#IPKKND/Arnav Khushi Hamesha / Memory Lane/ASR and Dhobi/pg 88 - Page 36

Oh, his slightly opened lips, intense stare without blinking, like a statue by himself, he was caught unprepared for this sparring act of destiny. The heart skipped its beat before stopping momentarily just to make him meet his first beat after so long.

It is an absolute human certainty that no one can perceive a sense of his own worth until it has been reflected through the eyes of another human being.

His eyes proclaimed the possession, the passion ... A magnetic pull which held her in this silent moment without blinking ... ultimately arrested by his chocolate eyes ... molten, passionate, penetrative...

Falling in love is very real, but Arnav used to shake his head when people around him talked about soul mates,his mind was arguing over poor deluded individuals grasping at some supernatural ideal not intended for mortals but sounded pretty in a poetry book. Then, he met Khushi, and everything changed; the cynic has become the converted, the sceptic, an ardent zealot.

...

Yes! Khsuhi is a kind girl jiss se dekhte hi pyar ho jaye...[ye Khushi is a girl whom u can fall for immediately]he said that later..

Rabba Ve plays for the first time, and his eyes are welcomed by his first heartbeat with a breathtaking sight of Khushi in a red sari... her hair flying in the wind. His eyes moved along her sleek body, up and down, as his eyes devoured her in. He stood there stubbornly, and the lust never let him look away.. .Well, She is momentarily arrested too,.

This is the first time Khushi feels the power of his intense feelings ... This is the first glimpse of the passion behind his anguish-filled words that Arnav ever called out to her .. she sees the side of Arnav, which is overwhelming if you ask as she feels it. Still, she is unaware of the name of it...

The heart tripped into ecstasy after falling in love. He walked forward yet looked back at her, leaving a trail of love beating with every beat in his heart.

Indeed, Love found its beat the very first time...

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Sorry couldn't quote it

Beautiful memory lane post and this last creation is soulfully relaxing seeing him restless, hard for him to leave her sight, and that deep yearning is so visible in his eyes.Yearning but It needs to hurt in order to be worthy of getting it back the same way the way you want it... Otherwise it is just wanting. The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are farcical - at least these feel this way yet those are the ones which make you up all night and Arnav was getting into those feelings after this.

The longing for impossible thing, Ah, love...but he won't do it as there is no such thing as love precisely because such things are impossible in his life. He won't let that happen....but nostalgia it felt for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else will follow when Shyam will remind him that life is not a tape recorder to rewind it...; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence because she was becoming the reason of his existence . All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in him a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what he was feelings all these years.

Suddenly he wanted the sunrise and moon shining on him.

Originally posted by: Mysticaldivine

I never thought of Shyam to take over the thread like this, Loving your convo and will come back to it tomorrow

I am changing the subject a little bit here.

Look at them, sheer beauty❤️

lol, but Shyam's discussion was interesting

Originally posted by: Roop_P

Oh, his slightly opened lips, intense stare without blinking, like a statue by himself, he was caught unprepared for this sparring act of destiny. The heart skipped its beat before stopping momentarily just to make him meet his first beat after so long.

It is an absolute human certainty that no one can perceive a sense of his own worth until it has been reflected through the eyes of another human being.

His eyes proclaimed the possession, the passion ... A magnetic pull which held her in this silent moment without blinking ... ultimately arrested by his chocolate eyes ... molten, passionate, penetrative...

Falling in love is very real, but Arnav used to shake his head when people around him talked about soul mates,his mind was arguing over poor deluded individuals grasping at some supernatural ideal not intended for mortals but sounded pretty in a poetry book. Then, he met Khushi, and everything changed; the cynic has become the converted, the sceptic, an ardent zealot.

...

Yes! Khsuhi is a kind girl jiss se dekhte hi pyar ho jaye...[ye Khushi is a girl whom u can fall for immediately]he said that later..

Rabba Ve plays for the first time, and his eyes are welcomed by his first heartbeat with a breathtaking sight of Khushi in a red sari... her hair flying in the wind. His eyes moved along her sleek body, up and down, as his eyes devoured her in. He stood there stubbornly, and the lust never let him look away.. .Well, She is momentarily arrested too,.

This is the first time Khushi feels the power of his intense feelings ... This is the first glimpse of the passion behind his anguish-filled words that Arnav ever called out to her .. she sees the side of Arnav, which is overwhelming if you ask as she feels it. Still, she is unaware of the name of it...

The heart tripped into ecstasy after falling in love. He walked forward yet looked back at her, leaving a trail of love beating with every beat in his heart.

Indeed, Love found its beat the very first time...

__________________________

Sorry couldn't quote it

Beautiful memory lane post and this last creation is soulfully relaxing seeing him restless, hard for him to leave her sight, and that deep yearning is so visible in his eyes.Yearning but It needs to hurt in order to be worthy of getting it back the same way the way you want it... Otherwise it is just wanting. The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are farcical - at least these feel this way yet those are the ones which make you up all night and Arnav was getting into those feelings after this.

The longing for impossible thing, Ah, love...but he won't do it as there is no such thing as love precisely because such things are impossible in his life. He won't let that happen....but nostalgia it felt for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else will follow when Shyam will remind him that life is not a tape recorder to rewind it...; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence because she was becoming the reason of his existence . All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in him a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what he was feelings all these years.

Suddenly he wanted the sunrise and moon shining on him.

Wow, what a description, you ladies are so good. I am so lucky to find you all here.

Originally posted by: Roop_P

Look at them, sheer beauty❤️

lol, but Shyam's discussion was interesting

But Shyam's discussion was fun, no doubt.😆

Originally posted by: xZoyax

But this was brutal though, his words shattered her completely

A fine glass vase goes from treasure to trash the moment it is broken. That moment was Diwali night... Fortunately, Khushi carries a mind where her belief system made her pick up pieces and move forward. She helped him to gather his as well when she returned that mannat ki chaabi. A prayer what he had lost since his childhood and his heart got protected by his self-created walls. She somehow entered to shatter his poor judgements, his self-proclaimed opinions of others and made him rise as well. Even later he saw her with Shyam on the terrace, it was not the same ASR, or Arnav that we are seeing on Diwali, he was a different person who rose above those ashes on which he stood for years to live his burned life. This time he wanted to burn others who would dare to come to touch him and his sister.

Originally posted by: CrystalJam

First, Thank you for putting it altogether. I love the question you have here. Why was he in Lukhnow?

Maybe when he saw that video where Khushi fell in Arnav's arms and decided to go for her as he always thought that he is entitled to have everything and everybody whoever and whatever he wanted.Second, question about his backstage story. Who was interested in that? We all wanted to shoot him. Isn't that? You can't differ🤣

well, I am interested and I was but as many said it here his character was portrayed in such manner that no one want any drop of sympathy for him.

Originally posted by: CrystalJam

The rugged, evil, mean, con man face what we have been introduced as a Shyam Manohar Jha. What if we knew he had a past of misery, poverty, blah blah, then we had this mushy feeling with lots of sympathies. yuck!

Then maybe some started to imagine him this soft cute man like we did in the beginning

Just imagine girls dreaming him like that

If the editing and filters can effect the mindset that much then imagine. I think then we had a whole lot fan following of Shyam just like Arnav. We are having soft corner for Arnav because of his past, otherwise he was no angel or hero of my daily life. No offense, I know I will get many shoes for this. But this is a reality.

Love the textures on these edits, ad reflecting your strong analogy and POV. No wonder why we humans believe what we see. One side of the picture. We feel as if the mosaic we have been assembling out of life's little shards and pieces of facts got dumped to the ground after knowing the true face of that picture..., But time tells us that there is no way to put it back together after the declaration of our ill thoughts and untrue feelings about that.

Originally posted by: coderlady

How did Arnav, the big businessman, or the rest of the family, never put the clues together for Shyam? Did they ever know the name of the law firm he worked for? If he was doing cases for charity, why did he have to be out of town so much? Lawyers don't do that. Even if he was doing some charity, at least some of his cases should have been paid ones. Where was the money? No one ever asked him anything. Just ate up everything he said. Why were they so thankful for him accepting Anjali? What was wrong with her anyway? She had a limp and wore a boot. Big deal. She could walk, talk, and do everything for a normal life. They thought she was lacking?

All of them gave the power to Shyam to do what he did.

We as humans make others powerful by letting them affect us and our lives. That was what Shyam doing to others. Using their weaknesses against them. There was nothing wrong with Anjali but this is what you and I think, not Anjali because she faced rejection, her marriage broke, she must have faced many eyes and many questions and that broke her, shattered her belief system and she became weaker each day. No wonder why her doing pooja and all also showed us this part of her where she was doing all believing in that she had a husband and with that fear he might leave her, she started doing things which were making her sick as well as Nani said many times why doing so many poojas and fasting...

Now except Mami, no one ever thought or questioned about Shyam. ASR never ever thought of this until his forced marriage. I believe it was just a fictional drama with many illogical sides.

Originally posted by: CrystalJam

Not all but some do and that is a norm now. People want everything and there is no satisfaction.

That is true, ppl have no logical sense and I think that have so much time at hand as well.

Originally posted by: CrystalJam

I am in for this redemption. I wanted him to beg, crawl, do all to get her back but instead we got ASR's bossy ways to bring her back in his life.

😆 If you think deeply Khushi was not that character who could be tamed by Arnav's style. You needed ASR to tame her.