Episode #140: Tu Zaroori... - Page 4

Originally posted by: Jiggy7

Babe kaunsa wala hai jo I haven't unresed??

Wo kahan gaya?? 🥺

Tum na saara posts ka ek thread bana do.. Wahan se navigate karenge.. 😎

Originally posted by: AK_2010

Hello people!!

Miss me?

You seem to be more active on twitter these days 😉

But these threads are a good read whenever you do them! 🥳

Sabki icchaye puri ki hai aaj ke episode ne..

I could've agreed totally if they hadn't cut & chopped & made halwa out of those gorgeous scenes 🤪🤪🤪

This is for them - 😡😡

Shaurya ka mann mei laddoo phuta moment capture karna toh banta hai naa!

We deserve to appreciate this 😉

Please this smile is gorgeous ❤️😳

I love when Shaurya is in his own lala land, no one can easily bring him on to the ground 🤪😛 Special mention for KV for being the dorky SS 😆

Hayyo Rabba!!! Smile toh dekho!!!!!

That smile is not just because he is teasing her. It is because he knows she is equally restless for him. Anokhi wants to be around him just as much as he wants to be around her.

Ikr! Their love is pure. He looks at her like she's his entire world which I don't see as a specific trait in many lead characters. Everything lies in the eyes yk? The way one glances at their love can be criticised a/c to the actor portraying the role, whether its justified & shown as it should've been & glad we have KV for Shaurya who nails this lovestruck look 🤗💛

Her insecurities, fears and demands aside… SHE WANTS TO BE WITH HER HUSBAND.

Tu Zaroori Sa Hai Mujhko Zinda Rehne Ke Liye

Symbolic moment: She was cold and trying to protect herself but he invited her in, she rolled her eyes. However, he came forward to bridge the gap and shielded both of them under the blanket.

A depiction that he will be there for her, they will together fight the colds and protect each other with the warmth of their relationship. A promise that Anokhi will never be alone.

Yes, Shaurya Sabherwal is changing. He is changing everyday, little by little.

That was romantic yes but.. more of showing his caring side, how protective he's of her & how he'll always do that whenever she needs some assurance in life. Definitely symbolic! Shaurya isn't a completely changed man, OH NO not yet. But he is starting to.. time heals everything! It takes time for a person to change their perspective, personality & change their ideologies & the kinda process inside Shaurya's head needs time to vanish. Proper understanding & care included. These two can cross the barriers in their lives when they truly starts working towards their dreams together ❤️

Basking in the warmth of their intimacy, both physical and emotional, Shaurya and Anokhi always forget the world out there. Two lonely souls finding solace in the arms of their beloved.

It has always been in such stolen moments where they found the love they crave for.

This shot was 💗 Has my whole heart! The adorable warmth radiating is so so precious!!!! They needed this 'our' time no matter how wrong Shaurya was because as he said, it wasn't his intention to get stuck at a place in rain but just to have few moments to themselves, to spend time with the one he loves...

“Maine Bhi Toh Share Kiya Tha,

Apna Dar, Apni Insecurities…

Aur Aapne Kya Kiya?”

Anokhi has only seen one side of the picture. Only one person expressed her pain of separation from her child, Aastha.

Until today, Anokhi assumed that Shaurya’s anger was just that. It was anger. Not understanding the depth of his sorrow, the hurt and pain that Aastha’s departure caused him, one cannot blame Anokhi because it is not easy to decipher every emotion behind the words. She understood what she saw, heard and felt.

This is why I always had a problem with Anokhi (In posts I've commented I didn't mention this back then until later) because she only knows Aastha's side of the story, that too not fully. She always thought Aastha was wronged & Shaurya was exaggerating. When he said she won't understand him, still she kept ranting 'Aastha maam, ek maa ka pyaar, aap itne ziddi kyun hai' & all

When they were traveling back to Chandigarh she apologised for her interference, which I really appreciate. He deserved it.

Anyway... One shouldn't make predictions & come to conclusions from the little amount of facts they're aware of is the lesson that can be taken from here ✌🏻

Anokhi’s condition might seem unfair, but it is necessary (we know why). It was wrong of her to expect Shaurya to immediately start cozying up to his absent mother of 25 years. She is only human, she will misunderstand things and she will make mistakes and she will ignore things just like any other normal person.

But even Shaurya hasn’t understood the reasons and depth of Anokhi’s insecurities. Like Aastha said, he is merely doing it for Anokhi.

That's what I stated. She being unaware of another persons issue, tries to dig in holes which has no medium of getting filled with positivity. She's young & I guess its okay to say 'nasamajh'. Your second para, ofc true. Shaurya has no clue about the abusing that has happened at her household right? Just the fact that her father tried to get her married forcibly & never supported her dreams. Damn, they need to understand eo so well!

“Tumhe Lagta Hai Maine Koshish Nahi Ki, Anokhi?”

It is very acceptable that Shaurya is not keen on mending things with Aastha anymore. After putting up with the pain of Aastha’s abandonment, he has grown used to it and kinda made peace by giving his own reasons (more like reasons were fed to him) to pacify himself. He thinks, whatever he knows about Aastha is enough to let her be where she is.

I can say if I were Shaurya, I wouldn't have liked meeting Aastha even. Because what he's doing? It takes lots of guts & strength. Both emotionally & physically. He's crossing borders just for the sake of Anokhi & in that context, I can agree with when he said to Aastha 'Can't you see I'm trying?'. But that's it. Back to square one!

But just because he has made peace with these fake-facts, does not mean it does not have to hurt. Even after telling himself that Aastha was selfish, Aastha thought he wasn’t important enough, Aastha this and Aastha that… He still craves for her as much as he craved for her 25 years ago.

True. He's always living with that pain. Even at the beginning he had this facade skills with which he hid his emotions & in front of Aastha, he was either hiding them or venting anger (Mainly b'day fiasco)

He misses the motherly affection, love, care. That's why he is in need of love. He found his soulmate in Anokhi, with whom he shares that 'Discomfort wala comfort' which is so precious & fulfilling ☺💞

“Issue Kiske The? Parents ke.

Bhugatna Kise Pada?

Mujhe."

“Dono Parent Ke Hone Ke Bawajood Akela Kon Pad Gaya, Anokhi?

Sirf Mai.

Har Ek Bacche Ka Haqq Hota Hai, Apne Maa-Baap Ka Pyaar Pana.”

“Aur Jo Mila, Woh Karz Ki Tarah Chadhta Gaya Mujhpe.

You Don’t Know What That Feeling Is, Anokhi.

Tumhe Malum Hai Woh Feeling Kya Hoti Hai?

Ki Din-Raat Tum Wohi Soch Rahe Ho,

Ki Uss Karz Ko Utara Kaise Jaye...”

It breaks my heart to think about how many times did Shaurya give up on his wants, wishes and happiness to please Devi?

After he said this dialogue, I had to pause the screen & realised I almost had tears in my eyes. KV enacted the pain so beautifully & if it was enough to warm someone's heart, that means the actor has aced his skills. He actually nailed it 😎

Dialogue writer has done a nice job & if KV had his own input too, then Bam! 💥

How many times did Devi play the mother card to suffocate a young, innocent Shaurya?

How many times in a day was he reminded that he was left behind? How many times has he owed her all this karz because his Badi Maa didn’t have her own kids?

Suffocation kept on happening & Shaurya acknowledged it at least now. He's tormented mentally & it hurts. When your parents don't value you in their lives & someone else has to take care of you, ofc it ends up being a burden & that's what he's going through 🤷🏻😐

“Kaise Pata Hota Anokhi?

Aaj Tak Maine Kisi Ko Bataya Hi Nahi.

Don’t Stop Me..

Please, Don’t Stop Me.”

“It’s Not A Good Feeling.

Accha Mehsoos Nahi Karta Mai (…)

It Hurts So Bad.”

Shaurya didn’t blame Anokhi for not understanding because he knows that he never shared. Never expressed openly.

How heart warming is it!! Shaurya Sabherwal has finally found that one person, his own person. Someone who belongs to him like he belongs to her.

Yeah, that assurance from her, the fact that his love isn't one sided & now that they belong to eo wholeheartedly, he's opening up. Slowly but this was the best start. He can barely talk two sentences about his haunting childhood & past, I wonder what will happen when BM's katti shakal & ghatiya maqsad comes in front of a more vulnerable Shaurya.. 😔

Shaurya, since childhood, never had an outlet to express and talk about his woes. I have previously said (Shaurya’s character analysis) that Devi gave him the ‘brush off’ attitude by saying “Uske Bare Mei Mat Socho''. He does act on it quite often and when he doesn’t, he clamps up.

Believe me, when someone says that to me, I shut up pretty quick because it shows that they aren’t interested. Shaurya was never given a healthy channel to vent his feelings which is why he gets so frustrated and angry so easily when things don’t go his way.

About me, when someone tries to thopofy their opinion like its written on a gold plate or something, I snap. When I snap there's no end to it.. 😂 Sometimes people do it purposely & sometimes not. But yes, brush off attitude is so not done, no matter what

Another symbolism: Anokhi will protect Shaurya just like he protects her. Her love will be the cool ice on his burns.

Awww.. I know, this made me giggle & feel their endless love

“25 Saal Ka Dard Aur Ghussa

Yeh Bas Ek Hil Mulakat Mei,

Ek Hi Koshish Mei Khatam Toh Nahi Ho Sakta...”

Both Shaurya and Anokhi are conscious beings.

The moment she felt his anguish, she apologised for pushing him into doing something he is not ready to do. Also, she gave him the right kind of advice to deal with his suffering. Holding on to the pain and anger was taught by Devi Sabherwal, she wanted to pull strings as she pleased, not caring what sort of emotional trauma it inflicted on Shaurya's tender heart. Shaurya will need some guidance to learn to let it go.

Ikr? Best part! She realised where she went wrong. Shaurya needs to understand why it happened, where it all went wrong & why he's in this state today. Its like moh maaya

When a person holds on to toxic emotions for too long, they fear letting it go because if those feelings are lost, there will be nothing to hold on to...

“Tumhara Jaisa Bhi Rishta Tha Tumhare Papa Ji Ke Saath,

Kamse Kam Dukh-Sukh Mei Tumhare Saath Toh The…”

Grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. For Shaurya, something is better than nothing. He is unaware of what Anokhi had to go through in that household so it makes sense that he assumes thinks she had it better than him.

Here, Anokhi always dreamed of escaping that hell hole and flying high in the sky. Again, just because you put your grief to rest, does not mean you don’t miss them. Anokhi definitely hates the way she was treated at home but she does love her father. I am sure, there might have been some good moments between Anokhi and Ramesh Bhalla where she felt loved as a daughter.

But abuse is abuse. Irrespective of the intentions, it is wrong and it leaves wounds that never really heal.

Both their childhoods were ruined, made mockery of. One didn't have his parents with him though them being alive, others father was somebody who never considered Anokhi's uniqueness. Toxic households with different problems. Maybe as a kid Anokhi might've received love & nurturing from her father but as a youngster I don't feel so

“Tum Agar Mujhe ‘Tum’ Keh Kar Pukarogi,

Toh Ek Apnapan Sa Mehsoos Hoga”

‘Aap’ was the man she knew as a professor, whereas ‘Tum’ is her lover.

💛💛💛💛💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜💚💚💚💚

It’s true… Tum is more personal and intimate. And when ShaKhi have found each other as soulmates, why would either bother with formality?

Shaurya asked her to address him as ‘Tum’ so there is no disrespect here. All you can feel is the familiarity and ease.

I didn't have a problem with her 'tum' 😆 Many had I know but I could understand his feelings, how he wants her to consider her own person. Her better half wholeheartedly. No formality, no double check. Its sweet & he was happy too!

Anokhi’s biggest fear is ‘COMPROMISE’ with her education. It is very natural, she has given up a lot for her dreams, lost her relations with family, people who helped her took trouble as well.

At this moment, there are her insecurities, pressure of a secret marriage and responsibilities as a student leader of the group.

Shaurya played a harmless trick to spend time with her as a husband but currently, it is risking a very prodigious opportunity for her as a student. And it has triggered her doubts again.

Yeah, he just wanted an escapade with his girl which turned in to a horror show (pun intended 😆) when the vehicle broke down. Turned out to be romantic & a much needed interval but yes, he was wrong for not letting her in on the deets. She had to blast 😄 Her journey was important for her & she felt Shaurya was not trustworthy with that. I didn't like the trust words usage much but all well that ends well, oh we say..

He needs to check twice, let her know any of his plans before doing something similar later

She comes from a family where men constantly put her down, created hurdles in her path and discouraged her ambitions… Shaurya supporting her despite their clashing ideologies, is like a distant dream for her. UNBELIEVABLE.

*Personal opinion: I do understand her outburst about ‘TRUST’, it is hard to gain. She wasn't ENTIRELY wrong. Eventually, Shaurya and Anokhi are both impulsive.

That's what I also said Akshu 🤭 The outburst was valid but trust, trust, trust went for too long na? They have their own ways of getting impulsive, so excused for this time

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POST EPISODE RAMBLINGS:

Ek se haqq cheena gaya,

Dusre ko kabhi haqq mila hi nahi.

Ek ko Maa-Baap ka pyaar nahi mila,

Aur ek ko Maa-Baap se dard mila.

Ek ko zindagi bhar ke liye CHARITY CASE banaya,

Dusre ko zindagi ka BHOJ samjha gaya.

Kiska dard kam? Kiska dard zyada?

Whose childhood was better?

So delightful! This makes ton of sense with relation to ShaKhi. Each verse is true 👍🏼

Personally, TU ZAROORI se zyada captivating ShaKhi ka conversation tha mere liye!! I think all my homies know that I was waiting for Anokhi to zip her mouth and listen to him. And KV ki aankhe toh emotional scenes mei jaan le leti hai

Also, if only Shagun Ma’am knew, mauke ka fayida aapke temporary fiancé ne uthaya hai Anokhi ne nahi🤣

Tu Zaroori was good but the way the scenes were cut & cremated made me go mad! I mean come'on, you shoot good scenes & decide to chop the best portions? Are you blind editor dude? 🤪🤣 (everyone is equally pissed 😂😂)

I liked the convo more too, that was substance. That was feelings. That was the connection! Anokhi listened to him, yeah that's important now 🤣🤣

How dumb can Shagun get to think it had something to do with Anokhi? She's so money minded (Honestly don't know 'what' minded 🤣🤣🤣) that she can't even see what's happening with her own reputation & image. Ghanta Shaurya is gonna pay attention to her even if shr comes wearing a sleeveless night dress to his room, he'll slap the bl**** door right at her 'makeup' face 😆😆🥳🥳

Great post! Better late than never; finally got the time to properly reply 😂😂😂

Waiting waiting.

Done Dona done

Originally posted by: mehr05

Mujhe tu zaroori song sequence se zyaada caps acche lage!

I loved your post Akshu 🤗❤️❤️

Ypur post brought out the symbolism i missed out. (I'm a bit in the air these days, don't know why! 😆 you know, Luna Lovegood jaisi)

How beautifully you wrote abt Shaurya's pain.

It was the best thing in today's episode.

From the jolly mood to the pain filled eyes, Shaurya rocked today!

Yes, yesterday i was vacillating between tum and aap. I agree with you Akshu, aap is for the professor, Tum is much more intimate, n it is justified. Totally justified today.

Akshu!!! 😲

That post episode rambling is just a shocker!!! 👏

I'm in awe!

Its poetic! Its beautiful! Its soooo deep! ❤️❤️

N i'm tagging Jen.(if tag works) She'll be delighted reading it.

Last, but not the least. Tumhare liye Akshu 🤗🤗🤗🤗

oh my dr mehr

how much i missed u

thank u girl for tagging me in, I haven't read this post but on seeing all those caps

my heart goes on and on, it aches for their love, as u said if we juxtapose tum and aap in the episode, tum kitna solace feeling dehte haina, aap mein sirf respect reflect karte.

ok now time to read the post, thank u so much for pulling me into this dreamland.

Akshu girl

This post just blew me away

Literally kya kardiya tumne mujhe

Aww aww aww

Those caps, stealing my heart, it just froze my day,watched the episode just lately and these caps completely walked me entirely through the episode.

Wow!!! As mehr had said, I felt endearing reading this post, so delighted!

This post spoke so passionately about all the deep and inner world emotions they had, they are like inextricably linked entangled webs, no separation, for eternity.

And ur post, poetically took out the essence and glazed it scrumptious and scrumptious with loads of cherry and popsicles, yum yum!!
Their love is inexplicable in words and his pain was excruciating for our eyes and soul:

Mr: hottie Sabherwal was the show stealer once again, he is one hell of a dapper, kya kiya iss bandane, jyaadu, he is the epitome of versatility:

When I look at Shaurya I always think of it and this episode he let loose off everything by wearing his heart on his sleeve, that pain in his eyes, his expressions, rocker hai woh!
The juxtaposition between the 30 year old Shaurya, not sure of his age he might be 29 too, hehehe and the 4 year old little chap Shaurya was spot on.
One should have looked at him as that little boy, in that purview, in that eyes and perspective. How a little boy would have missed love, motherly bond is the most pristine in this world. That upbringing wholly reflects on how the child perceives his world, his misogynistic behaviour, hatred, hyper tension and short temper hai sab kuch sirf parvarish ki reflection hai. BM’s upbringing all hell let loose, not much of a surprise. If we had Shaurya’s mom, may be we might not envision to embark on a journey with another version of Shaurya. We must pity much for him, understand that child in him, that innocence and give him space and time to ponder about the relationship:

But a phase of transfiguration in Shaurya all credits to Mrs. Anokhi Shaurya Sabherwal, let’s wait and watch.
You said that all so intricately and intriguingly,

Love it Akshu!

Much love

Jen

Originally posted by: Coffee_Chips

You seem to be more active on twitter these days

But these threads are a good read whenever you do them!

He he 😅

It is a little easier to stay updated there when you are short of time. But it is toxic af!

I avoid twitter on Thursdays.

I could've agreed totally if they hadn't cut & chopped & made halwa out of those gorgeous scenes

This is for them -

Yes! They spoiled it for us! I mean have a look at my siggy!! I hate the editors for the blunder. I mean it was a serious professional error!!

Please this smile is gorgeous

I love when Shaurya is in his own lala land, no one can easily bring him on to the ground Special mention for KV for being the dorky SS

Watching him act like an excited teenager and his wifey giving him the look is hilarious 🤣🤣

Ikr! Their love is pure. He looks at her like she's his entire world which I don't see as a specific trait in many lead characters. Everything lies in the eyes yk? The way one glances at their love can be criticised a/c to the actor portraying the role, whether its justified & shown as it should've been & glad we have KV for Shaurya who nails this lovestruck look 🤗💛

I fail to understand how can you do that with your eyes when you are acting! If you have read my other posts, you might know I'm obsessed with Shaurya's eyes!! 😍😍 The way they emote his feelings!! 😳😳

That was romantic yes but.. more of showing his caring side, how protective he's of her & how he'll always do that whenever she needs some assurance in life. Definitely symbolic! Shaurya isn't a completely changed man, OH NO not yet. But he is starting to.. time heals everything! It takes time for a person to change their perspective, personality & change their ideologies & the kinda process inside Shaurya's head needs time to vanish. Proper understanding & care included. These two can cross the barriers in their lives when they truly starts working towards their dreams together

Of course! Change is a slow process. There will be failure, there will be disappointment and a lot of other things.. Had it been easy, we wouldn't have appreciated the efforts it takes to actually make and adjust to the change.

Shaurya is still learning Anokhi's lesson. It will take time to process it, analyse it and then slowly unlearn the wrong lessons he was taught by BM. But no matter how much time it takes, he will be there for her. Protect her everytime she would need him.

Anyway... One shouldn't make predictions & come to conclusions from the little amount of facts they're aware of is the lesson that can be taken from here ✌🏻

Yes. That is a crucial character trait which stuck to her. I'm sure there will be moments in future when this will emerge again. But you gotta admit, this time it wasn't abt Aastha mam or bonding with his mother. This time it was abt their relatnship and his change...

He misses the motherly affection, love, care. That's why he is in need of love. He found his soulmate in Anokhi, with whom he shares that 'Discomfort wala comfort' which is so precious & fulfilling ☺💞

Best part of this? He knows she will understand. Shaurya knows she will hear him out. That's how previous she is to him.

He told her about his feelings he didn't dare voice them out even to himself.

And yes...! I cried at that dialogue as well! It was painful...

Ikr? Best part! She realised where she went wrong. Shaurya needs to understand why it happened, where it all went wrong & why he's in this state today. Its like moh maaya

That deserves appreciation. Shakhi understand and accept their errors and apologise to each other no matter what..!

That's what I also said Akshu 🤭 The outburst was valid but trust, trust, trust went for too long na? They have their own ways of getting impulsive, so excused for this time

We will have an elaborate discussion on this! I promise! 😁😁

So delightful! This makes ton of sense with relation to ShaKhi. Each verse is true

Thank you so much! I am so happy to read this...! ❤️❤️❤️

Great post! Better late than never; finally got the time to properly reply 😂😂😂