This is SidNaaz Discussion thread 35...aa jao sab yaha 
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Warning for all Shippers in Advance : Its not easy to ship this toxic jodi called SidNaaz if u hv a weak heart ..Currently BB13 is rewriting history with SidNaaz and we r in for some real toxic mills & boons love-hate story where "Nafrat paas aane na de & Pyaar dur jaane na de " 
..So to ship such a jodi u need truck loads of patience along with strong will power & mazboot dil 
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Current Status :
Last Episode for me was one of the most intense episode in terms of SidNaaz relationship status and also from Sid's point of view as so far we hv only seen Sana being vocal about her feelings fr Sid but in yesterday episode for the first time Sid was vocal about his feelings fr Sana and even confessed that his best memory in BB house is also related to Shehnaaz 😳...
What SidNaaz share is very raw and passionate and so I wont judge their words like a pseudo feminist bec I know when a couple who r deeply in love but not able to confess in a toxic environment like the BB house then its difficult to control your emotions and in such cases certain words that come out of extreme frustration and hurt are likely to look wrong from a third person's point of view but only those 2 people involved in this wordplay will b the best person to judge whats right and whats wrong as they stay with each other 24 hrs fr 4 months now and knows exactly whats affecting them and what can fix them..
Finally Sana expressed her hurt to Sid after the task was over and Paras got the inmunity ..There was another Lays no emotion task too where again both had few war of words as Sid again accused Sana of playing fr opposite team since she could not keep straight face and ended up laughing a bit on Asim's teasing ..Here of course Sid's motive was to stop Sana from smiling so that they win the task and thats why he deliberately told her those rude words but Sana misunderstood it all and got further hurt ..
Sana told Sid that u want me out of house now and accused Sid of use and throw policy ..Deep inside even Sana knows that its not true but in their relationship when one is hurt then he/she makes sure to hurt the other person equally and thats exactly what Sana did here by accusing Sid of use and throw policy as she wanted Sid to feel equal pain ..After saving Paras , I felt Sid was feeling equally guilty and so he was trying to avoid eye contact or any sort of talks with Sana bec deep inside he knows that he has disappointed his ladylove here just to do the payback to Paras ..Though Sid knows that Sana is going nowhere and he even confidently told Sana that "tu kahi nahi jaa rahi" as he sees her in top 2 but somewhere he also knows that he failed to keep up with her expectations here by not saving her ..The guilt was clear reason why he was doing a bit extra with the leg hurting excuse 😉😆, so that usi bahane se he can start a chat with Sana on this 😆and as expected Sana called Sid on her own seeing that he hurt his leg.. But what followed was another series of hurt games as Sana accused Sid of using her in game and throwing her out of game when the need is over ...He of course could not take this accusation coming from Sana and lost his cool completely ...
What made the situation worse was Paras and Aarti joining the conversation too and Asim giving evil laugh from gym area ..So what was suppose to b a private talk between SidNaaz turned into a public tamasha which Sid always hates ..Sid himself said that he hates giving justifications in public as it mayb Sana's thing to get public sympathy but fr him , he always prefers a private talk with Sana ..Thankfully Sana here made it clear that she dint goto Rashmi fr any sympathy but Rashmi came to her but by then the damage was already done thanks to Sana saying " use and throw" fr not saving her ..Sid could hv walked out fm there as he was extremely hurt here but deep inside he fears loosing Sana and so when he saw Paras was further brainwashing Sana with his "u r not loyal to Sid" chant, Sid made it clear to Paras that "look I dint save u bec u r my friend or u r loyal since I m aware that u r playing game too , i saved u only bec I dont keep favours and so just wanted to repay back fr the last nomination" 👏..Sid said that to Paras right in front of Sana so that Sana dont assume that he saved Paras bec he thinks Paras is more loyal to him than Sana ..That was Paras's thinking and not Sid's thinking which he cleared indirectly but Sana was so hurt that time ki she dint give it much thought and went with her own rant that mayb she failed to mk any real bonds in this house which further hurts Sid as fr Sid only Sana is his real bond while rest r just game fr him ..
Sid was not at all liking when Paras went on and on about how Sana only gave moral support to Sid but not in game and how she is not a loyal friend but reason why Sid was quiet here was bec Sana herself was accusing Sid of use and throw policy in front of Paras and Aarti which gave upper hand to Paras to speak further shit on Sana ..Thats one reason why Sid hates it when Sana starts discussing things in public and gives others the upper hand to break their bond ..He was even pissed at Aarti fr her nonsense blabbering about expectations bec he knew it will further piss off Sana ..
So after the public spectacle , Sana realised that mayb she went a bit too far in this hurt game and immediately went inside to cool down Sid who was extremely hurt with her accusations..So in anger he ended up telling her bitter words like " get the f*** out of my life as u r gand " ..It was clearly in retaliation to Sana's use and throw statement and Sana knows it, thats why she runs behind Sid all the way to bedroom to calm him down as only these two understand the extreme to which their words affect each other ..Sana knows that when she says anything hurtful to Sid then in retaliation Sid comes up with something even more worse just to push her away and show her that ok u think i m bad then let me show u i can b worst so that u hv option to leave me ..Sid does that bec in past he was never successful in any relationship and so when he fears that Sana too might leave him then he himself makes ways to hurt her in worst possible way so that he can at least feel the relief that I left her even before she can leave me as Sana really affects him emotionally ..But when Sana still sticks to him then he calms down and gets his confidence back that she is not one of those like he met in past who will leave me at the drop of a hat ..Sana too knows this vulnerability of his and so never takes his words seriously ..
From here onwards I give full credit to Sana way she handled Sid when Sid was going all berserk in emotions and anger 👏..It was funny that both were sitting on bedroom floor and fighting like typical married couple where husband kept asking wifey to leave but wifey was adamant not to leave till her husband cools down and in the process padosi Rashmi had to leave the bedroom to give both some privacy 😆..Even their fight evokes laughter at times especially when Sid goes like haan mein toh bekaar hun and in return Sana says mein bhi bekaar hee hun , thats why with u 🤣..She knew that he was hurt by her use and throw comment and thats why dint take any of his blabberings seriously 😆 ..She even told him that if i go out tom then i wont see your face bec whenever I see your face , i only feel love fr u ..aww 😳..Sid was expecting her to say "ghinn"(disgust) but she said love and stumped him again 😈😆..No wonder even their fights look so intense 😉...
https://twitter.com/shwetapattnaik/status/1226186023496904704?s=19
Then when Sid started pouring his heart out about his emotions and told her in his choked voice that "bola tha emotions nahi dikhana..kisi pe invest nahi karna ..but band baj gaya kyunki aa gaya emotions ..ho gaya attached ..nahi hona tha par ho gaya" 😭 , Sana knew that he was talking about his love wala feelings that he has developed fr her , so she gave a slight smile and started rubbing his thighs to cool him down 😳 because she could relate to his outburst as even she had similar outburst fr him in the past ...She understands how deeply both affect each other and so she could connect to his emotions here ...If Sana had gone away fm him that time leaving him alone , then his anger would hv gone even more higher but her presense there cooled him down eventually..
https://twitter.com/Ismailk15317097/status/1226230862506680320?s=19
Though Sid kept saying u go from here but deep inside he wanted Sana to sit there and cool him down ..He kept hurting her with self respect taunts to test her patience...He knows Sana follows the outside feedback and so if she was just in the game then she would hv followed the self respect feedback too as even media asked her about it and would hv left fm there after all the taunts by him..But she dint leave till he cooled down which gave him an idea that she is not playing any games with him reason why later at night he initiated the patch up by going behind her in washroom just to clear her doubts that firstly gand word or get out of my life he said in anger but dint mean it at all, secondly his talk on emotions he meant it from heart and thirdly which she said about leaving tom and not seeing his face ever ,that wont ever happen 
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Sid clarified all this because he realised she never played any games with him bec no girl can show this level of patience just fr game and he also realised that she was hurt too , thats why at night he took the initiative to patch up with her by initiating the hug in bed ..He looked at her in bed and saw neither she slept nor he could sleep and so slowly wispered "aa hug kar" ..She followed him like a typical wifey and both slept peacefully in each other's arms forgetting all the tension related to game till next morning ..Dono ko raat mein definitely ek dusre ki gandi aadat pad gayi hai which is so visible now 😈..Sana even changed her bed in anger earlier but at night she had to come back to him 😳 and even Sid in anger threw her pillow saying "jaa udher hee so jaa" but the moment Sana got up and left fr washroom , Sid like a typical hubby ran behind her to bring her back in bed by saying sorry and clearing her doubts..aww 😳
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Next Morning Sid was soft to her while it was Sana's turn to be angry on him fr the last night fight 😆..Its like both taking turns to b angry on each other ..When one cools down , other starts throwing tantrums 😆..Sid here showed patience as he understood that Sana was nervous about eviction..He cupped her face by holding her cheeks and assured her twice that "nahi jaa rahi tu " 😳..But Sana was still hurt and said its better if she leaves and then she wont meet anyone here as all rishtey r fake and limited till house only ..Sid knew she is blabbering in anger just how he does same in anger but still deep inside he fears loosing her which was visible again when he said " mujhse bhi nahi milegi , kyunki last week hai toh tujhe koi farak nahi padta ? " aww 😭..It was role reversal here fr a change as Sid was talking of continuing with their relation outside instead of Sana ..Thats why I said on this epi we saw Sid is more vocal now about his feelings fr Sana 😳..Sana obviously was saying things in anger and fear of eviction..
https://twitter.com/cap_weirdo/status/1226206550131380226?s=19
Sid realised her fears and so finally he made the lifelong confession to her when he told her " tujhse rishta hai , tujhe pata hai , lifelong rahega , ab yeh tera call hai ki tu isko bahar rakhna chahti hai ki nahi " 👏..So the ball is in Sana's court now as from Sid's side he promised her a lifelong commitment 😳..Sid realised last night he was too harsh on her and if even after that she stuck to him then she is the right girl fr him 😳 ...Sid is scared of commitments bec in past neither he fell fr a girl to this extreme nor any girl stuck to him tolerating his temper to this level..But with Sana both pointers hv come true and so finally we hear that lifelong word fm his mouth ..It was result of the last night fight and how Sana stuck to him despite the fact that he dint save her at such cruitial stage ..Its another debate that he is sure she wont go but still he knew that she was disappointed bec of it yet she stood there with him at night when he was at his worst ..She passed that cruitial love and loyalty test in his eyes and so now its his turn to make up fr it which he did by taking Sana's name in his best memory in bb house about which I will talk in next para but the fact that he choose Sana over his mother's letter in best memory says a lot ⭐️...
https://twitter.com/sudesnamukherj3/status/1226199547514241024?s=19
Before Shilpa Shetty arrives , theres a short clip of SidNaaz laying together in each other's arms in washroom area which looked like their second patch up after morning fight but damn channel edited the entire convo there yet again and all we could see is few sec of both in each other's arms 😔..I m sure Sid was comforting her here regarding her eviction fear as he was carassing her back 😳...
https://twitter.com/cap_weirdo/status/1226186463534092289?s=19
Finally Shilpa Shetty arrives with Yoga task ..When Shilpa asked Sana to come and sit with Sid fr couple yoga , Sid hold Sana's both arms and tells Shilpa " thank u so much Shilpa" twice ..He says that bec Aarti was sitting besides Sid and poor Sid was scared that Shilpa might ask Aarti to do couple yoga with Sid ..He was so relieved when Shilpa asked Sana to do with Sid that two times he thanked Shilpa fr it 
..SidNaaz were at their hilarious best in couple yoga with their weird postures 😆but good thing is both really enjoyed the task together after the stressful last night..
https://twitter.com/SidHeartian/status/1226205671504273419?s=19
After the yoga task , Shilpa asks everyone to share their best and worst memories in BB house and it was quite a pleasant surprise that Sid's best memory is watching Sana miss him from secret room as he felt good that he could mk such a real connect with someone in this house ..aww 😳...Thats why I said Sid was never so much vocal about Sana before this episode but now we can see Sid's side too 😳..He saw Sana was upset after Mahira puts Sana in her worst memory , so to mk Sana feel special he puts Sana in his best memory 😳..This reminded me of what Sid had told her earlier that its not necessary that 1 lakh people will like u , she should b happy if even 1 person likes and appreciates her as that 1 person will b spl fr her then , well Sid is that 1 person here ..Hope Sana realises it 😳..
https://twitter.com/cap_weirdo/status/1226141156683243521?s=19
Shilpa then asks everyone to gift something to that spl person with whom they share the best bond in this house ...No prizes fr guessing that SidNaaz will gift each other 😃..But their gifts r as hilarious as they both r 😆..For both its not really a parting gift but a gift fr new beginnings 😉...So Sid gifts his much hyped grey shorts to Sana 😆and Sana is like I promise to wear these shorts at night if I dont go home today 😈😆..Sid better remind Sana of this promise at night now 😉😆...Sana gifts her lipstick to Sid and asks him to apply it on his lips and cheeks if she goes home tonight 😆..We know why Sana said that and even Sid knows it 😉☺️..Shilpa was extra naughty here when she cheekily asks Sid that if Sana goes tonight then on whom he will apply this lipstick 😆..Poor Sid played safe saying he will apply it outside only in case Sana goes out which meant he will apply it on Sana only and no other girl ☺️..Sid was like ghar mein he cant do all that but bahar no cameras so ahemm 😆on which Sana was like oh ghar mein respect chant and bahar disrespect 😆😈...No wonder every other celebrity ships both and even Shilpa complimented both saying "Bada pyaara rishta hai aap dono ka " 😳..Shilpa then takes their couple picture with grey shorts and lipstick in hand while both cant stop laughing and blushing 😆😳...After they r given the photos , just notice how both especially Sid just cant stop staring at their first official pictures as a couple together in house 😳..I bet these pictures will b extra spl fr both as its their 1st official picture together like a couple 😳...
https://twitter.com/91_queenbee/status/1226465919796301824?s=19
https://twitter.com/TeamSidNaazFC/status/1226206465708392448?s=19
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Episode ends on a happy note and even wkw precap looks fun ..so no real tension but lets see 😆..
So Current Status is :
Sana to Sid ( during fight) : Tu hee mera khasam hai , kisi aur ko khasam mat bana ( khasam means husband in punjabi 😲)
Sid to Sana( next morning) : Tujhse rishta hai ,lifelong rahega , tera call hai ki bahar ise rakhna chahti hai ya nahi 😲...
Do I say more now 😆..They hv officially confessed they r a couple now ..so well 😃
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