I assumed it was a note to herself to not forget what happened to her six years ago. I dunno.
It’s a hopeless situation.
If he is blaming her for Neels death even after 6 years, there is no future for them. Even if they reunite, a small problem and he will rage that she killed Seerut, Neel. She lived with another man, she hid his son and this time he will keep the kids and throw her out.
We should wait for today’s episode to understand the context.
Forget the fresh stuff, remember he listed all her mistakes including hiding her love for him.
The second chance was meant to be a fresh start but how can it be a fresh start when he never forgot and forgave anything.
These are stuff abhi needs to work on along with his anger issues and maa jaap!
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