Never ever dreamed that I would start a thread 2, but here I am ..Love an overwhelming feeling ...you all have loved Beintehaa Ishq so much, without each of you I wouldnt have written any thing.
For this is the followup of thread 1: Part 1:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/4246490
Re-introducing "Beintehaa Ishq" -Part 2/ Thread 2
Looong update, due to high demand ...enjoy😉
love you all
Sim
Chapter 1
Saraab (Mirage)
The last images that still haunted Aaliya was when she had walked out of Barkat Villa... she had tuned back to bid a final abide to her Mamus beloved home...Suraiya, Nafisaa, Gulam, Shabana, Aayat, Rizwaan, Shazia, Fahad and the kids all were crying ...and then she happened to look up.
He stood there in the window...his face masked with those fears and shadows of a losing battle... he just kept on looking at her...his pleading eyes almost begging her to have mercy ...telling her to stop...to not leave him stranded once again ...an incomplete story ...a near fulfilled dream was turning into a nightmare...
Ruk jao Aaliya ...Khudke vaaste mere sirf ek baat sun lo ...itni badi sazaa sunane se pehle mujhe ek mauka to de do ...the soft pleas that only her heart could hear ...as his face carried the burden of her words ...
His voice trailed in the iron clad lunatic silence ...the room lay still ...as he put his final gaze on her ...before she turned ...not realizing the quick sand of emotions that was fast engulfing him ....
She slowly sat in the car ...and once the car started , looked back towards him ...he was on his knees ...looking down ...and as if Aaliya could feel his pain , her eyes started watering ...she cried all the way back ...Rehmaan did his best to pursue her ...but she had put her foot down ...Zain Abdullah was a closed chapter ...someone whom she never wanted to see again ...
He was as she had claimed dead for her ...
The journey back was not easy ...for her soul was missing ...a prodigal fear ...of what if he takes a wrong step ...no she wont let that happen ...she had told Suraiya to be with him ...infact everyone would support him ...he has to re-learn to face life without her ...and he will do it, he would not lose ...their relationship had no future and the night with him had barred him from her forever now...
He has to find his way back ...she had confidence in him ...
What she didn't have ...was confidence in herself ...pushing Zain away ...she had enraged her own soul ...an incompleteness was seeping in ...
Rhea Rehmaan Quereshi ...a pseudoname ...a pseudo identity that she was about to live ...but her soul ...Aaliya could she bury her ...and what about the time spent with Zain ...
Aaliya closed her eyes as they reached the airport...the same place where she had met him ...the coffee ...the bearded driver ...the ride ...his talk ...every word draped her in a world of hurt ...
She looked up towards the sky ...Khuda ...tu jaha bhi hai ...hifazzat karna uski ...koi rishta nahi hai ...aur joh gunaah mujhse hua hai ...uski sazaa usko mat dena ...the tears fell with the closing eye lids ...
Rehmaan put his arms around her ...hugging her ...a broken Rhea ...and an even shattered Aaliya both needed him ...
Dil Jude Bina Hi Tut Gaye Hath Mile Bina Hi Chhut Gaye
Ki Likhe Ne Lekh Kismet Ne
Baar Baar Rod Akhiyan Tainu Jo Na Vekh Sakiyan
Khole Aaye Aaj Kudrat Ne
Kataan Main Ki Ve Din Teri Soth Tere Bin
Main Toh Jiya Na Mara
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Jaipur
Day two
Aaliya looked at her phone...there were no messages ...she checked it again ...refreshing the page ...nothing ...
Unbearable ...was a small word ...the pain and guilt were eating her ..scavenging her body ...her mind with brittle thoughts ...why was she worried when she had broken all her ties with him ...why ...she peeked again ...maybe ...just maybe ...
One side ...it was her worry for Zain ...what if something had gone wrong ...the last time she had stopped talking and he had rescued her ...he had starved for two days...what if he did something insane, her heart sank with the thought ...the wavy image of her feeding Zain in Goa ...his innocence appeal of nahi jaougi na mjuhe chodkar ...his every word now made sense ...
The other side ...was the guilty Rhea ...who had crossed all her boundaries...the disgust that no physical limits were kept ...and when the fact that he was a stranger now was hurting her ...she had tried to bury his smell away but it didn't leave her body ...it stuck to her like a Velcro ...binding her soul ...
Allah ...Maaf kijiye ...nahi muh dikha sakti aapko ...her sobs on her knees offering her namaaz ...was loud now...she looked up to see him standing near the door ...his face looked devastated ...ill...Da ...
Chan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna
Hai To Yeh Kyun Hota Hai
Jab Yeh Dil Rota Hai
Roye Sisak Sisak Ki Hawayein
Jag Suna Lage
Da...her name ...she could hear it ...she stood to confront him ...and he had vanished ...Aaliya searched for him ...but it was her silence ...a dead one in the room... She rushed towards the washroom ...
Closing the door she steped in the shower ...cold ...very cold ...the water ran all over her body as the clothes stuck on her wet skin ...she sat down ...
Chan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage Reee
Suna Lage Reee
She looked at her hands ...the color of the mehndi ...it was not fading ...she frantically rubbed soap on it ...scrubbing it ...the red hands ...still had his name ...and she remembered reading hers on his palm ...Aaliya ...Zain ...Aaliya ...Zain ...
When Rehman forced open the door ...it was already well more than a hour ...the water had drenched her...as she lay below the shower ...still sobbing ...
Rhea...beta ...sambhalo ...mat karo aisa ...
But she was relentless ...the sins needed to be washed ...Rehman had no clue what Zain and Aaliya had ...but he was scared for her ...she was hell bent on repenting ...getting rid of those images where his body touched hers.
The next week moved by slowly ...as Rehman saw Aaliya getting sucked in a whirlpool ...she claimed to cleanse herself ...her soul...repenting for the crime ...that Rhea had committed ...those kisses those physical intimacy ...every single of her Gunaah ...she had cried and begged for forgiveness ..the harsh and heartless obedience towards her religious needs scared Rehman.
Beta ...Allah ne har gunaah ki maafi likhi hai ....He showed her the path of helping the needy and offering namaaz several times ...yehi tareeka hai ...mat koso aapne aap koh ...
Fifteen days later...
Several visit to the orphanage ...and doing several hours of prayers, finally Aaliya felt a bit at peace ...a full week of repentance ...was soothing her hurt soul ...the pain was settling in ...her home ..her work ...she had to make herself busy ...the dry routine was her only escape now
She had requested the Principal to take her for the temporary position ...he did overlook her absence and again recruited her ...giving Aaliya the space to breathe ...she decided to go back to her classes...
Shopping with Aalisha, her friend once again ...filling Rehmans life with the same love that she used to give as Rhea...talking on the phone with her Abbu and Ammi and assuring them that she was alright ...but she had broken deep inside...she was just breathing not living ...his painful face ...those tears in his eyes ...melted her every day..every hour ...
Random thoughts littered her mind ...what if he had taken a drastic step..what if he has not eaten anything ...what if ...she feared for the worst...she wanted to lift the phone and find out ...but she didn't ...The timid Rhea was hurt ...Aaliya had overshadowed her now ...
Roothi Rothi Sari Raatein
Fikhe Fikhe Sare Din
Virani Si Virani Hai
Tanhai Si Tanhai Hai
Aur Ek Hum Hai Pyaar Ke Bin
Har Palchin
Chan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Fifteen days had passed ...when she finally entered her school ...it felt great to be back ...her kids were happy and Aallisha was supper happy that her bestie had joined again ...
Aaliya was still not her normal self ...and when one of her class got canceled she decided to step out ...fresh air ...she needed it ...
she had started seeing Zain everywhere ...inside the class, behind the peon , walking amidst the parents ...and even with her in her car ...at home, his face haunted her ...the bed was aloof ...and he stood there in her balcony ...on his knees ...in the shower ...she saw his pained face ...and the food ...every hungry bite reminded ...about him ...his face that had waited to be fed with love ....
She stood at the extended balcony ...looking down ...the basket ball stood empty ...she turned around ...Zain held her arms ...
Patharo Ki Is Nagari Mein
Pathar Chehre Pathar Dil
Phirta Hai Mara Mara
Kyun Rahon Mein Tu Awara
Yahan Na Hoga Kuch Hasil Mere Dil
Chan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
She struggled to losen his grip ...but he didn't let her go ...he just held her tightly ...she was about to shout ...when his image washed away ...
Zain ...Zain ...she turned around ...there was an emptiness ...
Her feet took her on the playground ...distract ...distract was the word her soul assured her ...
As she walked around the basketball court ...she saw him again ...he was smiling at her ...
Hai To Yeh Kyun Hota Hai
Jab Yeh Dil Rota Hai
Roye Sisak Sisak Ki Hawayein
Jag Suna Lage
Chan Se Jo Tute Koi Sapna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage
Koi Rahe Na Jab Apna
JAg Suna Suna Lage
Jag Suna Suna Lage Reee
She got scared and closed her eyes ...when a hand held her wrist again ...
Tumhari himaat kaise hui ...mujhe chune ki ...she shouted ...when she saw a familiar face ...
Altaf ...was smiling at her ...Rhea ...kya hua ...
She smiled back...aree aap ..yaha ...withdrawing her hand away from his grip
Haa ...the 6 feet tall Altaf ...was in a sports vest ...white shoes ...the biceps peeping out of those arms to flaunt his good built ...
Kaha gayab ho gayi thi aap...teen mahine se ...yah ahu ...aap aayi nahi ...aapke liye to school tak join kar liya, he almost mumbled his ulterior motive ...
Aap yaha school mai ...
He smiled ...a dazzling one ...
Rhea ...maine school join kar liya hai ...sport teacher hu ...aapka colleague ...
Oh accha ...she smiled ...still distorted with her mind games
Ek baat bataiye ...aap bimaar hai kya ...
nahi toh kyu ...she tried to fake her smile again ...
Bas aise hi ...bahut chup hai ...aap toh bahut baat karti thi ...
Rhea gave an assuring smile ...her lips just refused to corporate...
Aap ek minute rukiye mai abhi aaya ...he ran upstairs ...when he heard someone calling his name ...
She saw the ball on the ground and picked it...slowly ducking it towards the basket ...it didn't go ...she threw it again ...it didn't ...the frustration was building within her ...the final throw failed too...
She looked down ...when the ball went inside the basket ...Rhea turned around ...there was no one ...she sighed her mind was tired hallucinating things ...
She moved a step back and her legs slipped on a random ball...she lost her balance and fell...a strong arm held her ...the dupatta falling on his face as the wind blew insanely ...hovering the pool of dried leaves and mud along
....she wrapped in his arms ...the body touching ...and the faces blurred ...Aaliya pepped within the netted veil ...a sparkling eye caught her breath ...
Dol pal tujhse juda tha
Aise phir rasta muda tha
Tujhse main khone laga
Juda jaise hone laga
Mujhse kuch mera
Tu hi mere liye ab kar dua
Tu hi is dard se kar de juda
Tera hoke tera jo main na raha
Main ye khud se kehta hu
Tujhe bhula diya oh -
Phir kyu teri yado ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya
Zain ...the name ...came automatically to her lips ...
One more hallucination ...she got up on her feet and ran inside ...she needed her space ...he didn't exist ...he was a shadow...It was a Monday, the school was packed with kids ...Aaliya walked back to the School staff room crying why was he haunting her, making herself sit on the desk she saw a pile of books ...distraction ...she picked up one ...and vigorously started correcting it ...
Ten minutes and her eyes still blurred with tears ...as she closed her book and her eyes ...looking towards the door ...when she saw him again ...
Raah mein roshni ni hai kyun haath choda
Iss taraf shaam ne kyun hai apna muh moda
Yun ke har subah ik bereham si baat ban gayi
Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Lagne lagi, ab zindagi khaali khaali
Lagne lagi har saans bhi khaali
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
He was standing there , right outside the staff room ...and looking towards her ...Aaliya stiffed ...she was losing her mind ...he was everywhere ...
He walked straight in to where she was sitting...Thankfully the staff room was deserted...everyone was teaching ...maybe losing your mind in loneliness was less embarrassing ...
He stood in front of her ...brown shirt tucked in formal pants ...clean shaved baby face ...gelled hair ...and smiling, She got up from her chair and walked near him ...
His musk odor ...and his proximity tingled her ...she just looked blankly at him ...
Why was he not disappearing like all the other time...it was more than five minutes ...she just stared at him with anger ...
Till he smiled again ...
Aaliya ...
The moment he spoke ...she froze ...the anger regaining her consciousness...making her lose her temper
Tum yaha ...she repeated it several times...he still smiled at her ...
She realized it was not a mirage ...he was actually standing there ...smiling
Tumhari jurat kaise hui, yaha par aane ki...Maine kaha tha na tumhe , mujhe tumhari shaql nahi dekhni hai ...she looked at him with a sharp hatred that pierced his heart ...
Aur yeh mera office hai...Kaam karti hu yaha par ...please koi tamasha nahi chaiye mujhe yaha ...badi mushkil se sambhala hai maine aapne aapko ...ab phir se tumhe sab kuch barbad karne nahi dungi ...jao varna abhi police koh call karungi ...
He still stood silently...his silence mocked her anger ...
Yeh lo...he gave her his phone ...
Karo call ...mai yehi hu ...he crossed his arms
She threw his phone down ...
Nikal jao yeha se ...I said get out ...Itni baar kaha door raho ...par tum kaise baigairat ho....he smiled
Mujhe dard dena tumhara shaukh hai ...haina ...rhetorical questions ..that needed no answers
He still was quiet ...she looked at him ...he was looking cool, his face was glowing ...there were no traces of any pain on his face...it was as though he had rejuvenated himself ...
Bas ab nahi ...She held his elbow and dragged him towards the door, and he just walked with her ...
Aree Aap inhe kaha le jaa rahi hai ...she looked up to see the Principal standing on the door...
Jee Mr. Sharma ...yeh ...she struggled for words ...
Miss Rhea ...Milye Humare naye part-time Maths teacher se ...Mr.Zain Abdullah...
Aaliyas grip faded ...she stood there numb...Zain aur teacher...she looked at him with dagger like eyes ...
He smiled at her ...and gave his hand ...she returned the hand shake ...almost crunching his wrist ...He still smiled ...
Challo Zain... I will show you your class ...Mr.Sharma kept a hand on Zains shoulder and they walked out Aaliya was still reeling under the false pretense that Zain had established to reach her ...
Her anger filled her conscious ...How dare he ...
When Zain came back to pick his cell ...and smiled at her again ...Aaliya ...he whispered in her ear ...
She turned and looked at him angrily ...Welcome to hell Mr.Abdullaha ...tumhara who haal karungi k tum tees din ke andar andar ...khud bhaag jaaoge ...mera vaada hai tumse ...he was reminded of his own words ...on the wedding night
He smiled ...dekhte hai ...Da ...love you sweetheart ...his classical wink and smooch ...he walked away coldly ...
The game had just begun ...
Jitna door jaaogi ...paltkar jab dekhogi ...toh usi lamhe mere kareeb aaogi ...
SIM
Pre-cap: Zain babu is gonna have some real fun and Aaliya Madam is very kadak
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