Originally posted by: liberiangirl
@bold: That's exactly what I used to do. I would stand in the mandir or temple with the intention of asking for what I want, but I could never do that. I would end up telling Him that no matter how much I want it, if it's not meant for me, don't give me it. Lol!
Ofcourse, my equation with Him has changed in the past few years. I don't pray at all now. But yeah, whenever I do, I thank Him for all the blessings.
I just feel like sharing this....so I will.
In my city there's a popular and very old Hanuman Temple near I live. I used to go there quite frequently. When i stood before the Hanuman ji statue it wasn't just the statue but i would imagine I'm standing right in front of him.
I would look into the statue's eyes like i would look into a real person and talk to him mentally. Sometimes i would ask for something and looking in his eyes if it seemed like he's smiling i knew i would get that wish fulfilled if not then it didn't.
Anyways now it so happened that whenever i got something that i asked for, i would get exactly what i asked for.. Nothing more nothing less. For example i was very weak in maths. In the quarterly and half yearly exams i had failed and got such bad marks that i needed to get exactly 56 in the final to pass. I asked him just give me 56 marks to pass. Now it so happened that the teacher called me to stand near his side while he was checking my answer sheet. With every ✔️ and ❌ my heartbeat was fluctuating. But when he finally added up my marks it was exactly 56 which i needed. Similarly once i asked him - just please get me selected in the college table tennis team... And i got my wish fulfilled. Nothing less nothing more. I got selected as the 1st extra in the team
After that i became very very careful in wording what i asked for. God has a weird sense of humor 😆
Finally i've come to a stage where i don't even ask, knowing he'd give me what's best for me... And accept it like a bitter medicine when it's not upto my liking... Thinking it's for my best only. If nothing else I'm burning my previous bad karma through my sufferings. No-one can escape karma. Not even Narayan.
Edited by NatkhatPyare - 1 years ago
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