Originally posted by: pakpearl
Niru n Labi gayab ho gaye??///
Originally posted by: pakpearl
Niru n Labi gayab ho gaye??///
Episode Part116- 117
Khushi's Engagement PART -3
Egoistic and narcissistic ways of Arnav and Shyam are making a rose, a pearl , and a pure soul muddled and crushed but the only thing is making a difference is Shyam's covetous and avaricious acts over Arnav's altruistic ,benevolent, timid ,caring and bleeding heart acts in this process.Arnav's discontent ,anxiety , and tizzy dither over hers during engagement was unbearable and that's make a BIG difference.
Shyam's plan is bringing fruit to him as Buaji ,his biggest pawn is declaring he does not need any Mahuraat ...announcing the same as Arnav thinks he is God and he writes other people's destiny along with him and Shyam too as he can play around with people's destiny to make his own .During and after engagement his bracelet was so much visible as always.
The part which I loved was this parallel scene, side by side.Khushi is forced to put engagement ring on him for Babuji's sake.Buaji's love for his brother is understandable but her illogical theory of making a pure soul going through all without her consent can't justify anything.Poor father is warning her child and but just like the other night her "Theek hai" when Arnav left her with this "koi matlab nahin"[doesn't mean anything] ,it is still reflecting here but not with that intensity as she is doing it for the time being and will take care of later.She did not touch him while putting ring on him as she is not allowing herself to touch him and will not do so as only one man can cast this right and she gave him this right unintentionally.
Her hesitant in this matter starts when he tries to put her ring .She does not want to raise her hand .
Buaji,"khushi, haath aage badhao bitiya... apne babuji ki khatir haath age badhao..." [khushi, hold out your hand for your father's sake,] and an orphan looks at her father who gave her everything and taught her to be a fighter as she is like his son and commander in chief after him but couldn't get his sense of directions today in this delusional paying off day.
She is echoing each and every moment which she spent with her Arnavji in her each breath which is saying his name right now. His concerns in that tiffin box,his attachment through her Dupatta,his patience for her blabbering during Nainital where he became her protector, His concerns while pulling her off from the ditch right next to his heart to be safe,his tenderness while taking off fairy lights and arousing her desires in her,his closeness during blowing dust in her eyes with passionate touch, His care while crossing diyas looking in her eyes to show her his presence with compassion ,his kneeling down for putting payal on her with respect and above all his tenderheartedness in his each and every action is raising her heartbeat to kiss her...Yes she wants to kiss him not this stranger...
who is ready to put the ring on her and she just lets him for the sake of her father.She is definitely having all the moments in front of her eyes where this father did whatever in his command to make her life happy and full of zing.This is paying off time...but..here he is again in front of her eyes THE man who just wrapped his tenderness around her hand in front of God and parents ,who just took oath to be with her through thick and thin ,The man she loved and he loved her no matter what..its impossible to forget as he is the reason of her breathing"Hum saans hi nahi le payenge"[I wouldn't be able to breath]
'Buaji snaps her out,"What is this ...its ok give your other hand "...Ring in a wrong hand meaning engagement did not occur ...
Khushi is sitting under the moon to seek answers from her parents thinking about two incidents which happened in one day with flowing tears.She did not give any attention to Scorpy who declared today why did he marry Anjali...Good job my girl...
Just wondering is this the same gift wrapper Arnav finds during Prreto wedding...
Her heart beat which does not need to cover any distance and is raising its inundation in his heart with arising storm .His foreboding ,premonition and apprehension is not making him rest either .The BG music is adding fuel to the fire .Walking back and forth in his room..They both are going through turbulent moments at this moment which was rising each moment while ring was slipping in her finger.Standing bsides Eternal Heaven[poolside] in gripping heartfelt pain.
A drop of blood makes him wonder about how he wipes off her blood in Mandir and then fight.."Aaj se abhi se meri zindagi se nikal jao"[from this very moment get out of my life]
Rage runs through his veins and he takes tissue to wipe that "MARK" off of him as she does not want to keep any relation with him as they just had fight and promises for not seeing each others
Coming after Bersarai he was wiping Sindoor off as she did not talk to him.But today the intensity bar is way higher to bring it down to forget her.
The intensity of whirling emotions in him in this scene is unbearable..I said Leave Dammit, about flashbacks of her falling into his arms in Sheesh Mahal,his taking her in his arms for safety during rain without thinking of his own,...
Erasing her MARK by wiping vigorously
Her closeness during rain hug under the pouring emotions within and from the sky ,dropping her from his office in rage which she initiated,pushing her against the wall in guest house wher he touched her very first time and touched her tenderness ,for bringing her home by carrying her in his arms first time and got Marked by her bangles
More tissues as "Her Mark" is not leaving ,
They banged together by splashing Sindoor all over,holding on to her teej too close to him ,their encounter in store room where he realized she is leaving him forever..
tissues after tissues for making this "Mark"out of his life
Her closeness while her earing got stuck with her,his twisting her too close to show her his command when she calls him a man without character,Her sharing her secrets under the stars with tears,her hugging him in hospital for his protection and her dependence ,falling on Rangoli splashing all colors...and DIWALI he is ready to kiss her...
flinging the tissue box,Arnav swearing "nahi karoonga usse yaad, aaj ke baad kabhi usske baare mein nahin sochunga..."[ with pain After today I will not remember her or think of her again.] Same way she made in the Mandir .."Bhool keh bhi unhan yaad nahin karainge"[I will never remember him ]
A scoundrel had just won his first round but did he?
The promises have been made as "they will not see or remember each other" {na tumhari shakal nahin dekhni hai aur na tumhari baat sunni hai...aur yeh definitely mere haath mein hai KKG...Aaj keh baad humain bhi aapse nahin milna hai Mr ASR] hmmm/..
but can they ? Lets proceed ...shall we?
EPISODE 118-PART 119
BHAI DOOJ [KHUSHI, BACK IN RM in his arms]
A clear sky after the storm brings with it an astronomical and a new day with lots of sunshine filled with hopes ,desires ,and aspiration in Arnav ,Anjali and Khushi's life which will change the coarse of their lives forever.
Walk of egoistic and atheistic in the holy garden of serene and temple shrine under the spell casted by Devi Mayan.What I say?Today Arnav walked in the house in a stormy way and is stopped by her serene "Sehar" and the wilderment of this ocean picks up its hikes as this queasiness of him for not having his Khushi or having feelings for her all the time has no limit.
Just like in EPISODE 64 when he entered the house for La and feels her presence and found Khushi in the kitchen.Today is no difference except that the intensity and yearning from both sides is reflecting different view.
Buaji,"iss ungali ki nus seedhi Dil Tuk jaati hai"[The nerve of this finger goes directly to your heart] and Khushi echoes all the events in Mandir.Buaji is insisted her to wear the ring in her ring finger the moment its ok as Shyam Babu has right on her life too. Khushi cringes at "Shyam has right on me" as she woke up with lots of holes in her thought process but it seems she totally forgot about it that she got engaged last night because she took off the ring for taking shower as its just a piece of jewelry without any sentimental value attached with it. She put it again after Buaji's hawking instructions.She is a fighter and a believer,her faith in DM reflects here.
During remarriage Khushi will remember this and will say "eik bar baat dil tak pohnchi tou samjhiye keh hum aapke huwai"[once the ring will be in the ring finger and I will be yours]
Khushi received phone call from Anjali and her distress makes Khushi break her promise for not seeing him or she completely forgot.hmmm because she did not say "kyuon jayen taake woh phir se hum se ghalat tareeke se baat karain"[I won't go go there so he will again talk to me in a wrong way].Payal and Buaji are not happy but she is adamant to go to Anjali to help her.
Akash gets some back bone after Anjali's instigation during Bhai Dooj Puja.Really the wires of his engine[brain] are malfunctioning as he can't talk out of AUTO repair all the ime.Beautiful little scene with smooth music.Love seeing this Auto love.
Sun rises to welcome new day and as In EPISODE 64 Anjali was the sun to bring Khushi back to keep all the relations together.She is playing the same role here . Bhai Dooj and "Behan ki Dant "[Scolded by sis] sounds like someone taking out frustration to save him from bad omen''
After all a sister is worried about a handsome hunk...and heart throb of millions...who can't sleep or live thinking about Khushi just like today woke up with the fear of losing her again.
He woke up the same way while calling Khushi's name as she left the other day to Lukhnow "hamesha keh liye"
Anjali unintentionally putting a protective seal on him and he did survive all along and especially during kidnapping.
Puja brings back"meri ankhom mein tu muskuraye...meri dadkan pe hain tere saye"
Just like Rakhi day.
La's dialogue two brothers {Dooj} meaning these both [Akash and Arnav] are ready for next phase of their life as Khushi's dialogue"kyuon na hum aise larkon ko chunain jo bhai hon"[why don't we pick boys for marriage who are brothers] connects here... Mamiji 's future indication in her dialogues
"Mein aapke liye apni Khushi bhi kurban kar sakta hoon"[ I can sacrifice my Happiness for you] and in return Shyam's deep insightful dialogue...."Agar Sale sahib hi sab kuch karainge tou hum kya uphar pakrne keh liye hain"[If everything he will do then what I am just grabbing gifts]
Arnav will make Khushi and him go through with enormous pain for the sake of Khushi and definitely all mess will done by Shyam Scorpy.
La with her lala questions but does one thing good bringing Khushi's thoughts right here ...Arnav jolts by her name.awww...shoo cute he does not want to see her...Yeah right.Anjali and Naniji's praises for Khushi creates malice in him .Naniji,"Khushi Bitya agar aadat hain tou umeed kart hain keh aisi aachi aadat sub ko pade aur Khabi na choote""[If Khushi is a habit then I hope everyone supposed to have this habit and never go away] future indication...Arnav clamored in rage, "enough Di Stop it ..why don't you guys understand keh woh ja chuki hai..She is gone now"
Anjali starts scolding at him for real This time,"eik insaan se itna ghussa....[That much anger from one person...]
And cruel reality settles in with him when Anjali said,"aur khabi khabi pata nahin chalta keh aap kiss insaan ko akhri bar mil rahe ho...aur unke jane keh baad pata chalta hai keh aap kitne ghalat thai"
Translation: you never know when you are seeing that person last time and realize it later after they are gone..
Anjali leaves in anger and others follow her...Arnav by closing his eyes in excruciating pain while reverberating yesterday's words.The walk of titans in opposite direction and then parallel is beating this Titan in this game of love and hate.
Khushi is on her way as Anjali with Naniji and La [3 women meaning success] planning to trick her to come back in RM and just loved the drama when all of five women together.Mamiji has to find this special "dal" which belongs to "dal mein Kuch Kala Hai"[Something is wrong some where] as She has knowledge o "ram chirat maanas" but she gets the real "drama" of this dal...
La insists Khushi to come everyday but Khushi refuses.La cheers her up and Khushi agreed upon to bring oil for Diya when Anjali calls La .
Khusi going to kitchen in the search of oil and Just like Arnav her sense of premonition is getting stronger too but not as strong as Arnav.."Aachi baat hai 'LG dikh nahin rahe'warna kal keh baad tou"[its good LG is not visible otherwise since yesterday...]
and here he marches in with his gritted teeth "where the hell is my...."He knows she is here...and she knows he is...
He is looking for his file fumingly and come downstairs for his Di.Poor HP's turn after OP to take the wrath of grumpy guy.
He enters the Kitchen and she startles and stumbles and finally seizes in his arms with closed eyes with fear and he loses his senses over it.He always mesmerized her over closed eyes.
They stare at each other for a while .she in her astonishment and confusion and he in his bafflement and enchantment over her.His head is covering her half face as she is his protector too like a Horus just like him.
Reverberation of yesterday words brings new layer of fear on her face which changes his tenderness into harshess too ."Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho"[what are you doing here"]
Khushi with half dialogue...,"woh Lavanyaji ne...[ That Lavanyaji ...
Arnav,"mein ne kaha tha na apni shakal mat dikhana...Just get lost[I told you don't show me your face ...Just get lost]
Khushi insistedly," aap humain chodain gey tabhi tou hum"[ I can leave if you leave me ] and he gets a bit awkward...The way he puts her down in the most nostalgic and chivalrous way which did not go unnoticed by her either as she flushed with such a closed proximity of him as her body was submerged with him in this process. He did not forget throwing his daggers during rampage of questioning as he wants some purpose behind her being here.His continuous questions makes her angry "humain bhi aapko apni shakal dikhane ka koi shauq nahin hai"[I am not happy to show you my face ]which in return created acerbity with gritted teeth"Phir bhi yahan mere samne ,mere gahr mein khadi ho...[ still you are here in my house in front of me]..."Jitni bar tumhain iss ghar se nikalo tum wapis aa hi jati ho"...ab kya stupid bahana hai tumhare paas ...Khabi La ne bulaeya...khabi Di ne bulaeya ...sab jhoot"[ no matter how many times You've been thrown from this house ...but you come back'what stupid excuse you have now...la called you...Di called you...just simply everything is a lie]hmmm .. a man wants this woman to confess or called her again a gold digger as the same way that day he went to Khushi's house to bring her back and offered money"Mein janta hoon tum zaroor aogi"... .....her giving him a immediate look at this says a lot to him...in her counter attack..."Jab aap jawab suna hi nahin chahte tou sawal kyuon karte hain"....[if you don't like answers then why do you ask question]
Arnav by intimidating her,"yeh mat samjhna keh tum iss ghar se aur paise niklwa sakti ho"...[Don't think you can have more money from this house] Khushi with pain,"aap har baat paison se ...[why everything finishes at money..]Arnav assertively, kyuonke mein janta hoon tum....[because I know..]
Interuupted by Anjali,"Chote"...She scolds at him in a soft tone.second time in ane day and at the top on Bhai Dooj...Good Job Di he needs that occasionally...
That was the eye opening moment when Di tells him that Khushi is not working for money and he stood there to find him in her eyes but she lowers her eyelids so he can't see that to get embarrassed'.truly cares for him .They both share a moment to say and accept apology'Anjali leaves after giving him file and when Khushi is about to leave'and he stops her by gulping down his mistake.
"Khushi ruko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai"[Khushi stop I need to talk to you] Khushi stops and then move again by ignoring him...awww that's not acceptable by him...He stops her again by gritting his teeth..
Khushi by gathering herself,"say what you have to say , may be you want to disrespect me more"
Arnav by gulping down his anguish and agony...,"enough,...hum jab bhi baat karte hain yehi hota hai..iss liye..ab se na mein tum se koi baat karoonga aaur na tum mujh se"[this happens whenever we talk ]
Khushi with affliction and convulsion behind closed eyes by collecting strength,"Ok you stay away from me and don't talk to me because its better me too"
Both share a stare with acceptance and questions...before she leaves him following her trail...
So perimeters have been set from both sides for the betterment of each other by not seeing each other'..as "yehi acha hoga mere liye bhi aur tumhare liye bhi"[It will be better for me and you]
Episode Part119-120
DEAL:"No Talking with each other"
"Aisa na ho who Larki yahan aati rahe .aur eik din Sale Sahib Lavanyaji se Shadi karne se inkar kardain"
Translation: It could happen if that girl keep coming here , Arnav might refuse to marry La...
A future prediction right from the horse mouth...He gets sucker punch from two ladies here.As his plan is getting weaker regardless of his superb slouchy games so his frustration .A person who sees his defeat near always ends up making more mistakes .Love Anjali here for shutting him up in an very assertive yet firm way.Her anger after all can cause him lose millions...
He goes to Khushi and use this money guilt and gets straight punch of comparison with her LG as she takes his name first . [didn't like his way of talking with her how dare he?]She makes it clear she will help La always till she gets married.Love this girl without looking at him "aapko pareshan hone ki zaroorat nahin hai...hum jante hain hm theek kar rahe hain..[Don't worry about me .. I know I am doing the right thing]
Scoundrel leaves by hiding ring in his pocket...What a scumbag😡
Khushi closes her eyes with settling sadness deep within but Payal ,her jiji knows how to cheer her up as Khushi is worried about being married so early before her...but she surely knows how to make her innocent baby sis happy..
Later Anjali found out the Jewelry shop receipt in his pocket during Laundry routines.He snatches it away and turns around.The moment which grabbed my attention is he was testing her for the other day when she saw him red handed with that lady giving him money back but didn't say anything.He told her after her inquiry that he is going to get marry but without telling her... at the top her reaction while hugging him is reflecting her blindness as she knows but does not want to acknowledge it,have no courage or faith to accept it.His Faith got stronger that he can get away from her all the time as "hum sach bhi bolain tou bhi aap hum par vishwas nahin kartin"...[even if I tell the truth you don't believe me].what a pitty on both of em.Today his repulsive and sickening actions are make me noisome.
Mamiji and her strange Dal is giving her indigestion while searching the right answer of calling Khushi in RM as she does not want her here at all but other three ladies are doing their best to bring her in the RM.
During giving tuition to kids for an Akhroo child,Khushi's monologue "DM tou janti hain keh iss dharti par sirf eik LG hi kafi hai... aww she is taking his name with such cuteness..no anger ,no grudge...
Over there Arnav is recollecting moments of Sheesh Mahal when she fell in his arms just like today while watching tv.He wants to close the TV but of course La comes in to tell him how Khushi helped her changing her views of marriage,Arnav gets fumed over this,"Oh stop it Lavanya will you...I a marrying yoy,not with her thinking, her principles or her views about marriage"
I adored the scene of Arnav and Khushi ,Arnav opened the door and here is she but unlike last time when she was praying to DM for not seeing him and he fulfilled her wish ,this time they are standing facing each other like they are ready to talk again but then they both remember their new deal.They both try to slip away through side ways but each time their direction is same.[good no matter what they will be together]Arnav leaves by bumping into her leaving her with signature "O" on her face but she is trailing him this time.
Khushi in Mandir teaching Geeta gayan to La who is learning how to trap Khushi to bring her back in RM.A phone call from Aman hmmm...interesting and he wants her to give message to Arnav. While she was figuring out how to tell him ,He comes in and Arnavji is ready to slip through her lips...but DEAL is sealing that name for a while... "What the" and a ghost appears in front of him.She delivers the message in Khushi style but his amusement behind fake anger is amazing.Both can't live without seeing each other regardless it's a "Quiet Staring" sometimes in which they have an Academy award and why do I see him so relaxed and full of zing.Even though they are not speaking but each others proximity brings inner peace on their faces which brings fake war among em to make us fool.😆
She writes the message and tells Hari Prakash to deliver but Fate delivered in the form of Geeta itself.Mysterious messages are always delivered through mysterious ways.As R.Tagore said Love is an endless mystery, for it has nothing else to explain it.Poor HP has been shut up but message has been delivered.
Dining table ,La ,Anjali and Naniji's attempt to create a scene so Khushi can come in RM as usually but Mamiji's is insisted on"Bye Bye Pahtti saree"...Too bad Mamiji Arnav's heart had already welcomed her with both arms holding her tightly...Sweet dreams...bye bye
EPISODE 121-122
Twinkling Hearts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wAp_6V_vUQ
"Maanwan Thandiyan chawan" [mothers are like cool shades of trees].It is saying mothers hold kids hands for a while but their hearts forever.She is blessing on us from heaven on Earth and whose blessings always follow her child ,ALWAYS! As Emily Dickson says ,"A mother is the one to whom you hurry when you are troubled'".and that is so true in Arnav's case.He always seeks solace in his mother's lap in the GARDEN after her but still looking for love like her as mom's hug lasts long after she lets go and he's been missing that since he was 14.
A brother and a sister shared their moments of spending time with her and talked over her "Nishani" [mark] her kangan left for them.The noise of which was so peaceful for them as Mom's Lori[song to make kid's sleep].The peace holding such a piece in hands gets broken when Anjali triggered a scorching pain of ocean in him.
Mother's caring and loving words for her DIL hold such a big meaning'...
"dihan rakhiye ga aur savdhan rahiye ga..humare chote ki naak peh bohat sara gussa rehta hai..aur dil mein bohat sara pyar..gussa bardhat karna and pyar sood samet lautana"
Translation: Be careful and be considerate , Our Chote has a loving heart Besides too much anger on his nose'...Have patience with anger but return the love with adulation''...
Teary eyes but determination of showing sister his strength can't make him weak.Anjali "agar Maan tumhain aaj dekhti tou'''...pehchan bhi nahi paati mujhe'..Arnav completes it and leaves before the convulsion traps him and on his way out bumps into Khushi ...Her smile vanishes with his tears and they both share a moment of understanding with each other...She knows the fact through Anjali and knows he needs her''...
Khushi reaches to poolside and reads his pain written on her face as she can't take her eyes off of him.But she wants to leave him alone by obeying his wish his DEAL for not talking to him."Tou kya woh sach mein tare ban jante hain"'.....["so do they really become stars?"]
These innocent words just grab her heart,"Baat sach ya jhoot ki nahin hai baat yaqeen ki hai"[ Its all about Faith not truth or lie] .She comes close to him and they both look at the stars,twinkling hearts, their parents .
Pause here:Is he the same ASR who threw her out by saying :tum samjh sakti ho keh mein kya mehsoos kar sakta hoon"[You know how do I feel]on his parents' anniversary.
Their connection with these twinkling hearts is since from the beginning,from Sheesh Mahal to Delhi night [1st tu hi bata mere Maula]...Where his sis told him "eik din woh larki ayegi...[One day a girl will come in your life...] till Tota huwa tara night after she left him and he wishes for her to come back and Di asks his wish in her prayer ,"aisa jeevan saathi mile jo inke sab dukh door karde.."[a life partner who can relieve him from all the pains] ...journey of Di's wish becomes that partner's heartbeat who makes him realize these twinkling tiny bodies have heart of someone who thinks her deceased parents are shining on her in between there and not just a silly romantic nonsense which became a sizzling romantic moment during Diwali night under the stars..These silent communication tools brought them together and provided them strength when they needed each other the most.These silent night riders got their heartbeat during telepathy of their confession .There are many many moments of their silent communication through these twinkling hearts but the most amazing was when he smiles upon her command as if she says "look Arnavji your Mom wants you to just SMILE."
and above all these became the witness of their union in the farmhouse where his belief changed with her and he brought his MOTHER right next to her .
During this emotional roller coaster ride,it does not seem these two who share every rhythm of their heart beat, were playing hide and seek with each others in this game of "who will get tagged first in this Deal of no talking".
Not talking with each other is just killing for both of em.Khushi," eik tou itna zaroori sandesh diya 'dhanewat daine ki bajaye itna gussa"[I give him so impt message but instead of being thankful ..anger is on his face as always'...].He showed her his fake concerns for La by eating her cooked Dal with Mirchi which he hates and she knows it as In Nainital they acquainted with each other very well.
He just wants her to talk to him'...She tries her best through HP [she ,talking through HP is not digesting in his stomach] and her gestures like a sharade '...but he is Akhroo and refusing to bow down so hiccup by hiccup she sees HER man eats other woman's Dal . '...[True to man's nature] '...
Mamiji was right The whole menue has been changed.
He was just like a kid if you are not talking with me I am eating this'...in his Zid [stubbornness] Khushi,"mirch wali dal kha laingay par apni galati nahi manengey" [In his ego he will eat spicy food but will not accept his mistakes]''...hmmm''...Why do you care Khushi'.."Kyuon fadak padta hai"[Why matters to you] and what mistake the one he did breaking your heart announcing his engagement with La'...hmmm..isn't it'...and you are feeling bad for him while he told you "mere liye uss baat ka koi matlab nahin hai"[that thing doesn't matter to me.]'...but he cares for me and he indeed bound me with the bandage'...and that's all makes a difference for her'...
She got the message from Aman and delivered to him in Khushi style but his amusement behind fake anger was amazing.He gets the message late and it frustrates him for her not talking to him regardless the proposal of this DEAL was his'...hmmm.interesting'..as this deal of his the most LOUSY one ever'...
It does matter to Khushi'...She brings milk for her Akhroo ,gets her attention through "mirchi".seee'...and shows him a real kid in him while mimicking his way of eating Mirchi wali Dal[eating spicy dal] in his childish style.But one thing sure she is enjoying his "chup" as even in anger he can't shout at her and its not gone unnoticed by him either.
He still have that "seee" sensation and taste around his lips and wants to throw that burning sensation at her for every gesture she makes but stops at her sweetness with which is holding milk for him ,yes she cares'...but her not talking with him is not settling with this seee'...and at the top how can I lose his own DEAL ,no way.its a war till his last seee breath'... and with those burning eyes he moves forward and threw the milk in the pool in the most stylish way.She stunned at his act but he is not done yet'...moving forward to intimidate her, she as usual moves backward till stumbles upon the edge of the pool but he wouldn't let her fall would he..He grabs her hand and pulls her towards him till she hits his hard core.Both share fatal intensity [as he is asking why don't you break the deal and talk and she is saying I won't until you break it ] till she pulls her hands off and leaves him following her trail'..Still not talking'...but he made her feel his intensity for her'..
I must say Barun and Sanaya are superb here..Barun's expressions eating Dal are too good.
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The milk in the pool,"Humare haat mein keede lagain hain kya"[are there worms in my hand]but he asks HP to bring milk to just bug her up [as well show his care what she does'..]so she would start her blabbering with anger and he has a chance to punish her in his DEAL style but She stops at "iss LG keh na bohat Nakhre hain"[LG is too egoistic].Ok what happened to the part couple of minutes ago,"pata nahin kahan keh LG samjhte hain apne aapko"[I don't what the heck he thinks of himself]. Seriously she looks adorable saying that both times as she is missing this burning talking with him too just like He knows she can't be quiet for long.The war is getting personal with each move and getting heated too and now needs some weapons'..
Weapons have been chosen yes mortar and pestle instead of sword and gun'..She takes her revenge by irritating him with "tha tha" banging noise in dhamakadar side looks at him and his helplessness and suffering is too cute'even Di couldn't help him.Khushi and her [madness]"bewaqoofian" gives him chance to grab her again.She tries to leave but he pins her down against the wall from one end and then ready to snap but DEAL seals his lips perfectly and poor wall gets the stamp of this deal as a smack.
Khushi and her smirk did not go unnoticed and to adore that smile he gives her his signature turn look by keeping his grouchiness and leaves by flaring his nostrils'..She is so happy and he lets her to be'how sweet'..Only Khushi can get away with mighty ASR wrath and why not she is the one who awakes his inner child and he is the one who brings her internal femininity .
His grouchiness ,his gussa, his ego melts away with tears in the memory of his Mother which in return melts away the DEAL in between them and Arnav,"Kya woh humain dekh keh khush hain"[are they happy to see us?] Bingo '..He wants her to say yes as he wants that confirmation that her parents are happy to see them together from her and then "kya meri maa mujhe dekh kar khush hai.."[Is my mother happy to see me?] He knows she believes in these twinkling hearts and he wants her to say YES'.
And she confirms it all and much more by mingling her teary hearts with him'.till she couldn't take it any more.Her concern is always Arnav's welfare just his is hers.,"aap theek tou hain na"[are u sure u ok] .. She leaves making sure he is fine but his following peaceful eyes are not ready to leave her trail yet as these just got to know how to twinkle''He is at peace ,she is talking with him'.
As I said in 119 she has no sentimental value with that ring so why bother remembering it'.She completely has forgotten that she is engaged'.hmmm.
Twinkling hearts are bringing these two together with their blessings and today he got one more step closer to her through her belief''..Don't forget he got Ram Charitra Maanas [Krishna]through her today''..Audios
EPISODE PART 122-123
Ring...Whose ring is this?
Life plays hide and seek all the time and its an art to learn when to hide and when to seek or in other words how to seek hidden parts of life to stay in this spinning game.Life is not a game and as Oscar wild says
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
So true, real meaning of life only reaches to some. Payal is one of them ,in her bitter experience of broken marriage and then humiliation by Mamiji she can't cross the limits.Akash has no experience of that life as he can't see the true picture of her heart.Of coarse its easy for him to say that "pyar yeh sab dekh keh to nahin kya jata..pyar tou bas ho jata hai"[Love does not know any boundaries..it just happens] His thinking that he can seek forgiveness and love by giving gifts might work in some cases but not for practical Payal.Love the way he recreated every spending moment with her"All these things are linking me with you and these are very precious to me"..love seeing a teenage lover but his lover in more mature than him"Akashji aap aur mein khabi hum nahin ban sakte ..humare darmiyan koi rishta ho yeh aapke ghar walon ko khabi manzoor nahin hoga"[We can't be one because your family will not accept it.]...hmmm..kind a filmy dialogue to me but conveyed the message.Payal's pain is too much but true to reality just like Khushi "sapno ki duniya mein rehna hi aacha hai"[its good to be in Dram world] Ok didn't like wind thing with these either just like the other day with Shyam CVs is slacking here.This mehsoos is only for ARSHI...Period..
Ram Charitra Maanas [Krishna] is in the picture as during Janmashtami, Krishna did his games with "Makhan"[butter] and Jai Parakash and today again is playing with everyone and wants everyone to be a part of it.Naniji along with Anjali enjoying the game of bringing Khushi back to RM regardless feeling bad telling a lie to Khushi.
On dining tale La,"aap itna overacting I mean overreact kyuon kar rahi hain"[Why are you overacting ...I mean over reacting} I agree with La ,she was overacting...but again she wants to become a kid just like Khushi as she was becoming Arnav's playmate in the game of "No talky talky"[No talking]
Mamiji and her 007 detective skills were awesome .She did her research and finally got some solid prrofs against Nanijiand Anjali along with "note" with time 12:00 on it for ASR.Mamiji,""jaise humare tongue peh daragon tandav karat hai..."[ seems like a dragon is doing a mad dance on my tongue.]What a dialogue she got.
House ladies are getting prepared for the engagement and that small piece of paper carrying time 12:00 is playing game around ...without anyone's intension...But it served the purpose Anjali sent it to Arnav and he got his Khushi back under twinkling hearts.
Khushi makes Anjali calm,"woh ab theek hain"[He is fine now]Khushi leaves making ladies happy that she will be back...
One more person is relaxed as a big burden got removed from him.Arnav after chatting with twinkling hearts he turns and gets tangled with one circle [chakarvyue is playing here as Khushi has entered]] the ring...
Arnav,"Whose ring is this?" After La's lala wish of her ring ,Anjali declares it looks like Shyamji's choice...She sure knows her hubby choice very well...La first time uses her brain,"it must be a surprise for you Di"..Anjali connects the dots of his weirdness about the receipt and thinks it is all about her..awww...Indeed Anjali it is surprise for you...
Khushi gets back home and Buaji's hawking eyes are playing only one game these days"keeping an eye on THE RING"..She scolds at Khushi which seens less bothered about it as it has no value for her.Buaji you are right in this sense she is giving you vibes Nandkishore samjhio zara...as Khushi can accept your snoring but scolding ...DM is playing here Khushi along with Makhanchore in RM.
Payal's pain is visible now to Khushi and as a cheer leader she just cheers her up.you are right Khushi she came from Lukhnow but stuck in the middle of Delhi right in front of RM..Buaji was right "Kya Delhi ki sari sadken Raizada ghar peh ja kar khatum huwat hai"[Do all the Delhi roads end up at Raizads?]
New Morning and a new game of life in between Anjali and Scorpion..."aap chai mein shakar lainge"[would you like some sugar in your tea?]...Yes Anjali he is not that innocent as he looks...But as usual he denies and plays his slouchy games but puts a seed in her mind for Khushi so she can get her ring back...Seriously he knows how to play with ppl lives without any conscious...
Khushi is ready for the day in RM when Buaji's reminder to put on the ring the moment you get it ,takes her back to Mandir and she starts breathing uneven ...She does not want to wear the ring ...She is just doing it for Buaji...other wise her DM and Krishna has planned the day for her...
Khushi enters the house while looking her ring..making HP looking for her first...Buaji is playing "hanging sword on her" game...forTHE RING...
She banged into her hubby by screaming"dekh kar nahin chal sakte kya"[can't you see where you going]
Arnav by gritting his teeth ,This my house,I will walk as I want.if you have any problem then stop coming in my way.She is going to back down no way..."aap ka ghar hai tou kya huwa...aap din bhar upar beth keh intizar karte hain kya ..keh kab koi darwaze se aiye aur aap un se ja keh takrayen"[do you wait all day long that lets bang into the person who just comes in..]
She is not done yet,"eik tou aap dekh keh chale nahin ...dusra sorry bolne keh bajaye aap hum peh gussa kar rahain hain"
Look at his face how happy he is while she is scolding at him...He was missing her anger so much just like she misses his...love him here...
Arnav calmly and firmly,"mein tum se maafi magoon ga"
Khushi in a rampage mode entangling him in his own words,"tou kya hum kahain gey...aap ake hum se takraye aur waise bhi yeh ghar tou aapka hai..iss liye yahan jo kuch bhi hota hai aap hi karte hain...lekin agar aapne ghalati ki tou uss keh liye aapko maafi bhi mangani chaheye..."
Translation:[What do you think I will say sorry.you came and bang on to me...and ths is your house so what ever goes wrong here its your fault but if you do something wrong ,you should say sorry].
Arnav proceeds forward by gritting his teeth but her train did not see the STOP sign yet..."haan haan hum jante hain keh aap Arnav Singh Raizada hain and aur aap kissi se maffi nahin mangte...par hum bhi maffi nahin mange gey aur aap se tou bilkul bhi nahi...
Translation:I know you are ASR and you don't say sorry but I won't either and especially to you...
Two titans did not forget throwing their daggers of glaring gazes at each other in the war of SORRY...
Khushi completed her dialogue which she couldn't in Berserai while bumping to him splashing sindoor all over..."Dekh ke..."
Episode 124[MAHA]
You are mine...Dammit!
Arnav Singh Raizada's journey Which starts from Sheesh Mahal and always ends up there in that moment where his brain has frozen under the scorching sound of gunshot and his scream over his Mom's death. That wedding night which turns into a dark morning with a flame of hate in him which never went down as his journey in the search of Mom's love is burning with scorching heat in him since he was 14.
That flame of hate made him what and who he is Today'Arnav Singh Raizada who is never wrong and who doesn't miss his target.[Arnav Singh Raizada ka Nishana Khabi nahi Chookta] ...The journey of this flame made him snatch away from his uncle what was his once and but after getting it he still wasn't at peace.His Di tried so many times to make him understand,'"un purani baton ko bhula do Arnav..inn sab mein tum khote ja rahe ho..tumhare cehre peh who kyuon nahin hai jo dil mein hai'.."
Translation:Forget old memories Arnav'.You are losing yourself in it'..why your face does not reflect what is in your heart
But that flame is still burning him slowly and steadily internally everyday.His mother ,the twinkling heart of his is watching over him always as his each action in love or hate shows her reflection, her"chabbi".
Khushi Kumari Gupta as an unsaid prayer of his mother came to his life that night in Sheesh Mahal under these twinkling hearts made him started forgetting those scorching moments which he will acknowledge it later,"tumhare saath bitae huwe pal yaad rehne lag gaye"[I just started remembering moments which I spent with you]but here his own hate is prevailing over love as he can't Target which direction he needs to follow and that's how second step of Chakarvyue is shaping here and the flame of which is going to burn almost everyone's life.
Once again tonight his life turns into a darker one after the revelation of her engagement but flame of hate is turning into flame of jealousy, possessiveness, and covetous to turn this around either hook or crook.
Arnav's flame of love is flickering with Khushi's anger but still that brings a soothing effect in him as it reflects on his face as well as in his actions.His hate and anger lowers down in her proximity.They just had a burning fight after bumping into each other which provided both of em a burning point to start with any second .
Mamiji's detective flame of shallowness reveals the house ladies plan to Khushi '.Mamiji's excitement over Khushi's bye bye goes on vacation in Naniji's style.As usual Naniji's burning gazes tame Mamiji's sleuth nature with hanging sword of Akash's wedding'.and now we have 4 women in this success process to bring a change.
Naniji's burning O'La La plan to make Khushi happy was just too enchanted as Arnav couldn't even imagine La kissing his Khushi.If that's so then why didn't you accomplish this during Diwali Arnav Bitwa'who stopped you''but the dance and the joy of his favorite ladies brings some peaceful smile on his face.
Naniji,"Khushiji aap iss ghar ka hissa hain"[you are part of this house] and Arnav jolts down with this fact that she is part of him and he can't let her go either but does not want to acknowledge it.
Arnav gulps down Khushi's pain and his guilt but again gets worried about her as he knows she won't be able to say No to everyone.He shares his concerns with her in their silent convo and leaves her wondering about his frustration.
Slouchy Scorpion and the his flame of psych is reaching to the next level after finding about the ring.He turns on the guilt flame in Khushi by telling her"it's her Mom's ring" and now the game plan will change as before she never paid attention to this ring or engagement but after this she will start reacting towards it.Totally didn't like his way of talking with her.Just let Arnav reach to the limit when he will grab your neck for just uttering her name from your filthy mouth.You creep''😡
Khushi's journey of her search from Anjali to Naniji and then Lakhmiji is ready to take a U turn to her LG.
Pause here:Khushi just care about Buaji not the ring'until this point 'Anjali's concerns towards Khushi starting here as she sees sadnesslingering on her face while talking to Scorpion which she discussed with Arnav later.
So Khushi's burning search for her ring bumped into her "Desired Flame" LG again who is in burning zone of game point of "SORRY".It is just his way of making her annoying and angry to just enjoy the brill blabbering of her. He knows her mehsoos as she is here,look how peaceful he is with a naughty smirk on his face like a child.
Arnav with his shattir dimag,"subh tum neh kya kaha tha'keh kissi se bhi maafi maan logi par mujh se nahi..Arnav Singh Raizada se batamizi se baat kar keh bach jao gi'.ring chahiye ..sorry bolo"
Translation:What you said in the morning.you will say sorry to anyone but me.What do you think you will be spared talking with Arnav Singh Raizada like that'you have to say sorry if you want ring'
PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:He will respect her self respect and ego'.after when she comes to him for asking money for rent.,tum kehti ho ke mujhmain bohat ego hai'tum mein nahin hai kya. Nahi hai to mujhse madad mango. zor se kehne me sharm atti hai tou mere kaan me whisper karo'.[you always say I have ego..look at yourself'if not then ask help from me ,if you feel ashamed of saying it loud then whisper in my ears] '.another one "janta hoon zidi jo ho"[I know you are stubborn] before putting lock on GH
Khushi with her burning ego,"Sorry ...'for what ,it was your fault that's why I refused to say sorry and still do."
Arnav cleverly changes his expressions into fake anger,"Nahin milegi..ab tum sorry nahin bologi..kan pakad keh mujh se maafi mangogi.."[You won't get it until you say sorry by grabbing your ears]
Arnav by intimidating her,"This ring has no meaning for me but it's important for you'...[just wait ASR you will know the importance more than her]...'"mein intizar kar raha hon"[I'm waiting]'...look at his face how he is enjoying her at this moment with sneering smirk as he knows she is stubborn and won't do it.
Khushi with her pride ,her self respect,"Tou phir karte rahiye...'"[Then keep waiting]'.The price of this ring is not more than my self respect...''
She does not care about the ring at this point ,her self respect is always comes first as it's the trait of middle class people .Money or anything else can't buy this pride.
She leaves him fuming with his ego centric flame '..but on her stroll,"hum kan pakad keh maafi mangain ge aur woh bhi un ki ghalati keh liye..Khushi Kumari Gupta aisa kabhi nahi karegi'...[why do I have to say sorry by catching my ears and for his mistakes ..no way ...'KKG will never do it]'...
but Buaji brings her self respect down by emotionally blackmailing her by bringing the flame of guilt just like Shyam,her parents in it...poor Khushi has no other way around but to put her respect ,her swabhiman aside for the sake of family's happiness to say sorry to grumpy LG.I feel for this soul at this point'.so close to my heart'..
The sight of this ring is causing a fuming storm of anger in him as she defies him,how could she do this to Arnav Singh Raizada'.He was about to throw the ring when she appears like a layer of ice at the tip of Lava.
ASR in acrimony" kya huwa ab kyuon aeyi ho"...[What happened why did you come back?]She walks in with bafflement''...and then by gathering courage,"Kya chate hain aap"[what do you want?] Arnav Singh Raizada in his egocentric way having a tip of smile after regaining his control,"mein kya chahta hoon yeh tum achi tarah janti ho"[You know what I want] '...Maafi mango'...
.Khushi with arduous voice,"sor'...'"Uhh uhh'.aise nahin kan pakad ke"Arnav as a mean playmate'...Slowly hands reaching her ear and smirk on his face'...along with the intense playful music like the questioner is waiting for the answer in a game show and with the shaky afflictive voice SORRY ,...'.Khushi,by looking at him as she is declaring her defeat'..."kitni bar bolna hai "[how many times I have to say that'...]and without waiting for his answer'...sorry ,sorry ,until she started raising her second hand to grab her second ear'...He stopped her right there "Khushi" with his mellowed voice filled with concern and she without hearing '...sorry...shhh,Arnav hushes her and grabs her both hands in his agony over her tormenting in which he put her through as he knows something is bothering her .She looks at him with her teary but full of questions eyes but he can't meet his eyes with her at this point.Sad Raba Ve intensifies the situation.He places the ring in her right hand as this is his right without breaking his gazes'but
She snatches her hand in convulsion leaving him befuddled.She couldn't put on the ring in her anxiousness and vexatious condition just like she couldn't un buckle the belt on Diwali night.He grabs her hand as this is his right to help putting the ring on and both share a deep moment of exchanging thoughts.
She never stopped him or in other words he never stopped showing his right on her from teej to character Dheela from payal to kiss 'bandagement to now and later make her to come in his car with him during payesh wedding,removing her hair from her face and many more
This is a realization moment for Khushi for the first time that she is ENGAGED'...When Arnav puts the ring half way through her finger,Shyam's hand comes in her mind and by yanking her hand and by lowering her eyes...',"aap yeh Anghoothi nahi pehna sakte''...[you can't put me on this ring] and the very next moment she looks at him with her deepest caustic way in her hollow voice ...'..."yeh humari sagai ki angoothi hai"[This is my engagement ring]''...
The moment gets glaciates with the piercing pain with those hollow words of Khushi and in return it benumbs and desensitizes him and his gesture "Kya yeh saach hai"[is it true?] without WORDS and she confirms it.She lowers her gazes as she can't bear his pain anymore.but he couldn't take his eyes off ...'The excruciating pain and the numbness of the brain paralyzes the Mighty ASR whose hands never miss any target yet lose the grip on the ring .
The ring reaches to his Di who puts it on her finger to complete his MOTHER's wish and destiny's game to make em one but he is unaware of that'.Its unbearable for him to see the ring or her with name of other than him.The inflating pain is suffocating both of them but both are alive without soul at this moment.
The moment is frozen again today in that hollow sound of Khushi by telling him she's been snatched away by him''..Once again tonight his life turns into a darker one after the revelation of her engagement but flame of hate is turning into flame of resentful jealousy, vicious possessiveness, and covetous craving of her.That night he lost the love of his mother and tonight he lost the love of his life .
Today Arnav Singh Raizada is standing where he made her stand on Diwali night...It surely crushes your heart and now you know the real pain she's been through...but you are not done yet
Is this the same Arnav Singh Raizada who said that "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kissi larki se fadak nahin padta'aur iss se tou khabi nahin"[ Not a single girl matters to ASR and especially this one.]That rainy stormy night indeed has come back again as "iss larki se fadak padta hai"
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