Chapter 9

MakeMeUrVillain

@WildestDreams

Every time he brought a girl in his bed and did anything but not sleep - like me and him at that time - so she was satisfied from the union that she would like to say something like, wow I am seeing stars .

What the hell ...I could not get to sleep. Even though I was laying in angle of the bed, it was as if Arnav was next to me . More than anything else it was a repressed desire , because he had been composed in his corner without ever straying into my half .
In the hours before we had done nothing but flirting and now I felt a little upset .
I was sure he was flirting , albeit in a veiled way .

I heard him hold back a chuckle in his throat and then, as he did in Las Vegas, he slipped his arm under my pillow.

Well , he had even given a more concrete answer at last.
I moved restlessly in bed the sheets twisting my legs. There was a smell of air freshener , the sheets smell fresh clean and there

And then I did not I told him that I did not want any involvement ?
Here am I, the queen of twisted .

"If it's bad for me , nor do I want to know" I mumbled turning around from behind him. But I was only playing a part , I would have jumped from the fifth floor to find out what he meant , though perhaps a little I guessed .

"It is a bad thing and enjoyable at the same time ." he said.
"You want to intrigue me? " I replied.

What a silly question . Even without that asked me , I'd agree. But wait a minute ... what was he referring?

" Since we are forced to spend all this time together , why not exploit it in the most beautiful way that there is ? " .

It was the most exciting reproach that I had ever received in my entire life and I was going crazy because he continued to brush and not to touch me. Because his mouth hatching does not rested , flowed slowly.

By now I realized that I liked him and that the earlier speeches that I had done , they were not worth a damn , but I was not a girl who was sleeping with strangers. It was my husband , that's fine , but he wanted to take advantage of the situation, I was not so blurred as not to understand it. I was not so stupid and by the way, he has a girlfriend He was smart-ass!!

"It's not a good idea ." Damn Khushi, Damn myself. "It's not a good idea and we've talked about . And the fact that I'm your guest do not mean that I should give myself to you. "

" Is this what you thought from the beginning? " I asked. " That staying here meant for me share a physical relation with you? " .

My throat burned and I almost risked choking .

He got up from the bed taking the pillow and left the room , slamming the door .
I sat in the dark with a lump in my throat and a strange feeling of wanting to cry because of that misunderstanding. He had left me alone in his bed in the most ugly way that might be.
I pulled the covers over my nose and called myself an idiot forever.
I could have answered by No to his demands , without accusing him like I did.

Since I liked him so much I would have to go with feet of lead and do not shoot the first bullshit that came into my mind , even if it was not so much bullshit . However, there were thousands of ways to express a thought without being offensive and I had them avoided , of course, and without preamble, I went to the point.

Congratulations Khushi, once again.

I fell asleep late at night, after counting hundreds of stars phosphorescent the only ones to keep me company on my first night of living together.

I turned to the place cold and empty where it should be Arnav . Sleeping had changed my mood, and now I no longer felt guilty but I was angry with him.

I sat tying the hair in bulk, making a kind of bun similar to a bird's nest . Usually when I was angry I did not want to see anyone , and I was certain that Arnav was already out of the house . Alone with my bun, beautiful.

Good morning , Jaan.
I'm sorry about last night.
Make yourself at home, I'll see you this afternoon when I return.
Kiss.

Adorable ... what the ...? I had read that note without my will. What a strange thing ...
I dragged my feet to the kitchen and put the kettle on . I arranged the cushions on the couch and watered the violets on the windowsill.

I also tried to sing or listen to the news , but the words that Arnav had written on the slip of blue kept turning around in my head I'm sorry , I'll see you this afternoon , Kiss.

Anyway, he would not have got away so easily. I was a tough one , and I knew enforce. The only major problem was that I did not want to make the tough, but that's another story.
I put a little order here and there and take shower just to keep my mind and body occupied. When I got back in the small living room , I saw a laptop with flashing light placed hovering over a stack of books .

I chewed my lips moving my weight from one foot to the other .
" No one will notice if I look ever ... " .
I went over and took it in my hands, then sat on the couch resting it on my legs .

I lifted the monitor and lit up immediately with a blue light . And that monitor gave me a nice surprise , as when you open an Easter egg comes out or when a joke of a cake . But it was not as enjoyable .