Wafah Another day with ur lovely update, thank you :)
Looog weekend & loooads of work. Missed BBAT very much & you"ll. Read all your comments, they are just great.
GUDDU from Monday to Wednesday
What a great improvement & change in GUDDU from Monday to today. Looks like he just hates himself so much. He knows that this is not HE. But He was sooo helpless. His minds says something & His HEART says something else. WOW !! He is fighting within himself. Now he would know what is right & wrong ( which east & which west - Runhjun's 30 day challenge was to show GUDDU the right path )
On Friday - when GUDDU was sitting near the pond where he was hearing this own voice. The 1st reaction from him was he was turning around him & seeing who's voice is this & who is talking to him. Bcas he could not believe that, voice was his own. He was like " it that me, I am... Do I...should should I do this " :(
On Monday - The way he hit those containers was just awesome. In his room when he was talking to himself about winning, the moment when he heard kal's Mami was shouting at Runhjun " Abaye Heroine " that 2 sec's GUDDU's expression said so many things. DAM He loves her sooo much :)
That one look which he say Runhjun, when she stood next to him with the food plate, meant like " see what I have done to MY Runhjun. Poor Girl. This was all bcas of ME " he was angry with him that's y he was shouting like food was not good & spicy. The Look he give to Runhjun from the mirror awesome, I am sure that if he had looked for 2 more mins at runhjun, we could have seen tears in GUDDU's eyes. Both eyes were filled with unspoken love. Simply the superb !!
When Runhjun came on her knees & asked sorry, GUDDU lost himself, he was completely melted, he had no words. He does not know wat to say or what to do. So 1st thing he told her was " just leave & I don't want to see u " he just pulled himself back, just like he did when he came out of his dreamland last week. By now He knows that he is week over Runhjun.
On tue - while talking to Amma & Runjhun, he was trying to show that he was angry, but he did spoke to Amma in a soft tone, just looking at Runjhun is was sounding hard.
Today - He loneliness at the IM Center, he was looking sooo depressed he was like " what is happening to me, what am I doing, is this right or wrong? He face had so many unanswered questions. I liked that kukkan & jabbu did not interfere in talking to GUDDU. I felt that he needs that privacy & loneliness for something. But he was looking DAM CUTEEE the way he showed kukkan to close that close ... Hahahaha really he was looking sooo cute.
Already he fell for Runhjun's voice & tears :) know he is falling for her looks too. He does not wanted to happened, that y he got up from IM Center & went away. ( I really want to see how long stay he stay away from her ).
The looks exchanged while guddu entered & the head shake by GUDDU. He was like " I know want you want, I will not create any scene here & I am leaving OK, be happy "
Marking on the calendar, he is just trying to set bounders for himself, so that he does not lose his control.
pre cap - I don't think that he will stop Runjhun. that he Maybe Amma will do that. He wants to but he is helpness now. I think till that last day of that challenge GUDDU 's behavior won't change, only when he realize that he is going lose here for good. He would move fwd. He need to realize that when he is there in the house Runhjun is in this state. If he is left her for good then what would be her state.
I feel that Runhjun should say NO, bcas she is someone else wife. She needs to think of her husband respect. Before marriage is fine, even working like an ass for the family members, well that is Runjhun, but Definitely not in front of some outsides. She should think what GUDDU told her. Now she needs to stand up for her husband's respect & her self respect. This might be that 1st first towards building GUDDU & Runhjun love relationship :)
That was too long. But I really feel happy to post my view. No time to write about Runhjun :( Feeling sleepy.
Nivedita & Himmanshoo what a performance. Just Great !! Hats Off to you both :)Iam sooo addicted to this show & ofcouse to GUDDU & Runhjun, I wish & pray for this beautiful show to continue forever :)