True Shaurya is one tough cookie to crack. May be pretense of not caring about how are are thought of is a defense mechanism. But at the same time her misunderstanding him rankles him. I don't get what explains that reaction other than he cares that she trusts him and her initial opinion about him.Not sure about Anokhi's POV yet bcz there is more to explore but I was talking about Shaurya.
He has never bothered about being on a pedestal or being respected. He has been point blank everytime. In fact he is uncomfortable with being hero worshipped or being placed on a pedestal and it evident bcz everytime someone appreciates him he clamps up puts up his walls.
He knows he is good but somehow he does not want people to see that in him. It makes him feel exposed and vulnerable. He feels like his secrets are out in the open. Today was the first time he wanted to willingly say something but they got interrupted.
Not saying that he pretending to be rude, coz he behaves well with everyone and he is a great professor but when it comes to personal relationships, he keeps himself guarded. As I said in another post, he has abandonment issues. One of the traits is controlling what happens around them. He wants to control things and suddenly Anokhi makes him spiral out of control by forcing him to address the issues he has tried to suppress within himself.