Haan, circumstances didn't really allow for her to be dreamy-eyed about sheher anymore.....there is a brief line when she first comes to the city where she says to herself, this was my dream but I never thought it would be fulfilled like this.
The shaadi in many ways sapped her spirit, especially around Aditya....she's become more sehmi hui around him, constantly living in guilt. And she's been crying almost constantly since then....lol matlab every epi has her crying atleast 50% of the time.....it's like she can't help herself...usko bahut badaa shock/trauma ho gaya hai of being seperated from her mom and now being stuck in a place she didn't want where she's berated by Aditya. His family is all very nice to her, but he puts her down a lot and she seems to take it hard whenever he does that. I think she's become more emotional in the wake of this shaadi.....it's like anything connected to shaadi or Aditya's upcoming shaadi to Malini reminds her all over again what happened to her, how she's away from her mom and she starts crying again.
For now toh she has moments where she tries to cheer herself up by throwing herself into the house chores....but overall, she seems adrift in some ways. Aditya's family though has already wholeheartedly apnaaoed her.....lol his mom is already saying ki think of me like your mom....they treat her more like a daughter than a maid😆.....sab pamper kar rahe hain usko....including the cranky older sister.
As annoying as it sounds it totally goes with the storyline I mean this is the girl who was scared of ever getting mehendi on caz of the fear of leaving her mother this comes from her sense of responsibility and love towards her mother who only have had her and nothing else that fierce protectiveness yeh maa beti have and how it shatters her just the thought ke kahin iski shaadi ho gayi toh phir .. I know I figured in that FB only that ek dum tooth hui soul ho gayi hai yeh bechari caz shaadi does seem to matter a lot to her and foundation of shaadi main vishwaas hai isi liye shewas clear ke mere liye nahi hai and mujhe nahi karni but ultimately jab ho gayi toh it means a lot there was another FB jahan she seem to tell him ke maang bhar di na ab woh maane na maane but iski life ka toh sab kuch yehi hain and she will fulfill it something like that I forgot the exact line and that she doesn't want to bind him but iske liye it will forever matter.
The shock and trauma of it and her going into the shell makes more sense given how she is thrown Into it along with her age too jitna bhi mature karle act ya ho jaaye at the root of it she is still an 18 yrs old girl with no experience or exposure to this kind of life jaisi bhi thi in pagdandiya she was still in a very small world with her mother. Duniya dekhi nahi thi as such
 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
  
  
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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