Part 41Roli POV:
Oh My Prince...
How much more you will kill me with your romance...
Am i suppose to enjoy it...
No.. i am doing wrong...
He belongs to someone else...
Inspite of knowing that.. i am romancing with him is very bad...
I tried to come out of his hold...
But his hold was very tight that its not even possible for me to move away...
'Please leave me... this is not right...' i said...
'What is not right Roli... You know its normal to romance with Secretary for a MD...' he said with a wink...
My shameless cheeks added redness and i really wish to hide myself somewhere without facing him...
OH No.. not again Roli... dont fall for romance talks like this and lose your control more & more...
i scold myself and collected all my courage...
'No.. all these days to my MD.. i have been like his daughter and its wrong that secretary can be used to romance by MD...' i said avoiding looking at him as i know its difficult to tell that looking at him...
'Roli.. am i using you Roli.. tell that looking at me... if that is so... then what about whatever happened when you were at my place...' he questioned...
Dont talk about that my Prince... i wont be able to even reply you...
'Whatever... this is workplace and its not right to do all these...' i said still trying to go out of his hold...
'I agree to this point.. workplace is not place to romance.. thats why i came home yesterday and we did romance right... but you behave as if got some memory loss in the morning... as if i am stranger and as if we got nothing between us...' he added more questions...
'Whatever we did even at home is wrong.. I agree we did that mistake and i realised my mistake in the morning and tried to correct the mistake...' i explained...
'Mistake Roli... Why you think so... Romance between us is not a mistake Roli... its known to both of us... dont you know...' he puzzled...
I too wish its not mistake... but it is my Prince.. as you belongs to someone else...
'Its a mistake only... its a mistake.. who am i to you to do that...' i puzzled...
'Great question.. well asked... But this you were suppose to ask before whatever happened between us.. not after we got our son...' he replied...
Yes.. i was suppose to ask... but in that age.. in the love i got on you.. i got no guts to tell anything like that to you...
'It was again a mistake only... It was emotional moment where we did such mistake... and yes.. for the mistake i have done.. i dont want to blame you or hold you responsible.. thats why i didn't even informed about him to you... i took all the responsibility and taking care of him all alone...' i explained...
It required so much of guts to tell that collecting all my left out courage.. also the tears started rolling from my eyes...
'Oh.. its mistake.. you have taken all blame & responsibility.. Well.. i was thinking it as my birthday gift and not emotional mistake.. so for you its just a mistake & there is nothing more than that..' he asked looking into my eyes...
Dont do that prince... i cant see or talk if you look into my eyes...
Moreover how can i tell its not my birthday gift.. yes it is... i cant deny that...
'What are you thinking Roli.. tell me.. its just moment of mistake & there is nothing more than that & its not birthday gift to me as i was thinking all these years..' he repeated...
'What you expect me to tell??? Yes.. its my birthday gift to you only.. yes it is...' i said with tears rolling from my eyes uncontrollable...
'Then how it become mistake??? how it become emotional moment... ' he puzzled...
'Please dont dig that more & more.. as i got no reply for that.. whatever happened is happened... wish we dont discuss that anymore...' i tried to manage...
'How come Roli... How i wont discuss that as we got result of that in the form of our son.. no Roli.. i cant leave that just like that... i dont accept its your mistake & responsibility... i am not so irresponsible to do that...' he replied confidently...
'But in real you cant take that responsibility on you.. that is the fact...' i replied...
'What Roli??? Why you think so??? do you think me as so cheap that i gave baby to you and leave you on road???' he asked...
Oh No.. dont kill me again & again...
'But i cant come in your life again...' i replied...
'Why??? I wont leave you without telling the reason...' he said more adamant to know the reason...
What you expect me to tell...
'Lets not discuss about that...' i said wiping my tears & trying to control myself...
'No Roli.. i am not going to leave you without getting the answer...' he was repeating...
I tried some more time to avoid... but of no use...
I know he is not going to leave without knowing the reason...
'Its because.. you belongs to someone else... ' i replied closing my eyes to get guts replying that...
Following those words there was silence for a while...
Then it was following with loud laugh of my Prince...
I slowly opened my eyes wondering why he is laughing...
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