Episode #140: Tu Zaroori...

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Sabki icchaye puri ki hai aaj ke episode ne..

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Shaurya ka mann mei laddoo phuta moment capture karna toh banta hai naa!

We deserve to appreciate this 😉

Hayyo Rabba!!! Smile toh dekho!!!!!

That smile is not just because he is teasing her. It is because he knows she is equally restless for him. Anokhi wants to be around him just as much as he wants to be around her.

Her insecurities, fears and demands aside… SHE WANTS TO BE WITH HER HUSBAND.

Tu Zaroori Sa Hai Mujhko Zinda Rehne Ke Liye

Symbolic moment: She was cold and trying to protect herself but he invited her in, she rolled her eyes. However, he came forward to bridge the gap and shielded both of them under the blanket.

A depiction that he will be there for her, they will together fight the colds and protect each other with the warmth of their relationship. A promise that Anokhi will never be alone.

Yes, Shaurya Sabherwal is changing. He is changing everyday, little by little.

Basking in the warmth of their intimacy, both physical and emotional, Shaurya and Anokhi always forget the world out there. Two lonely souls finding solace in the arms of their beloved.

It has always been in such stolen moments where they found the love they crave for.

“Maine Bhi Toh Share Kiya Tha,

Apna Dar, Apni Insecurities…

Aur Aapne Kya Kiya?”

Anokhi has only seen one side of the picture. Only one person expressed her pain of separation from her child, Aastha.

Until today, Anokhi assumed that Shaurya’s anger was just that. It was anger. Not understanding the depth of his sorrow, the hurt and pain that Aastha’s departure caused him, one cannot blame Anokhi because it is not easy to decipher every emotion behind the words. She understood what she saw, heard and felt.

Anokhi’s condition might seem unfair, but it is necessary (we know why). It was wrong of her to expect Shaurya to immediately start cozying up to his absent mother of 25 years. She is only human, she will misunderstand things and she will make mistakes and she will ignore things just like any other normal person.

But even Shaurya hasn’t understood the reasons and depth of Anokhi’s insecurities. Like Aastha said, he is merely doing it for Anokhi.

“Tumhe Lagta Hai Maine Koshish Nahi Ki, Anokhi?”

It is very acceptable that Shaurya is not keen on mending things with Aastha anymore. After putting up with the pain of Aastha’s abandonment, he has grown used to it and kinda made peace by giving his own reasons (more like reasons were fed to him) to pacify himself. He thinks, whatever he knows about Aastha is enough to let her be where she is.

But just because he has made peace with these fake-facts, does not mean it does not have to hurt. Even after telling himself that Aastha was selfish, Aastha thought he wasn’t important enough, Aastha this and Aastha that… He still craves for her as much as he craved for her 25 years ago.

“Issue Kiske The? Parents ke.

Bhugatna Kise Pada?

Mujhe."

“Dono Parent Ke Hone Ke Bawajood Akela Kon Pad Gaya, Anokhi?

Sirf Mai.

Har Ek Bacche Ka Haqq Hota Hai, Apne Maa-Baap Ka Pyaar Pana.”

“Aur Jo Mila, Woh Karz Ki Tarah Chadhta Gaya Mujhpe.

You Don’t Know What That Feeling Is, Anokhi.

Tumhe Malum Hai Woh Feeling Kya Hoti Hai?

Ki Din-Raat Tum Wohi Soch Rahe Ho,

Ki Uss Karz Ko Utara Kaise Jaye...”

It breaks my heart to think about how many times did Shaurya give up on his wants, wishes and happiness to please Devi?

How many times did Devi play the mother card to suffocate a young, innocent Shaurya?

How many times in a day was he reminded that he was left behind? How many times has he owed her all this karz because his Badi Maa didn’t have her own kids?

“Kaise Pata Hota Anokhi?

Aaj Tak Maine Kisi Ko Bataya Hi Nahi.

Don’t Stop Me..

Please, Don’t Stop Me.”

“It’s Not A Good Feeling.

Accha Mehsoos Nahi Karta Mai (…)

It Hurts So Bad.”

Shaurya didn’t blame Anokhi for not understanding because he knows that he never shared. Never expressed openly.

How heart warming is it!! Shaurya Sabherwal has finally found that one person, his own person. Someone who belongs to him like he belongs to her.

Shaurya, since childhood, never had an outlet to express and talk about his woes. I have previously said (Shaurya’s character analysis) that Devi gave him the ‘brush off’ attitude by saying “Uske Bare Mei Mat Socho''. He does act on it quite often and when he doesn’t, he clamps up.

Believe me, when someone says that to me, I shut up pretty quick because it shows that they aren’t interested. Shaurya was never given a healthy channel to vent his feelings which is why he gets so frustrated and angry so easily when things don’t go his way.

Another symbolism: Anokhi will protect Shaurya just like he protects her. Her love will be the cool ice on his burns.

“25 Saal Ka Dard Aur Ghussa

Yeh Bas Ek Hil Mulakat Mei,

Ek Hi Koshish Mei Khatam Toh Nahi Ho Sakta...”

Both Shaurya and Anokhi are conscious beings.

The moment she felt his anguish, she apologised for pushing him into doing something he is not ready to do. Also, she gave him the right kind of advice to deal with his suffering. Holding on to the pain and anger was taught by Devi Sabherwal, she wanted to pull strings as she pleased, not caring what sort of emotional trauma it inflicted on Shaurya's tender heart. Shaurya will need some guidance to learn to let it go.

When a person holds on to toxic emotions for too long, they fear letting it go because if those feelings are lost, there will be nothing to hold on to...

“Tumhara Jaisa Bhi Rishta Tha Tumhare Papa Ji Ke Saath,

Kamse Kam Dukh-Sukh Mei Tumhare Saath Toh The…”

Grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. For Shaurya, something is better than nothing. He is unaware of what Anokhi had to go through in that household so it makes sense that he assumes thinks she had it better than him.

Here, Anokhi always dreamed of escaping that hell hole and flying high in the sky. Again, just because you put your grief to rest, does not mean you don’t miss them. Anokhi definitely hates the way she was treated at home but she does love her father. I am sure, there might have been some good moments between Anokhi and Ramesh Bhalla where she felt loved as a daughter.

But abuse is abuse. Irrespective of the intentions, it is wrong and it leaves wounds that never really heal.

“Tum Agar Mujhe ‘Tum’ Keh Kar Pukarogi,

Toh Ek Apnapan Sa Mehsoos Hoga”

‘Aap’ was the man she knew as a professor, whereas ‘Tum’ is her lover.

It’s true… Tum is more personal and intimate. And when ShaKhi have found each other as soulmates, why would either bother with formality?

Shaurya asked her to address him as ‘Tum’ so there is no disrespect here. All you can feel is the familiarity and ease.

Anokhi’s biggest fear is ‘COMPROMISE’ with her education. It is very natural, she has given up a lot for her dreams, lost her relations with family, people who helped her took trouble as well.

At this moment, there are her insecurities, pressure of a secret marriage and responsibilities as a student leader of the group.

Shaurya played a harmless trick to spend time with her as a husband but currently, it is risking a very prodigious opportunity for her as a student. And it has triggered her doubts again.

She comes from a family where men constantly put her down, created hurdles in her path and discouraged her ambitions… Shaurya supporting her despite their clashing ideologies, is like a distant dream for her. UNBELIEVABLE.

*Personal opinion: I do understand her outburst about ‘TRUST’, it is hard to gain. She wasn't ENTIRELY wrong. Eventually, Shaurya and Anokhi are both impulsive.

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POST EPISODE RAMBLINGS:

Ek se haqq cheena gaya,

Dusre ko kabhi haqq mila hi nahi.

Ek ko Maa-Baap ka pyaar nahi mila,

Aur ek ko Maa-Baap se dard mila.

Ek ko zindagi bhar ke liye CHARITY CASE banaya,

Dusre ko zindagi ka BHOJ samjha gaya.

Kiska dard kam? Kiska dard zyada?

Whose childhood was better?

Personally, TU ZAROORI se zyada captivating ShaKhi ka conversation tha mere liye!! I think all my homies know that I was waiting for Anokhi to zip her mouth and listen to him. And KV ki aankhe toh emotional scenes mei jaan le leti hai

Also, if only Shagun Ma’am knew, mauke ka fayida aapke temporary fiancé ne uthaya hai Anokhi ne nahi🤣

Caps ka flood!!!!!

Eyes on target:

Gud-gudi nahi hoti kya Nikki?

Ladki raat ko ghar se bhagi, naye sheher mei bhatki, library mei soyi, kidnapper ki pitayi ki, Tej-Devi se bhid gayi... Lekin dari kisse??

Thunder se

Chant ladki...

Thank me now

Content ka kya he kehna.. Wo to beech mai bas hamare thode graha nakshatra ache nahi chal rahe the to Shakhi ka ek part missing tha.. Ab to ye roz ka hai.. Nayi nayi unchai chunte hai roz hum.. 😂

Shaurya- Jabse shaadi hui hai we have 2 Shauryas.. One infront of family where I see glimpses of the old Shaurya.. 2nd infront of Anokhi.. This Anokhi's Anokha is the cutest 6 ft out there.. 🤭

Symbolisms between them are so strong.. Him walking upto her, her walking upto him.. One protecting the other, spreading the warmth of their love away from the entire world.. 🥰

And offcourse the best part of the episode was their conversation.. We have waited so long for them to start opening upto each other.. They may need a lifetime to understand each other completely but the start has been made today and it would be easier henceforth.. They are going to be the missing piece of the puzzle in eachother's lives.. Shaurya will get the unconditional love he always craved.. He is fighting for it and will keep fighting for it till he wins.. Anokhi will get the support she always lacked.. 🥰

Shaurya's monologue today was so emotional.. Everytime he cries I see the 4 year old who was abandoned by his parents and got love/support from BM but it was always as a debt.. I can't imagine what that person would have gone through, living everyday as an unwanted child.. I so hope we have a proper redemption track for Shanoor because as SS said- Har bache ka hak hota hai apne maa baap ka pyaar paana..😭

Anokhi has been fighting her entire life.. Just as we say logo ke naak pe gussa hota hai, Anokhi's insecurities are always dominating rest of her thoughts.. I so hope with time and his efforts, she is able to let go of them.. Someday in future she will trust him enough to think that he will always be there for her, he may make mistakes that will cost both of them maybe her more but he will try his best to rectify that as well..🥰

Temporary fiance and Tum-Aap pe to u know already meri soch kya hai.. 😂😂😂😂

Awesome post 🥰

There are so many small things we didn't noticed during the episodes but you made us see that.

1. Symbolic moment - It depicts, in future Anokhi can never be alone Shaurya will be there for her in every step of her life. Vice Versa whenever Shaurya needs someone Anokhi will always be there.

2. Anokhi see Shaurya pain - Anokhi always thought Shaurya is angry towards Aastha she didn't knew about Shaurya pain of 25 years. She realises that condition part is unnecessary. One can't forget everything in just one meeting.

3. Shaurya love for Devi - His love for Devi is nothing else ony karz for him , he is burdened . He keeps paying that karz in exchange of his happiness, his choices, compromises. He is now tired of all this. He wants his happiness .

4. Shaurya and Anokhi Heart conversation - Their deep conversation is always pleasure to see, after bridge scene we finally able to see their proper deep conversation.

5. Their transation from Aap to tum is so good and really heart warming. Shaurya finally have someone whom he can share everything.

6. Though Shaurya not able to understand Anokhi pain but hope in future he will get to see how much she has suffered.

Last but not the least caps are so damn beautiful. Falling in love again n again with Shakhi 🤗

Thank you for the beautiful post and tagging 🥰

This is an amazing analysis. It has all the emotions that we felt today while watching the episode and writers must have felt while writing the scene..❤️

Itana acha analysis likh kaisw lete ho😍.. you are so talented👏👏

I love the caps They are so good👏

Humare Shakhi❤️

They are hot , passionate , beautiful and adorable 🥳

P.S : I stole your cap to make my dp😛

I got stuff to say. I’ll be back!!!👍🏼

Mujhe tu zaroori song sequence se zyaada caps acche lage!

I loved your post Akshu 🤗❤️❤️

Ypur post brought out the symbolism i missed out. (I'm a bit in the air these days, don't know why! 😆 you know, Luna Lovegood jaisi)

How beautifully you wrote abt Shaurya's pain.

It was the best thing in today's episode.

From the jolly mood to the pain filled eyes, Shaurya rocked today!

Yes, yesterday i was vacillating between tum and aap. I agree with you Akshu, aap is for the professor, Tum is much more intimate, n it is justified. Totally justified today.

Akshu!!! 😲

That post episode rambling is just a shocker!!! 👏

I'm in awe!

Its poetic! Its beautiful! Its soooo deep! ❤️❤️

N i'm tagging Jen.(if tag works) She'll be delighted reading it.

Last, but not the least. Tumhare liye Akshu 🤗🤗🤗🤗

Res 😎

Be back soon. GIFs in progress

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Beautiful post Akshu You know you make me understand so many things about these two which I simply ignore most times. Reading your posts is a bliss 😳

Chalo shuru karte hai 😎

Mera naam sunhere aksharo mein likha hai post ke starting mein 😻😂 GIFs ban gaye hai

I got stuck at that mann mein ladoo phuta 👀😂

Shaurya’s the calm to Anokhi’s chaos, her peace, happiness and anything and everything whether she says it or not. She totally cannot function without him anymore and waywise with Shaurya. Dono ki existence ek dusre pe hai ab 💕 Hence, Tu Zaroori Sa Hai Mujhko Zinda Rehne Ke Liye 😌❤️

Getting onto the serious moments because the romance and chemistry these two have can’t be justified in words.

Karz. Damn, this is what broke my heart. Everything was fine, parents ki problems, maa baap ka pyaar but the moment he said Karz, I was shook. The guy has lived a miserable life for 26 years of his existence. Like we say, dikhne mein har koi khush hi lagta hai par dil aur dimaag ke andar kya chal raha hai, yeh bas humein hi pata hota hai. Shaurya’s been indebted for all the love and care he’s got. I do remember he once mentioned conditional love thing in one of the episodes and he said it yet again yesterday. This clearly means that deep down, he’s so so hurt and the cut is so deep, it might heal in the longest of time or may not even but since ITV it is, it’ll for sure but practically it’s tough.

What wrong has Shaurya done if he longed for his mother. I’m glad he confessed that she was the first person he remembered whenever he was in pain. This broke my heart. Devi did him dirty. I really wonder what would happen when the real side of Devi unfolds in front of Shaurya. Though we know Anokhi is by his side aa a strong pillar of strength but the inner turmoil he’d face and the guilt that will strike through would be unbearable too for him. A child has been forced to stay away from his mother because someone else wanted powers and position in the family at the cost of the happiness of the child. How cruel can the world get.

This man right here pouring his heart out in front of a stranger who’s now his and only his forever, who he knows won’t judge him for anything he says and can trust without any second thoughts is the same child who still longs for Aastha but doesn’t want to believe so. Shaurya has finally found his home, his peace in Anokhi.

The way Anokhi switched from aap to tum and the softness in her tone was so pleasing. I don’t know if anyone else noticed but I found it having a more personal touch and a feeling of belongingness, like look, I am your person Shaurya. I am with you forever 💕

Somehow, I felt Anokhi’s outburst in the end was quite okay. Had I been at her place, I would have blasted the same way because obviously the girl was the head and was responsible for the other 9 students. She did say things about trust which I’d not comment about because I don’t think Shaurya broke her trust. It was just about bad timing of things 🤐

Whose childhood was better? Jinhone Kekta maiyya ke shows nahi dekhe unka 🤣🤣

Caps dekh ke all I can say is "KAAFI TABHAI WALE FEELS" 🥵

Beautiful analysis as always Akshu!! ❤️I loved loved their conversation too..it was equal parts heart wrenching and heart warming. I’m so glad they had such a deep meaningful conversation. So glad they found each other! 😍❤️ Ugh My heart broke when he mentioned Karz, no parent-child bond should be like that. 😔

Anokhi’s biggest fear is ‘COMPROMISE’ with her education. It is very natural, she has given up a lot for her dreams, lost her relations with family, people who helped her took trouble as well
So true..Her sudden outburst didn’t sit well with me either especially with the word “Trust”, but it does make sense. She has a lot more at stake than him.

Your post episode ramblings are great food for thoughts !😍

And ahem.. them CAPS are bomb!😍🤪😍🔥🔥🔥

Thanks for sharing !🤗🤗

Loved the analysis.💕