\\IPKKNDRewind//...Aag aur Paani... Episodes 21-169 - Page 30

EPISODE 75

A Hot Smile...

Love and hate are two sides of the same picture as these both emotions are associated with the deep inner desires for someone who is way too close to your heart.Arnav and Khushi are going through the same phase right now at this stage...

Khushi's respect towards Arnav shows how unintentionally she gives him prominence . She will never complain about Arnav to anyone .She always treasure him for that and especially now when she knows how does he feel and care about her regardless of his rage and animosity.She diverts Naniji 's concern for her as she knows She will not spare him.

She never say a word against Arnav no matter how much he hurt her.From Forced marriage to every fight in between them.Poolside fight where Shyam and Anjali comes after their severe fight is one example

Poolside the place where they met first time when he held her after she saved him from falling and they both marked it as theirs.Today Queen is in King's den ,in her place as fate has written it as their Eternal Heaven."Mehsoos" feeling of each others' presence and pain is getting intense as she knows he is here right behind him and he knows her pain as he is the cause of it.He is apologetic and wants to alleviate her pain "Khushi whoh tum nain..."[Khushi you...] No anger just disconcertion is all over as his voice modulation with discomfiture is speaking volume and with his attritional eyes

Queen is in no mood,"Bas humain aapni aukat keh bare main aur khuch nahin sunna"....[I don't want to hear anything about my status anymore] and turned her face with anger and ire and here she feels a tug in her Dupatta."humara dupatta choriye"[leave my Dupatta] as she assumes he got her Duppata.She is breathing heavily with mixed feelings which changes into rage and as his mind does not work in anger so is hers .While throwing hot tea on Arnav,"aapki himatt kaise huai"[How dare you?]

He is not angry.Arnav Singh Raizada is not angry with his Khushi as he 's been through with the same pain as she is .She went through hell because of him,as he threw her out of her home and then her car.He threw her respect in muddy water by throwing money at her first,then throwing her in the list of gold digger,and when all this did not throw a moment of peace at him he literally threw her in muddy slush.When in return she threw some slush at him in the form of juice of embarrassment in her melodious way ,he threw the daggers of his peace of mind by calling her low cheap liar full of deceits .He knows the meaning of those tears which she had shed in these couple of hours which splashed on his heart as hot burning oil with which this hot tea can't even compare.He knows the meaning of each word of her and the reason behind it as she is asking him in these private moments how dare you and how could you play with my dignity and respect like that as her Dupatta is her respect ,her protection which becomes happy when he is around and reminds him of her when she is not around in the form of wavy curtains right here in this sanctuary " the poolside" their "Eternal Heaven"

She gets flustered by knowing her mistake and he asks her in his silence "ab theek hai"[now you ok] after throwing your anger at me.She runs away from there and sees him in deep pain by throwing last hidden look at him which brings her in pain and distress more than ever.

She always gets double pain while playing pranks on him like Swami Track she wakes up all night for taking care of him ,the same way he goes in pain while throwing daggers of his rage on her like he takes care of her during Nanital trip.Always "Hamesha "at numerous occasions.

BEAUTIFUL PONDERING MOMENTO before I move on:

1-Dupatta catching before kissing

2-chai phanking before kissing

and many more but these are my fav...hmmm..dreamland...

Anjali's distress put Khushi in deep anguish.Khushi,"buri tarah se jal gaye"[burn badly] .The soreness and affliction of pain could clearly be heard in Khushi's voice after knowing her LaadGovernor's agony which caused by her and left that mark on her heart on her Soul deeply.

A sister's pain vs his soul mate's pain is compared here very well as Anjali is worried about his physical pain but Khushi is getting the heat from his inner turmoil along with that burn mark as this time he diverts Anjali's intention when Khushi was ready to tell herself who is responsible for it."kuch nahin hai Di,choti si chot hai mein handle kar loonga"[Its a small wound I will handle it]...Like he was saying to her if you can handle my given pains I can yours.He relieves his Di as he can't see her in distress because of him at any cost because at this point his Di is everything for him because of his denial state with Khushi.

Just like Khushi ,Arnav dignifies Khushi's respect infront of ppl as he did the same when she breaks his fav vase and above all he defended Khushi when ppl were questioning about their marriage.Their fights and sorrows remain in between them.They both can rattle about anything in between each other but putting each others dignity at stake is not their trade.

Khushi comes back to apologize as she can't go against her nature if she is at fault she rectifies it immediately.She can't remain angry with anyone for a long time and here is her LaadGovernor "Humain Bolne tou dijiye"[let me talk]but King is not in a mood.He closed the door on her the same way as she did"humesha keh liye" without listening him .Got the taste of her own medicine.Ouch...

Khushi,"iss dafa ghalati humari hai" [this time I am at fault] They both can feel [mehsoos] each others' pain with this closed door.

Anjali'"tumhari bachpan ki aadat hai itni chot lagi hai and muun se uff bhi nahin nikal rahi"[ since childhood you don't say a word no matter how big your wounds are ]Di surely gave a lot of food for Khushi's thoughts to explore more about his Arnavji.

Khushi," babuji bhi humain bewaqoof kehte hain ,par hum itne bare bewaqoof hain pata nahin tha"

She knows the pain of "burn" as she got it during Navratari and she were not able to rest over small and He is not saying a word even though he burned badly."Kitna jalah hoga na"[how badly he is feeling that burn without uttering a word]

"Humain unse maffi mangini chaiyeh"[I must ask forgiveness]

La does not want Khushi's help as she is thinking this way she will win Naniji's heart and Khushi will be out because this is her international samaseya "KHUSHI" as she is discussing her with pim and pam...

She loses Lakhmiji because of her extra care and Mamiji wants her "Switch off" as she has to think something to save herself because "why fear when Mami is there" .She found the solution by switching the goat and color it white

Khushi,"yeh tou Lakshami nahin hai"[this is not Lakshami] Lavanyaji aagar aapse koi ghalati ho gye hai tou humain bataiyeh"[If something went wrong just tell me]She is selfless soul ready to help no matter what.Mamiji is shallow here.

Khushi wants to rectify La's wrong actions by her good deed as she is determined to find Lakhmiji.She loves and cares with her pure heart.

Naniji's concerns for her Lakhmiji are so natural as she is mother and it symbolizes how someone who is close to heart becomes a part of you thenits hard to let go of the someone and that person is no other than Khushi.

Khushi comes to rectify her actions which has caused for her Arnavji her protector her Rakshus her laadGovernor a deep pain which is so excruciating for her that she can't breath without see him in relief.He looks at her,"Tum yahan kia karne ayei ho"[ why did you come here] words are not with khushi who has answer for everything and was not gone unnoticed by him .Before she could speak her tears tore him apart as his anger washed away with these tears.Khushi,"Who hum aapko jalana nahin chahte thai humnain aaj tak kissi ko bhi nahin jalaea"[I did not want to burn you as I never burned anyone before.It seems like she is saying"I never meant to hurt you that much" as she saw his pain just couple of hours ago when he was delivering his complaints in rage holding her hand and she also witnessed that he never wanted to degrade her in front of others as he did not let her disclose the reason of his burns.

It seems she is saying she never want to make him go through with this burning sensation by leaving him to lukhnow or by not listening him during resignation or during Teej and all that.

Khushi while crying bitterly,"woh humain laga tha apnain humara Dupatta pakra tha"[I thought you caught my Duppata]Like she is telling him I thought you are deliberately disrespecting me as her Duppata is her respect meaning Her.

Arnav asks with bafflement and innocently,"tou kia pakrna chahiye tha"[Should I have to catch your Dupatta,]like he is asking and seeking her permission to move forward for her to make her his.

Bitter batter is on...

Khushi,"Hum nain hi apki ghari mein Mishari ki goli dali thi aur apke shoes mein juiceee"

Arnav,"mango juice"

Khushi innocently and cutely,"woh sangtare ka nahin mila na iss liyeh"[because i did not get orange juice thats why]

Arnav just literally smiled at her innocent answer.Yummilicious smile!Seriously people this haircut and this beauty never came back the same way.Loved him in this haircut.

She bitterly cried for her every action and he smiled at her chastity and purity.ASR completely dived in this river of innocent adorableness and artistry of her today as she soothed his pain out for everything she did and for every pain she caused by saying "Sorry"

He offered her tissues and our Sanka Devi just used her multipurpose Dupatta which he wants to hold.How can he hold it like that parmeshwari. He felt icky with this strange act.He is right UNBELIEVABLE!!!Khushi Kumari Gupta...

I must say Barun and Sanaya was SUPERB here:👏👏👏fantabulous!

Khushi,"aap bohat ajeeb ho"[you are strange]asArnav," ajeeb hai yeh "[she is strange] and will turn into" hum dono kitnain ajeeb hain.[we both are strange] ...Farmhouse night

Episode 78

Veil of Fate...

A new day arises with new ventures. Arnav is astonished by La's attitude and behavior, as she reminds him of Khushi. La has no clue he can't stand anyone like her or anyone near her unconsciously, as he already mentioned, "us KKG jaisi mat ban jana"[Don't become like KKG]. She thinks if she dresses like her or acts like her, she will win the game.In such a game of dupatta, even fate shows the answer.

Dupatta lands its right place on Khush's head. Dupatta always gets its thrills in his proximity and takes and delivers messages both ways, how it can go the other way around.

Khushi unintentionally got her respect and honor on her head by her LG as this is another sign of their oneness.DM outsmarted all again because "Iss shadi ko hone se koi nahin rok sakta"[No body can stop this wedding from happening]

This will take a beautiful turn and he will place this Dupatta around her neck during kidnapping and on her head in their SR .BUT as he never forgot this moment he designed the same color of Lehnga choli for that Suhag raat too.Today she is getting his respect unintentionally and after kidnapping and that SR he will give her RESPECT intentionally..."Mun se ...Dil se...Pyar se"😉

He comes out of the room fumingly and sees his Khushi in Dupatta which he threw in anger in the air but now he is looking at her lovingly wrapped in the same Dupatta .

Both know the meaning of it but denial and acceptance is crossing each others' rules here.He steps forward but stops and turns as this bewitching beauty is wrapping him around in its protective and peaceful shell where ASR shell loses its own credibility.He is so vulnerable.😉 Akhroo and his yummilicious nutkhut moves

Khushi's acceptance for him started here as her Amma's words hauntedly engraved in her head as she knows the meaning of all of this.Her heavily breathing for this unknown and sudden action with her not so sure questions in her mind and bafflement on her face says every bit of her heart condition.Her hesitant to let go off Dupatta to La is evident to it.

She can't let go Arnavji off to La and that's why her eyes fills with tears when Arnav embraces La.

Here La's words fit perfectly"tum samajh jaogi chahe ASR samjhe na samjhe"[You will understand it whether ASR gets it or no] Not only she understands the meaning of it but will be protector of it too ,

But at the same time she will protect her marriage too as "hum nain dhaga jan bhooj keh nahin pakra ,humari marzi nahin thi, par aab jo baandh liya hai tou'[I never wanted this marriage but if it happened then]

La's worrisome over Arnav's attitude and her lack of communication is making Khushi's dimag ki bati on.Her idea is going to bring what kind of trouble this time, God knows, but SALMAN KHAN" 's entry as her "boyfriend" among her XYZ list is so on.She cheers her up by her innocent antics.Khushi is pure selfless heart.How come LaadGovernor can have strength to stay away from this innocent and cute girl seriously.😊

Mamiji and "Maun varat" is not helpful for Akash wedding but Khushi's name from Naniji is helpful for Chote to urge him to see her as he knows his bride is in La's room so he can put aside all of his new desires by giving her his peace of mind.

"Iss Larki keh saath rehte rehte tum bhi middle class hoti ja rahi ho"[La,you are becoming like her as middle class girl] He deliberately says these words by looking at Khushi so he can keep her out by hurting her.Here shows his inner fears falling for her badly over which he is losing his control which is making him more angry at her that how come this middle class girl can do such a thing where no one else before could even think of.😃

Arnav's amenability is so evident for her as her distress and every curve of her face throws million expressions on him as he wants to remove every pain every lingering distress around her because he asks her again while she leaves "tum Theek ho"slilently.His anger washes away with her tender and worrisome look.

Khushi's world is about to change as Shyam😡has played a new trick for Khushi to trap her.He brought her parents from Lukhnow to Delhi...Love Shashiji and his love for Khushi .Shyam indeed brought him here for better medical treatment .Seriously he crossed all the limits this time .DM and her game plan is strange.😊otherwise somebody should squeeze his neck with his Slithery gunda style moves😈

La gathers everyone in the main hall to announce her proposal for Arnav as she wants to marry him which makes everyone happy besides Arnav.He leaves without uttering a word.

La calls Khushi to tell her the outcome of her plan and Khushi gets happy as she thinks he is going to accept it because he did not say NO.Her prominent majesty calls her "Khushi Kumari Gupta" with ASR tone to teach her a lesson with BG score as he knows she is "Phasad ki jar"[ main cause of all of this] Hey DM raksha karna...😊

Arnav's reflection on the window mirror as he is unaware of the apparent situation of Khushi because of Shyam's plan and at the same time he is going to make a hasty decision in this matter and will punish Khushi and in return will get distress too after pinning her down. The same way his reflection was on the office window when he ordered her to stand in the parking lot and got double punishment for himself as that day she entered in his armor shell.He is getting divided in between his heart and mind...

EPISODE 79

You're hurting me...

Desire is the most strong motivator of our actions.Oh he is very much angry knowing her actions behind the game of La...Anji was right, you don't want to get married with La...and she always pressed this issue that one day that girl will come...here is she who he is calling now...

Khushi tried her best to calm everyone around but Arnav .She is adamant to teach him Navratri, karva chauth,Suhagan ki cheezain... and all.He is adamant to ask her how dare she can convince La for all this after what happened in between them in these couple of hours but instead he is fuming at her ways.At this point he is fighting with his inner heartfelt desires for her and denial in his head.He is not angry though ,he is just disarray and that why is she doing all of this.

Arnav's reflection on both sides of the glass windows front glass and back as he is seeing only one side pic of Khushi acting that way but has no clue she is in between her parents and at the time his ignorance over her bafflement of her unknown feelings for him because it's a glass he knows his feelings for her but he does not want to acknowledge it in denial ..getting divided he is...

At the same time he has no clue of Shyam's true nature also.He knows his Jijaji has avoided every occasion to make his Di sad but ignore it in blind faith.

La's arrival in the office made this inner turmoil and fight more aggressive which he can't handle as he is a man of true actions he cannot give La the space which he already had given to Khushi.It is impossible for him and against his ethics .Its his own rule for not believing in marriage is conflicting with Khushi's beliefs in marriage and that's what is eating him alive.La has no place in there but he will realize it latter how badly he is behaving with La😕

He made it very clear to La not change herself like Khushi as she is the only one for him in this world.He does not believe in marriage and does not want to hear about this again.La is adamant but he is determined to teach Khushi a lesson for all of this mess.In other word wants to face the confliction of his beliefs vs hers.

Pause here:"Mein iss ghalti keh liye tumhain itni asani se nahin chorunga." [ I will not spare you for this mistake] Ok Akhroo which mistake you are talking about that she has captured your heart and mind and it hard for you to give that place to anyone else as you don't want your queen out of throne which unintentionally you have given her.

Khushi is a self made "Khuddar" girl and never wants to take any loan from anybody and Shyam no way as she never took money from him to pay her one Lakh rupees to pay her contract money so why now.She wants to return but Slithery sugar coated Shyam wants a cup of tea from her to lust over her.Khushi just throw the hot tea on his facewa plzzz.😡😡😡

In GH family reunion is at the peak.Love the genuine selfless love and affection for the daughters>Garima is true mother regardless she did not give birth to these girls.Khushi's attachment towards her Babiuji is evident and the way this selfless child makes everyone happy or tries to make them happy by hiding her pain and tears brings a tug in my heart always.But one thing is clear her Babuji really treasures the meaning of her tears behind her "Muskan"[smile]😊

Symbolism and connection: Babuji's mirror reflection as he is unaware of true picture of the situation here.He is totally unaware of Shyam's true face but he is the one who will find his true side but alas we never had a chance to see him in full action for that filthy Slither.Khushi's mirror reflection as she has no clue about Shyam while she is speaking so high for him.

Buaji and her Shyam's Ishq is making me sick.She thinks our Queens electric shockwa has connection with this "Slithery black out" with tangling wires without spark...Hi re Nand Kishore...😡

In RM Akhroo is no mood to talk about marriage and all as no one can change his views about marriage.True character of ASR as"Sub Khuch mere control mein hai and hamesha rahe ga"[everything is in my control and will be always] and The reason is his past, his parents and he does not like talking about it.His aannoyance and antsy over La's new avatar is very apprehensive.

Pause here:hmmm isn't this one is the same Akhroo who fought with Dadi to remarry with his wify again but before even believing in it he did marry her regardless for the sake of his Di but that was the only option he found to keep Khushi for himself and away from Jijaji.

Akhroo has headache and this headache name is Khushi.The moment this headache I mean Khushi enters seeing him holding his head with her given pain as she knows she is the cause of yesterday's Navarati, Karva chauth and many more irregular events on wrong dates.She gulps down her fears and the moment she comes near the dinning table he speaks her name"Khushi" very softly as he knows she is disconcerted , frantic and disarrayed about his yesterday's call but she intervenes him and takes La's away from there leaving him in rage.He does not like her for not listening him and for not finishing him his talk again.She disconnected his phone yesterday and today again she dejected herself from him.He thought he made it clear to her but she did not get it so she deserves another round of ASR.Akhroo is going to teach his Temptalicious a tempting lesson.😉

La's tells her about his anger over the proposal .Khushi tells her LaadGovernor also called him with his furiosity.Anjali was happy that Khushi called Chote LG hmmm... are you thinking guys what I am thinking.It seems she likes the control of Khushi over him ,She wants Khushi to change Arnav and she is happy for that too.😃

The moment Khushi turns while talking with Anjali,Mr Akhroo enters in Queen's Den to make his point clear."What were you thinking while you disconnected my phone."...you are the only one who has the right for talking ...right "..." He moved forward to intimidate her as usual. Meanwhile Queen got the idea and she drops flour pot filled with flour on the ground which spread all the flour over Arnav and he sneezes out with it fumingly but watching her frighten his expressions softens a bit.Mamiji comes in for blessings over his sneeze.He left with his frenzy and furious attitude but did not forget throwing his glares at her while leaving.

La informs Khushi as she is unaware of Akhroo's Anger over the proposal.Love Khushi here by gathering courage "Jo hona hai who tou ho keh rahega"[What ever is going to happen it will happen]She knows he will not spare her.Still she is making herself calm by saying this and La fuses the bulb while making herself calm.

Khushi wants to run away from her LaadGovernor but LG wants to run towards her.He caught her on her way out."Hilne ki kosshish bhi mat karna ...jub tak meri baat khatum nahin ho jati tub tuk yahin khari raho"[Don't you dare move until I finish my talking]

She acts out her way to trick mighty ASR and at the top she ordered the guy to bring water in his distress over her condition as he can't see her in any pain or in this condition.This is second time in couple of minutes with mighty ASR that someone tricked him twice and got away with that.Not possible Khushi Kumari Gupta. "Apne pair peh kulhari marna aqalmandi nahin"[its not wise to put your foot in Lion's mouth] Hope to see you alive tomorrow.😳

He calls Khushi only one time while he was sitting on the table and again when she ran away and he brought water.

EPISODE 81

Parents'Anniversary PART 1

There is a light in every darkness, you just have to look forward by trusting God and he prevails no matter what.Dukh aur Sukh[sadness and happiness] walk side by side and you can't separate them.Arnav and Khushi both have seen the dark sides of their lives but both of them deal with them in different ways.Khushi is the sunshine for him as she is very independent and knows how to stand in front of any pain by her strong belief system along with action as "God helps those who help themselves"Arnav is the most strong and independent but at the same time the most weak and vulnerable because of his weak belief system in a lot of things but will emerge the strongest of all when Khushi will place these beliefs in his life.😊

Babuji,"Doodh ka jala chach bhi phoonk phoonk kar piye hai"[after burning first time from the same everyone becomes careful Babuji is here so why we have fear he will get you and outsmart you Slithery ding dong.

Buaji you are not enemy of Khushi but definitely enemy of her Khushi[happiness]

Khushi in Mandir with her parents as she can't forget bringing her parents here where her Arnavji held her in his arms and broke her fast . Unintentionally she wants her parents to be with her in this joy.

This is amazing she is describing her LaadGovernor's virtues to her parents.Delhi mein Hari is only and only Arnavji.

Her Hari Arnavji is here and stops with the same "mehsoos"[feeling ]she is here.He always gets it first but this time its stronger than ever with such overwhelming feeling of pain ,anger and relief together .The relief which he always gets after seeing her and the pain which he has associated with his internal turmoil because of his past and anger because of Khushi's Faith and belief system because he is burning of that internally in between hate and love.

This time it's felt like he is listening her distress wish and concern for her father.Love this transition as her concentration breaks so does his and he dejects himself with that feeling for a while but DM's chunari is still lingering around him another sign as she is here.

She feels the wind of misty breath of him around her and knows HE IS HERE.She is in Mandir hands joined and her innermost wish Rajkumar is here after all ,All super natural forces are united with DM and DM is with Khushi[my strong belief]

Today she is alone in Pooja later he will be joining hands with her FOR her with a killing smile for KulDevi pooja.

Arnav on his way but Khushi's wish stopped his feet ,the little girl crying for her father's betterment but has no money.He not only wipes her tears with her own handkerchief but also releases her wish by buying all the pigeons .

He couldn't see her without parents .Today he does not want a child crying over a small things connects his childhood suffering for a lot as they were thrown out of the RM and he has to make all the way up where he can help others.There is no doubt he is a man of golden heart as he wants a one wish for himself a WISH that his mother could be with him.Today he became a protector of this girl and wanted to fullfil her wish like a father which shows his inner desires for his own father to be like one.My heart goes out for his pain...

Hey another thing this broken gullock is reminding me of Khushi's one right before Holi and her coins were not enough where our Sanka Devi asks for "Udhar"[Loan}.She made me so proud that day...

Arnav does not hate kids; he just has anxiety about their attitudes.He loves nice kids, as he will later have one without trying anything.Ahem, aheM...What ladies, I was just talking about, Aarav...seriously, you guys are too much.

Ok Do you see any similarity here...

She asks her parents to have "Mannat keh Kabootar"[pigeons for blessings] in Mandir just like "Mannat ki chabi"[key of blessing] in Dargah.How beautifully creators have connected these two.The key is his and she has it as she is his real "Mannat" his "key".Today she wants "Mannat keh Kabootar[her wishes like the betterment of her family,her Babuji, her wish for her Rajkumar to be the one the way she wants and all]" which he is going to buy all upon her wish along with that little girl will be released in air.The girl is there for the welfare of her father and Khushi's wish is "Humare Babuji ko acha Kar do"[Make my Babuji allright] and who is "waseela"[reason] Arnav who is buying her wish.At the top she is there at the time of releasing pigeons which shows their oneness.just amazing.He will be paying her Babuji's bill later and will take care of every wish of her.This is all so well connected and makes my belief more stronger.👏👏👏

Khushi,"itni saree manatain sirf eik adami keh liyeh...bada lalchi insaan ho ga jo sab kuch sirf apne liyeh mang raha hai...[all these wishes only for one person...how greedy that guy is as he wants everything for himself] uhhh.sweet heart he is doing it for you but you will know it for sure one day.

Her inner happiness and Faith gets a relief after seeing her Arnavji as a good man which she wishes for him to be as her "Rajkumar"...

This is going to change Khushi's belief system towards him"Jo Dikhta hai woh waisa nahin hai"[it will change her completely]

She will tell her Arnavji that she saw him with this little girl with pigeons and all during her KulDevi Pooja

Pigeons are symbols of love and marital bliss as well as happiness in the home, so you seeing this bird probably indicates some form of good fortune and happiness to come.

COLOR white is for purity and it consumes all colors in it so it also represents all emotions.

I think you guys understood the connection .Just remember in the 1st epi it starts with Khushi's home with two pigeons [at the entrance of the door]story of Arnav and Khushi .Then when Arnav was in Sheesh Mahal doing biggest deal of his life with Chachaji to buy his pains as he was thrown out of his own home and here he is buying that treasured memory from him.Pigeons were around flocking here and there.One pigeon was actually doing this deal along with ASR...just kidding.. Ok even in the Durgah in Lukhnow Khushi bumped into these pigeons just like she bumped with Arnav.Amazing...Today Khushi entered in Mandir they were there , When Arnav entered in the Mandir there were pigeons.When Khushi turned around to see Arnav after feeling his misty presence pigeons are flocking in the background.Khushi and Arnav standing in between flocking pigeons together with small girl.So Pigeons are the symbol of their treasured oneness which supposed to happen no matter what.

Khushi always puts others in front of her and cares about them.Today she sees him in Mandir doing selfless act and now seeing him in the pain which she shares with him and knows exactly how is he being going through regardless of his anger.She does not care about that she only knows he needs her in this distress and she will be there for him as he shared his "Dukh" with her in his rage"kaisa mehsoos hota hai] she will share her "Dukh"with him.[apko pata nahin hoga na..hum bata dete hain]He knows her pains and she knows his , he understands her and she does for him.Period.

She comes home all baffled and dumb folded'and as our Khushi is talking to herself as usually.Payal is right Khushi you are Pagal...Khushi is preshan[worried]," Jiji par who waisa hai hi nahin...uska usli roop tou kuch aur hi hai.."[jij he is not what he looks like ,he is a different person]How we supposed to know a person is good or bad.She is addled about everything which happened in couple of hrs and wanted to share with Payal but I LOVE this. the moment she opens her mouth to tell her and couldn't as "everything remains in between them"done by FATE.

Khushi's POV is going to change as he is not what he appears .He istaking care of his family and especially his Di and despite the fact he is LG ,Rakshus, Magarmuch etc but behind all of this he is "Rajkumar"The only time she will shatter when he will marry her forcefully"Aap iske lyek hi nahin hain keh koi aap se pyar kare"but she will get that too Later.

In Rm ,Anjali is upset as usually as she can't reach her charlatan hubby.The door bell rings and Khushi's bright face on the door appears as she is light in this darkness and today on their parents anniversary, their parents ,the stars are helping them to have her. While passing the hall, Khushi finds a hanky on the floor with "S" on it. Anjali tells it her's his hubby's and his name is Shyam. Khushi gets amiable by telling her that their PG's name is Shyam too.Khushi ,Payal is right "you are pagal if you are thinking Shyamji is a good fella'.😡 Didn't like the way she gives respect Slither while calling his name😡

Anjali is mad at Shyam first time and ignores his inquiry about Khushi and wants him here on this propitious day but filthy Slither is busy playing with his slinky games.

Babuji is following Shyam's Slithery trails "yeh Rani Sahiba Kuan hain beta"[who is this Rani Sahiba] Why do I have a feeling as he heard his whole convo because he changes his face expressions the moment Shyam does nice move Babuji.Arggg...Buaji's ishaqwa for this slimewa is making me sick ...😡😡

Babuji asks him again and his hesitant face tells million things to Babuji,"Is Rani Sahiba from Lukhnow?"and he stammers.Well Done Babuji[teer Nishane peh] Shyam with his shatir recovery,"Babuji wakil hum hain par sawal aap bhi bohat karte hain"[I am a lawyer but you questions like em]You liar my foot

Shyam and his shabby games of pleasing ladies are not going unnoticed but Shyam's observance of his behavior is keenly booked by his sly brain too.😡😡😡

The grand arrangement of the pooja makes Khushi hype. She astonishes seeing Arnav coming for the pooja as he does not need any trick this time to be in the pooja. Her happiness goes double to see him as DM can do anything,"eik Nastik bhi pooja mein baith rahe hain" [even Arnav,"The great and an atheist can sit for the pooja!"] Arnav throws daggers at her. But her heart sinks with pain when Anjali come with a portrait of their parents and gives it to Arnav for garlanding Khushi come to know that it was their parent's death anniversary. She feels awful and exceedingly sad for Arnav. Arnav's submergence watching their parent's picture does not go unnoticed by Khushi but no one sees her restlessness while watching him in pain and at the top he does not accept her apology,"humain pata nahin tha keh..[I didn't know that ...The pain and agony in her voice is way too deep..

In Rm, Khushi goes to her Arnavji's room to apologize.She goes in after knocking and he gives a very passive look as he wants to hate her after her thinking about him that low.He totally ignores her apology and goes back to his work.Khushi says dotingly,"apki ankhein bilkul apki amma ki tarah hain"[your eyes are just like your mom's]He gulps down the pain and tells her ,"Just leave from here plz"

Khushi turns to leave but then stops to give him her support as she saw him today in another avatar which is giving her strength to change her views no matter what. [she always jump for others to give them relief no matter what "adat se majboor"]She wants to remove his distress as she can't see him in pain the way he can't see hers regardless he gives her and gets it in return.

Khushi,"hum samjh sakte hain iss waqt aapko kaisa lag raha hai"[I can understand how are you feeling right now]

ASR is back with his BG score louder than ever.He threw his file and attacks her with harsh words.She steps back frantically,"kya samajh sakti ho tum'bolo kya samajh sakti ho "[What do you understand tell me]

Why am I getting vibes he wanted her to ask him, to console him as he pours his heart today on her in this matter which he didn't with his Di after all we always show anger to those who we love the most.

Voice modulation is evident he wants to share this with her without hesitantly even in anger"pata hai kaisa lagta hai jab apne haathon se apni maa ko agni daite hain 'kaisa lagta hai jab uss ghar mein phir se kadam rakhte hain jahan who wapas khabi nahin ayengey'kaisa lagta hai jab sab kehtey hain keh who samajhte hainkeh hum kya mehsoos kar rahe hain par koi kuch nahin samajhta"

[do you know how does it feel when you come home after criminating your mom ,do you know how does it feel when you come back to the same house where you won't be able to see them again'do you know how dose it feel when everyone says they know what are we going through but they don't]

Khushi's pain rolls down with tears but he can't feel it today as his pain is way above all right now.He has no clue he is giving her pain which is adding fuel to fire today for her and is unbearable for her more than him.

Arnav in mortification,"don't waste your tears on me,your simplicity works on Nani,...Don't think by consoling with me ,I will increase your salary...Now get out"

Khushi comes out with heavy heart and he shuts the door relentlessly at her.She is outside with brimming tears as she has no clue of her fault and he is inside in his room flustered as he did something wrong.

Arnav is in his baffled and vulnerable state because of his mom's sudden death and the horror of that night as he mentions his mother's name first to Khushi then parents.

Loop is closing here as the other day she was standing outside by knowing its her fault by throwing tea and he closed the door at her in his flustered condition by accepting his fault for all of his wrong doings and today he is perplexed at the same way on the other side of the door but in both cases they both are in the same frame.

When he will understand her pain he will remember her words always for not speeding car, for not keeping her in the dark etc

82- PART of 83

Parents'Anniversary PART 2

Humein Aansu Se Zakhmo Ko Dhona Nahi Aata

Milti Hai Khushi To Use Khona Nahi Aata

Seh Lete Hai Har Ghum Hans Ke

Log Kehte Hai Humein Rona Nahi Aata

By shayari

TRANSLATION:

I CAN'T CLEAN MY WOUNDS WITH TEARS

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOSE HAPPINESS WHEN COMES TO ME

I EMBRACE ALL GRIEF WITH SMILE

Khushi rushes through the door to be free from the immense pain given by Arnav by closing the door at her without her fault.Her steps are faster than her dropping tears when Naniji calls her to put halt on both.She in her standstill does not know what to do but with her golden heart how can she see the elderly Naniji struggling with all and this.Naiji asks her to fill up Ganga Jal for Sharat and she knows the meaning of it as Arnav made it very clear to her.

Arnav stops her furiously "Sharadh ki tyari sirf ghar wale karte hain...Aaj ka din mere liyeh bohot important aur aaj keh din mujhe tumhari shakal dekhna pade mujhe bilkul pasand nahin hai[Only family members do the prep of Sharadh,Today's day is very important for me and I don't want to see your face today]

Convulsion of Khush's pain reaches its hikes and she rushes towards the doorway with eyes filled with tears and Arnav stood there ruthlessly as he wants to hate her for thinking of him that low.

Anjali stops Khushi again and asks her lovingly and with concern, the reason of leaving as someone said something to her but she never did nor will do mentioning Arnav's name.Anjali understands she can't take this pain as she is an orphan too and all of this is increasing her distress.She tries to pacify Khushi while Arnav rages over this but stupefies at Anjali's words"aapko apne Amma aur Bauji ki yaad aa rahi hai"[you are missing your parents] He couldn't move or blink while watching two important people in his life crying and sharing their common pain .

Reverberation of his words make him realize his mistake and he wants to rectify it but she is gone .He tries to find her and gets a glimpse of her face filled with pain which brings agony in him but she leaves him with this affliction and gripping hurt because he knows the real meaning of this pain he gave her and this time he has to rectify it.

Khushi's pain has no end today when she finds out her Babuji's condition.She can't see her Babuji like that as she has lost her parents but her immense love shows the power of love this family has given her.

Khushi was only eight when Garima brought her when she got married with Shashiji as Buaji says in epi 2 and since then Shahiji gave her love more than anyone even more than Garima.She is so close to him and very much vulnerable to tell him all which she shares with DM the same way Arnav is vulnerable to his Di

Khushi's affliction has no limit today as someone scratches her wounds again and he is no other than her Arnavji.Sitting right besides her Babuji a girl of eight years old again wants her Babuji to embrace her the same way he did ten years ago.She can't leave him or see him in this pain as she already lost her parents and she can't go through the same agony again.

"hum apne Amma aur Bauji ko eik bar kho chuke hain ..hum se Dubara yeh sab nahin hoga.."[I lost my parents once and I can't bear that pain again]Khushi says these to Arnav while hugging him and then again while sitting besides him.

Anjali wants her husband right besides her as this is her important day.She calls her artful and crafty hubby more than enough time but each time sly has

illusory and deceptive answer to deviate her questions as he can't go there while Khushi is there this is a sad moment for him as he can't keep up with this."Dhobi ka kuta na ghar ka na ghat ka"...[sly]

Anjali,'"you did'nt come on Teej ,wasn't present at time of wedding anniversary but I didn't say anything.But today if you are not here then..."Love her the way she disconnected him.

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Water spills,ghee goes to fire and Shyam enters"Dhan aur Mun Chunchul hai, miritue sache hai"[ Money and heart are naught but death is is a truth] Hatts off to creators how beautiful they connected these things together.Water and his character is so cleverly connected here.

Anjali's tears for her parents or for her agonizing sly hubby who never stands right besides him makes me vexatious for her.His astute , artful , and insidious moves are going to hurt almost anyone especially Anjali's parents especially her mother whose spirit is not only in pain for her son but also for her daughter too.

Shyam is playing his slimy games with house ladies while Babuji is playing his sagacious game given by the grace of DM.He feels pain in his arm and chest and fells down unconsciously.God sometimes plays game with our heart and minds in such a way that you have to leave it him because of lack of answers .Divine power is making Shyam a reason of survival here.He brings the doctor and tries to give courage to the family too even in his Slithery way.Payal he can't call RM to tell Khushi come home"iski pol na khul jayegi"[he will be exposed] as RaniSahiba is calling over and over.

Buaji praises Shyam way too much and same as Amma as Shyam is the one who saved his life.Arggg ..He is winning heart over here to get Khushi.

Hate his moves today as he is totally disgusting.😡😡😡

Babuji even in this condition did not forget to recall the duty as a father.He picked up his phone which he made Payal leaving there to get another pillow for him.Meanwhile Slither notices he left his phone in the bedroom and he comes in and gets suspicious at Babuji as in this condition and moving on his bed But before he could do anything Khushi comes in and embraces with her father .Babuji calms her down.Sly takes his phone and goes out but I hated him lusting over Khushi while she was embraces her father...Yuck! Dirty man with dirty thinking.Cheap creep!!😡😡😡

He calls RaniSahiba but she cuts the call..good girl!

"Meri aankhon mein tu muskuraye

Meri Dadkan pey hain tere saye"

Naniji [Bishop#1 ] sitting in distress with her grandson Akash.Her pain has no limit so is her courage and strength.She lost her child Arnav's mother but got courage to raise her two kids with Love and affection.Her tears does not show weakness but shows the loss she feels for her kids as a mother because she has seen ups and downs while raising them.Akash is his right hand as he was sitting on her right side.He is her son's child but she always keeps Arnav and Anjali up front no matter what.Her lives with her through her eyes Arnav and Anjali who are close to Nani's heart.Mamiji and Mamaji love these kids like on one can and Mamiji's concerns for Dmadji makes absolutely sense ,he must be present right besides Anajli at this fragile moment.Arnav's hand on his sister as"Dair se sahi par zaroor ayenge"[it will be late but he will be here.]

Arnav's Mom[Bishop #2} is always with him .She knows his pain and always show him the way.Because of her attachment he was always close to her heart and Arnav's eyes are always searching for her even these are close under that scream"Maa".The pain he closes in his fist grabs his Mom's spirit and gives him sign I am here with you don't worry.Her "Rooh" Atma [spirit] is in tremulous seeing her son in agony as her painful memories are still fresh as the day one in his head.

Arnav's Mom is the one who is going to guide him during his marriage day regardless of Dadi and Shyam unanimous effort to destroy it.

PART of 83-84

Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 1]Practicing Sorry

Redemption, rectification, and atonement with pure heart is what we are seeing here...Arnav's attempts towards seeking "maffi"[forgiveness] are coming from a pure heart without any insidiousness... and Shyam's sliiiding moves for saying "sorry" is filled with canny , crafty and cagey games ...what a contrast...but he showed a way to Arnav that how important is to seek forgiveness...

Shyam's deceitful, deceptive, and delusive moves to make his Rani Sahiba perfect for his ATM machine are inadmissible to watch at least for me.I feel so bad for Anjali who has lost her parents, is disabled, has lousy husband and at the top later she will lose her child too[The worse side of IPK at least for me]

Love the family's interaction and hide & seek during this oppressive drama as this will tear their hearts apart during Shyam's revelation after kidnapping.

He did bank today a sensual scene with Anjali."wah kya baat hai"But I have an objection over here how did these two idiot brothers couldn't see the real motives of this Slithery Jijaji.[Oh well Logic and IPK are enemies don't tell me I know that]

Shyam our Slither has one thing good as his slimy and sly moves always bring our Arnav and Khushi together no matter what.His meaningless "Sorry" is making Arnav realize his Akhrooish mistakes towards his temptalicious "Khushi".Too much for Akhroo's "Arnav Singh Raizada Khabi kissi se Maffi nahin Mangta"[ASR never say sorry to anyone]

Khushi and her friend DM are taking the toll of the whole lot pain of the day together.Khushi always shares her agonizing pains with her STARS ,her Amma and Babuji and today she is intermittent with all what happened here and in RM.Her heart is pouring her heartfelt torment to her 'Marham" Payal.Her Jiji knows the meaning of every "silwat" [curve] of her face and the reason behind it.She gives her comfort and embraces her.[way too heavy for me to see this girl's agony]Khushi's words ."aap mein se koi bhi hum se door ho gyea na tou hum kho jyenge[if any one of you will leave me ,I will be lost] are killing me here with this feeling.Yes you feel yourself like"Tanha khule aasman keh taley"[ alone in this whole wide world under this sky].

Payal asks her about the day and her hurt given by Arnav's words pulls her towards moon.Love this parallel scene if she is seeing the moon so is he by recalling his harsh words and her agonizing pain for her parents.

"Hai Dhoop sa woh agar tou woh chandini raat si hai"

Tu hi bata mere Maula

This journey of looking stars and moon started with "toota huwa tara"[broken star] ,now will continue to "Kya meri maa mujh se Khush hai"[My mother is happy with me] to telepathy, to Arnav's smile while watching moon when Khushi orders him "aapki yeh Zid bhi puri ho gye'aab muskurayei"[after putting Arnav's pic on Salman khan]to all the way 3D Galaxy star to show when with their mothers' permission they will be one.

"Sirf sorry kehna hai bohat aasan hai"[Its easy to say sorry]'Love his acclivous and uprising task practicing SORRY to Khushi. It must be killing being receiving end and tasting own medicine for ASR.Felt bad though but very entertaining .He was standing in front of mirror and was reminding me the Magic Mirror who can teach him say sorry.[Thnx to chahlov for magic mirror]La breaks the stance of his Maha Practice but she says sorry three times as three is the # of victory.Love Arnav's monologues "aaj tou usse soory bol keh rahoon ga"[Today I will say sorry to her definitely.] Love his interaction with Dhoobi wala.Khushi look what are doing to ASR but one thing is good he wanted to see her at their eternal heaven "pool side"His frustration and obstruction for saying Sorry is written all over.

In RM ,Dining table ,Arnav,"use salary kaam karne ki milti hai ya chuti laine ki" [she gets salary for working or for vacation.He is using his Harward brain too much today to find out the whereabouts of that girl [Khushi]who comes to teach La.His irritation with La reaching its limits with his BG score.Feel sorry for her though.His raging anger with La was not unnoticed by the whole family.

Arnav calls Khushi and if the calling end is Arnav then receiving end is Khushi.He called her twice as # 2 represents sensuality and love among couples.

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His stammering within his sound modulation with him was worth watching.Love Khushi here as "ya aap sharma rahe hain ya ghabra rahe hain'apke ghar mein maan bhain nahin hai kya"[either you are shy or hesistant 'you don't have sister or mother]

Love this transition as she puts the phone on the cradle so does he puts down his cell.Khushi feels his misty wind around in distress..This "mehsoos" is getting stronger.She knows its Him and her vibrant expression changes into concerned one as Arnav is worrisome."Khushi Kumari Gupta, aaj jab mujhe uss se baat karni thi tou chuti laine ki kys zaroorat thi"[Today when I have to talk to her she is at vacation]Seriously he looks like a child to me here wants his favorite toy right away.

Love this transition of her face mingles with his and his reflection is the witness.Just the most vibrant scene ever,Symbolically he is her true image and she is his as they both are orphans.He is self assessing himself and its like a rebirth of him as he never says sorry but he is going to do it first time.

1-Love Babuji,"court Kachehri sham mein kahan khulat rahe hain"[ Courts are not open in the evening but Buaji and her LOVE to the SLITHER is getting way slithery.

Shyam's lies are getting bigger but same as DM 's moves to trap him.

Love Mamiji though for pulling leg of Damadji and Slithery Damadiji's m

oves for "shaqi Client" [Babuji ] who is not ready to make a deal with his slimy moves .hmmm

2-Shyam's first flop game as he was at work opens in front of Babuji when someone comes and tells everyone was looking at you at the court today.Good Job DM !

3-Babuji sees his ring finger where fresh ring mark was so visible.He sends Slither for bringing water and he calls RaniSahiba but slimwa comes back and at the top he sees his phone activity.Rani Sahiba confirmed his suspicion into belief that Babiji is up to no Good.Today all the symbolism are referring to new beginning so This is beginning of Slither to suspect Babuji a big WALL in his way to Khushi which will prove deadly for Babuji.

Arnav's sorry to Khushi [PART 2]Delivering Sorry [dil se]

Khushi is ready to go to her Arnavji to ease his pain as he is in the tribulation state of learning how to apologize. As "jo mein mehsoos karta hoon woh tum mehsoos karti ho"[You feel what I feel] His excitement in the wrapper of affliction and astonishment is so plausible on Khushi's arrival"Khushi aye hai kya"[Is Khushi Here?].Hats off to Barun and his mind blowing expressions with voice modulation.

His confoundment mixed with worrisome feelings for Khushi being in La's party is magnificent.His possessiveness and protectiveness towards Khushi is reaching its heights today.He comes down and stands at the sight of stunning and simple innocent beauty wrapping in pink from head to toe as he is baffled about her acceptance over going with La to the party .

He is going to be stunned at pink beauty at Dilli maan Bali day too when Khushi will be wearing AR designer's clothes.I always felt he designed it for her and today is the confirmation just like red saree this pink dress never goes out of his head.[my POV]

Raba Ve moment.They both share pain but he turns his face as Its hard for him to see right in her eyes because of "Nadamat" he is ashamed of what he did from the bottom of his heart.Today her gazes at him are stronger as she wants to make sure he is fine regardless he dug the daggers of his pain into her chest.He gathers his strength and as he walks towards her slowly but her breathing becomes faster by fear of his anger and being near to him as "aap jab bhi humare paas aate hain tou '."[When ever you come close '] His eyes are saying sorry and she is receiving it.This silent sorry is broken by La' entry.Love this as he is pleading her"mut jao"[Don't go] and yes she wants to stay.Hats off to Barun and Sanaya here.Magnificent.

While leaving they both turn to see each other but their timings are odd but he watches her going out and his heart is not his today and has compulsion to stop her.

He will plead her with love "mut jao"[don't go] and she will be staying with him after bringing Anjali from the hospital [after miscarriage]

Khushi finds out after reaching to the party where she is.So typical of her but still love her so much.She is talking to herself about her LG as his painful words are reverberating in her brain not only because he wounded her with these but also he is in grief and that "chot" wound is bugging her up .She wants to be there to console him just like he is in distress because of her.Khushi,"hum bhi kitne ajeeb hain..."[I am so strange] all the time thinking about LG...

"Dil ko dil se rah hoti hai" as she is thinking of her ajeeb and he is here because he is her PROTECTOR .He knows she has no clue of this party and unintentionally he is here to save her.Wow what a change is this the same guy who left her in the middle of the road alone in the middle of night.

He is so vulnerable today as his words are not believing him either.Khushi turns to go away after her astonishment finding him there .He calls her so sweetly [muahhhaa]not once twice.[# 2 is for sensuality and love and all like two mangoes the other day]Khushi by ignoring her fast heart beat for his sensual voice of calling her softly turns and says rudely, "La is inside and don't call me like this in front of everyone like that" Arnav's rage surfaces up ignoring his mistakes with her ,"How dare you?" Khushi ,"why can't I dare , you have name on it or you have bought daring..." She was not making any sense in her anger with him .It seems to me she was trying to say how dare you hurting me like that despite the fact you know the real meaning of this pain as being an orphan.

Arnav,"Tumhain kya lagta hai mein tum se yahan baat karne keh liye ayeah hoon....[What do you think I came here to talk to you]No Akhroo you are here to play ping pong game..Seriously...

Again he shows her her place and turns his face as usually .Whenever he can't face the reality and makes up story to keep up with his ego he turns his face always.

He hurts her again and gets the same in return and this time he can't bear it as he closes his eyes . He says twice"Sorry bolna hai Arnav, Sorry bolna hain"[you have to say sorry.He turns to say sorry but she is not there.

He searches her and finds her outside crying by herself.He proceeds up to her.Without looking she senses him and turns to leave when Arnav says Khushi I need to talk to you.She ignores him again.[2nd time as # 2 represents sexual tension]

His animosity has no limit with her ignorance .He grabs her tightly and turns her towards him as sensual tension is at the peak the same way when she was calling him low character on the other day but this time his grip is tighter than before but she does not force to release herself either .hmmm

"Kitni bar kaha hain jab mein baat kar raha hoon muun mut moda karo kitni bar...itni si baat samajh nahin aati.."[I told you so many times don't turn your face when I am talking to you]

Arnav,"you are making me crazy since morning"

Khushi furiously, "put pressure on your brain..I have not met you since morning ...say what you have to say"...say it

Arnav in acerbity, "If I knew about your parents ..I would never say those things to you...Samjhi Tum[understand]

Khushi looks at her arm in pain and he realizes the intensity of his grip and then release her by leaving his mark on her .

Khushi with bafflement and convulsion looks at him closely before stepping back,"Oh so all this ...you were trying to say sorry...but it will be way too difficult for you.

"Kahan aap Arnav Singh Raizada aur Kahan hum Khushi Kumari Gupta...[While you are ASR and me just KKG] How can you say sorry to me and as you did not know anything about me...doesn't matter...I tell you When I was eight my parents left me in a car accident and at that age I did not know the meaning of death.I was thinking for days they went some where they will be back.

He looks at her stunningly while she was sharing her pain as he feels ,there is some TRUST behind her hate and thinking of him low.Amazingly she did not stop there either and shares the most secretive parts of her life with him.

Khushi," you definitely don't know this, I still believe even today that my parents are stars that's why I hang em at the top of my bed...I am afraid of fast car, from darkness, from sleeping alone...Its been so many years but still feels like a nightmare and I think when one day I will wake up , they will be back.

Now you know everything so say sorry...

Arnav with her pain in his heart can't bring words on the surface on his lips but his eyes screaming SORRY loud and clear.He gulps down the pain as " rundhi hui awaz keh saath alfaz saath nahin de rahe"

Khushi wants him to say sorry, "I know I don't have that status so you can say sorry..." He can't take that blame...because it's not true.

She turns and tries to leave when Arnav calls her name again and this time she does not ignore him[she knows he does not like it] and stops and turns,Both shares their painful gazes as he always turns but this time he turns his face side ways and gathers his strength "SORRY"...Raba Ve mingles in to intensify it...He turns his face towards her and says again SORRY and then third time "I'm really really sorry"....[#3 means victory] She looks at him stunningly but the way they both cry for each other during those moments by gulping down the immense pain and the moment they both ready to give in each others arms she turns her face because of vulnerability and runs away leaving him behind with pain and peace at the same time.Peace as she shared the most precious and treasured and painful moments of her life with him as she does have some importance of him in her heart.

Only Khushi knows how to tame this wild horse known as ASR but pyar se, kabi ghuse se.One thing is clear even he says sorry she feels more sad as she never wants her Arnavji to do that but just like a stubborn child some one has to teach him some lessons.

He will be keeping in his mind for speedy car , will feel sorry for keeping her in the dark alone in Nanital trip , everytime when she will be in the car sitting right besides him even in the hate period except during Pag Phere when he stops the car with halt on breaks and she breaks her bangles.He never wanted her to remove stars from the top of his bed and becomes upset too when she removes it as those represents his parents too which he accepts during Telepathy convo.He will create 3D Galaxy where her mom and his mom will be together.Khushi's beliefs will be his completely that day and their oneness will be complete too.

Love this parallel scene.Two sisters concerned about their siblings.Payal knows she has cried again today.Khushi tells her about LG's gold medal of SORRY over a cup of tea.Love her when she says so lovingly by pouting ,"LG said sorry in such a way that I cried and told him everything"...Awww Love you Temptalicious!!!She is sad because he is sad...

Later, She is telling all of this to Payal under the stars ,with her parents' permission. She was pouring all of her sadness to Arnav under the stars.Arnav said sorry to her under the stars.Just Amazing!!!Their Parents STARS are with them.Period!.

Other side, Anjali knows he has cried today as his eyes never lies.She says sorry three times to Chote for bugging him up. It irritates him and he sits down. He gives a passive and annoying look to his Di and Di says Sorry twice this time which makes him stupefied and he says "Di you said Sorry 5 times in one minute.Love his monologue "mere liye itna mushkil kyuon hai"[Why is this so hard for me?]😊

Di asks him "are you ok?"Arnav, yes Di and then gets up in vexation and says,No Di it seems to me I will lose my brain " She again starts sympathy with him which makes him angry and then She says sorry again.[She says sorry 6 times as # 6 represents motherhood and giving nature which Anjali is for Chote ]She leaves him with Khushi's pain and agony .

EPISODE 85 ' Part 86

Navratri -----Part 1

In RM,The family is busy in the preparation of Navratri .While Arnav is climbing down the stairs JP is going up.The moment Jai Prkash spills coffee on Arnav the poor guy started shaking with fear but appallingly Arnav does not get angry and tells him softly to make another one...Everyone looks at him astonishingly .Mamiji is right Sun definitely has appeared from the West.

In GH, Not big but prep of Navratri are also going on.Khushi is in a good mood seems like flying with happiness of her Arnavji... Payal asks her about her joy but her Amma scolds at them with love. Khushi tells Payal ,Arnav's sorry is the reason of her pagalpan.. Khushi finds out her bruised arm and last night incident lingers in front of her eyes which makes her uncomfortable that how she supposed to hide it or explain it to anyone as she has no answers. She wraps her Dupatta her protection around her and makes an excuse in front of her Amma that she is feeling cold. Amma does not know the REAL Sanka Devi[no one knows] behind this one...

Babuji went to Shyam's work to investigate about him and found another world within world of Slitherum Sundrum Shyam. Plus point He did find out that his family is in Delhi then why the heck he is living like PG in our home? Hmmm Good question Babuji..so proud you... .Shyam did see him climbing an auto when other lawyer told him about the new client who does not trust him in the name of Khushi.

Payal and Akash had a sweet convo on the phone.Awww...their sweet shyness..."hum ne aap'mera matlab hai hum ne Khushi se baat karni hai"[I called for you,...I mean for Khushi] He made it clear to Mamiji that he will only think of marriage until Bhai gets married which puts her on halt with fear of her son without being married.But one thing is right Akash will break the line and will try to become #1 in this marriage race but our Arnav Bitwa does not like to be #2 so he will bring his Bride the same day Mamiji...Hello Hi bye byeee...

In RM,the whole Raizada Mansion is still wondering about Arnav's strange but sweet behavior but Nani still is skeptical and has her reasons to disagree with everyone in the matter of La.La gets irritate with it and goes to Arnav's room.Her wifey attitude makes Arnav very much aggrevative BUT one thing he makes clear She will never be HIS wife.

While arnav climbs down the stairs being mad at poor JP as usually [Mom's Barsi and at the top marriage pressure ,he has so much in his plate],His eyes meets with Khushi and that stops his feet.Khushi looks at him with sweet smile but he passes a grin which makes her belief go down a bit' lagta hai LG apne asli roop mein wapas aa gyea hain' [ I think LG is back in his Avatar]Yes today he is grining but one day he will do anything to bring her smile back [after kidnapping ]

Khushi walks in and Anjali points out at her wrapping Dupatta and but Khushi will not say anything about her Arnavji.

Arnav walks right passing her but her Dupatta gets stuck in his laptop and unwraps her. She gets confounded at the situation as she tries to clutch her shirt in the place of Dupatta, while understanding her uneasiness he hands her the Dupatta .

The moment she was putting it on, he sees her bruised arm and first closed his fist because of being the reason of it and then closed his eyes by gulping the pain which he shares with her equally.He is angry at his own anger which gives her pain each time.Its unbearable for him.He wants to remove the pain or do something about it and that urges him when she tries to cover her up without giving him explanation.

He turns around to go but his feet stops again and he says Sorry without hesitation yes feels a bit awkward to him but does it as he owes her and then walks away...Khushi is astounded at him and at the top he turns and looks back at her makes her more stunned as he said sorry twice

While Khushi was having a rejoiced and astonished moment ,La tells her ASR does not see a wife in her.Khushi gives La a make over of bride and explains her about marriage and its beauty. La is a born confused soul...Loved Khushi's mimicking Arnav which makes La laugh too.No wonder why they both became friends.Right when khushi was about to leave...ASR enters with "ding dong Headache" and asks for lemon tea.

Symbolism and connection:Lemon is a symbol of purification and love.[epi 58 ANJALI'S WEDDING ANNIVERSARY ]

Arnav's Pure love towards Pure innocent Khushi is proceeding as Beginning has started and his fears will be purified too but at big cost of Khushi's sacrifice from Shyam's engagement to Contract marriage.

.Khushi rushes out but ASR is right outside coming there so she hides herself in the Bathroom.

He comes in his room without paying attention to La but the moment he opens his closet he stops ,pauses, and turns with astonishment and only "What the" with gritting teeth comes out .Khushi thnx DM without paying attention to his anger.Arnav,What is all of this La" as La thinks this way he can see her as her bride.I think God forgot her brain while distributing others.

ASR proceeds with his BG score louder and clearer so she can hear him as in the morning he made it clear to her that she will not be HIS wife.He drags her down from the bed.La gets scared along with Khushi.He tells her by yelling "Didn't I say this already...Don't behave like my wife ...How many times I have to say that..."

La looks at Khushi with her side eyes and both are scared which makes him look at her hiding there.

He looks at her with astonishment and that changes in pain and pain changes into tears with disappointment .His bitterly pain can be seen in his eyes as he was not expecting that from her after last night when she poured her heart out in front of him. With painful teary eyes and flaring nostrils he drags her out from the bathroom.La and Khushi shares a scared look with each other.He looks at both of them and turns his face [always when he does not want to face reality to keep his ego up] and closed his eyes,"I can't believe this"...

Bingo he is not angry at Khushi but disappointed and hurt yes.Khushi seeing him in pain tries to evade from there but Arnav,"eik minute"[One minute}

Today he found her in his room in the bathroom and stunned at her again how come she is here doing all this after whatever happened in between them especially when they both threw their hearts out on each other by sharing secretive anguish moments with each other that's why it was "I can't believe this" moment came again in front of him.Just beautiful.

La realizes this quickly this time as she knows he will yell at her like last time.,"ASR ..."But ASR throws his daggers at La and she looks down with fear,...

He comes close to Khushi,"I can realize the way you raise up ,your thinking is different ...but there is no place of your low mentality here...over here it is against the etiquette to interfere in others life but you will not understand...its my fault as I am expecting this from you to understand my life style]

Khushi who listened each and every word of him gathers her courage to say,"Apni kamzoriyon ko apne life style keh peeche mat chupaeye.."[Don't hide your weaknesses behind your life style.]

Arnav with gritting his teeth,"I know how to cross all the limits but I am quiet because of Di so get the hell out of this room"He sees her fear and uneasiness while gazing her from her hands to face as she was fidgeting with her Dupatta her respect.

He gulps this pain of being mad at her but the pain which is eating him alive is he can't have her or she will not be hers without Marriage a relationship which is meaningless for him because of his painful past.

He turns and tells La to change.He repeats but La answers back with some backbone."No".ASR,"what do you want La"

La,"You and I both know what I want but the real question is what do you want"[BIG Q IF HE CAN FIND THE ANSWER]

ASR,"Its clear from the very first day what I want,I never lied to you or made any false promise of marriage.You and I know this that we will live together but will never marry ...Then why are you behaving like this Dammit..."

La,"Why do you have a fear to get marry"

Arnav,"You think I am scared...

La,then why are we not getting marry?If you are not scared or it doesn't affect you then why can't we get marry?

Unintentionally La hit the target of his triggering pain and scare...of this MARRIAGE.

La,"You don't love me or care about me,

ASR,"no I don't care about you that's why I kept you besides all the odds and against of all because I lost my brain...He screamed at her/

[A persom screams when he/she tries to hide flaws]

La,"Don't scream...I don't want everyone else to know...I don't want to be your gf for the whole life ,I want more than that ...

ASR,"I can't give you more than that"

La,"then Its enough ..I can't live like this.I am going...

ASR,"its your wish...."

During all of this fiasco House ladies get upset.Anjali is right Mamiji its their personal matter.Khushi is the most vulnerable here as she is blaming herself along with Mamiji for all of this.She tries hard to stop La along with Anjali but alas.I really liked La in this epi for standing up for herself and felt sorry for her too.

ASR climbs down the stairs and approaches to Khushi with his daggering rage at her,Anjali tries to talk to him but he is up to no good.

ASR,"All this happened because of you, everyone heard that La is leaving so we don't need this girl...give her money and tell her to go away from my house and my life...

Khushi is hurt by "Meri Zindagi se nikal jaye"[Get out of my life] and he wants her to realize it the same way he did that day he yelled at her for leaving him Hamesha key liye without realizing the pain she caused for him.

He walks out of the house without listening Anjali...

Arnav,"tell her to go away from my house and my life" Bingo so she is part of your life you are telling her this indirectly