Originally posted by: MayaFruitbae
Reposting here specially for ,zainab. For you as here it is all about Jhanak .
I guess I wrote it during that Kashmir rescue episodes , not sure .
Jhanak as an individual is strong ,she has always taken stand for her and mother , given the circumstances in which she was born and brought up . Facing humiliation in every single step of life not only from relatives but from villagers to (The kashmir festival how they didnt allow her to enroll her name ). She was and is living with constant fear of humiliation , which she often speaks " I am scared of getting insulted again and again ". From such an environment Jhanak still fights for herself . Not all can do it . We have seen it many times , taking a stand for her mom in her cousin's marriage , the courage which she gathered to escape from Tejas ( yes she was helped by another girl , but she had made her mind to escape somehow ), to speaking against the evil gang she has done it .
She admires Anirudh , has great respect for him and above all she has a feeling of gratitude towards him . And this respect and gratitude is that make her stand at times for him. She is the one who took stand against Tanuja and showed her mirror of how can you wish for the death of your son ,and even dared to ask her why are you always thinking of outsiders happiness and not about your son' s happiness. Inspite of the daily taunt session she had the courage to question her .She even pointed to Arshi , you always have complaints about Sirji . From where she is coming she is still strong to ask these evil people some right questions which no one in the family dared to ask till now .Now isn't that a strong girl for her age .
The support or comfort which she doesnt provide Anirudh when he is visibly unhappy is because she is not in love with Anirudh until recently . Inspite of that she has always cared for him , 'why are your eyes wet , did you fight with Arshi didi ' .That is all she can do when he constantly compares her with Arshi .She doesn't want herself to be forced between the two given all the situation they are going through . He needs support from her as he is open only to her . But he constantly makes her feel inferior .Anirudh came into her life as her sister finance.. So she doesnt want Arshi and Anirudh to suffer because of her and so she avoids him , pushes him away . She doesnt allow him to express himself as she knows by now that they have developed feelings for each other . But in no way her morality would accept it . By suppressing her feelings and promising everyone she wont spoil her Sirji or sister's life takes immense courage.
The moment she falls in love with him deeply and Anirudh accept their relationship ,she would be the one to give him all the warmth and affection he lacked all his life .Their relation needs to come out from responsibilty and insaniyat to love and more love .They both can fight the whole evil gang the moment they realise its only them .
Due to all the same reason of becoming home breaker she doesnt want to acknowledge the marriage. Her sacrifice is so pure as she is letting the only relation in her life for the sake of her promise to Anirudh , before their marriage .That promise which she kept live till today is much above all the rituals and more divine .No wonder God broke Arshi' s marriage .
Right now with all the insults she is facing due to their marriage she wants him to accept it in front the whole world , so that she can walk with her head held high .
It will all fall in place when they both fall for each other immensely without any Rahul or Arshi between them .
Wonderfully explained ❤️
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Loved your writing 💯
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Will wait for the day when she realizes her love is far beyond everything and fights for it. ♥️
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