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I failed to hate you
The way diwali night drifted us apart
Same manner the Mehendi Night brought us closer.
When I came to know that you were actually missing me
somewhere in my heart i felt happy
It felt I always wanted that to hear from you.
Then I saw my name in your hand!
Your Mehendi had my name ... did you intentionally wrote that?
I wonder..
Then you came again to me, yes to me!
you wanted to leave, I wanted you to stay
I longed to touch you once
I held your dupatta,
to held you close
The moment freezed when u came closer
Your fragrance
Your coyness
I was engulfed in a trance
I wanted to touch you once...I threw a challenge...but that was fake
It was just to touch you to feel you once sake
The smell of you made me kiss you,
I wanted you to stay
To kiss me back
But you ran away from me,
I don't know why
But it made me angry
as if you don't wanna play the bet
I wanted you to touch me once
with your beautiful lips
Then suddenly in public you completed your bet
I so wanted that moment to be private.
I so wanted to held you tight when you came closer
I so hate you khushi!
But that night turned to a nightmare
The moment i felt I may loose you forever
It was a blow to myself, my own self
How much i hated you khushi the moment I felt, you matter to me more than my own self
The moment I saw you sound and safe, it made relax my senses,
It made me angry
It made me hate you more
I hate your ignorance Khushi
How could you not know why should I be worried?
I hate you khushi for being so close to Nk
He has no right on you
He never had
He will never have
You belong to me
Your whole being belong to me
Your good, your bad, all are mine
Even the concern for you is my right
I hate your innocence Khushi!!
I wonder sometimes do I really hate you?
Why I took over that thali and went to your home
Just to have a glimpse of you?
And then Helped you?
To see a smile on your face!
I wonder!!!!
My heart beats for you!
yes thats true
No I wanna share this with you!
I so wanna talk to you!
I wanna tell you I don't hate you.. but...
When I was climbing those stairs, the excitement increased with each step
My heart raced with each inch of closeness
The smile crept over my face!
And I opened the door
I opened by door of heart for You.. Khushi!
And I regretted this.
I witnessed trechery in front of my eyes
I felt betrayed
I felt cheated
Was I making a fool of myself
How will I ever face my di?
I hate you khushi from core of my heart
I hate you khushi for ruining my di's life
I hate you khushi because I am loosing myself seeing you in someone else's arms
I hate you Khushi from my core of Heart!!
I decided to marry you
To tell you that nobody can dare touch you!
My di should be happy ever after!
And you wil be mine for ever!
You want to prove urself innocent Khushi?
Thts so impossible!
I cannot forget what happened that night!
I hate you more now!
Suddenly I found myself closed
shut from the world!
Is it happening to me?
I am being Kidnapped?
ASR is kidnapped.. and I have no way out?
Will I be ever be able to meet you Khushi!
Will I be ever be able to tell you all these Khushi!
That I tried my best to hate you, but I failed!
Mighty ASR failed in his mission
I failed to hate you!!!!
And I failed so miserably!
I don't want any proof
I don't want anything else!
I just wanna our togetherness!
I am so damm craving for it!!
Ah then I meet you.. but I can not touch you!
So many people!
I have to make my way to reach you.
I will!
Then you are in my arms.. lifeless
How can I live without YOU!
Wake up khushi.. just for my sake
because Life without you is death!
The moment you breathed against my heart
I felt I am revived!
Khushi its not you who got Life
Its me who has come from death bed!!
I will do whatever it needs to keep you with me!!!!!
I LOVE YOU KHUSHI... !!
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Part1 - I hate you Khushi
For "Part2- I can feel your pain"
For "Part 3 I can read your eyes"
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