destiny - Page 10

mirza felt a burden had been removed from his shoulders and he snaked his arms around her. Both of them wrapped tightly in each other's embrace.mirza kissed her hair and hugged her more tightly. THIS DAY was a start to their new journey.. This revalation would change the coming days for the couple as they would face the hardships and the best moments together.

After about ten minutes, they broke the hug only to get inside the house. Before they entered the house, mirza took razia in his arms " I would like to carry you to our room." razia frowned at the thought. Just as they entered the house, mirza dismissed everyone from there declaring that he would spent some precious moment with his wife in private. The maids blushed at the thought and slipped away from the house."mirza put me down! I wont let you carry me all over to the bedroom after crossing this stairs! You see im not that skinny and light as you think." mirza smirked at her "What I want is what I get and now I want to carry you all over to our bedroom but before that we are going to have our dinner."

mirza carried her towards the dining table and made her sit carefully on a chair "You know mirza you really don't have to do this.. I mean I can walk.." mirza chose to ignore her and disappeared into the kitchen. razia took the table knife in her hand and drew her fingers on the sharp edges of it, but yet careful."mirza came out of the kitchen with one dish in each oh his hands but when he saw razia with the table knife he let out a remark "Allah! What a devil of a person! You chose to murder me with that knife!" razia rolled her eyes and shook her heads sideways "Since when did you become a Drama Queen? Only God can save you now..." mirza suppressed the sly grin which was forming on his lips and spoke "Well, poor you.. You have to live the rest of your life with this Drama Queen." he placed the dishes over the table and took his place beside razia. "Eat up!" They ate their food in silence and when they were finished, razia gave a confused look to mirza and spoke "Why did you dismiss all of them?In what words can you explain to me that what you meant about the spending some precious moments with my wife'? You know what impression it gave to them?" mirza chuckled at her questions and coolly answered "Precious time means some quality time and why do you care what they think about us?" razia moved her eyes away from him and decided it would be best if they didn't talk about it. Collecting the unwashed plates from the table, she went to the kitchen and cleared the plates. mirza later on joined her. He leaned against the counter of the sink and carefully examined razia, while she washed the dishes. He cleared his throat and started a conevrsation with her with a question.

"razia Im in a doubt regarding something. Would you mind clearing it up?" razia glanced at him through her lashes and nodded "Hmmm..Bolo" mirza gently put both of his hands on razia's shoulders and made her face him. "Look at me.. I wont you to look at me and directly answer to my question." razia's pearl like eyes met his intense eyes which was demanding for answer. "Why were you crying when you saw me with ruqqaiya?Why were you leaving me? Its not that you have any sort of feelings for me, or is it?" razia was taken aback with his question, she herself hadn't known why she was crying or leaving.. But it all felt the right thing at that point of time.. She felt betrayed and brutally cheated. Even that question is haunting razia's mind. She took her lower lip between her teeth and bit it in frustration. "I.. I... I.. don't know myself. I just felt betrayed and and dejected.. I really don't have any idea." razia stuttered between her words."Do you despise me?" came the urgent response from mirza. she blinked twice and he knew that the answer to his question was a big no and somewhere she knew that he also knew the answer."What do you think?" razia's eyes twinkled.

"I feel that you don't despise me and that your trying to accept me..But something is stopping you.. and I think I know what it is." razia lowered her eyes as she found herself caught red handed. "You think that I would leave you.. After making you fall for me, I am going to leave you.. Geez!You think that I was putting up an act all this time?" Frustrated, he ran his fingers on his hair, roughly grabbing it, he closed his eyes to digest the idea of him playing such a game with her.. How could she even think about him like that.. Doesn't she see the love for her in his eyes? mirza sighed deeply "I know we had a rough start together but i"m trying to make things right.. Believe me.. I am leaving no stone unturned to smoothen things up between us but here you are doubting me... What am I going to do if you don't trust me.. I know its hard but just try it for once and I promise I wont let you down.."razia could sense that he was telling the truth and there was no harm in just believing him for once..Well there was.. but she chose to ignore the harm part.

By looking at razia's blank expression, mirza came to a conclusion that she wont give him a chance. Dejected, he turned to leave but stopped when he felt the tender touch of her on his rather rough wrist. He turned around to look at razia. who gave him a contended smile and nodded at him to assure him that she gave him a chance. Somewhere in heart she knew mirza would not let her down. Suddenly they had felt an electric charge between themselves which was drawing them closer every passing second. She needed him and he her..mirza scooped razia in his arms and started walking up to their room without breaking the intense gaze.

As they reached the stairs, razia started to protest "mirza you should put me down." But he went on, on his own way. The way he preferred to walk into. razia nuzzled herself in his chest, getting the essence of home.mirza gently placed her in the middle of the bed and closed the door behind him, locking it properly. A blush crept up on razia's face making her cheeks turn crimson. mirza sat beside her and tucked the long stray lock of hair behind her ears. "You look beautiful." he spoke in a husky voice and pressed his lips on her forehead, sending shivers all over her body. he slowly descended towards her eyes, her nose and then her cheeks. Finally when he moved to her lips, he gently brushed his lips against hers, but not claiming it completely as if to tease her. He wanted her to take the step, he wanted to know whether she was okay with their intimacy or not. A bit irritated razia plunged forward in order to meet with him. Their lips smashed in unision and razia could tell mirza was smirking against her lips. He grabbed the dupatta with his free hand, the other hand clutching her silky hair and making a bun with it. His chiseled mouth played with her one.. She was completely inexperienced. Desire clouded over, intrigued, she bit him with her teeth making mirza wild with desire.

mirza descended from her lips to her throat and have a quick peck to it.A moan escaped her mouth as mirza continued with his sweet torture. She clutched mirza's hair making him winch in pain. "AH!" "Your so beautiful razia. I am glad that you are MY wife." he pressed on the MY. Woah! She was feeling out of the world and never in her life she felt these weird sensations which mirza had waken tonight.

he gazed at the beauty who lay in front of him. Her porcelain skin was creamy and untouched. He wanted to touch it, caress it and make it his. "Oh razia!" He returned to her lips, claiming it as his own property. He descended down, leaving trails of kisses all over the body, making her wild. She pierced her nails on mirza, cutting through mirza's skin. This action of her made him go wild and he could no longer stay away from her.

Weird sensations ran through her entire body. They began to move in unision. Droplets of sweat dripped from her forehead. mirza filling her with himself. He gently pressed his lips against on her forehead and soon sleep took over her.

razia was now feeling very womanly, as it was apparently her first time. She blushed at the incident which took place some minutes ago. She watched her husband sleeping peacefully beside her like a baby. He looked more innocent when he is at sleep. razia never really thought that her day would end up like this. She thought what would've happened if she left him..What would've happened if he had not reached there on time. Right now she might have been on a train station or a bus station waiting for vehicle to take her away from him. She thanked her stars that mirza reached there on time and brought her back to her senses. Their encounter in the kitchen changed some equations between him and her. Had not she promised herself that she would only make love to the person whom she loved and who loved her. Then why did she allow him.

The gap between them were decreasing day by day.. She thanked her Good that they went to their honeymoon and also sent her thanks to Ruqqaiya for whom all of this took place. Weird feelings had risen in her heart for him and she needed to sort out what name she could give to this unknown feeling. She glanced at her husband peaceful and innocent face, that very moment she knew she was in love with him, and that to deeply. She feared that he would not accept her feelings and love her back. This thought of hers froze her heart. She would not be able to hold on to the rejection and especially from him. He was her first love and she wouldn't want to lose him.Not one more rejection.

mirza stirred in his sleep.she watched him for half an hour. She siged "I can watch this man for years and years." suddenly she remembered about his parents On the thought of his parents her mind drifted to their wedding reception when he behaved coldly with his parents. She thought to herself "Why did he behave like that with his parents? There must be something behind it. What made him turn a cold-hearted man? I must find out but only if he is okay with it. I will ask him myself.. But not right now. Now its not the perfect time as our relation has begun to improve for the better and I wont ruin it." Her thoughts wondered to Basharad now.. Why was mirza teary-eyed when he mentioned her name? razia yawned "God! What time is it?" she checked the table clock on her bedside table. "3 am! I better take some rest." She gently removed mirza's hand from her, which clunged on to her as if it was his lifeline. She slipped into his satin silky nightgown and lay down on the circled shape bed. and was about to fall asleep when she heard him mumble something. She looked up at him and pressed her lips on his forehead. Then he murmurmerd in his sleep "I love you razia." razia stilled.

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