PART 6... Sakshi..
This pain of cut is reminding last night...When I was lost in that days thought...Yup...was thinking about the day when I saw them together...When everyone was clapping for them...I shut my eyes tightly to erase those image from my mind and then that stone pricked me...As that moment pricked me time...
Usually after that I never recall that day...But last night Liza's words drove my mind on that day...When I saw the truth infront of my eyes...
Its becoming puzzle for me day by day...His every action was just making me more and more confused...When am not that one who is special for him...So why he is taking care of me so much???Or its just that I am thinking to much???
He want to be my friend...Me too...But I m still hasitating ...The way he look into my eyes it feels like he is trying to read my mind...What will happen when he get to know about my feel?? Will he understand that I dont want to come between them???And just wanted to be friend??? Will he accept my friendship that time too???
"Saki !!!!" Khush loud voice snapped me...I shout back "What???Why are you shouting???" She looked at me angrily... "Its time to go to school...Kaha khoyi ho??" She asked...
I looked at clock...Its getting late...I stand up and wear my watch nd scarf and ready to go... Informing mom I unlocked the door and walked down the stairs...
We stand at the corner of the road...As to drop her we have to cross the road...We are waiting to road get clear...When someone jump from behind on khush... We shout in fear "AAA!!!"
I turned around find who is this?? And he is standing here laughing at us...Where he was since half and hour...I was waiting for him...As he didnt came down since half hour...
Now panting here...Means was running...I looked at them...The brother sister...Always busy with each other...Was smiling at them...But have to stop their funny setion as we are on road...
"Khush...Come..Its getting late..." told her nd give my hand to hold to cross the road...But instead of holding my hand she hold his hand... "No...Aaj bhai le jayege mujhe...Tum jao Saki..." I Looked at Arjun who nodded his head so giving her good bye wave I made my way...
"Sakshi ..Stop..." I hear his voice...Now what??? I turned back nd looked at him questioningly.. "Stand here...I am coming back...We will go together..." What!!! My mind screamed...Now he will come with me...Why???
I refused him giving excuses...But he too replied all my excuse as if not wanted to left me alone...Why does he care???
"If you want me happy... you will stay here...Now it depends on you..." Last he simply said and left with Khush...I was in trance...What kind of choice is this???Why does he think i will stay here for his happiness?? Why m I satnding here??
I take a step but then my heart refused to hurt him...Last night he helped me so much I can do this for his happiness...I stand there waiting for him...He came back in 5 minutes...
He stand beside me and muttered "Thanks for making me happy..." I hear all his words with lowered my head ...Afraiding to look at him...
He stop n auto nd we settled inside...Thank god its morning and not much rush is in vehicles...So we can sit at distance...
In recess time...
Sitting in class l am thinking of Bhai's demand...Last night he talk to me...I get shocked knowing his wish...He want to study with me or us...
Words hardly fell down from my mouth infront of him and now he want me to teach him.. how will I teach him??
Arrgghh..!! But no other options are left...As I promised bhai I will do anything...So now I have one more student...
Ohh...God!!! What you want from me...Why are you doing this all...I am trying my best to stay away from him but all things are going in opposite way...I crushed my luck and buried my face in palm taking deep breath...
"Sakshi...Are you allright???" I looked up hearing Natasha's voice...I simply nodded my head with a little smile...Then gave her place to sit... As usual recess time no one is in class except us...
"So tommorow is your birthday right???" She asked me happily...I looked at her for some seconds...How did she know?? "Yeah..How do you know???" replyingly I asked... "Someone told me..." she replied simply...Aahhh...I know about whom she is talking...None other than ARJUN...
I knew that too...Who inform him...Ofcourse his miss little radio... "Party time Sakshi..." Natasha demand.. "Kal Sunday hai...Hum nahi mil sakte..." "dont worry...Konsi book me hai ke birthday ke din hi party karo...Party is on Monday..." She said excitedly...As if she has already planned everything...
"So..Where do you want to go nd when??" I asked simply...As she is the only one here...So I gave her to choose place nd time so I can inform mom-dad... "After school in nearby cafe..." she quickly answered...
Now its looks like a real planning...But I let it go... "want to party in school dress???" I smiled a little at her reply... "No...Buddhu...Monday is traditional day for school students...So we will come in traditional dresses...No problem to going out after school..." She jumped in excitement...Why she is so much happy??
"Okk...Then done...We will have party meet on Monday..." As I said she hugged me tight then left from there smiling and runningly...I looked at watch...Its time to recess get over...So take out my books and start solving sums...
Arjun...
Am waiting for her outside as we have to go together...As aunty asked me to do...But its look like she isn't comfortable with me...Why???
She came out and I quickly made my way with her... She looked at me for some seconds...I think she got that I am coming with her...Siriously ...What is the problem in this???
We stand there waiting for auto making distance between us...As she wish...I stopped an auto and looked at her...Signalling to come and sit...She come and settled...
Already a girl was siting inside so now no place make distance...I looked at her...Again uncomforted.. She is sitting with bag on her lap...Nd her head was resting on it... "Are you alright??" "Yeah..."She replied without looking up...
Its enough now its making me angry now...I looked out trying to divert my mind... "Why do you want me to go with you??" She asked suddenly...Looking up but as always not looking at me...
"Because you are scared to go alone..." I replied back in anger...But thankfully my voice was low...She stared at me... I looked into her eyes...Trying to get what she is thinking...
" I am sorry...Sakshi.." I don't know why I said those words...I think she get my angry voice...So I apolozied ... She looke at key-chain which was hanging on her bags chain...She start playing with it muttering its okk...
" Mom...Told you na that I m afraid to be alone???" She inquired... "Yup...Your mom asked me to do so...But I knew it before..." "No...I m not...Mujhe dar nahi lagta..." She said still playing with her key-chain...Which is making jingling sound...
"Stop...Lying...Tumhari face se pata chalta hai that you are scared...Aur tum abhi bhi dar rahi ho Sakshi..." I said simply... "Aapko kaise pata???" She asked shocked...Nd looked at me... "So tumhe dar lag raha hai...Tell me why are afraiding so much?? Ya mujhse koi problem hai???" I asked finally...She stared at me for some more sec then looked away again...
" Hum ghar pohoch gaye..." Saying that she picked up her bag ..Me too come out... just replied " Aisa kuch nahi hai..." And made her way...
"May I come in???" I asked standing at door of my new class... She looked at me...Nd slightly nodded her head positively...Shge was standing near the table...Her one hand had text book nd other had pen...She was doing tik-marks...
I entered in class...Look for place...Only first bench has empty place beside Suhaani...Other two are occupided...Six -seven students are there...All are busy in writing...
" If you don't mind...Hum class Monday se start karenge..." Sakshi said... "Ya...Its okk...Why not today???" I asked what is the problem...
"Every Saturday means exam day...No teaching today...And Sunday means holiday..." Suhaani replied instead of her.. "What!!" I became little shocked...Now I have to give weekly exams...God...Save me Please...I requested god silently...
"But I can sit here...In that corner...Will do my work...Hope you have no problem in that..." I asked... "Its okk.." Saying she start doing her work again...
I grabbed a chair and sit with books...Trying to solve the sum...I notice...How much calm place is this...This much silence...That too in tution classes...Must say she handled her work very well...
I start my work...Hoping that this time I will get some proper answers of sum which I never got...
One and half hour passed like this...I saw some of her students left...Me too packed everything...Ready to go... I looked up at her... "Dad ne 2005 to 2010 ki reporting file mangi hai..."She said as if waiting for me to looked at her...Cant she call me???
"Okk...But kaha rakhi hai?? I don't know..." I asked as I don't know the place from where I will get it...She point at shalves of files...I nodded at her start finding files...
I collect all set of 2005-2010...Then start checking it...Which are reporting files...I looked at Sakshi who was busy in paper checking as all are left...
Putting the set on bench...Me to start my work...Thankfully some had marked on it...Showing that its reporting files...I quickly seprate it...Then put other files in shelves nd made my way taking other files which are needed...
Reaching at door I looked at her...She was still engrossed in checking ...Her expressions are changing by every minutes...I kept staring at her...
She looked up then this time I looked away...Feeling stupid...From past ten minutes I m standing at same place...Lost in her...I quickly turned...thud!!!
My head clolided with door..Files fall down from my hand... "Ouch!!" I rubbed my head... " Bohut tez chot lagi hai kya???" She asked..In concerned voice... " Ya...Its...its okk.." I replied rubbing it...Its not okk..
Then I looked down where the files were lying...I bent down to gather it...And again hit...She too bent at same time...Nd our head colided again... "Ouch..." We both said together...It was little hard...
I looked at her same time she too looked at me...We stared at each other...Her hand come near my head...Just stop an inch away... I was staring at her...She looked down... " wo...Wo..Its its become red..." "Aah...Wo thik ho jayega..." I chuckled...But still pain was as its two hiot at one place...
I start collecting files...Onew of it was openely lying...I grabbed it...What I saw in it ...It shocked me...There was a paper of a deal in that file... Under that the signature was written by MR. RAWTE...
How it is possible...Uncle told me that there were no business contact between them...So what it this file doing here?? And which kind of deal happen that SAME YEAR... Is the truth is connected to uncle???
Precap:
I stand up to go...She clutched my hand...I looked at her...She leave the hold...I raised my eyebrow... "Friends???" She asked looking down... Finally its time...My heart start jumping with lots of joy...
Okkk...Still asking...Anyone is here who is getting bored????
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