my oldest brother had staked my wife, and yet she,
I realised, this is exactly how she would have felt when I had cried guiltily, when I had ignored the hope in her eyes, my eyes mirrored hers as that hope diminished within me, because right now, I was asking Madhav for hope for me, not her, because she was a part of me.
"Jiji was pregnant. She lost her baby."
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My child. Our child. He had a right over everything, but my child, my child was not his, it was only ours. I looked up at that murderer, who was now shedding tears uncontrollably.
" Remember, you are unlike any other."
"Leave for exile? But what about my children? I cannot leave them alone? I cannot let their childhood be affected, Govind."
"Sakhi, do it for the child that you have lost.
"Yes, yes sakhi. You were carrying his child. You have lost a child, your child. That is why you fainted today. Do you trust me, Draupadi?"
There was a long silence after that. Her eyes were read as she took in the truth, but she did not let even a single drop of tear spill from her eyes. Finally, she spoke:
"I trust you Govind. I will go with them, for the child that I have lost and for those I have to protect. I trust you more than anyone, anyone."
In that moment, I knew that she knew all along that I was there.
I was crying the whole time as I was reading it!! read it 4-5 times to compose myself! the first time it just tore me apart!the way u described HIS feelings was heart wrenching! never thought I would get so emotional! the thought of the lost baby was something I could not digest until I read it for 4-5 times..this just left me speechless...the above lines will inevitably have an everlasting impact on me!!!...too much praising now...update soon!👏
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