84
nice update
maan follow geet to ashram
maan ready to accept his sin
maan knows he hurt geet very badly
maan also doing meditation with geet
hope every things get clear between them soon
Rom-Com FF
84
nice update
maan follow geet to ashram
maan ready to accept his sin
maan knows he hurt geet very badly
maan also doing meditation with geet
hope every things get clear between them soon
Part 84
glad that Maan managed to find Geet
so she was in an ashram
her reaction seeing him was reasonable
great that he spoke to Geet
well she assured him that everything between them is fine
but is it?
hmm she booked for 5 days at the ashram to do saadhna
pleased that Maan decided to stay
Geet was indeed amazed
wonderful that he decided to try meditation
Geet's skepticism was justified
as expected Geet thought Maan left
she was astounded that he was serious about staying
Geet's thoughts were understandable
after all Maan really hurt her
good seeing Maan partake in the session
liked that he waited for Geet and walked her to her room
update soon
Superb update. Very nice to see maan there
Great part
Hope this trip bring the to see the real self
Cont soon
Part 85
G- So you are sharing...
M- With 11 guys.
G- Oh I am also sharing with 2 more girls. I am here ...in the first cottage.
M-Okay...I have to walk more for the dorms.
She nods.
G- Okay then
M- Good night
G- Good night
She is wary about asking how his first meditation session was. Bolna hoga toh khud bolega.
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New day
Geet gets up around 7 and gets ready.
Geyser was not working, so used cold water.
She was coming out of her cottage when she sees Maan walking towards the Ashram.
G- Hey!!
He turns.
He waits for her as she catches up.
G- Slept comfortably?
M- Yes. You?
She nods.
G- You got ready fast.
M- Yeah. there were 4-5 bathrooms so...
G- Oh. You got hot water?
M- Yeah, it was okay temperature.
G- Oh. Our geyser was not working.
M- Oh. strange. Maybe power went off at that time. it is a very tiny village. Power is an issue here. But gladly they are gracious enough to be hosting us.
She nods.
He sounds so different, such calm demeanor.
It was a busy day with lot of kriyas and a havan. people were asking questions, but he was quietly listening. she did not know was he feeling bored? if he was then why isn’t he leaving? Then she scolds herself that why is he taking responsibility of his, she should do her own inner transformation, he can do his.
In the break she finds him sitting on the floor at the mandir looking at the murti.
She is surprised.
He gazes at her and smiles, she smiles back.
M- She is beautiful. Isn’t she?
He says facing the murti.
Geet smiles
G- She is.
He even stands there for the aarti.
Rest, most of the day he was with friends he made there.
She also made few friends…some were doctors, some were scientists.
After the sessions last meditation, it was very late, and they were asked to keep maun/ silence.
Geet & Maan silently walk towards their cottage in dark as the previous night.
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Next day started same as usual with herbal tea and light breakfast from ashram.
Maan was getting used to all the customs of the ashram like being in silence, meditation, wearing comfortable clothes, washing your own utensils, doing yoga, havan .
He didn’t expect he would actually like it here. It gives him such a unexplainable calmness and peace.
Added benefit being in the serene environment around the hills, waterfall lotus pond small fishes frogs and the main highlight seeing Geet in her white cotton Indian attire with hair in a loose braid with the red tikka & vermillion on her head.
No makeup also makes her look so glowing.
In the session they were mentioning Parvati....he thinks maybe Parvati in human embodiment would look like this to Shiv.
He snarls, as if he can be even close to Shiva.
The end earlier today with a powerful meditation, and the powerful meditation concludes with dancing.
Dancing with the shiva consciousness.
Geet felt one with the Divine.
The Sevaks were inviting people to dance, and Geet joined.
Some people chose to be in meditative state.
The experience of the dance was so divine that she lost her awareness of who were around her. Just flowing with love.
At one point all held hands in a circle and dancing in a circle. Then she felt a beautiful spark and realized her husband had held her hand.
Her eyes met his and it was natural. Feeling of him being the husband and her being the wife were natural…as if its their natural self...their natural being.
As today's session was short it was evening when they got out of the meditation hall.
The sun was setting on the hills.
People were roaming & chatting about their experiences.
Without any verbal communication they both walk and sit on the grass looking at the sunset.
As if they know what the other wants.
They keep on looking at the sunset till the sun totally disappears.
He puts his head on her lap and lays down.
She also accepts it without a word and puts her slender fingers in his hiar, gently moving them. He closes his eyes.
The stars are lighting up the clear sky. This moment was truly beautiful. The experience of love being everywhere ...in every atom...in every moment.... the moment....the feeling they chased for years....it’s there....and its permeated in their hearts....it’s not feeling....it’s everything...everywhere.....the love that transforms....love that drowns all the emotions, planning, plotting.
They didn't say a word, becauses they didn’t need to. The one knows that the other knows and feels the exact same love bcoz they feel it together.
They realize it’s time for Aarti and dinner as the temple bells chime.
They sit up.
She starts to rush towards the mandir. He holds her hand gently to make her stop for one another precious moment.
She stops and looks up at him.
His hand which is holding onto her, he brings that to her lips and touches his lips to back of her pal. His eyes communicating his thankyou & forever gratefulness to her for bringing him here and also his apologies.
Her eyes accept his eyes emotions as they start walking towards the temple still holding each other's hand.
They felt so much love in their heart that it felt like their hearts were physically full ...that love that didn’t have any hidden motive or any conditions. It was love...pure as it is, and it was theirs.
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Next day morning:
Geet was getting ready for today’s session.
Her roommate comes and says' He is waiting for you outside.'
Geet quickly walks out to see Maan standing there.
He beams at her; she smiles back happily.
She signals 5 min more, he nods.
Why does it feel like they are meeting after eons, they just met last night
why did it feel like when they saw each other in the morning as if they found Home
Geet gets ready and they happily walk towards the breakfast area while casually chitchatting among themselves and few friends they made there who came from various facets of life some doctors, some yoga instructors, some scientists, some businessmen, some students...so as young as 16 or as old as 80.
Geet gets the breakfast and Maan gets the herbal tea for them.
Why was this so effortless? So natural.
They finally felt like a couple.
Even among people they were together....even talking to separate groups they were together...in their glances....and sometimes when not even in glances...they were in each other's hearts....in everything they did.
Before the session they walk together to the mandir to apply the tikka and sindoor.
He helps her and applies her sindoor & tikka at the right place while she helps him too with his tikka
They have Havan and chakra meditation.
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The next day was the last day.
They had a very powerful process of connecting with the divine. Creating the divine connection and giving awareness of divine presence in past present & future.
Giving awareness that divine has always been there at every moment of their past. The whole process was very powerful and deep as its digs deep into deeper issues of the self.
By the end of it, Geet found herself teary eyed.
She looks back to see Maan. But he was not there.
She gets up and walks out in an impulse to find him.
She finds him at a secluded corner of the ashram. Sitting down curled up with his face hidden.
She goes near him and sits, gently pulling his hands off his face. Then she saw it.
He was weeping. He was weeping like child.
Her heart sinks. Her heart that could feel his emotions & pain that he had suppressed for years.
Her eyes also have tears as she holds him in her warm embrace to give him all the warmth and comfort that she could.
He buries his head in her shoulders letting his emotions flow.
Somehow, he doesn't feel conscious or ashamed of showing his true emotions to her.
She also does not judge him. She just wants to create a safe space for him to take out all his suppressed emotions and he knows it.... his heart knows it.
Part 85
Absolutely Beautiful Update
The temple , the atmosphere just made both Maan and Geet relax
and both connected to their higher powers while also connecting with each other
both almost seem to understand the other's inner turmoil
hopefully this trip does benefit both
Beautiful update . At last they realise their love for each other.
Maan how can u do that now she is gone because of ur insecurities what will you do now
I think they need some time to realise that they are connected in marriage and their feelings insecurities and open about their feelings and maan and geet should not think that they are bounded because of some legalities hope they make their mind clear
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