Dear Mishti ,
I remember the last time I wrote something to you was during kuhu's haldi ceremony, when you did not have the courage to speak the truth, to go against benba, you were vulnerable to the extent that leaving everything and running away was the best option for you , you were extremely lucky that bade papa badi maa and abir supported you , understood your situation, slowly helped you come out of it and be the strong mishti again that you are , shying away and running away from the situation wasn't your thing at all , you were are and will always remain a fighter !!
Which is why when I saw you fighting to find the truth for abir , trying to decode baba in your own way , showing brilliant presence of mind in dealing with the goons , finding proofs I was extremely impressed !! Yunhi nahi kehta abir tumhe Angry Violent Chorni !! I know you have abandonment issues , I understand the pain that you go through everyday, I had tears in my eyes when you said bacche paida karne se pehle aap jaise logon ke liye test karvana chahie ki app layak bhi hai yan nahin ... you are living with a pain that can't be erased for life, and now you know abir will also go through the same pain , protecting and fighting for him comes naturally in this kind of situation, there is nothing wrong there , if one is vulnerable.
Also I know finding proofs was important first before imfonimg abir because abir blindly trusts baba, he hardly questions him for anything , coming with proofs is anyways nice naa, you so wanted to share the proofs with abir, that was your first priority always over and above the gordhana , which is absolutely correct ...but know when you have the proofs , why are you waiting for meenu's good to go call ?? That lady who has done nothing for you on the contrary made things difficult for you , you are obeying her ?? You can't trust kunal and his ways but you can easily trust meenu ?? Even if she is normal with you now , is somewhere guilty for behaving rudely , does she come above abir in your priority list ??
I have always respected bade papa and his decisions, because he is the only one who doesn't get emotionally manipulated by anyone, he supports the truth without a second thought , over and above his own emotions, today when he came to know that you weren't present in the house he didn't support this, he didn't think what mishti will think what meenu will think what abir will think, he decided to straight away inform abir ,kyunki usse jaan ne ka haq hai !!
Being emotional and vulnerable is not being weak at all , haan being emotional fool , taking wrong decisions because of your own vulnerabilities is definitely wrong , someone told me a very nice thing today , innocence is nice till you don't get sense , beyond that it is not appreciated. Saying a known fact to someone is tathya , saying tathya to someone inspite of your own vulnerabilities is satya ( truth ) and saying truth is always difficult that's why it is most important also in any relationship.
The biggest mistake meenu did is hiding the facts from abir for the longest of time, and now delaying the same can be a bigger mistake, I hope you will share the truth with him very soon, time to set your priorities for someone whose first and last priority is you , which he has time and again proved through his actions.
Don't even try to cross oceans for someone who haven't even shown signs of jumping puddles for you. Instead live for those jinki priority list mein tum 1st position pe ho - Abir , Bade Papa , Badi Maa. Your relationship with abir has trust and faith more than love , give a chance to this truth and faith now that you have strong proofs also. Trust the trust you have on your relationship and let it all out.
Saal mein kabhi kabhi din aa hi jaate hain aise,
Jab mushkil hota hai lena sahi galat ke faisle,
Do rahein nazar aati hai, badhe aage ab kaise,
Sachhai jahan, vahan chal tu rakh ke hausle.
Love you and very proud of you ,
Abir ki Uru ( 😆 sorry again )
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