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Chapter 21
The next day was heartwrenching for all members in Rajvansh Mansion..
Preliminary protocols were done by the resident nurse as per Doctors instructions..
Nihaal had arranged for an ambulance service from the hospital ..
Before getting sedated Rajshri hugged Meenakshiii ..both friends reassuring each other through subtle actions.
"Mein aati rahoongi...aaj Bache tumhari saath rahega.."
Nanu kept his palm soothingly on Rajshri's forehead...
" Haar ya Jeet nahi betaa...sirf jeetni hai tumhe...mein prarthna karoonga har pal tereliye.."
Parul...just pressed Rajshri's hand ... expressing solidarity in her fight..
Mishty and Kuhu clutched each other.. quietly sobbing.. as all bid adieu to Rajshri..
Abir and Kunal too had moist eyes which both of them tried to hide..
The medical personal administered the sedation and Rajshri was transferred to the Ambulance..
Meenakshi looked at the girls ... holding on to each other as if they are each other's only anchor...and opened her arms..
Mishty and Kuhu both were enveloped in her love ...
*****
It was decided that Mishty, Abir and Kunal would follow the ambulance and Kuhu will stay back till everything was underway..
Throughout the journey to the hospital Abir's eyes were flickering to the forlorn figure sitting on the backseat as he drove the car.
Kunal too checked upon her .. bolstering and pacifying her.
At the hospital Rajshri was taken over by the hospital staff .Nihaal greeted the trio and signalled to follow him.
As Abir turned to Mishty..
He saw...Kunal grabbing her hand and her answer in nods to what he was saying...and averted his eyes..
"Kunal let's move."
Abir called out and both Kunal and Mishty walked towards him in the direction of the elevator..
Nihaal ushered them to a small private lounge..
"I have arranged this place for you guys.. freshening up and all..the procedural things will start once she is concious..till then vitals will be monitored..now for two days they'll do tests to confirm the previous findings..then only a specific date for surgery will be sought.. Mishty..you okay with this?"
Mishty looked around and nodded..
Kunal after making a cursory scrutiny of the area sat on the sofa and flipped a magazine.
Abir too relaxed and thanked Nihaal..
" No need to thank me bro... it's my pleasure to help you"
"You arranged for Massima's room too na?"
Abir asked and Nihaal nodded.
"Just around the corner..but no bystanders allowed.. there.. that's why I chose this less used lounge area . Your call to the management helped too man...."
Nihaal turned to Mishty..
" You can very well rest here..or study whatever...and that's the intercom ..you'll be intimated about the tests as and when they happen and results will be cc'ed to your mail.."
Mishty could only nod and mumble a thank you..
Nihaal looked at her sympathetically..and turned to Abir..
" You too can work from here right..I can make small arrangements here for you..now you guys settle down..I'll be back in ...say..3 hrs..."
Abir's eyes were on Mishty and was reflecting her anguish..
Nihaal followed his gaze and upon finding Abir's focus a slight frown appeared on his face...
*****
Kunal and Abir paced and whenever intercom chimed both looked at Mishty anxiously..
So far the tests were all done previously and non invasive..
" Bhai..aap Office jaayiye...Ab toh sub responsibility unke Hain na...you go to office now..Ghar jaake fresh hoke vaapas aana..if it's okay with you..."
Kunal said as they sat idly for an hour..
"Haan Abir..Tum kaam aise chodke yahaan Kyu baith rahe ho..waise bhi humare vajeh see bohot work days miss Kiya hai . you should go .."
Mishty's voice was low but firm.
Abir looked at her questions with in his eyes..and she answered..
" I will update you ..mein tumhe text ya voice msg deti rahengi .okay? and I ...I mean ..we both will be okay..."
Abir smiled..." Okay..toh mein.. evening aajaatha Hoon aur kisi bhi cheez keliye Meri zaroorath pade.. don't hesitate to call..Oye Kunal..tumse bhi keh Raha Hoon..take care."
After Abir's exit Kunal and Mishty waited out the hours... Nihaal had thoughtfully arranged for lunch which was delivered to them...
By evening Rajshri was brought to the private room with 24/7 observation and care..
Mishty had seen her Badimaa like this.. across a glass panel...surrounded with medical equipments....but steeling her mind was an impossible task as she clutched her hands into fists... trying hard not to break down...
They were informed about tomorrow's procedures and Kunal...a bit forcefully brought Mishty back to the lounge..
"Mishty..tum aise abhi hosla harogi Kya..?"
Kunal's voice was tinged with anger.and hurt..as he sat beside her..
" You need to be there for Kuhu...& Badimaa..abhi uska text aaya tha...both moms and Kuhu are on their way....aur woh tumhe aise dekhenge toh...Bhai tumhe aise dekhenge toh Mera khair nahi...Tera khayal rakhne ko bolke Gaya tha..aur yeh haal hai Tera..."
Mishty looked at her friend...who was trying to hold up and worried about the state of the loved ones who will break if they saw her condition...
" Kunal...Sorry I just thought of myself....I didn't even consider you... sorry yaar.." she held his hand...
" Aage se nahi hogi...maaf kardo ab.."
Kunal kept his hand on hers in reassurance..
" It's tough Mishty..but you got no option..and I will support you in what way I can okay?!"
Kunal wiped her tears...and pulled her cheeks to a smile...
" Ab fresh hoke aajaao...aisa mooh dekhega toh Kuhu bhi dam khol degi... Chalo.."
" Tum na thoda zyada hi Kuhu ki taang kheechne laga hai.."
Mishty stood up and pulled Kunal's ears in affection...
"Ooh...badibehn role...mein dar gaya..!!
Waise uska # OTT response dekhne mein bada maza aata Hain..ab tum time waste mat karo...jao fresh hoke aajaao.."
Mishty turned and stilled ..her eyes widening in relief..
Abir was standing at the foyer to the lounge...
Before she could react Kunal spoke...
" Tum abhi khadi ho? Tumhe zabardasthi washroom bhi le jaana padega Kya...?!"
Mishty had turned to Kunal and didn't see the way Abir's jaw clenched at that intimate suggestion..
In any other situation Mishty would have given an apt response in kind to Kunal then and there..but with Abir there she didn't know what to do...
"Kunal."...her Stern voice made Kunal to contemplate on his words..and he said ruefully..
" acha ..out of the line..sorry..ab maarna mat..bas Meri maa fresh hoke aaja...yeh lo..Kuhu ki message.."
Kunal again looked into the phone..and Abir walked in..
"Nanko.."
As Abir came to Kunal he got up and greeted him..
" Bhai aap office see seedhe yahaan aaye..mein soch raha tha ki..."
Mishty hurriedly went to the washroom hiding her tear streaked face from Abir as the brothers talked...
By the time she came back Meenakshi, Parul and Kuhu were sitting with Nihaal , Kunal and Abir...Kunal and Nihaal taking turns in explaining what all happened..
" Visiting hrs are till 9 pm only no?..so I thought we could come and see Rajshri.."
Meenakshi said gloomily..
Nihaal nodded and replied.
" Mrs.Maheshwari is being given mild sedation to get ample rest.Today you can only see her....and tomorrow too many tests are to be done..so it would be safe to say that you can Meet her after that.."
Meenakshi looked at Mishty who was sitting beside Kuhu..narrating her day...
And her eyes casually looked at Abir's way.. wondering why he is so silent.....and was puzzled by his reproachful look ...at Mishty.. oblivious to what was going on.. around him..
Nihaal cleared his throat and shouldered Abir..
" We'll just be outside..aap log Mrs.Maheshwari ko dekh sakthe ho abhi.. Mishty....!"
Mishty nodded as Meenakshi stood up...
*****
Abir tried to rein in the tormenting emotions raging inside him...as he and Nihaal stood facing the glass wall taking in the view...
The comfort Mishty shared with Kunal totally blew his lid today..
The wave of possessiveness that washed over him at Kunal's words...
Apart from all that... the intractable urge to pull her into him..just to feel the relief in his psyche.. which is burning through hell in her thoughts...
Time elapsed in silence and Nihaal broke it...
" Okay...you don't want to share what's nagging you..fine..itne dinon ke baad apne BF ke saath time spent Kar rahe ho...thoda toh effort maaro yaar.."
Abir exhaled hard as if to expell all his troubling thoughts away...
"BF huh... After medical school this is the first time we are spending more than 10 mts..Meri baat chod ..tu Bata... tumhare life mein Kya chal Raha hai?.
Obviously hospital takes much of your time... apart from that.?.."
Abir tried to divert the talk..
Nihaal put hands on his hips...
" Acha tohh Meri baat ho Raha Hain yahaan...hmm..okay..let me tell you...my life revolves around here totally... always dealing with babies and mom's .. occasionally dads too...social life .. minimal....but now I ... think.. something's gonna change.."
Abir's eyes widened at Nihaal's vague admission...
" Wow..waah Mera Sher...Tera world badal Raha hai and you are telling me now..not fair bro."
Abir got smacked for that comment...
" You are complaining!!? Not fair!?? I am asking you and you are evading me..and not fair!!"
Nihaal 's pissed attitude made Abir contrite..
"Umm..is Mishty the mystery your problem Abir...?"
Nihaal asked bluntly....
Abir startled a bit at the question hurled at him by his best friend..who already knew his history with Mishty...
Before Abir could explain anything Nihaal continued..
" I just saw the way you looked at her...not done man... whatever issues you have with her has to take backseat from now...look...I just met her... twice.. and I am starting to admire her....she is petrified for her life ..but she carries the weight gracefully...saw her interaction with her sister.. pacifying her even when she is equally worried...saw her with your family...the respect and love she showers on your mom...now that's your Achilles heel...I know..but you need to buckle up man!..Stop behaving like a teenager... accept facts and move on..and the bond and support she shares with Kunal. Awesome..but you..you are being impossible again?"
Abir.. tried to interrupt Nihaal's speech a couple of times to agree and to refute his statements ..but then seeing the form in which his BF is , patiently listened to him with arms folded in front of him.. with an amused look.
Nihaal exhaled after his "showing the mirror" session to Abir and stopped short at seeing the smile on Abir's lips...
which was developing into a laugh...his shoulders shaking....
" Ab Maine tumhe itna sunaya aur Tum has rahe ho?"
" Aur Kya karoo...Tum ne kahin mere BF Nihaal..woh.. soft-spoken.. beating around the bush Wala...usko dekha Kya....??"
Nihaal was a little embarrassed at that sarcastic comment...
" Hmm...thoda direct bola iss baar....thoda zyada bhi bola hoga tumhe..but I am telling you this for your own good...the way Meenakshi Aunty's eyes were shuttling between you and Mishty...I had to warn you..I am sure Mishty won't want to create problems between you and auntie...but.."
At the mention of Meenakshii's interest the smile waned from Abir's face...
" It's okay Nihaal ...Maa is watching and waiting for me to slip up ..but you are way out of the truth.. okay I am a bit angry at Mishty...she told me she would keep me updated...and then nothing...now I know she is strong and all...but I was looking at my phone every five minutes while working...and . nothing...just..just...leave it "
" That's all??!!"
Nihaal said in disbelief..."so you are saying that all the bad blood between you guys is history...wow... that's good news..."
Abir looked at his friend skeptically...
" Tum itne khush kyun ho..."
Nihaal laughed lightly..." Just happy yaar.. for you and for her and for me ...I don't have to walk on egg shells around you guys.."
Kunal walked in carrying some printouts...
Nihaal Bhai..these are today's test results...I got it printed from Mishty''s mail..she wants to discuss this...and Abir Bhai...aap Badimaa Maa aur Kuhu ke saath jaa rahe Hain Kya ?..they are leaving.."
" No .. Nanko..I will stay for some time too..you okay with staying here..?.umm..mein rukoo Kya?
Abir.. enquired ..
" Kya Bhai...you came straight from work and then offering to sleep on lounge couch?..Mera aur uss couch ka toh dosthi ho gaya hai...aaj aap tension mat lijiye..mein Aur Mishty manage karlenge...and I'll be at home in the morning.."
Abir sighed and shrugged..
"Toh chale... Mishty wait Kar Rahi hogi..." Nihaal supplied..and Kunal patted him playfully..
"Uhho...another Mishty fan..!! I like it... c'mon bro aapko uski latest kaarname batatha Hoon"
As Nihaal and Kunal walked away Abir looked quizzically at the duo....
Mishty fan!!!!??
As they joined others and Kuhu got to know that Abir is staying back for a while...she asked Meenakshii's permission to stay with Mishty .
" Mein Abir bro ke saath aajaoongi." . she said to her.
"Okay.."
With a meaningful look to Abir Meenakshii took her leave..Parul too took leave after hugging Mishty and telling her to call her whenever she needed..
As they sat around and Nihaal compared the previous and present results...the picture evolving was optimistic... After some time Kuhu was getting bored as all the info was going over her head... Sensing her restlessness Kunal stood up..
" Bhai mein aap sub keliye coffee Aur kuch snacks leke aate Hain.."
Nihaal stopped him..
" No need Kunal..they'll deliver here ..let me order.."
"Nihaal Bhai...I need to take a walk...saara din couch ke sath romance karke bore hogaya Hoon..let me..."
" Acha Nanko...ise bhi leke jao...neend mein abhi gir jaayegi .."
Abir suppressed his smile as he eyed Kuhu...who was literally half asleep..
Kunal looked at her ...his eyes bright with mischief..
Signalling everyone to be silent with a finger on his lips he went near Kuhu.. Mishty was protesting silently...and Abir and Nihaal were looking at Kunal's antics with anticipation..
Kunal clapped his hands once near Kuhu's ear and she shot up closing her ears with both hands .." Mishty... Mishty...goli... gunfire.."
Kunal rolled into the couch and laughed clutching his stomach..
Abir and Mishty were laughing but looking at Kuhu..both stifled their laughter.
Nihaal was totally amused by the cameradie shared by the foursome..
Kuhu was enraged at Kunal for pranking her..
" Tum ne Kiya na...chodoongi nahi.."
" Chal maaf karde...Kuhu... Chalo..coffee pilatha Hoon..inko bhi kuch leke aate Hain..gift shop abhi close ho jaayega."
Kunal pulled Kuhu by hand as they walked out of the foyer ..Kuhu continuing her bickering..
****
"Okay so .. Mishty...no need to worry yourself ..we'll have to see tomorrow's reports also to form a concrete opinion after discussion with specialists..
Nihaal summed up and began collating the printouts...and Abir stretched himself sitting on the couch.. with closed eyes...
Mishty's attention was spinning around Abir all the time..but riveted on him that moment..
The tiredness and the effort to suppress his Yawn all was noted by her...
Nihaal extended the file to Mishty and she took it ... distractedly..
"Well...I need to go now ..Abir...need to do one single rounds on the chubbies and then to home.."
He stood up to leave..
" Have a cuppa and go Nihaal..." Abir said..
" No yaar..you look like you need a double shot...have mine too..you are driving back no?"
Abir nodded.
Nihaal patted Abir..and left..
Mishty looked at Abir.. rubbing his eyes..
Just as she was about to ask him something...Abir stood up..
" Excuse me...I'll freshen up and come.."
Abir said not meeting her eyes and walked towards the washroom..
Mishty felt the distance Abir deliberately put between them...
and that dimmed the last day of brightness from her otherwise bleak day...
*****
As he came out of the washroom.....
Abir looked at the slumped girl sitting alone in that space...
His heart melting at her sight...
Nihaal's advise echoed in his mind...
*****
" Tum ne mujhe call Kyu nahi Kiya..?" Abir's voice was gruff...
Mishty didn't move or acknowledge his question...
" Ek baar message karthe ki sab kuch theek hai toh kuch ho jata tumhein.."
Still no response from Mishty...and Abir's angst was attaining the momentum..
" Work ki tension...Aur massima ki tension aur ..tumha...leave it..tumhe Kya.. mein tension mein hoga iska khayal bhi nahi aaya hoga tumhe...mein hi tumhare baaton mein aagaya tha....."
Abir raked his hair in frustration.. turning away...
God ! What was he doing... berating her over a silly matter...he could have called Nihaal or Kunal to get updates....
But he wanted to hear her voice...feel her presence ...
The way his concentration was shot the whole day...anticipating her call or message at any moment....
And the sense of loss that he was feeling was amplified by the scene he witnessed between Kunal and her......
And now he was throwing a tantrum!!
Nihaal equated him to a teenager...but he is behaving like a toddler...oh God..!!
Abir took a deep breath .. calming himself .He turned ...mentally thankful to God for lack of response from Mishty....
But the fire and ocean in her eyes as she stared at him made him...well..mute..!
" Toh mein call nahi Kiya... message nahi Kiya.. toh Kya tum mujhe ignore karoge...itne der yahaan the...poocha bhi nahi ki mein yeh sab kaise handle Kar Rahi Hoon ..how am I holding up... seeing Badimaa unconscious ..
Tum toh mujhe kabse avoid Kar rahe the...ab bhi tumhara problems bole jaa rahe ho...hamesha tumhare problems ko importance dete rehna...
Aur...ab mein call bhi nahi karne waali message bhi nahi karne waali...Jo jaanna hai Kunal ya Dr Nihaal se jaan Lena..."
Mishty rubbed the tears that brimmed from her eyes on her sleeve...
Abir stood stunned at her fiesty outburst...not knowing what to do to diffuse the situation..
*****
Two figures stood frozen at the foyer..hands laden with coffee and snacks.
Kunal muttered" fire fighters needed" and Kuhu nodded absently as they stood witness to the tug of war between the two persons they love the most.
Mujhe danda, joothe ,tomatoes...,mat. Maariyega....thoda tashan toh bantha hai na??!!!
Edited by suryavni - 5 years ago