Res
I need a few rewatches babe. Will come back post that.
Unres
Jigs my darling. Thanks for this post. 🤗
Aaj toh ye post banna hi tha.
I don’t remember how many times I have seen the mother son scene. I don’t know how many times I have blubbered. Let me see if I can make some coherent points.
Before I go ahead one thing I just have to say. Shaurya has never ever ever hated his mother. He was angry at her for abandoning him, he was disappointed with her never coming back for him, he was devastated that she was never there for him. But he has never hated her. He has always always loved her and craved for her love. He was heartbroken that she didn’t love him, or perhaps love him enough!!
All these years he was searching for his mother, in his every achievement, in his every success, in his every happiness. And he was heartbroken that he couldn’t find her anywhere. But today he came to know, she was always there. Through every trial and tribulation, success and achievement, she was always there. Afar maybe, but always there. N that healed his broken heart like nothing else could and then tears that fell from both their eyes washed away rest of the wounds, and anguish and pain. 25 years of suffering of both of them. The burden of that suffering was unloaded with one hug!!
They say that “Maa” is a one word poetry, they say the word “Maa” is an emotion. Isn’t that what we witnessed today.
My heart used to break for him. For the 4 year old boy who was left alone by both his parents. For the grown up man, who had very little memories of his mother, who had grown up believing he wasn’t loved enough, he wasn’t wanted enough. And for that scared/lonely child which is still inside the grown man. Who can’t find peace anywhere. Today I saw that broken man child healing. Anokhi had already put the foundation for that, and now his mother is there to kiss rest of his wounds away.
I was one of those people who was not ok with Anokhi’s condition. Mainly coz I wanted Shaurya and Aastha to come together by themselves, not coz of Anokhi. N secondly coz she had no idea about what he has gone through. But little did I know that she was his guardian angel. Who managed to push him the direction of his own healing. I thought she had put the condition for her Aastha mam and her own insecurities. Little did I know that she put the condition for her Shaurya. For him to heal. For him to let go of all the hurt and bitterness.
Anokhi is not only my sherni, she is his guardian angel as well. In his own words, the best thing that ever happened to him.
My heart is so full today. I know the mother-son have a some more roads to travel, n some of them will be very difficult. But now he knows she loves him, has always loved him, loved him like he wanted. So, it will be ok. They will be ok. N more he has the love of his life with him. So they will be ok. All three of them. N more when they come together, they will be unstoppable.
Edited by lavs_157 - 4 years ago