Originally posted by: priyabehera
Great analyse you know what how much I love reading long post ,
But Aaj Aisa laga sach me emotional episode + emotional day tha ,me itni royi ki Sam hote hote mujhe bukhar hi Ho Gaya
Khair hamare hath me kuch nhi hai,me sayad usse rumaan ki scene ke wajah se nafrat krti thi lekin last do din se mujhe bahut bura lagta hai uske liye bhi aur hamare og abhimaan ke liye bhi 💔, mujhe ab pata chal raha hai ki me usse kitna pyar krti hoon as a armaan mere liye bahut mushkil ho raha hai kisi aur ko as a armaan dekh na 😭,me bata nhi sekti tumhe,har jagah uski hi news abhimaan ki pyare pyare fans edit mere ig ke feed me full hai ,
Aur haan jealous Armaan ka sapna hamare sapne hi reh gaya 😭💔 kitne kp banaya the hyy ram .. shehzada se zyada aur koi jealous Armaan play nhi kr payega itni parisan me bhi woh ro Raha tha usme bhi ek dusre ladke ka naam sun ke irritate Ho Gaya toh sach jab sach me dekh ta toh uska chehra dekh ne layak hota ,
Ab sach kr kya hi hoga jo hona tha woh ho chuka hai hamare hath me kuch nhi hai
Me usse bahut gussa hoon Bhai agar yeh sari media report articles sach hai ,toh bhai kyu ki tumne Aisa itna gussa insaan ko le dub ta hai aur tumne toh khud bhi dube hi dube sath me hame bhi le dube ..
Gussa mujhe bhi aata hai bahut aata hai lekin yah mere आस-पास bahut sare log hote hain aur mujhe Se humiliation ka samna Krna padta hai na toh me chup ho jati hoon yeh sach kr ki samne wala bhi gussa hai aur me bhi Aisa baat nhi banegi ,baat aur bigdega,jab me usse itni choti ho kr aise sensitive chijon ko samajh sakte ho to vah itna bada hokar kyon nahin samajh Paya...?
Work place pe thoda shant rehna chahiye,thoda kindness dikhana chahiye dusre ko taraf thoda respectful hona chahiye atleast insaan hi hai woh bhi ,
Lekin insab me asli saza audience Ko Mila hai jinki koi galti nhi hai at the end mein ek hi chz sikha kisi ke bare mein bhi jaldi Rai nahin Deni chahie aur dusron ka Rai Bina jaane unhen blame nahin karna chahie, plus kisi ke sath bhi zyada attachment Sahi nahin hai yah baad mein hamen taklif deta hai jaise ki ab me kanhi bhi Shanti nhi milta ab har jagah uski ki baat uski kharab uski edit
Thanks for the tag ❤️....dear ☺️
Aww..
Listen to me..
What you are feeking is normal..
I went into no-eating zone..
You would have never found me so much on forum earlier on becoz I had so much to study,you know that..
But after that news I literally felt pain equating heartbreak even my co-pgs were tensed becoz for full one day and hald I didn't ate anything,I know it will look stupid and I could have DMed you but maybe many would be experiencing this so putting it out here,I completely went off yeh rishta,neither watched their edits nor epi...
For one and half day I was crying on and off even on duty citing others work pressure,home sickness,and I was so messed up that it literally tensed my colleagues...
It was so bad for me..
To.deal with that..
So I just let that sink in,let my body felt the pain,I study medicine,I understand how our body works,so I just keep on saying myself that it was just a show,they are just fictional characters,and if they didn't cared than I had no need to feel bothered by them,I didn't blocked my thoughts but continued to say myself this..
And also started to let go of all the possibilities of sheh as armaan served as we don't know we are assuming,if his behaviour was so messed up maybe in future he would have destroyed armaan as I heard about someone OG male lead and story so thik hai na yaar..
Toh khud ko time do,positive possibilities ke sath negative possibilities ke baare mein socho jo ho sakti thi,and don't feel guilty ki ek show ke liye aise feel kar rhi hoon mein,emotions attatch hote hai isliye hum show dekhte hai,and at same time also.make your mind understand ki it was just a SHOW...
Slowly steadily you will come to terms with it and yes it will take time to completely get over sheh as armaan becoz our brain will draw parallels also with rohit's ar...
Today also when i was watching the epi,my heart was aching but yes it was not as bad as it was on monday...
Not to forget the way I put my whole work on hold just to deal with this...
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