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koi kare ga bhe nahi, 1 janam kam hai, 7 janam main bhe nahi karne wala koi itni, kiyon ke on ankhon ko wese dekhne keyliye ya pyaar karne keyliye jo dil chahiye wo har kisi ke paas nahi.

2016

in baton ko kya kahon ab main,?

bohot zeyada care,? itni care to meri Mama bhe nahi kartin thin meri..

dil se kiye jane wala pyaar,?

ya zarorat se zeyada kiye jane wala drama..?

kya kahon main in baton ko...

kya tha meri life main ...mil he gaye they to phir ye sab kiyon....

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pata hai main har time wo 6 months ki baat kiyon karta hoon.? kiyon ke wo waqat bohot khas tha, ye sab jo mere sath ho raha hai na ye osi waqat ki waja se hova,

mere apne mere khilaaf ho gaye they. kisi ki acting dekh kar mujhe galat keh rahe they..

on 6 monts main ne bus kisi ki zid he nahi dekhi thi, main khud ko galat samjh betha tha, mere frineds mere khilaaf batain kar rahe they, siraf or siraf os NAGIN ki waja se,!

main ne jab kisi ko khud ki life se nikaal diya tha to matlab tha ke bus nikaal diya hai :P

lekin kisi ki itni zeyada zid dekh kar mujhe gussa ata tha ke ye jati kiyon nahi meri life se,

then main ne eyse he 1 din gusse main apne 1 WA grup main kaha 1 dost se ke mujhe ye problem hai to main sad hoon or gusse main bhe, btao main kya karon jis se wo door rahe mujh se,

or mujhe jawab mila door rekhna kis liye hai? to main ne kaha yaar meri zindagi barbaad kar de gi wo is liye khud ko bachaana hai, lol

main ne wahan kuch SS dikha diye ke ye dekho kese zid kar rahi hai,

mere os dost ne wo read kiye or sab ke samne jitne bhe members they na on sab ke samne os ne mujhe galat kaha, to main ne os se kaha ke dimaag kharab hai baki sab se pucho,

phir jese jese sab ne wo mesgs dekhe kisi 1 ne bhe mujhe sahi nahi kaha tha, sab mere khilaaf,

pata hai kis baat pe?

wo keh rahe they tumhain itna pyaar karne wali mil rahi hai to tum os ki baat nahi sun rahe ,

mere friends mujhe keh rahe they ke tum os ko rula rahe ho, os ke pyaar ki kadar karo, or jo bhe kar rahe ho eysa na karo,

main ne phir se on se kaha yaar 1 saal se janta hoon, wo meri life barbaad kar degi.!

lekin sab ne kaha os ki baton se saaf dikh raha hai ke wo kabhe eysa nahi karegi, or os se zeyada tumhain koi pyaar nahi karegi.

main ne friends ki baat ko dil pe liya ke ye mere dost hain or sath de rahe hain kisi or ka, magar ye 1 tarhan se meri bisti thi ke mere he dost mere khilaaf gaye, mujhe nahi samjha onhon ne, lekin kisi or ki fake baton ko samjh liya,

is waja se shayed 1 month tak main ne on se sidhe mu baat bhe nahi ki thi ke ye kese dost hain, lol

or phir os nagin ki zid ki waja se main dhere dhere sharminda hone laga, or last dino mei, main khud he apni nazron main gir geya, or mujhe ehsaas hova ke main 1 bura insaan hoon, jis ne 1 larki ko 6 months tak sad rakha, os ki baat tak nahi suni ache se, os ke pyaar ko os ki feelings ko nahi samjha, main achi tarhan se apni he nazron main gir chuka tha.

kya main ne kaha tha on ko eysa karne ko? jab pyaar tha he nahi to meri life ke sath itna bhara mazakh?

snake se pyaar karoge na to 1 din ayega wo kaat he lega, os ka kaam he kaatna hota hai,!

or jis ne mujhe kaata hai os main zehr bohot zeyda hai, main kese bach sakta hoon os ke zehr se,!

sab hone ke baad phir sab ne dosri batain start kar din,

bohot se logon ne mujhe kaha ke ansar tumhain koshish karni chahiye thi, ya abhe bhe karo, wo bohot kuch bolte hain, main sunta hoon , lekin jese he main on ko summer 2015 ke kuch SS deta hoon na wo agey se bolte nahi phir, jo bhe ho, IF se ya real life se koi nahi bolta,

pata hai kiyon? kiyon ke wo saaf dekhte hain ke ye ansar ke sath os ne kya kiya hai :P

Sid bhai koi 1 saal tak mujhe kehte rahe, mujhe himat dete rahe, lekin jese he main ne ye april, may 2015 ke kuch SS diye, wo bhe haar maan gaye or keh diya onhon ne ke tum theek ho ansar ager tumhari jaga main hota to mera bhe yehi haal hota.

hum dono main fark hai, or jo fark hai wo mere dil ki waja se hai,

mujhe on pe gussa tha, main on ki baat sunna bhe nahi chahta tha lekin mera gussa itna zeyada hone ke baad bhe wo apni sari batain keh detin thin, or main on ki batain sun kar soch main doob jata tha,

mujhe ye haq nahi mila, 1 din bhe nahi.. dec 2015 main rota raha 1 mint bhe meri nahi suni..

os ke baad 2019 tak, main on se kuch keh nahi saka khud, pata hai kiyon? meri himat he nahi hoti. or main kahon kya or kese or kis jaga par?

on ka jab man hota hai baat karti hain, phir meri khoob gusse se insult karti hain or phir again gayeb, jab man kiya unblock, jab man kiya wapis block,

main ye bhe nahi puch sakta meri galti kya thi? kiyon ke jawab milne he nahi wala or jo mile wo bhe sahi nahi,

mujhe itna pata hai kuch logon ki yadasht kamzoor hoti hai, lekin itni bhe nahi hoti jo wo har baar koi naya reason dain,!

bewakoof samjha hai mujhe, lol wese hoon main bewakoof he lekin mujhe batain yaad rehti hain :P

main ne 2015 main pucha to jawab diya he nahi ja raha tha, baar baar kehne pe reason diya bhe to eysa jo koi reason tha he nahi,

main puch raha hoon mera dil kiyon tora? is ka jawab nahi diya,!

main puch raha tha wo pyaar kahan geya jo Ap ke dil main tha? os ka jawab koi nahi,!

or jo jawab diya wo ye tha *ansar tumhare liye main Parents se dant bhe kha sakti thi mujhe problem nahi thi,* lekin kuch chezain hain,

abhe wo kuch chezain kya thin ye mujhe kya pata yaar, lol

reason same rahe to main maan leta na,

phir aya 2016,

mujhe kaha geya ke tum se door reh kar mujhe bhe acha nahi lagta, lekin kuch chezon ki waja se main tumhain pyaar nahi kar sakti, ab koi magic he hamain 1 sath la sakta hai,

ary bhai wo KUCH chezain kya thin.....

phir again 2016 he, baton baton main pucha geya tumhari life main ager main wapis a jaon to kya karo ge?

main ne kaha a kar dekh lena pata chal jayega,

to reason diya geya ke hum 1 nahi ho sakte kiyon ke tum US nahi a sakte, lool

main ne btaya ke main a sakta hoon :P or jab onhon ne ye suna to topic change kar diya,!!! kiyon ke wo reason tha he nahi,!

phir 2017, 2018, bilkul he alag alag batain,

ager main on ko galat na bhe kahon na to wo khub ki baton main he 1 number ki jhooti ban rahi hain,

jese 2018 wali batain ye sabit karti hain ke onhon ne 2015, 2016,2017 jhoot he bola, or 2015 wali ye sbait karti hain ke 2014 main sab jhoot bola