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Originally posted by: toothbrush13

JigglyPuff (trying to remember all of your names LOL) thank you for making me feel a little less crazy! Was feeling like such a weirdo lol but I couldn't help it.

The only film songs I have been able to still listen to since 2016 are Gulaabi and the DBB album and I have no idea of why only those songs specifically. 😆 The rest of them I am programmed to skip automatically. I may have already said this but I also refused to watch any movies or promotions or awards dances or anything. I would just leave the room because I preferred to ignore my problems rather than facing them. 😆 Now I was forced to face my ~issues~ but I still avoid a lot of things lol.

I totally feel you on all of the things you find bothersome... I have always been kind of amazed by people who only judge performers by their work, without allowing it to be affected by anything that happens offscreen. I guess I am very judgmental because if I don't like even the smallest, dumbest thing about someone I am not going to burden myself with watching their work. 😂

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In other news, Nisha's youtube channel is a big hit. Girlfriend is racking up those views! And rightfully so. THE MEMORIES 😭😭😭

Why is that sometimes we get something when it means nothing? Back then, I use to be an excited kid even if I got 10 subscribers or even 1 comment, but now feels nothing. Hopefully those who are watching feel nice.

I have to say Youtube has made relaxation with their rules though I can not upload zee studio contents still this is good.

Originally posted by: toothbrush13

JigglyPuff (trying to remember all of your names LOL) thank you for making me feel a little less crazy! Was feeling like such a weirdo lol but I couldn't help it.

The only film songs I have been able to still listen to since 2016 are Gulaabi and the DBB album and I have no idea of why only those songs specifically. 😆 The rest of them I am programmed to skip automatically. I may have already said this but I also refused to watch any movies or promotions or awards dances or anything. I would just leave the room because I preferred to ignore my problems rather than facing them. 😆 Now I was forced to face my ~issues~ but I still avoid a lot of things lol.

I totally feel you on all of the things you find bothersome... I have always been kind of amazed by people who only judge performers by their work, without allowing it to be affected by anything that happens offscreen. I guess I am very judgmental because if I don't like even the smallest, dumbest thing about someone I am not going to burden myself with watching their work. 😂

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In other news, Nisha's youtube channel is a big hit. Girlfriend is racking up those views! And rightfully so. THE MEMORIES 😭😭😭

JigglyPuff ☺️ thank you for sweetening my otherwise very scandalous name ToothyPuff...you always make me go all

with them ☺️😆

@bold: That's how it should be actually TB...people idolize them, put them on a high pedestal and even, so much so that they give them status of somewhat of a God...when they don't deserve any of it case in point Salman and all his uncountable criminal offenses, AB.Sr and his major role of the Sikh genocide in 1984, Sanjay Dutt and his terrorist past...it amazes me how much they managed to get away with and fool people even with such effed up and alarming crimes...and I hope with all the recent revelations and the things that are coming out now about all of them, people realize that Bollywood is nothing but a house of cards full of shady, fake and hollow people and that they don't deserve to be idolized as Gods...when they are hardly even good human beings. As sad as it is...Sushant never mattered to these people when he was alive and was always ostracized by them, as he struggled to make his place among them and so desperately wanted to please the wrong kind of people who never considered him anything...but his death has certainly shook Bollywood and has helped revealing the ugly facades they all live behind.

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And Rightfully so indeed...I can't forget the number of times she used to re-upload all those videos for all of us, every time zee claimed a copyright on them and then Youtube eventually ending up terminating all her channels...she is finally getting the phal of all her efforts!

Thank you for giving us our lost memories back Nish 🤗 and keeping them alive for us and others who actually have no idea what they were really about and why they made us go crazy the way they did...they were really nothing like anyone else when they were together really...sigh! 😞

Talking about their videos...this one really gave me a lump in my throat for some reason:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEthe4UJH3Q&ab_channel=Sushant-Ankitabackup

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Also, Nish even managed to save up few of my VMs that I don't even have or even had the memory of making in the first place 😆 and watching them which now made me cringe, seeing the color grading and my 10 years back editing skills 😵

But this one that I made when Manav "died" in PR and Archana searched him everywhere 🥺:

(I'll copy paste what I wrote about it in a PM to Nish when she showed it to me)

Never in a million years I had thought that it'll become so hauntingly relatable one day on them in real life too Usually an incident takes place and then it is sometimes portrayed onscreen based on the true events but in their case it's like life played a cruel joke and copied the script of their onscreen characters into their real life

Ignore my overdramatic-ness though ^ 🤓...since I wrote it when this was still comparatively new to handle for me, I'd like to think I am doing better now 🙄😆

And this one that I made on his smile:

🥺 Really breaks my heart that this smile is gone forever...whenever I see it. We can dislike him, his decisions or how he changed into a very different person later on, all we want...but once you see it...his smile, you just forget it all and can't help but have that melting feeling in your heart...his smile was really one of the most unforgettable ones I have ever seen in my life....it gets etched in your heart! 💔

Guys anyone in Delhi have they gone to Jantar Mantar to support SSR

Ankita will pay tribute to Sushant in Zra 💔. This is making me so emotional. From performing together in Zra to paying tribute to him 💔.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CIIv1ruh6fy/?igshid=1ttqdpjz99qpz

Originally posted by: my.2cents

I hear ya...initially when all this happened and I started watching their segments again after so many years, everything reminded me of them or my mind just automatically found a connection to something or the other to relate to them and it used to make me wanna laugh cry...it's like when you go through a bad breakup or something and everything reminds you of him/her! 😂

LOL, you skip songs and I just imagine them in every song or try to relate the lyrics of that song on them or their situation especially sad ones...does that make you feel any less crazy now TB? 😂

Also, I started listening to many Sushant songs recently...I always used to like "Ik Vaari Aa" but I always just unconsciously used to avoid listening to it or at least tried not to watch it's video cause it used to irk me? in some way 🤔...and you know why 😳 thanks to her annoying quotes and rabid fans for the more prominent put off now!

But now recently it's "Jaan Nisaar"...I really liked that song and also it's one of my favorite movies of him from the ones I have watched, but now I have stopped listening to it or when it just automatically plays in my playlist while I am driving...I go nope thanks to the Royal highness the imperial Princess of Pataudi 😳 I still really like it though but I have just stopped listening to it cause...how do you behave so callous and cold to the person who you were really close to once and now who is no more? I mean if not for anything else just out of respect you don't behave like that and can halt your bikini sessions at least for some days...what a Royal put off with all puns intended!

I know what you mean about random things reminding you of him.

For me , more than that, it is how random (and sometimes not-so-random) things about Bollywood stuff life that just reminds me of him. Actually , not as much as reminds me, as .. sort of makes me really sad? Like, just makes you realize that life just goes on for Btown . One of times I felt that way recently was when Gattu announced his movie with Ayushmaan and Vaani. My first thought was that this was something Sushant would have been the first choice for. Rajeev Masand just going on with his group interviews pissed me off.

So many little and big things like that , some that make me sad, some angry, some nostalgic, some leave me with mixed feelings .

And another thing I have come to realize and what makes me even sadder is that, because of all scandalous stuff that followed after his demise, which directly or indirectly "involved" half of mainstream Bollywood, not many even want to acknowledge him for anything. I mean, just bothered me that no one even responded to Gattu's tweets about kedarnath recently.

And oh, Ankita is really made of something else. <3

I am sorry if I am Interrupting you guys's personal space here but just wanted to say something. While I have had a change of heart for Anki after the incident and the immature fan in me has started looking at things with open mind I just want to ask how you people think about the whole tribute thing? Recently I have again started to feel disappointed in her. Certain actions of her has again hurt me and this time not just as a Sush fan but as a Pavitra Rishta fan.

I wasn't already feeling great about the tribute thing because I know how Zee will milk their relationship and public emotions for Trp and of course she wouldn't be doing it for free then what's the point of tribute? I was hoping that it was false news but it turned out to be true. Even then I was ok with it but then there was splurge of Insta stories from her about going for rehearsals and her putting polls like "guess where I 'm going.. Shopping or Dance" and that's when I felt a bit off. It looked like just another day at work for her.. Chalo yahan tak bhi theek tha but recently she was flaunting and celebrating her being in the Google's most searched list in UAE.. We all know the tragic reason behind her being in spotlight. She hasn't done anything significant in last 5 years but one tragedy lead to this. It was very unfortunate but she, her mother, her friends and fans were celebrating it like it was some achievement. What was there to be happy in that? Your "famous" ex boyfriend lost his life and got even more famous after his death. Everyone related to him came in spotlight including Rhea( who is ahead of her in the list).. It's not your hard work that put you there yet you are celebrating it? Proud of it?

I am seriously done with her. I felt bad and defended her when she was attacked by Shibani and when this new breed of "SSRians" attack her for posting pic with Vicky bit never expected that she would actually use Sushant's death to puf herself in limelight.

Sushant might have been a heartless monster for leaving her but he would have never ever done this.

I don't agree, anything with good intentions should allowed

Sushant might have been a heartless monster for leaving her

A guy who died trying to save a minor girl and took up the cause of child trafficking cannot be a monster. Nobody is uttering the cause of child trafficking but everyone knows about it and he gave his life for it.

Originally posted by: majoni03

Ankita will pay tribute to Sushant in Zra 💔. This is making me so emotional. From performing together in Zra to paying tribute to him 💔.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CIIv1ruh6fy/?igshid=1ttqdpjz99qpz

https://www.instagram.com/p/CIIv1ruh6fy/?hl=en

https://www.instagram.com/p/CIfmeLPhsKU/?hl=en

https://www.instagram.com/p/CIfoSC7h5IW/