Originally posted by: EuphoricDamsel
Hey you guys! â¤ď¸
I know I've been MIA max but long story short life exploded on my face in entire June and I'm just salvaging whatever I could. College applications and competitive exams in India are a whole another story and as someone who dared to get into the ring twice, trust me when I say that it destroyed me enough, specially when I didn't get results even after performing well in certain exams.
Last week I almost finalized a college and went for their induction process but the living conditions were so horrid that I had to decide to take up another college, which I could have gotten year ago itself.
Now after travelling back to my home from Mumbai just last week 29th I'll be leaving for Bangalore on 6th, yep in TWO FREAKING DAYS! And I am a mess all over. Everything is allover the place and I barely have time to sleep off the tiredness. The upcoming change is gonna be DRASTIC and with no time to relax mentally or physically I am as scared as I can be.
Just wanted to thank all of you guys here who have listened to me and tried to pull me out of my bad mental state in the past few months. Honestly, I've started getting grey hair in six months of 2023! Failures are tough to get over and this one, when I came close to success and still didn't make it - is going to take some time to recover.
I am hoping to move forward in life with as much grace as possible!
Thank you so much all of you for all the kindness and love. I'll keep coming here whenever I can after I've adapted to the new city fairly!
(Hope this is okay cos this is a chat club and I barely had time to figure out where should I go with this much emotion lmao xD)
-Ritu
(Sorry if I forgot to tag anyone else. Had only 5 mins tops in between meals.)
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