You can't see me
I'm looking at you. Is that you? Are my thoughts and my wishes addressed only to you? That worries me. I don't want to wake up tomorrow and think that I haven't seen you. I'm looking at you... Again that feeling that I made a mistake somewhere. We've been together for so long, and yet I have this feeling that I'm missing something. I love you, I know that, but I feel that this is not it. My confusion is increasing as days, months, years pass. Did I feel that I could love someone else? That. And that feeling of emptiness, when I sit next to you and when I watch you play with our son... A thousand questions, but no answers.
How long do we know each other? Do I know you, you as my love, as someone whom I met once upon a time and who is still here. They say that a man can hide his true self from another person for 35 days, and the two of us have been together for ten years. And yet somehow I feel that it is not my life.
This morning I woke up next to you and thought: you, me and our son, who snuck in between us and who is everything in the world to both you and me. I look at you, and it's like you're strangers. What is happening to me? My son, who can get everything when he looks at me with those green eyes, and the feeling of emptiness cannot go away
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