
Hamad:thanks mahu thanks thanks.
Nxt day mahpara n hammad left at tym of zuhar salat. Mahpara knew iman s only father had gone to perform salat at masjid.
Iman opened door n as hamad came in with mahpara she hide her face with ghunghat...
Mahapara. Iman pls bhai aik dafa baat karna chahty hain pls unki baat sun lo...
Iman had no other option led them in room. Mahpara went outside in lawn. Iman s back facing him.
Iman. Mein ny ap par hath uthaya usk lea maf kar dea jea ga. Isk elawa mjsy kuch tawaka na rakhein ap..
Hamad: ap mjsy itni nafrat kuin karti hain ?
Iman. Nai aesa kis ny kaha..
Hamad: kiya ap bhe meri trah...
Iman. Nahn bilkul nai .. Muhabat sirf Allah k lea k jati hai. Ap ja saktey hain hammad. Baba apko dekh k kush ni hon gey..
Hamad: aik akhri baat ap kise aur sey bhe muhbt karti hain Allah k swaey?
Iman. Han..
Hamad: kis sey ?
Iman. Hazrat Muhammad salal lahu alahye wasalam sy aur mein asey he bandey sey muhabbat karna chahti hon jo mjsey bhe zyada unhey (salal lahu alahy wasalam) chahye.. Apki mhubt pe mjhey koe shaq ni lakin ap meri muhbt sy muhbt nai kartey.. ho sakey tou mjhy bhol jaein ap...
Hammad didnt take long he left from there...
Imman saw him going n wipe tearz...
Hammad s thought were just in her words...
Allah mein tmsy aur tmharey Rasol pak (salal lahu alahye wasalam) sy bohat muhbbat karti hon mein tujh sey iltajah karti hon meri pak damni par koe daag na lagney dey...
Muhabat sirf Allah k lea k jati hai.
Hazrat Muhammad salal lahu alahye wasalam sy aur mein asey he bandey sey muhabbat karna chahti hon jo mjsey bhe zyada unhey (salal lahu alahy wasalam) chahye..
Apki mhubt pe mjhey koe shaq ni par ap meri muhbt sy mubht ni kartey ho sakey tou mjhy bhol jaein ap...
At last when his family saw him distrubed decided to sent him to london for higher studies.. He didnt abject.. He left.. There too he tried to forget her n her words but nothing else.
IMMAAN KUIN NAI CHALI JATI TUM MEREY DIL SEY JAO JAO APNEY ALLAH AUR MUHAMMAD(salal lahu alhaye wasalam) K PASS.. Kon hai yeh? Mjhy bhe janana hai..
He was heartbroken n depresed. He dont used to sleep in nights and days. .. At last he went in a masjid in london n met an Imam.. That pious old man was very wise n educated. Hammad tel his story n asks from him.
Who is Allah? Who is Muhammad (salal lahu alahye wasalam) ? And why he dont forget Iman ?
The old man smiled.
Old man. Allah woh hai jsny tmhey banaya hai beta.. Is kainat ka khaliq... Wo Razik... Woh wahid hai.. Woh he hai jo hmsy phely bhe majood tha aur baad mein bhe majood rahe ga...hamad beta ap kiya rozana merey pas a saktey ho ? Mein tmharey 3 mein sey 2 ka tou jawb dy sakta hon tesery ka tm kudh jaan lena.
Hammad. Ji..
N from that day he start reading Quran with translation from that man.. N as he read the first surah Fateeha he was spechless.. As he read quran he learnt it by heart. He start performing Salats regularly.. He relized in those days that he was living in darkness. He relized why iman was so determined in loving Allah N Muhammad salal lahu alahye wasalam. He was speechless after reading about Hazrat Muhammad salal lahu alahye wasalam lyf style. He was repenting on numerous sins al over in 20 yearz. He was so mucha afraid of the thought of hell.. He was afraid of Allah... As the yearz passed he was new human.. A Folower of Islam. Lover of Allah n Muhammad salal lahu alahy wasalam..after completing studies he was organizer of many welfare organizations in Muslim countries... But inspite of yearz pased his love for her wasnot faded. He stil loves her but with more respect. He was used of her illusions. He used to pray for her health, salamti, hapiness. All things wished for her..he never asked from Allah her for himself... At last he had to come back to pakistan on his sister s marriage but before that he went for Umrah in Makkah n then Madina...
Ilahi teri chokhat per bhikari ban ker aya hoon,
Sarapa faqr hoon, ijz-o-nadamat saath laya hoon,
Bhikari woh ke jis ke paas jholi hai na payala hai,
Bhikari woh jisey hiras-o-hawas nay maar dala hai,
Mata-e-deen-o-danish, nafs ke hathon se lutwa ker.
Sakoon-e-qalb ki daulat hawas ki bhent charha ker,
Lutta ker sari poonji ghaflat-o-issyan ki daldal mein,
Sahara lene aya hoon tere kaabay ke aanchal mein,
Gunahon ki lipatt sey, kaynat-e-qalb afsurda,
Iraaday muzmehehal, himmat shikasta hoslay murda,
Kahan say laoon takat dil ki sachi tarjumani ki,
Ke kis jhanjhal mein guzri hein ghariyan zindagani ki.
Khulasa yeh ke bus jull bhun ker apni roo-sayahi sey,
Sarapa faqr ban ker apni haalat ki tabahi sey,
Tere darbar mein laya hoon apni ab zaboon-haali,
Teri chokhat ke laeq har amal se hath hein khali,
Yeh Tera ghar hai ye Tere mehr ka darbar hai Maula
Sarapa noor hai, ik mohbat-e-anwaar hai Mola.
Teri chokhat ke jo adab hein, main unn se khali hoon,
Nahi jis ko saleeqa manganey ka, woh sawali hoon
Zuban ghalt-e-nadamat dil ki na'kas tarjumani per,
Khudaya reham meri iss zaban-e-ijz-zabani per,
Ye ankhein khushk hein, Ya Rabb inhein rona nahi aata,
Sulagtay daagh hein dil mein jinhein dhona nahi aata.
Ilahi teri chokhat per bhikari ban kay aaya hoon,
Sarapa faqr hoon, ijz-o-nadamat saath laya hoon,
Sarapa faqr hoon, ijz-o-nadamat saath laya hoon.
He spents 30 days there n regret on his sins. On last day he was in Haram pak. When dont knw why he gets up bent on kness,raised hands and closes eyes. His cheeks drenched with tears...
"Aye Allah, mein ney aj tak tujhsey apney lea kuch nai manga tu ney mjhey bin mangey sab ata kiya. Mein manta hon bohat gunhagar hon aur mein us pakeza aurat k kabil nahn hon par phir bhe agar tuney meri mafi meri tobah qabol kar le hai tu mjhy wo ata kar Allah... Mein tjhsey Imaan ko mangta hon jski waja sey mein aj iman wala hon"
He prostrated n then raised n wipe tearz..he felt strange contentment..
He came to pakistan n attend wedings function with out any interest where only modernism exist...he was leaving from mehndi ceremony in between when his dad stoped him.
Hd. Hami where r u going ?
H. Mein namaz padhny ja raha hon.
Hd. Rehny do aj...
H. Allah hafiz dad. He left smilingly...
After wedings function, he had to leave tomrow when he visited his one of hospital again that day . He had gone once before weding too... He was passing by coridor when heard her sobs. He stoped breathing almost..
He turned n find her same lyk before years in hijab n veil...he caled out that doctor as she left. The doctor informed that her father had died. Hamad was shocked.. N then asked who else there ? And said no body.. He felt restlesness... He caled mahpara n asked about iman. Mahpara said she dont know... Later he search of imaan n find her uncle there with her.. He didnt go to her. He knew her reaction... He once again decided something...
After a month...
He sent proposal for Imaan. N suprisingly it was get acepted. Hamad asked iman s will ? N her uncle asured him.. But stil he wants to ask her but their nikkhha was done soon.. After nikha iman was siting in hamad s room .. N today she was siting in front of him without any veil... They both hadnt speak to eachother for last 5 yearz..
At last hammad starts..
H. Immaan... I m sorry...
As he said tearz fel from both s eyes...
I. Hammad...
H. I m sory Iman us din k lea...
I. Hammad merey dil mein apk lea kuch bura nai hai...
H. Aur acha ? ? Ya kuch bhe nai...
I. Han hai kuch hammad.. Muhbbat... Us insan k lea jo mjsey bhe zyada Allah aur uskey Muhammad salal lahu alahey wasalam sey pyar karta hai...
H. Mein ?
Hammad looks at her in astonishment..
I. Ji hamad ap...
N then iman told hammad that mahpara had told her about his last five yearz journey.. His repenting on sins. His love for Allah.. His love for Muhammad salal lahu alahaye wasalam... She told him that when he came back. She had seen him first when he vist hospital for first tym. in salwar suit ..his short hairs.. He was a new Hammad who had no proud in his wak.. She saw him for second tym when he was leaving mehndi ceremony for namaz. N third tym in a garden reciting Naat in melodious tearful voice. Iman hadnt heard beautiful voice then before.
Faslon ko takalluf hai hum se agar,
hum bhi bebas nahin besahara nahi.
Khud unhi ko pukarengey hum door say
Raaste mein agar paon thak jayengay.
Hum Madinay mein tanha nikal jayengey,
Aur galiyon mein kus dun batak jayengey.
Hum wahan jakey wapas nahin ayengay.
Dhoondtay dhoondte loog thak jayengey.
Jaise hi sabz Gumbad nazar ayega,
Bandagi ka kareena badal jaye ga.
Sar jhukane ki fursat milay gi kisey.
Khud hi palkon say sajdey tapak jayengey.
Naam e Aaka jahan bhi liya jayega,
Zikr unka jahan bhi kiya jayega.
Noor hi noor seeno mein bhar jayega,
Sari mehfil mein jalwe lapak jayegey.
Aie Madinay kay zahir KHuda ke liye,
Dastaan e safar mujko yoon mat suna.
Baat bhar jayegi dil tarap jayega,
Meray mohtat ansoo chalak jayegay.
Unki chashme karam ko hai iski khabar,
Kis musafir ko hai kitna shaukey safar.
Humko Iqbal jab bhi ijazat mili,
Hum bhi Aaqa kay darbar tak jayegeney.
Faslon ko takalluf hai hum se agar,
hum bhi bebas nahin besahara nahi.
Khud unhi ko pukarengey hum door se
Raaste mein agar paon tak jayengey .
Imman held his hand n he looks at her...
I. Hammad u r the righteous man.
H. Imman! Kiya Allah mjhey maff kar dey ga na ?
Iman saw fear in his tearful eyes n she noded in yes.
I. Jo log Apney ghunaon par pachtatey hain Allah sey mafi mangtey hain aur tobah kartey hain Allah unhy maf farma deta hai kuin k Allah maf karney wala mehrban hai.
Hammad places head in her lap n told his story... Iman creased his hairs with a smile n tear... She thanked Allah to whom she had always asked to led hamad on ryt path. It was ryt today he was Iman wala coz of Imaan... He kised her hands softly..
That night was indeed a fascinating one...
Imaan was lying food for aftari when he came in home.. He huged her from back making her blush. Iman n hamad both smiles... She asked him to change n then both done with aftari and left for Haram Pak for magrib prayer.
Both were contented n happy with each other..imaan loves n respects hammad.. N hammad too loves n respects imaan..
She used to say hammad as reply, as he tels he fels lucky to have her, that ONE SHOULD FEEL LUCKY ON LOVING IMAAN(ISLAM).
And hamad replys to tease her
You r right I love both Iman s a lot
She blushed hard n hugs him...
there comes a moment in ur lyf when u get hidiyat...dont lose that moment in serch of the next one...this world is made for vanish one day...but one day u have to answer to ur ALLAH...so do ready for ur last journey of lyf...love is only MEANT FOR ALLAH... jab kuch ALLAH k raza k lea kiya jata hai tu ALLAH hmari kushwaish ko pura karta...
the end...
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Edited by mars14 - 13 years ago
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