Part1- I hate you Khushi :Arnav

Originally posted by: FebruaryFlower

A fab piece of writing dear!!!

You've penned Arnav's emotions so beautifully.

👏👏

Originally posted by: sulb

The day I first saw you I hated you for ruining my show!

Then we met again.. each time I hated you more than the previous day..

I hated your attitude, as it matched mine

You challanged me everytime... how could you?

You are nothing in front of me... people like you, I never look upon...

but you made me to look at you everytime.

I wanted you to bow down...wondering why I could never manage that

The day you resigned, I felt as if I have bowed in front of you

Though I made you resign that day, still You won that day too.

Then you came again in front of me... i saved you from falling,

I wanted to talk to you, you never listened.

Then you came to my office... i felt u from my cabin

I wanted to speak to you, just wanted to talk to you, you never listened.

You said to break the door, n u wl listen.. i did that.. just to make you listen

I could have called the security to open, bt I obeyed you...you never obey me.

You left me... saying you are leaving forever.

Somewhere deep down...I was feeling anxious that I will never meet you again

People wait for me to talk, you leave me when I want to talk to you.

You are different!!!!

I realized, you are travelling with me... in my mind... I am not able to let go ur thoughts!

I hate this..

I hate you Khushi for this!

Then we met again. You came to my house...

Did I tell you I was actually happy seeing you in my house?

You lied to me that you will go to Lucknow.

I hate you Khushi

I don't know why I came near the pool at night!

I don't know why I took that payal. I saw u leaving it...

It reminded me of you...

All was going well... I was struggling hard...to forget you

then again you came...gosh!!! I never hated anybody more than you khushi

khushi...you make me loose my control over myself!!!!!

I hate you Khushi

You remember the day when you n La were fixing the bulb... La accused me of not saving her

I never saw La.

I was lost in your eyes... they were looking at me.. I was searching somethng in them

And then I saw the candle wax was about to fall on you.

Do u think I wud have allowed that? How can I see La falling then

Did you ever realised that?

I love the innocence in ur eyes,

But I hate your ignorance! They pinch me

How can you be so ignorant!!!!

I hate you Khushi!

You are helping La to woo me...

what rubbish! I like her thats why I bought her here

You want to control my emotions also?

Uff La in bridal make up.. WT H***

Its better you both get out of my life!!!!!!!!!

But you won't listen to me right?

You want La back...

you have come to me... for the 1st time

to request for La?

I hate you khushi

I said some harsh words... you left crying

I don't knw why I can not stand your tears!

They make me weak

I change my decision

You are controlling me Khushi

Do you realize that??

I hate your ignorance Khushi!

When I hugged La, I again saw your tears...

I was searching something in your eyes Khushi...

Wanted to know If I have made you happy?

I got my answer

Then agaiin I did that. I hurted you with those harsh words at the day of sradh..

You again left, but this time with a wound in my heart

I wanted to apologise. I wanted to talk to you. But you never listen

You make me restless.

You make me loose my patience.

Why you do this

Don't u realize, it you only YOU i wanted to talk to

I have come to the party just to seek apology

Can't you feel?

Your tears made me cry that day

I held my tears tight

Your words get imprinted in my heart

Don't you realize that?

I really hate you khushi for all this!

Khushi, you make me feel like human

My emotions finds a way out when I am with you

I hate you for this!

From no where you landed in my car.. that too in dicky

WTH**

Stranded in a road with ur babkk bakk

Gosh I was not able to think straight

You make me mad!

Then you stopped... when I turned you were no where!

My heart skipped a beat

Did I lost you?

The next moment I saw you... you came in my arms.. near to my heart

You removed those dirt from my suit

Khushi, are you mad

Was I bothered about tht dirt?

I was still feeling ur warmth!

Then again I saw u in that bridal dress

It took my breath away

The day when I saw you in red saree... i was lost

Today also i lost myself

I regained myself when you spoke.. somethng about theft!

Oh... it was nt ur dress... yes

Khushi, it was you, who ruined my conference !

You made me sit in a third graded cheapo motel

I kept my patience still.

You made ur nautanki... i kept my patience

You made me a fool for nthng...it is too much

Its better you stay in that room all night!

The morning ...i woke up with your name in my lips

Then i saw you unconscious and ill

It hurt me again

You won again... I again lost my temper and hurt you

How can I apologise

I will take care of you

No matter what, nothing will happen to u

I am lost in ur touch

You look like an angel while sleeping

I am still not sure If i have got my answer...trying to remember your eyes

that day when i hugged La.

Then we started to go. Those goons came from nowhere and started thrashing.

They took you away from me.

They were furious

They were strong

I am not trying to free myself.

They r wrong.

They wl know

They hurt you...

how dare they?

how can they hurt you?

I lost all control over myself

I lost it for you!!!!

They dnt deserve to live!

I never knew i cud be so furious!

I lost my composure

Khushi, how could you ask that?

Don't you feel? Don't you realize

I hate your ignorance Khushi

I seriously hate it!

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hey nice post 👏

Originally posted by: monsi08

Super like !!!!

I hate your ignorance!

This is the bottom line... you are Bang on 👏

Cheers,
Monsi

Originally posted by: smithasrk

👏 wow we have so many talented people in our family sadaf, trish . you

beautifully written...

please pm me if u write more😊