About this update, reading it through, i felt it all : anger, hatred, love, care, affection desperation, frustation, loss and every emotion!
Yet at the end, this stupid contended smile adorns my face!
All because, first, it over their past and its tribulations, second, cuz they've said and shared it, so it more wud hurt, and third cuz they have moved on!
The family you had, the family i yearned for..
Showering you with love, everytime somemore..
While i lived a deceit till long..
To face it, i was never too strong..
Though the truth was in front of my eyes..
Yet i continued to believe in worldly lies..
I met you all, and the sudden emptiness in my life i found..
I yearned for family, you had around!
I never thought this love and affection exists..
And yes, i was jealous..
Jealous of you..
My family never had an elder to shower with care..
So nani, dadi so full of love, was a sight too rare..
Though my parents were great..
Yet they cudn't make the atmosphere that family memebers create..
So, yes, i was jealous , jealous of you..
Need no reason to say..
Things weren't as easy ,in my way..
The dream i saw..
The admission which i had to withdraw..
For life never was a fairytale..
Chachi's one blow, and followed a blood trail..
I was orphan with dreams that lay crumbled..
Parents gone, none to hold me when i stumbled..
As i now recount those days..
Think back on my rude ways..
Isn't it all because of me...?
Had you been there, all this wouldn't had to be..
With their heart in open, they spoke of pain..
With their hurt being washed over by rain..
Sharing the past, walking the present..
Any reason left to resent..?
Joining hands, moved on..
With all the MU's gone..
A friendship that sets on start..
With many promises playing their part..
An end to a part, just to begin a new..
With all the ladies on terrace, wishing for their dream to come true..:)
Edited by aashi12 - 11 years ago
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