"If you have ever been infatuated, you would have realized that infatuation is weakened by time and separation where real love is strengthened by time and separation. This does not mean that there will be no pain in separation. On the contrary, there is great pain in separation if you are truly in love. As I have realized from personal experience the greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain..."
NON-SENSE...
utter non sense...
there is nothing called as love...
nothing... because if this much fantasized love thing existed, she wouldnt have left me... she would have rejected my love...
love is nothing but the child of illusion and parent of disillusion...
i hate this word and everything that has anything to do with it... because i hate you... I HATE YOU MANVI...
i hate you soo very much...
this was soo very casual and ordinary for him... whenever he came across this love word... whenever he thought about love he would end up screaming and venting out his anger and frustation... everytime these three words of hatred escaped his mouth but the truth was something totally different. but the question was who was he bluffing... to whom was he lying... to his family... to his brother... to himself or to the world... he was lying... every minute... every moment he was lying... he loves her... though her single NO changed him and his life forever... but he still loves her... he continues to love her when every cell of his body screams on him and forces him to hate her... somethings are beyond our control but we can pretend atleast. pretending... that was what he was doing from the last 2 years... he pretended as if he is alright... he is back into his real avatar... he is happy and that he hates love and anything related to it... LOVE... it was making him weak... a single mention of love in front of him made his lonely heart crave for love... the more he tried to avoid romance around him, the more he found it... it tortured him when he saw couples kissing, hugging each other, holding hands... he felt pain.. his heart bled but he very calmly kept walking on pretending...
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